WIND IN MY EYE 2009: 2009

THIS IS A DISTILLATION OF IDEAS AND CONCEPTS GATHERED AND MASSAGED OVER A MORE THAN 25 YEAR SPIRIT-PSYCHE EXPLORATION THROUGH THE LANDSCAPES OF MY HEART,FIBERS, MEMORY AND THE GEOGRAPHY OF HUMAN ENERGY PERFORMANCE AND DEVELOPMENT...IT IS AS TRUE AS I CAN WRITE IT...

A VERY DIFFICULT PROCESS OF FILTERING INTO ESSENCES AND LETTING GO OF FORTRESSINGS OF BELIEF AND INERTIA ENDURANCES...

THE WIND IN MY EYE PSYCHE BIOGRAPHY DRIVES FROM MY FACTUAL EXPERIENCES THROUGH THE ENERGIES OF'BRANDS, CHARGES AND SUGGESTION TRANCINGS' INTO 'TEMPORARY' OR MEDIUM/AVATAR ROLE STATES...INTO HEALING AND EROS EXPLORATIONS AND ENCOUNTERS WITH MANY OTHERS IN REAL, SPIRIT AND CREATIVE PATHINGS...

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THESE ARE THE ESSENCES OF MY PSYCHE JOURNEY...

‘CHI’

‘CHI’ IS THE ‘FLOW’ OF LIFE FORCE LIGHTNING THROUGH THE ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ MERIDIANS OF SPIRITUAL PRESENCE. ‘CHI’ IS WHAT GETS ‘AMPLIFIED’, ‘CHANNELLED’, AND ‘ACCENTUATED’. ‘CHI’ IS THE PROCESS OF ‘NATURAL TENDENCY’ THAT IS THE BASIS FOR THE REMOTE ENERGY CHARGES OF FOSTERING ‘SAVANT’ OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATE/MEDIUM WAYS.

THE PURITY OR SINCERITY OF A ‘WAY OF BEING’ IS IN THE INTEGRITY EFFECTIVENESS OF THE ‘PERFORMANCE’ AS ‘PRESENCE’. THE MORE ONE ‘KIDS ONESELF’ THE MORE IMBALANCED ONE’S INNER DYNAMISM.IT IS 'DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY' GREATER THAN 'AS IS' AND THE TENDENCY OF SERVING OR SATISFYING PRESSURES IS GREATER THAN THE FORCE OF INDEPENDENT PRESENCE.

IT IS BEING IN 'AS IS' WITHOUT THE DISTORTIONS OF DESIRES, HUNGERS AND EXPECTANCIES OF MEDIATION OF DREAMS AND IMPOSITION ORDERINGS...

THE MORE ONE ACTS WITH AN HONESTY OF ‘TRUE INTENTION’ THE MORE ONE FULLY INTEGRATES ONE’S ACTIONS… THUS ACHIEVING STATES OF ‘HEALTHY HOMEOSTASIS’AND HARMONIZING ENERGY DISTRIBUTIONS AND CIRCULATIONS...

TOO MUCH ‘KIDDING OF ONESELF’ IN THE REDIRECTION OF REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES. TOO MUCH ‘KA’ FLOW IN MERIDIAN PATTERNS AND NOT ENOUGH HARMONIZING OF THE TOTALITY.FOR THE JOURNEY IS BALANCINGS OF 'BAOKA'...TO TEMPER THE CIRCULATIONS AND DISTRIBUTIONS OF THE MERIDIAN STREAMINGS OUT OF MEDIUM LEVERAGINGS INTO A HEALTHY FULLNESS AS 'ORGANIC INTEGRITY' IS IN A COMPLETE HOMEOSTASIS-A TRUING OF SOUNDNESS AS A SOUND MIND IN A SOUND BODY...

THE ‘EXCEPTIONS MAKE THE RULE’ AND THE MEDIA SKEWS THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OR ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ WAY OF REWARD AND RHYTHM. IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF FOSTERING ‘WANNABEES’, IMPERSONATORS AND EMULATORS. THERE IS A ‘STRIVING’ THAT IS ALWAYS ‘OFF-BALANCED’ IN THE WAYS OF THE ‘ANVIL-FRUSTRUM’ CONTAINMENT OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ PEOPLE.THE RHYTHM OF 'BUILDING PYRAMIDS' AS WHAT ARE AND WHO MAY BE IN THE COSTS OF DOING BUSINESS...

IT IS EXPENDABILITY AS 'WHAT IS THERE NOW IS REPLACED'...AND AS ANDY GROVE ONCE WROTE... 'ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE'...

IT IS THE CHEAPNESS OF BEING AS A SCARCITY-RARITY' OF ASSETS WORTH MORE THAN LIFE...AT ROOT IT IS THE FEELING OF ‘LACK’ OF SELF WORTH AND POWERLESSNESS THAT COMPELS BEING AS WHAT SOMEONE ELSE DEMANDS AND IS WILLING TO REWARD.

IT IS A DESIRE TO BE ‘SOMEONE ELSE'...’.

IT IS ‘MEDIUM AND CHANNELLING’AS A SKEWING THAT REFLECTS AN ‘INTENSITY’ THAT EVENTUALLY ‘GOES TOO FAR’. IT IS THE DEMAND FOR ‘SPOTLIGHT’ THAT IS NOT CENTERED ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ PURPOSE. IT IS ‘PERFORMANCE’ OF A TALENT OR A SKILL THAT MAY ‘GET THE BEST’ OF YOU EVEN AS IT SATISFIES THE REWARD WAYS OF A CULTURE.IT IS EXPENDABILITY AS THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU...THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE...

IT IS LEVERAGING AND MARSHALLING OF ENERGIES TO MEDIATE IN A POWER QUEST AS POWER BECOMES GREATER THAN LOVE...

THE ‘IMBALANCE’ THEN GENERATES MORE ‘IMBALANCE’ AS ‘IMITATION’ AND ‘EMULATION’ REFLECT THE ‘LOSS’ OF THE REAL IN MANY. IT IS THE IMBALANCE THAT THEN MAINTAINS THE ‘PHILOSOPHY’ OF ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OR ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’.

THERE IS AN ‘INERTIA OF DESPERATENESS’ IN THIS ‘STRIVING’ TO BE THE ‘ONE’…THE ‘ONE’ THAT NEVER ACHIEVES A SENSE OF A REAL ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’. THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ PATH MEANS THAT YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ‘WARY’ IN THE ‘SHARK’ INFESTED CURRENTS OF ‘COVETOUSNESS’ AND ‘COLLISIONISM’.

THE ONE OUT OF MANY 'WAY' IS THE ‘LEVERAGING’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’....A SPIRALLING OF CONTROL...CONTROL...CONTROL...AN EXCESSIVENESS IN CORRIDORING ENERGIES INTO MERIDIAN PATTERNS THAT MEET EXTERNAL REWARDS...

IT IS ONLY WHEN ONE STRUGGLES TO GET BEYOND THE ‘DISTRACTIONS’ AND ‘TRICKS’ OF ‘FANTASY’ AND SPOTLIGHT THAT ONE MAY FIND ‘HEALTHY PRESENCE’.THE WILL OF TRUE URGENCY IN A TRUTH OF SUCK/TRUTH OF PRESENCE WAY OF BEING IN REAL 'INNER NECESSITY' NOT IN THE FALSENESS OF ANGST BEHAVIORS OF ADDICTIONS AND ESCAPISMS...

PATHS OF TRUINGS

MANY MANUFACTURE THEIR OWN SURVIVAL HABITS OF CONFUSION AND ‘INSTANT ESCAPISM’. IT IS ONLY THE FEW WHO LEARN TO DISSOLVE THE ILLUSIONS OF THE EGO AND FIND REAL EQUITY WITHIN.

FINDING AN INNER EQUITY THEN ENABLES ONE TO CONTRIBUTE TO ‘THE COMMON GOOD’ AND THE EXPANSION OF THE ‘COMMONWEALTH’.THE IDEA OF A ‘COMMONWEALTH’ IS THE COMMITMENT TO DEVELOPING THE POTENTIAL OF ALL PEOPLE.IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE DIFFERENCE IN THE COSTS OF ‘BREAD AND BRED’.

THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF GIANTS HAS LOST THE LOYALTY OF THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’...THERE IS A 'MONEY BLINDNESS' AS THE 'OWNERSHIP' SOCIETY CONTROLS THE IDEAS AND AIRWAVES...

THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ‘COPE’ BUT THEY DO NOT BELIEVE. THEY ‘MISTRUST’ AS THE ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS’ MOUTH ‘PLATITUDES’ OF ‘RIGHTEOUSNESS’ AND THE CULTURE MOVES ON A DESIRE ‘TO GET THE ‘WHATEVER’ THAT ‘THEY HAVE’ THAT ONE DOES NOT ‘HAVE’. THE ‘INSIDERS’ OF THE ‘REVOLVING DOOR’ OF ‘HAVES’ AND ‘HAFTA HAVES’ POISON THE ‘SPIRIT’ AND SOUL AS THE LEVEL OF ALIENATION AND MISTRUST BECOME PERVASIVE.

THE MONEY MAKING RHYTHM IS WAY BEYOND THE WAYS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE. MONEY MOVES AT GLOBAL LIGHT SPEED IN TRADES AND EXCHANGES THAT ARE A ‘SEPARATE REALITY’ FROM THE UNDERSTANDINGS OF MOST PEOPLE.DEALS AND EXCHANGES OF WEALTH IN NO CONNECTION TO THE LIVES OF MOST PEOPLE AS 'WALL STREET TAKES CARE OF ITS' OWN'...

CORPORATIONS BEYOND COMMON GOOD...

IT IS THE DAMAGE OF ‘9/11’ THAT DRIVES THE REACTIVITY ‘COHESIVENESS’ OF SUPPORT FOR ‘WAR’. THE TERRORISTS ACTIONS SEEMED TO REDIRECT THE MILLENIUM ANTI-CORPORATE FEELINGS INTO MORE EXPENDITURES FOR THE INTERESTS OF THE ‘MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA’ COMPLEX. THE PREDATORY CORRUPTION AND ELITE FEASTING OF THE ‘90S’ IS ‘FORGOTTEN’ IN THE ‘RAWAR’ AGGRESSIONS.

HALLIBURTON AND CORPORATE ENERGY INSIDERS REAP ‘WINDFALL’ PROFITS AS THE ORDINARY PEOPLE SUFFER THE ‘PSYCHE’ SQUEEZE OF ‘CONTRACTIVENESS’ IN QUALITY OF LIFE.THE EXPENDITURE OF HUNDREDS OF BILLIONS OF DOLLARS… A TRANSFER OF ORDINARY TAX REVENUES TO WEALTHY CORPORATIONS SEEMS ‘ACCEPTABLE’ WHEN THE ‘CAUSE’ COMPELS ‘BY WHATEVER MEANS NECESSARY’. THE ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’ ARE DIFFERENT FROM THE INTERESTS OF THE COMMON GOOD. THE ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’ ONLY TAKE CARE OF THEIR OWN AND THEY FUND THE POLITICOS WHO GREEDILY TRIM SOCIAL SERVICES IN ORDER TO FINANCE THE ‘RAWAR’ RHYTHMS OF EMPIRE.

IN 2009 THE DEBT OF TRILLIONS VIA CORPORATE BAILOUTS SUSTAINS THE OLD ORDER WHILE THE ORDINARY BELIEF IN SELF RELIANCE AND 110% EFFORT GETS 'TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF'...THE MEDIATION OF POLITICOS FUNDED BY LOBBYISTS AND WEALTH CONTINUES TO PROTECT VESTED INTERESTS WITHOUT PROVIDING FOR THE GROUND FLOOR OF THE COMMON GOOD...

SENSAMORA

IT IS THE DEEP FEMININE EROS OF ‘SENSAMORA’, THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE, WHO DEMANDS THE ACTIVATION OF THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ URGENCY OF CREATIVE ‘COMPLETION’. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE STANDARD OF THE RAWAR MOMENTUM. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE EROTICIZED AND MEDIA AMPLIFIED IMAGERY AND SENSORY EXCITEMENT AS ‘EROTICIZED OVERLOADS’ THAT MAXIMIZE ‘MACHIAVELLI’ IN HIS DICTUM ON DESIRE.

IN ‘CLIZIA’, MACHIAVELLI WROTE ‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’.

‘SENSAMORA’ FUELS OFF OF THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ FOSTERED BY ADVERTISING AND COMPELS AN AGGRESSION OF DEMAND… A ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ URGENCY. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE WRENCHING EROS AND VIOLENCE THAT PERVADES THE MEDIA SATURATED CULTURE. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE ‘TORMENT’ OF ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ AS ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ FEELINGS GNAW WITHIN THE DRIVES OF CONQUEST.

THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS

IT IS THE ‘FOSTERED AGGRESSION’ THAT COMPELS ‘CONQUEST’ AND CONSUMPTION…IT IS ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ DEMANDING THAT ‘ONE POSSESS’…IT IS THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT DEFINES THAT ‘ONE IS GOOD ENOUGH’…IT IS ‘OWNERSHIP’ AS ‘CONCENTRATION OF WEALTH’ THAT SAYS ONE IS A ‘HAVE’ AND NOT A ‘HAVE NOT’…IT IS THE ‘SPARK’ OF THE ‘YOU ARE SOMEBODY BECAUSE YOU HAVE’…

IT IS DESIRE AND POTENCY AS ONE IS ABLE TO MEET ‘AL’ IN BEING ABLE TO ‘SATISFY’ THE WOMAN…THE ‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND THE ‘VENUS’ TO THE LETTER ‘L’…IT IS THE FOSTERING OF ‘DISSATISFACTION’ THAT TRANSFERS THE EROS OF THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ INTO ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ AGGRESSIONS OF ‘BUY THIS AND BECOME THIS’…

IT IS THE ‘MASKING AND VEILING’, THE ‘COSMETIC AND THE ILLUSIONS’ THAT ARE THE ‘WAYS’ OF ‘HAFTA HAVE’…

THE FALSENESS AND THE ‘DELUSIONS’ FEED INTO THE UNHEALTHINESS OF EXCESSIVE CONTROLS AND DENIAL…THE FUELING OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ THAT SERVES THE PRESSURES OF ‘WHAT IS VALUED’…THE ‘DEAD END’ GAME OF ACCUMULATION AND STORAGE ACTUALLY ‘DISSATISFIES’ AS THE INABILITY TO BE PRESENT WITH ONE’S REAL ‘INNER NECESSITY’ EATS AWAY AT THE TRUTH OF ONE’S SOUL.

WHAT IS ONE’S TRUE NATURE?

THE ‘DESIRE’ IN THE MEDIUM IS IN THE ‘MESMERIZING PERCOLATION’ OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ AS ONE SEEKS A SOLUTION FOR THE ‘TEMPORARY BLINDNESS’ OR ‘PERVASIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION AFFECT’ OF HAVING SO MUCH ENERGY IN ‘INNER FLUIDITY’. THE INNER ‘CHAOS’ OF RELEASING AND THE UNFOCUSED ENERGIES MAY COMPEL ONE TO GET ‘LOST’ IN ‘EROTIC SENSUALIZATION’ RATHER THAN REPRODUCTIVE BASED GENERATIVITY.

THE ‘PURPOSE’ MUST INCLUDE A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ‘INFLUENCES’ AND ONE’S REAL WILL. NAPOLEON SAID ‘TALENT IS OF LITTLE ACCOUNT WITHOUT OPPORTUNITY’. ONE MUST CONSTANTLY ASSESS THE ‘POSSIBILITY’ OF DOING WHATEVER ONE IS ABLE TO DO. HOW FAR TODAY MAY BE A LOT DIFFERENT FROM ‘YESTERDAY’. WHERE ARE THE ENERGIES FLOWING? IS THERE A FULL AND HEALTHY DISTRIBUTION OF EROS FLOWS THROUGHOUT ONE’S BEING? ARE YOU FUNCTIONING AT 100% OR ARE YOU LEVERAGING OR BRACING PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND PHYSICALLY IN ORDER TO ‘PERFORM’?

‘THE QUALITY OF MAINTENANCE IS THE QUALITY OF A CIVILIZATION’. [ERIC HOFFER WROTE DURING THE TURBULENCE OF THE 1960’S.]

‘IT’S NOT THE WAY ITS SPOZED TO BE’…

THE ‘MING’ ORDERING IS TO PROVIDE STABILITY… A FOUNDATION… NOT A ‘TERROR AND FEAR THAT ONE IS LIVING IN A JUNGLE’. THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ WAYS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ STRESS THE ‘CULTURE’ AND ARE MAJOR FACTORS IN THE RESULTS OF THE ‘DIVORCE’ CONSEQUENCES AND THE ‘UNHEALTHINESS’ OF MORE THAN ‘HALF’ OF THE POPULATION. THE SEDUCTIONS OF SENSAMORA DEMAND REACTIVITY AS THE ‘MASS’ MOVES IN AN ECONOMIC PERCOLATION OF SEXUALIZED MONEY… ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’.

THE SEXOMONEY MEDIA MACHINE OF AN EROSTOCRACY OF 'CRAZE AND CRAVE' USING MACHIAVELLIAN 'CLOSENESS TO DESIRE' WAYS OF CAN'T HAVE' IN A CLIMATE OF ADVERTISING 'CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT'...A RHYTHM OF 'BUILDING PYRAMIDS' INERTIA OF THE ARISTOCRACY...

THE REASON FOR ‘MING’ [THE NAMING AND ARTICULATION OF THE WORLD]IS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’

‘MING’ [AS A PERCEPTION, A FOCUS, A DEFINITION IN ACCORDANCE WITH AUTHORITY] IS THE ‘ORDERING’ THROUGH A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ WAY. ‘MING’ IS A‘FUNDAMENTAL COMMAND’ THAT IS THE ‘CAUSE TO HAPPEN’ MAXIMIZING OF HUMAN POTENTIAL. IT IS THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ OF IDENTITY THAT UNITES THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH IN ‘NATURAL PROCESS’. IT IS THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ PHILOSOPHY WHEN THERE IS A FAIR SYSTEM.

WE ARE PAYING A HEAVY PRICE FOR THE ELITE GLOBALIZATION OF THEIR ‘PYRAMIDS’. IT IS A VERY UNFAIR AND INEQUITABLE PROCESS OF MERELY CONTINUING TO BUILD MORE AND ‘BIGGER PYRAMIDS’ [THE GIANT ‘MERGERS’ OF THE ‘MULTINATIONALS’ SETTING THE RHYTHMS AND ORDERINGS]. THE ‘GAP’ AND THE ‘RATIOS’ ARE BEYOND ‘TRUST’ AND ‘LINKAGE’… THE SYSTEM IS ‘BREAKING DOWN’ AS ‘SOCIAL CONTRACTS’ AND ‘CONSENT’ BECOME ‘PRIVATISATION’.

‘GROUNDINGS IN BLOODSHED’

IT IS THE ‘ROYALTY RHYTHM’ OF ‘HAVES’ WHO ALWAYS ‘SHARPEN’ THEIR ‘SWORDS’ WITH THE ‘BLOOD’ OF THE NEW ‘GROUNDING’. IT IS THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘CONQUEST’ AND ‘RULE’ THAT ENERGIZES THE ELITE ‘MAGNETIC FIELD OF DREAMS’. IT IS THE ‘MONEY’ DEFINING AND FUNDING THAT IS MANAGED BY ELITE ‘TALKING POLITICAL SMITHS’.

THE MOMENTUM IS CORPORATE AND COUNTRY CONQUEST TO ESTABLISH THE NEW ORDERING OR THE NEW RULE AND THE ‘C.E.O.’S’ ARE EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING THEIR OWN PAY AS THEY RIDE THE BACKSIDES OF ORDINARY PEOPLE. IT IS ‘CHEAP LABOR’ AS ‘USEFULNESS AND EXPENDABILITY’ CLOSING DOWN LOYALTY AND TRUST AS AS NEW SOURCES OF ‘WILLING TO WORK FOR MINIMUMS’ ARE FOUND. IT IS THE ‘WORLD IS FLAT’ AS THOMAS FRIEDMAN SAYS. ‘THEY’ ALWAYS CAN FIND OTHERS WHO WILL DO THEIR WORK.

THERE IS ALWAYS ‘ANGER’ JUST BELOW THE SURFACE AS ‘HAVES’ USE ‘HAVE NOTS’ TO MAKE ‘PROFITS’ WITHOUT ANY ‘REAL’ BONDING OR LOYALTY. THE ‘NECESSITY’ COMPELS THE ‘AGREEMENTS OF THE ‘MARKET’ BECAUSE THE COSTS OF BASIC GOODS’ LEAVES ‘HAVE NOTS’ WITHOUT ANY CHOICE EXCEPT THE ‘VIOLENCE’ OF ‘STEALING BRED AND BREAD’.

THE MEDIUMS AND SAVANT PERFORMERS MAY GET CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE AS ‘UNFAIR’ AND ‘UNJUST’ ANGERS SEEK ‘SCAPEGOATS’. NORMALLY, THE ‘MEDIUM PERFORMERS’ ARE THE ‘BUFFERS AND MESSENGERS’ OF THE TUNES OF THE TIMES. THEY ARE MERELY ‘CONDUITS’ AND MUST BE RECOGNIZED AS SUCH. THE ‘MEDIUM STARS’ SET THE DIRECTIONS OF VALUES AND ‘NEW PATHINGS’.

THE ‘MEDIUMS’ ARE ‘CANARIES’ IN THE MINES FUNCTIONING AS ‘EARLY WARNING SIGNS’ OR ‘DISPLAYS’ OF WHAT IS ESSENTIAL AND WHAT IS RIDICULOUS. ONE MUST NOT KILL THE MESSENGER OR SACRIFICE THE TALENTED SAVANTS AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATES. THE FUNDAMENTALS OF COMPENSATION MUST CHANGE AND THE BELIEF IN THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ MUST BE ESTABLISHED THROUGH A UNIVERSAL AND DEMOCRATIC RIGHT TO BASIC HEALTH CARE AND EDUCATION. THE CHARACTER OF THE COMMUNITY IS REFLECTED BACK INTO THE HEARTS OF THE CITIZENRY. WE MUST REDEFINE OUR WAYS AND GROUND OUR OWN COMMUNITIES.

THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM MUST ESTABLISH A HEALTHY FOUNDATION OR THERE WILL BE A ‘COLLAPSE’ OF THE SOCIAL INTEGRATION OF THE COMMUNITY.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

MOST PEOPLE NEVER ACHIEVE FULL EXTENSION AND A WHOLISM OF BEING. MOST PEOPLE STAY IN ‘FOETALIZATION’ PATTERNS THAT ARE THE ‘C’ TO SHINING ‘C’ OF ‘KNEELING’ AND ‘BOWING’ AND ‘SITTING’. THIS IS A ‘TRUNCATION RECTANGLE’ OF THE ‘TORSO’ THAT RUNS FROM THE KNEES TO THE SHOULDERS. MOST PEOPLE ‘FORTRESS’ AND FUNCTION AT LESS THAN FULLNESS. THIS ‘LIMITED WAY’ OF BEING SEEMS NORMAL YET THE AFFECTS OF ‘INADEQUATE’ NUTRITION, OXYGEN, PERSONAL MOTIONS AND INNER CIRCULATIONS DAMAGES THE INDIVIDUAL AS WELL AS THE COMMUNITY.

IN ORDER TO SURVIVE, PEOPLE COPE WITH THE ‘KINETIC NEVER STOPPING’ ENERGY BY BENDING AND CURLING TO MAINTAIN THEIR ‘PRIVATE SANCTUARY’ OR ‘PERSONAL SECURITY’. THE ‘STOPPING THE WORLD’ BY PRAYER OR ‘SPIRITUAL ADHERENCE’ TO A ‘FAITH ORDERING’ IS THE ‘WAY’ OF MOST PEOPLE.

BELIEVING IN A ‘CERTAINTY OF THE DEFINED UNKNOWN’ IS THE SAFE PLACE OF INNER COMMUNION. IT IS REFLECTED IN THE ‘HIP’ AND THE ‘HANDS’ FOLLOWING THE ‘TENETS’ OF GROUP RITUALS AND SERVICES. IT IS GOING TO THE ‘MASS’ TOGETHER.

THE ‘MASS’ IS THE ‘M’ AND THE ‘ASS’ LIKE THE ‘CHRIST’ RIDING THE BURRO TIME OF PALM SUNDAY AS THE ‘JUDEO/CHRISTIAN’ AMERICAN CULTURE ‘COLLIDES’ WITH THE ‘MUSLIMS, BUDDHISTS, AND OTHER EASTERN RELIGIONS. IT IS A CONFLICT ACROSS ‘C’ OF FOETALIZED CURLING OF RIGHTEOUSNESS AS ‘TRUE BELIEVERS’ ARE WILLING TO DIE FOR THEIR ‘GOD’.

IN CONTEMPORARY TIMES THERE IS AS MUCH ‘FANTASY ESCAPISM’ AS THERE IS RELIGIOUS GROUNDING IN THE BELIEF IN GOD’S WILL’.

‘THE ANVIL FRUSTRUM’

WE LIVE IN THE ‘FRUSTRUM’, THE ANVIL LIKE MASS OF THE PYRAMID BELOW THE RULING CLASS CONE AT THE TOP. THE ‘FRUSTRUM’ IS THE TRAPEZOIDAL ACOUSTICAL ‘CONTAINER’ OF THE REWARDING STANDARDS OF ‘ATTITUDE/GRATITUDE’ AND ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’. THE ‘FRUSTRUM’ PERCOLATES WITH THE CONTAINED RAGE OF THE ORDINARY PEOPLE

THIS ‘FRUSTRUM’ IS THE EQUIVALENT OF A‘BATTERY FOR THE ELITE’. EVERYONE KNOWS THAT ‘THEY’ ARE ‘GETTING AWAY WITH IT’ YET ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ‘CLING’ TO THE FANTASY THAT THEY TOO MIGHT GET A CHANCE TO DO SOMETHING SIMILAR SOMEDAY. THERE IS AN ACCEPTANCE OF THE ‘GREEDINESS’ AND THE DREAMS.THERE IS WISH TO BE ‘LUCKY’ AS THE ONE WHO WINS THE LOTTERY OR GETS PICKED.

THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ HOPE KEEPS THE ‘NORMALCY’ GOING. THE ‘PHILOSOPHY OF ‘SELF RELIANCE’ IS CONTRADICTED BY THE BUILT IN ADVANTAGES OF THE ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’. WHO ARE THE OWNERS THAT USE ‘RELIGION’ AND ‘FAITH’ TO PROTECT WEALTH AND POWER?

THE BELIEF IN ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ IS A ‘GIANT FILTER’ THAT IS LIKE AN INVERTED ‘CONE’ AT THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID SUCKING THE ENERGIES UP IN A ‘ONE WAY’ DIRECTION. THERE IS A LEVEL OF ‘CONTEMPT’ AND ‘PATRONIZING’ BEHAVIOR THAT THE ‘PREDATORS’ USE TO FEED OFF THE ILLNESS AND WOUNDEDNESS OF THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. THE SPIRIT OF ‘VOLUNTEERISM’ IS USED AGAINST ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ TO SUPPRESS PAY AND VALUE IN ECONOMIC TERMS. THE GOODNESS AND DECENCY IS NOT ‘ECONOMICALLY VALUED’.

‘THE GOODNESS AND DECENCY OF VOLUNTEERISM IS NOT ECONOMICALLY VALUED’

THE ‘VOLUNTEER SERVICES’ ARE KEPT OUTSIDE OF ‘ECONOMIC’ VALUE AND THIS ‘EXCLUSION’ FURTHER DISTANCES THE ‘RIGHT TO LIFE, LIBERTY, AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS’ [THE FULLNESS OF LIFE] FROM THE WAYS OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM.

‘ITS JUST BUSINESS’ DEMANDS STATURE AND LEGAL STANDING AS A ‘CITIZEN’ YET ‘THEY’ RECEIVE THE ‘SPECIAL TAX AND CUSTOMS’ PROVISIONS FAR BEYOND A SIMPLE TAX CREDIT FOR ‘RAISING CHILDREN’. ‘PRIVILEGED WAYS’ FOSTER ‘ALIENATION’…A SENSE OF ‘INJUSTICE’ AND ‘FEELINGS OF POWERLESSNESS’. IT IS THE ONGOING LOSS OF FAITH IN THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE

‘VOLUNTEERISM’ OR SYSTEMIC WAYS

‘VOLUNTEERISM’ EVOLVES OUT OF THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ SPIRIT OF BEING WILLING TO DO ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’. VOLUNTEERISM IS A SPIRIT OF ‘FIXING’ AND ‘CARING’ FOR THE ‘CASUALTIES AND THE DAMAGE’. THERE IS A VAST DIFFERENCE IN ‘NATURAL DISASTER’ HELPING AND THE ONGOING ‘CHARITY’ OF ‘COMMUNITY SERVICE’ BECAUSE THE SYSTEM DOES DAMAGE. THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE IN DEALING WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF A ‘HURRICANE OR A TORNADO, A FIRE OR AN ACCIDENT’ THAN DEALING WITH ‘HOMELESSNESS, ‘AIDS’, BATTERED SPOUSES, HUNGER, OR POVERTY’.

‘THE SYSTEMIC’ IS NOT AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ‘DANCES, DINNERS, CHARITY BALLS AND GOLF TOURNAMENTS’. THE SYSTEMIC HAS TO DO WITH POLICY AND COMPENSATION PRACTICES AND WHAT IS A ‘LIVABLE WAGE’ AS WELL AS WHAT IS OUR ‘COMMON GOOD’. THE MONEY SYSTEM NIGHTMARE OF COMPENSATION HAS TO CHANGE.

‘ANYONE THAT DOES NOTHING BUT OBEY CEASES TO BE HEARD’ [LUCE IRAGARAY]

THE SYSTEM IS HARMING ITSELF.

‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’… ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’…THE TRADEOFFS OF THE ENERGY ELECTRONIC COLONY… IT IS ‘REAGANISM’ AS A ‘MEDIUM IS THE MESSAGE’… THE SPOKESMAN FOR ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ BECOMING THE ‘SPOKESMAN’ FOR THE ‘GENERAL’ OR THE ‘MASS’…

REAGAN AS ‘AMPLIFIED’ WAS THE CHANNEL/MEDIUM OF ‘HEARTLAND EXPRESSION’ AND THE ‘MASON’ AND ‘DIXON’ LINE. HE WAS THE ‘POLITICIAN’ AS THE ‘MAGIC MIRROR’ REFLECTING THE WAY THAT ‘WE’ WOULD ‘LIKE’ TO SEE OURSELVES.

IT IS DENIAL AND ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’? AS REAGAN SAID HE COULD NOT ACCESS THE SOUNDS OF HIS OWN BEING…

‘IT WAS JUST THAT I HAD BURIED PART OF ME WHERE SUCH THINGS HAPPENED SO DEEP, I COULDN’T HEAR THEM’ [RONALD REAGAN]

‘THE POLITICIAN’

THE ‘POLITICIAN’ MOVES TO THE CENTER OF THE CURRENCY STREAM FLOWS OF WISHFULNESS… IT IS THE SPACE OF THE IMMEDIACY OF ‘TONINGS’. WHAT RESONATES WITH THE ‘MASS’ OR THE ‘LOCAL TOWN’ IS DIFFERENT FROM AN INDIVIDUAL PUTTING HIS BEST FOOT FORWARD. THE ‘IMPERIAL PRESIDENT’ WAS ALL ABOUT ‘ROYALTY RHYTHMS’ AND RITUALS OF ESTABLISHING WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY WAS.

IN ‘REAGANISM’ IT WAS A ‘SUPPLY SIDE’ SYSTEM OF ‘ELITE HAVES’ ‘CREATING AND DESTROYING’ IN ORDER TO DO WHATEVER THEY WANTED TO DO.REAGAN WAS ‘PERFECT’ FOR THE ‘ROLE’ OF BEING A HAPPY MEDIUM OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS IN THE ‘GIANTS’ THEATER. HE EPITOMIZED THE ‘NARROWNESS’ OF THE ‘SAVANT’ POLITICIAN THAT ‘CHANNELLED’ ALL OF HIS BEING INTO A REDEMPTION DRAMA TO OVERCOME THE ‘SHAME LEGACY’ OF AN ALCOHOLIC FAMILY. THE SAFETY AND CERTAINTY IS IN THE ‘ROLE PLAYS’ AND THEATER [THE MOVIE POSTURINGS OF A LIMITED SELF ‘PROVIDING’ THE ‘SCRIPTED PERFORMANCE’ UNDER THE DIRECTION OF SOMEONE ELSE’S VISION].

REAGAN LIVED A ‘DREAM COME TRUE’ LIFE OF ‘FANTASY’ THAT ATE AWAY AT HIS ‘INTEGRITY’ OF SELF’…HE SERVED AS A ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ AND GRADUALLY BECAME ‘NOTHING’ AS ‘PRESENCE’.

‘DUTCH REAGAN’

‘FOR AN HOUR OR AN AFTERNOON YOUR POOR PLAYER HAS TO SUFFER THE ORDINARY LIGHT OF DAY AND THE STRAINS OF UNSCRIPTED DIALOGUE. HE DOES SO WITH A SENSE OF UNREALITY. BECAUSE TO THE ACTOR, ONLY ARTIFICE IS ACTUAL. HE YEARNS TO BE BACK ON THE SET’. [DUTCH BY EDMUND MORRIS]

ONE MUST GET TO THE ‘BOTTOM’ OF ONE’S WELL TO FACE THE DARK MURKINESS… THE INNER ‘FOG’ OF ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’ THAT MAY RESULT IN THE HEARING LOSSES ‘CAUSED’ BY THE EXCESSES OF ‘SAVANT/MEDIUM RESONANCE’. ‘PERFORMER’ ‘DUTCH’ REAGAN WAS ‘COPING’ AND WAITING FOR THE MOMENT TO PERFORM.

‘DUTCH’ OF THE ‘DOUBLE DOORS’ AND ‘DUTCH’ OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ ‘WITHDREW’ INTO THE ‘SLEEP OF SHAME’. THE FATIGUE OF ‘MARHALLING’ THE ENERGIES OF ‘READINESS’, YET KEEPING UP THE ARMORING [THE FORTRESS OF ILLUSIONS] ENABLED REAGAN TO ‘ACT’ AS A ‘TALKING HEAD’ IN A ROLE THAT WAS FAR BEYOND THE ‘CASABLANCA’ [WHITE HOUSE] HERO ROLE THAT HE DID NOT GET IN THE 1940’S.

‘IN THE DEEP DARK THE PERSON ALONE SEES LIGHT’ [CHUANG TZU]

ONE HAS TO CHOOSE TO ‘FACE’ ONE’S SELF IN AN HONEST WAY EVEN IF THE WORLD DOES NOT CARE… THE CONSEQUENCES OF SELF DECEPTION ARE IN THE IMBALANCES AND THE ILLNESSES OF THE ‘DAY TO DAY’…ONE MUST FACE THE ‘SENSOR GATEKEEPER’… THE ‘INNER MONITOR’… THE ‘IMAGE CONTROLLER’ THAT WANTS TO CONTROL THE ‘PERCEPTIONS’ OF WHO ONE ‘IS’ AND WHO YOU WANT THE OTHER [S] TO SEE. THE ‘SENSOR GATEKEEPER’ WANTS ‘THINGS’ TO STAY THE SAME OR BE AS ONE REPRESENTS. IT IS THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ MANAGER OF THE INTERNAL ‘THROTTLE’. IT IS THE INNER CONTROL ‘MONSTER’… THE ‘SHADOW’ VEILER AND UNVEILER THAT DECIDES ‘WHAT CAN I LIVE WITH’… ‘WHAT CAN I GET AWAY WITH’…

IT IS THE ‘PRAGMATIC’ CHOOSER THAT IS IN CONTROL OF BALANCING SELF THROUGH GRAVITY, INERTIA AND EMOTIONAL GYMNASTICS. IT IS THE STRENGTH OF BEING ‘KNOWING’ A WAY TO STAND AGAINST THE ETERNAL AND ONGOING STORMS OF THE ETHERIC WIND WARS.

REAL CHANGE OR REAL TRANSFORMATION MEANS SHEDDING ONES ‘SKIN’. IT IS A TIME WHEN ONE IS VERY VULNERABLE AND ‘THIN-SKINNED’. THERE IS AN UPHEAVAL… A CATHARTIC CONVULSIVENESS OF SELF… THERE MAY BE TEMPORARY ILLNESS…ONE HAS TO BREATHE THROUGH THE FEARS… MOVE IN NEW WAYS… FACE INTERNAL TURBULENCE OF ‘FIGHT AND FRIGHT’. IT IS A TIME WHEN ONE MUST LEARN TO DO ‘THE OPPOSITE’ AND GET OUT OF PATTERNS AND RUTS.

TO ‘GO FORTH’ ONE MUST STEP OUT OF THE ‘CIRCULARITY’ OF ‘REPETITIVENESS AND RECURRENCY AND BREATHE THROUGH THE ANGUISH OF THE UNKNOWN AND THE UNCERTAIN. IT IS TUNING INTO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ COMPASSION THAT OPENS THE WAY TO REAL TRANSFORMATIVE GROWTH.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

‘AG’ WAS MY FATHERS AFFECTIONATE NAME FOR ‘AGNES’, MY MOTHER. THERE ARE DEEP SEXUALITY ECHOES IN MY SENSITIVITIES… THE ECHO OF THE PHALLIC ASSISTANCE ‘PILL’ CALLED ‘VIAGRA’ IS A ‘VIE’ ‘AG’ ‘RA’ SOUND. IT IS ALSO AN ASSOCIATION TO THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ OF ‘ALEC GUINESS’, THE GREAT ENGLISH PERFORMER, WHOSE MOTHER WAS NAMED ‘AGNES’. ‘ALEC GUINESS’ WAS BORN OUT OF WEDLOCK AND WAS GIVEN A DIFFERENT ‘LAST NAME’… THUS ‘GUINESS’ [INSTEAD OF ‘DECUFFE’ … HIS MOTHERS LAST NAME].

GUINESS… THE ‘ALCOHOL’ SPARKS OF A DARK BREW… GUINESS WAS THE ‘FRIEND’ OF THE SUPPOSED REAL FATHER OF ALEC. IT WAS A REMINDER OF THE HAZARDS OF AN ‘OFF THE CUFF’ REMARK…AN ‘OFF DECUFFE’ MISTAKE. THE ‘BLUE BLOOD’ ROYALTY AND ELITE WAYS SAW HIS VALUE AS A ‘ROADSIGN’ ALONG THE ‘KINGS’ HIGHWAY’.

THERE IS A ‘BREEDING’ THAT KNOWS THE PACINGS OF ‘GENTLEMEN’ THAT FOLLOWS THE GRACES OF SUBTLE KEYS AND CUES. IT IS ALL ABOUT CLASS RHYTHMS AND PACINGS… TO ‘GET WITH THE PROGRAM’ ONE MUST HEAR THE ‘EMPHASIS’ AND SEE ‘CLOCKS’ IN THE ‘WRIST’ WATCH AND ‘WRIST’ TON ZONINGS. IT IS ABOUT THE FLOW OF ENERGIES AS ‘CONTROL’ OF CREATIVE COMBUSTION WITHIN AND IN RELATIONSHIP TO THE OTHERS.

IT IS THE ‘CUING’ AWARENESS OF ‘AL’ IN THE ‘TIE-MING’ WAYS OF THE MASS RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. THE FORMER CHAIRMAN OF CITICORP, WALTER WRISTON WAS A STANDARD OF A ‘WRIST’ MOTION STATE… A ‘MEDIUM’ OF QUICKNESS DISPLAYING HIS SELF AS A ‘WALL’ AGAINST THE FEMININE ‘YIN’ AS ‘WALTER’ AND THE ‘WRIST’ MOVING ‘TONS’ OF ‘LEVERAGINGS’.

‘FIND A LEVER LONG ENOUGH AND YOU CAN MOVE THE WORLD’ [WALTER WRISTON]

IT IS THE ‘WRIST’ MOVING ‘TONS AND TONS’ THAT ECHOES IN THE ‘WRISTON’ TIMINGS. ONE LEARNS TO KEEP PACE WITH THE TEMPOS OF A TEMPERED ARISTOCRACY AWARENESS IN A CAUTIONARY ‘WAY’. ONE SEES THE ATTITUDES OF THE ‘WAY’ EXEMPLIFIED IN THE CHARACTER ALEC GUINESS PORTRAYED IN THE ‘WHAT HAVE I DONE’ HORROR ENDING OF THE MOVIE THE ‘BRIDGE ON THE RIVER KWAI’.

ONE LEARNS THE LESSONS OF THE SUBTLETY OF ALEC GUINESS AS ‘OBI WAN KEN OBI’ IN STAR WARS.

IT IS MORE THAN ‘TRUST THE FORCE, LUKE’.

IT IS ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF MOTION, DIRECTION, VALUES AND A QUEST FOR ‘JUSTICE’. IT IS ‘TUNING’ TO THE RHYTHMS OF ‘322 TIME’ AND STILL CENTERING IN A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ CONSCIOUSNESS’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

MY FEELINGS OF ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ REOCCUR WHEN I MOVE THROUGH THE YIN CREATIVE RECEPTIVITY STATES…TOUCH AND DEFINE… ‘PAT AND COIN’… BEING ‘WOUND’ TIGHT AND WRESTLING WITH ‘HURTS AND ‘HERTZ’ [SOUNDS OF THE EMPIRE ASSOCIATIONS OF USING THE ‘CAR’ AS A REPRESENTATION OF THE SELF [‘AUTO’] AND THE MEGA HERTZ OF ‘FREQUENCIES’ OF ELECTRONIC SURROGATES, MEDIUMS AND SAVANT CHANNELLERS.] FOR ME THERE IS ALWAYS AN ‘UNCONSCIOUS ASSOCIATION’ TO THE FILM PERFORMANCES OF ‘WILLIAM HURT’ AS WELL AS ‘JOHN HURT’. I IDENTIFY WITH THE DRAMA OF THEIR ‘HURT’ AND SEEK HEALING OUT OF MY ‘WOUNDS’. IT IS MY OWN PRIVATE STRUGGLE TO OVERCOME THE WOUNDS OF ‘YESTERDAZE’. IT IS THE SENSE OF THE THREAT OF ‘FEAR’ AS A STATE OF NOT WANTING TO BE HURT’.

THE ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ PASSAGE OF LEARNING TO BE ONE’S OWN PERSON IS AS MUCH AN ACOUSTICAL OMEN AS IT IS A VISUAL ONE. JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE ‘SAVANT’ HEARING LOSS IN PEOPLE LIKE RUSH LIMBAUGH, NORMAN MAILER AND RONALD REAGAN. THE EXCESS ‘YIN’ BECOMES HOT AIR ‘YANG’ AS THE COMPRESSION RECEPTIVITY IS ALTERED INTO A ‘ROLE’ PERFORMANCE FOR GENERATIVITY.

THE OVER-LEVERAGED ‘SAVANTING’ BECOMES ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ IN THE CONCENTRATION OF CHANNELLING MERIDIAN ENERGIES IN NARROW AND RECURRENT WAYS.THE CIRCULARITY OF REPETITIVENESS DOES NOT ‘GO FORTH’ BUT SIMPLY MAKES ONE INTO A ‘BETTER MOUSETRAP’.

‘ONE MUST LET GO OF ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX’ [JULIA KRISTEVA]

IN THE LAND OF CONFUSION THE ‘ONE EYED’ MAN IS KING. ONE HAS TO WORK THROUGH THE LOAN ‘LY’ AND RENT ‘AL’ EROTICISM OF THE ‘SIREN’ SONGS OF THE EROSTOCRACY. ONE MUST GET PAST THE ANGUISH AND WILL CONTRADICTIONS THAT ‘BLIND’ AND ‘OBSESS’ IN THE MASS FADS, FASHIONS, AND VEILINGS.

THE ‘BLIND SPOT IS THE HEART OF THE DREAM’… PEOPLE ARE LOST IN DREAMS, LOST IN THE NARCISSISM OF ‘COPING TRUNKS’ AND ‘TRUNK ‘K’ SHUN’ WAYS… THE ‘MISSING LIMBS’ OF ‘TRUNCATION’ AND ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’

THE ALTERED STATES OF ‘YIN/YANG SWINGS’ ARE PORTRAYED AS THE STATES OF CASTRATION… ‘WHEN YOU HAVE GOT THEM BY THE BALLS, THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS WILL FOLLOW’.

IT IS THE ‘RADIO’ TONINGS OF THE ‘RUSH’ ‘LIMB’ ‘AWE’ THAT GETS ‘AMPLIFIED’ AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC PILLAR’ OF USEFULNESS [‘BROADCASTING’ WITH ‘ONE ARM TIED BEHIND MY BACK’]. THE HEARING LOSS CAUSED BY THE ‘SAVANTING’ IN RESPONSE TO THE TECHNOLOGY ACCENTUATION IS ‘FIXED’ BY A NEW ‘HEARING AID TECHNOLOGY’.THERE IS NO ALTERATION IN THE MIDST OF THE DAMAGING AS THE PERFORMANCE IS ‘BLINDLY LEVERAGING’ TO GET THE REWARDS OF THE SAVANTING MODE..

THE REAGAN ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME? INADEQUACY FROM THE FILM ‘KINGS ROW’ IS THE PASSAGE OF LEARNING HOW TO PERFORM WITH A LESS THAN A ‘100%’ WAY. THE SAVANT TRADEOFFS BECOME COSTLIER AS ONE ‘LEVERAGES’ TOO MUCH.

IT IS THE ENERGY PERCOLATION AND PROBLEMATIC DISTRIBUTION AND CIRCULATION THAT IS ‘THE SENSE’ OF THE MISSING LIMBS OF THE TRANSITIONAL STATES OF ‘YIN/YANG’ SWINGS. IT IS THE REALITY OF ‘HOT AIR TALKING SMITHS’ PUMPED UP WITH ‘COOL FIRE’ RESONANCE AND BELIEVING IN THERE OWN ‘IMAGE’. IT IS A PROBLEM OF ‘PRESENCE’ WHEN ‘LACK’ IS THE ‘NORMALCY’ THAT GOT THEM THERE. THE MEDIUMS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY FREQUENTLY BELIEVE AND ARE MESMERIZED IN THEIR OWN ‘AMPLIFICATION USEFULNESS’ RATHER THAN THEIR ‘CONTRIBUTION’.

THE AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS ‘SPELL’ IS THE ‘CHARGED SOUND’ THAT MAY BE A ‘FROZEN ECHO’ [AN UNCHANGING CONSTANT ‘RESONANCE’ AND DRONE SOUND]. IT IS THE ‘K’ CONNECTION IN THE TONES OF A CULTURE ‘SUC ‘K’ ING ON ELECTRONIC TEATS, DOING ‘LIP-SERVICE’ WAYS OF ‘BREAST-FEEDING’ ON ‘THE BIG ‘O’ PLATEAU’.THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ METHODS OF ADVERTISING ‘FEED’ OFF THE HUNGERS OF ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’.

THERE IS AN ‘ORALITY DRIVING’ THAT OCCURS ALONG THE EDGES OF THE ‘TRUNK ‘K’ ‘SHUN’ WHICH IS THE ‘LIMB’ ‘AWE’ REALITY WHERE THE FIRE LINE OF TA ‘BOO’ AND FEARS, TEMPTATIONS AND SUFFERING ARE ‘PACIFIED’ BY THE MONEY PREDATORS [THAT DO NOT WANT ANYONE ‘TO OVERSEE’ OR ‘GOVERN’ WHAT THEY ARE ABLE TO TAKE AND ‘DO’…THE ‘GOVERNMENT THAT GOVERNS LEAST IS THE BEST’].

THE ‘WOUNDED MEDIUM’ VENTS FROM THE COMPRESSED ZONING AND IS LIKE A ‘SIREN SONG’ OF SHARED PAIN DERIVED FROM THE ONGOING ‘COLLISIONISM’. THE DEEP FEMININE ‘YIN’ IS THE PLANE OF REACTIVITY WHERE THE ‘LIMBAUGH’ CRIES OUT AGAINST ‘FEMINAZI’S’. IT IS A ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF FORCES BASED UPON WOUNDEDNESS AND WISHFULNESS.

‘NARCISSISM’

‘IT IS TOO SIMPLE TO THINK OF THE NARCISSIST AS SOMEONE IN LOVE WITH HIMSELF. ONE CAN DETEST ONESELF INTIMATELY AND STILL BE A NARCISSIST. WHAT CHARACTERIZES NARCISSISM IS THE FUNDAMENTAL RELATION---IT IS WITH ONESELF. THE SAME DIALECTIC OF LOVE AND HATE THAT MATES FEEL FOR ONE ANOTHER IS EXPERIENCED WITHIN THE SELF. BUT THEN A SPECIAL KIND OF INSANITY CALLS TO THE NARCISSIST, FOR THE INNER DIALOGUE NEVER CEASES. EACH HALF IS FOREVER SCRUTINIZING THE OTHER. SO TWO NARCISSISTS IN LOVE ARE THE OPPOSITES OF TWO MATES. NARCISSISTS DO NOT JOIN EACH OTHER SO MUCH AS APPROACH EACH OTHER LIKE CRYSTALS BROUGHT INTO JUXTAPOSITION. THEY HAVE A PASSIONATE AFFAIR TO THE DEGREE THAT EACH ALLOWS THE OTHER TO RESONATE MORE FULLY THAN WHEN ALONE…SO IT IS NOT LOVE WE MAY ENCOUNTER SO MUCH AS FINE—TUNING…

THE PARADOX IS THAT NO LOVE CAN PROVE SO INTENSE, THEREFORE AS THE ‘LOVE’ OF TWO NARCISSISTS FOR EACH OTHER. SO MUCH DEPENDS ON IT. EACH IS CAPABLE OF OFFERING DELIVERANCE TO THE OTHER. TO THE DEGREE THAT THEY TUNE EACH OTHER SUPERBLY WELL THEY BEGIN TO ACQUIRE A SKILL ‘WHICH ENABLES THEM TO ENTER THE WORLD. [FOR IT IS NOT LOVE OF THE SELF BUT DREAD OF THE WORLD OUTSIDE THE SELF…WHICH IS THE SEED OF THE NARCISSISM.]

SO NARCISSISTS END UP HAVING A REAL NEED OF EACH OTHER. THAT IS, OF COURSE, HARDLY THE CHARACTERISTIC RELATION. THE LOVE OF MOST NARCISSISTS TENDS TO BECOME COMIC SINCE SEEN FROM THE OUTSIDE THEIR SUFFERING MANAGES TO BE EQUALED ONLY BY THE RAPIDITY WITH WHICH THEY RECOVER FROM SUFFERING…

TO THE DEGREE, HOWEVER, THAT NARCISSISM IS AN AFFLICTION OF THE TALENTED, THE STAKES ARE NOT SMALL, AND THE VICTIMS ARE PLAYING THEIR OWN SERIOUS GAME IN THE MIDST OF THE SCENARIOS. IF ONE CAN ONLY BREAK OUT OF THE PENITENTIARY OF SELF—ABSORPTION, THERE ARE ARTISTIC WONDERS, CONCEIVABLY TO ACHIEVE’.[ ‘GENIUS AND LUST…HENRY MILLER’]

WE ARE ‘CANARIES IN THE MINE’ DANCING FOR ‘FAVORS’

THERE IS A KIND OF ‘SHADOW BLINDNESS’ THAT IS IN THE DEEP INNER DARKNESS…IT IS THE ‘BLIND SPOT’ OF ‘WISHFULNESS’ AS THE ‘HEART OF THE DREAM’… THE ‘BLOCKED’ OR ‘PARTITIONED’ SPACE WHEREIN ONE KNOWS THE ‘PROMETHEAN SOURCE OF REGENERATION’. IT IS THE ENVIRONMENT BEYOND THE FASCINATIONS OF ‘MIRA’ [WONDER] AND ‘MIRACULA’ [ILLUSIONS].

AS ‘PSYCHIC MEDIUMS’ WE FUNCTION LIKE ‘CANARIES’ ON THE EDGE EMANATING SOUNDS OF ANGUISH AND DIRECTION…

THE ‘BLINDING’ WAYS OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ IS THE ‘NEW FRONTIER’

IT IS IN THE ‘PIERCE’ MOMENT OF THE INNER NEW FRONTIER THAT ONE LEARNS TO ‘REVERSE’ THE ‘SPIRALS’ AND BEGIN TO HEAL THE WOUNDS. THE ‘GRAIL’ POWER OF THE ‘PIERCE’ [THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY/PENETRATION AND VULNERABILITY EXPERIENCE] IS THE ‘UNDERSTANDING’ THAT BECOMES THE COURAGE TO ACT TO ‘REVERSE’ THE AFFECTS BY BEING ABLE TO KNOW, TO MEASURE, TO JUDGE AN APPROPRIATENESS OF RESPONSE. IT IS THE WISDOM OF WHY, HOW TO OR WHEN TO PENETRATE AND THE VALUE OF ‘RESTRAINT’. IT IS THE WISDOM OF ‘EFFECTIVENESS’ THAT IS IN ONE’S WAY OF BEING.

ONE LEARNS THE VALUE OF ‘WHO’ BECOMES ONE’S ‘IDEAL REGENERATIVE OPPOSITE’ AS ONE MOVES DEEPER INTO AUTHENTICITY IN THE RANGINGS OF ‘YIN/YANG’ CAPACITY.

‘SENSAMORA’…THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE

THE IMPACT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF ‘SENSAMORA’ [THE GODDESS OF ‘ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE’ THAT COMPELS ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ EROS WAYS OF AGGRESSIONS AND SEDUCTIONS].

SENSAMORA IS UNDER THE INFINITE LAYERINGS OF WISHFULNESS AND AS ULTIMATE GOAL’ OF THE ‘VEILED WOMAN’ IS THE ‘TARGET’ OF ECONOMIC’USEFULNESS’.

THE ‘VEILED’ WISHES TO BE SAFE YET DESIRES TO BE ‘UNVEILED’…THE ‘VEILED’ WISHES FOR THE ‘IMPRINT’ OF THE ‘PRINCE’ WHO SUCCEEDS IN THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’ WAYS OF ‘AL’. THE ‘VEILED WOMAN’ WILL SEEK SOLUTIONS IN MANY ‘EXTERNALIZATIONS’ THAT ALLOW HER TO MAINTAIN HER ‘VEILINGS’.

THE TRUE PATHING IS THAT NO ONE IS THE ‘FAIREST ONE OF ALL’ AND THE PRINCESS MUST MOVE INTO A ‘LETTING GO’ OF ‘SELF ABSORBING’ FANTASIES AND ILLUSIONS AND LEARN TO BE PRESENT WITH HER REAL SELF. THE CIRCLES AND SPIRALS AFFORD WAYS OF ACCUMULATING AS WELL AS ‘LETTING GO’.

THE ‘AVERSION’ AND ‘HIDING’ IN THE ‘VEILS’ IS SIMILAR TO THE USE OF ‘IGNORANCE’ IN KEEPING ‘WOMEN’ IN THEIR ‘NARROW CONFINES’. THE ‘VEILS’ HIDE THE WOMAN FROM HER INABILITY TO ACHIEVE ‘AL’, THE WOMAN SATISFIED.

THE PATH OF THE HEART AFFORDS THE QUESTING ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ SOME GUIDANCE AS MODESTY BALANCES WITH DEEP INNER NECESSITY TO BE PRESENT. IT IS AN INEVITABILITY OF EVOLUTION…AN ‘INEVITABILITY OF GRADUALNESS’ THAT WRESTLES WITH ‘NO!’ AND THE ‘CONSTRAINTS’ IMPOSED FROM MANY OTHER SOURCES.

THE UNDERCURRENTS OF NOT ACHIEVING ‘AL’ AS THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’ ‘HAUNTS’ THE AIRWAVES, PERFORMANCES, PRODUCTS, AND POWER QUESTS OF ALMOST EVERYONE. IT IS THE CONSEQUENCE OF FAILING TO BORE INTO THE REALITY DEPTHS OF SEXUAL COMPLETION AND RELEASE. IT IS THE LOSS OF A ‘FOETALIZED BEING’ WAY REFLECTING THE ‘TRUNCATION NORMALCY’ OF MOST PEOPLE WHO ARE STILL MOVING IN ‘FOETALIZED CURL RHYTHMS’ AND HAVE NOT ACHIEVED A HEALTHY VERTICAL EXTENSION OF PRESENCE.

THE LACK OF HEALTHY ‘AL’ BREEDING KNOWLEDGE AND GUIDANCE ‘COLLIDES’ WITH THE ‘INSTITUTIONALIZATION’ OF ‘FAITHS’ AND ‘IGNORANCE’ AS WELL AS ‘DISINFORMATION’. A HEALTHY SENSE OF ‘AL’ BREEDING FACILITATES THE POTENCY OF THE SPIRITUAL WILL TO CONNECT AND FOSTERS A REAL ‘INTIMACY’ BEYOND THE RIGID DOCTRINES OF ‘ORGANIZATIONS’ AND THE ‘PREDATORY MANIPULATIONS’ OF CORPORATIONS.THE HORIZONTAL PRESSURES OF THE FAMILY AND THE SOCIAL WEIGH ON OUR BACKS AND HIPS…

THE EXCESS ‘GUT-BUTT’ ACCUMULATIONS ARE ‘COPING’ STATES OF ‘LONELINESS’ AND FEELING ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’…NOT ‘WORTHY’ AND ‘SHAMED’ OR ‘GUILTY’. IT IS A WAY OF ‘FORTRESSING’ AND ‘WALLS IN’ AS WELL AS ‘WALLS OUT’.IT IS ‘RELEASE’ IN A REAL WAY THAT ACHIEVES ‘SATISFACTION’… IT IS NOT ‘MICK JAGGER’ SINGING ABOUT IT…IT IS BEING PRESENT IN A TRUE AND SAFE INTIMACY THAT ENABLES ONE TO COME FORWARD IN A FULLNESS OF BEING.

THE TENDENCY TOWARD ‘CONTROL’ GENERALLY LIMITS A REALIZATION OF THE FULLNESS OF SELF. CONTROL IS ABOUT POWER AND ‘EXCHANGE’ AND IT SERVES THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ TRYING TO GET ‘SOMETHING’ AND ‘NOT GET HURT AT THE SAME TIME’.IT IS THE COURAGE TO BREATHE THROUGH FEAR AND ACTIVATE LIFE ENERGIES THAT IS THE WAY TO MEET ‘AL’…THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’…

SAFE INTIMACY IS A ‘GROUNDING’ TIME WHEN ‘SPONTANEITY’ AND PLEASURE ARE COMING INTO PRESENCE. IT IS THE REALM BEYOND ‘APPROACH AND AVOIDANCE’ AND FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ AS ONE ‘MEETS’ ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY. IT IS A ‘WILL’ ASSERTION OF ‘FEELING’ THE ‘UNKNOWN’ AND THE ‘UNPREDICTABLE’ IN GOING WITH AN ‘INNER NECESSITY’ OF BECOMING.

‘CREATIVITY AND THE UROBOROS’

THE ‘UROBOROS’ [THE SNAKE HOLDING ITS’ OWN TAIL IN ITS MOUTH] IS THE CIRCULAR SYMBOL OF THE GENERATIVE MASCULINE ‘YANG’. IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE SERPENT RISING PAST THE ‘RINGS’ OF SAT ‘TURN’ [THE TIME OF THE RINGS OF SATURN AND URN].

THE ‘SAT’ AND THE ‘TURN’… THE STRETCHING UP AND THROUGH THE EVERYDAY NORMALCY HABITS OF FOETALIZED ‘CURLINGS’ [ESPECIALLY AS REINFORCED BY THE ‘SIT’ AND ‘SAT’ STATES OF THE SOCIAL ORDERINGS. IT IS THE ‘HIP-WARS’ OF ‘SAT’ AND ‘TURN’ THAT IS THE AWARENESS THAT THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ WILL SAY THAT THIS IS THE WAY I AM.

THE CENTER OF THE ‘HIPS’ BECOMES THE EVER ACCUMULATING ‘MIDDLE’. THE CENTER OF ONE’S GRAVITY OF RECOIL AND COPING IS A ‘WHICH IS’ OR A ‘WITCH IS’ FLOW OF MOTIONS THAT ARE DIRECTED THROUGH ‘FAMILY AND SOCIAL CODES’ OF WHAT IS ‘FAIR’ AND WHAT IS ‘FOUL’.

THE MOMENTUM OF THE INSTITUTIONALISATION IS MAINTAINED THROUGH THE POWER OF THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘MISSING’. IT IS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ USING THE ‘MARK’ OR THE ‘NICK’ TO ESTABLISH THE ‘ONGOING’ WAY OF THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’. THE POWER AND THE ‘LAW’ OF HUMAN ENERGY MOTIONS… WHO OR WHAT GETS ‘CHARGED’ OR ‘ELIMINATED’ SETS THE TONE FOR THE COMMUNITY.

‘SACRIFICING THE MANY FOR THE FEW’

THE ‘NIETZSCHE SUPERMEN’ BELIEVE IN THE ‘EXPENDABILITY’ OR ‘SACRIFICING OF ‘MANY’ FOR THE FEW. THERE IS A ‘VALUE’ TO THINKING IN ‘SOUND WAYS’. IT IS A SENSORY AWARENESS THAT BENEFITS FROM THE NATURE OF THE ECHOES. IT IS LIKE THE ‘BAT’ ‘PINGS’ OF KNOWING ONE’S ENVIRONMENT.

WE ‘MESMERIZE’ IN ‘MIRA’ [WONDER] AND ‘MIRACULA’ [ILLUSIONS] AS WE DAYDREAM ‘HORIZONTALLY’ THROUGHOUT THE ‘DAY TO DAY’. SOME ‘AUTHORITY’ IS THE ‘CAP’ OR ‘LID’ OR ‘CAPITAL’ WAY THAT ‘DEFINES’ A PATHING FOR US. IT MAY BE THE ‘MARKET SHARE’ OR THE ‘MARK-IT’ SHARE.

WE FASCINATE ON THE WINDS THAT ENABLE US TO LIVE IN OUR ‘DREAMS’.

IT IS AN ENVIRONMENT OF OVERLOAD. THERE ARE EXCESSES OF ELECTRONIC LIGHT PENETRATION INTO THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM [2/3RDS OF THE NERVE FIBERS OF THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM CONNECT TO THE BACK OF THE EYES AND THE TV LIGHT ‘GUN’ PROJECTS/SHOOTS THE LIGHT DEEP INTO ONE’S BEING].

THE ‘ELECTROMAGNETIC WIND WARS’ OF ‘MONEY AND POWER’ RIDE THE DEEP ‘DAUGHTER’/ ‘YIN’ NETTING OF THE ‘ELECTRO-GRID’. THE INDIVIDUAL MUST TRANSFER THE EXCESSES OR S/HE BECOMES MORE OF A ‘BATTERY/AUDIENCE’ FOR THE ‘ELITE’ WE BECOME ‘PAVLOVIAN VIEWERS’ AND ‘CHARGED CONSUMERS’. OUR EYES ARE GRADUALLY ADAPTING TO THE ELECTRONIC INSTEAD OF THE NATURAL. WE ‘LOSE SIGHT’ OF ‘MOTHER NATURE’ AS WE ARE FURTHER ‘ALIENATED’ FROM THE ‘GROUNDING’ SOURCES OF FOODS AND SPIRITUAL RENEWAL.

‘EXTRAORDINARY POPULAR DELUSIONS AND THE MADNESS OF CROWDS’ [CHARLES MACKAY]

‘PEOPLE MOVE IN HERDS, THEY GO MAD IN HERDS AND ONLY RECOVER THEIR SENSES SLOWLY AND ONE BY ONE’-CHARLES MACKAY

IT IS THE GAME OF PYRAMID SCHEMES AND WRESTLING WITH THE ‘ELECTRONIC ‘HERD’’ [HEARD] THAT RESONATES IN THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEMS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. IT IS A QUALITY OF LIFE AND THE COMMUNITY QUESTION OF ‘FAIRNESS’ AND ‘MISTRUST’… THE ‘COMMON GOOD’… THE ‘SOCIAL CONTRACT’. IT IS THE INJUSTICE OF COMPENSATION THAT TROUBLES THE ‘EQUITY’ BALANCES OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’. THERE HAS TO BE A NEW STANDARD FOR ‘PAY’ THAT IS BEYOND THE IDIOCY OF ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’ AND ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’. THERE HAS TO BE A HEALTHY BASIS FOR FUNDAMENTAL COMMUNITY INTERCONNECTEDNESS. THERE MUST BE AN END TO THE SHORT TERM ‘CORPORATE TERROR’ OF MAKING MONEY BY GETTING RID OF PEOPLE.

THE ‘COMMUNITY WILL’ TO ESTABLISH A GROUND FLOOR OF EMPLOYMENT PAY [‘LIVING WAGE’] LEVELS, HEALTH CARE, EDUCATION AND SAFETY MUST TAKE PRECEDENCE OVER THE DARWINIAN WAYS OF THE SELFISH MONEY ACCUMULATORS. THE ‘ZAP’ AMPLIFICATIONS AND ENERGY ACCENTUATIONS MUST BE REDIRECTED FROM THE PATTERNS OF ‘SPORTS’ AND ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ INTO THE NEEDS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ MUST BECOME ‘ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

I REMEMBER BEING ‘VOLUNTEERED/CHOSEN’ BY A SIDESHOW BARKER AT ‘RIVERVIEW PARK’ [CHICAGO AT WESTERN AND BELMONT… THE ‘DION AND THE BELMONTS’ ECHO]…

‘RIVERVIEW PARK’ WAS AN AMUSEMENT PARK PRIOR TO THE DAYS OF GREAT THEME PARKS.

WHEN I WAS 12 OR 13 YEARS OLD [PROBABLY NOT TOO LONG AFTER MY MUSEUM FALL IN FRONT OF THE 40 FOETUS EXHIBIT]… I AGREED TO BE PUT INTO A MAGICIANS ‘GUILLOTINE’ AFTER I HAD WATCHED THE SPLITTING OF A WATERMELON BY THE BLADE [I BELIEVED THAT THE TRICK WAS GOING TO WORK BECAUSE THE ‘MAGICIAN’ ASSURED ME VERY ‘CONFIDENTIALLY’ THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY].

I FELT LIKE MOST OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN A RECOVERY PROCESS FROM SOMEHOW BEING IN HARMS’ WAY. FOR ME, BEING ‘GUILLOTINED’ WAS AN ECHO OF ‘VICTOR HUGO’AND ‘LES MISERABLE’. IT WAS AN ECHO OF MY MOTHER REFERRING TO HIM AS ‘YOU [HUE] GO WHERE I GO’. IT CERTAINLY WAS A ‘CASTRATION DRAMA’ THAT ECHOED AS A ‘TRICK’ FOR ‘PAT’ AND ‘TRICK’. IT WAS A ‘SYMBOLIC BEHEADING’ OR ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM THE ‘ORDINARY’.IT WAS ‘THE QUEEN’ IN ALICE AND WONDERLAND SAYING ‘OFF WITH HER HEAD’.

DEEP FEAR IS IN DEEP TRAUMA AND DEEP RESONANCE IN A WOMB PERMEATES THE SPIRIT OF THE PERSON. DEEP SOUNDS AFFECT DEEP SENSES OF ANXIETY OR FEAR ESPECIALLY AS ONE EXPENDS SO MUCH ENERGY TO NOT BE ‘HURT’. IT IS SAID THAT THE MOTHER’S PAST IS THE ‘SON’S FUTURE’. IT IS THE QUEST OF ‘REBELLION’ TO OWN ONE’S SOUL AND BE RELEASED FROM THE ‘ECHOES’ OF FEARS AND LOSS.

IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A SENSITIVITY OF ‘HOW-ART-HUES’[HOWARD HUGHES]…A CONSCIOUSNESS THAT GOES BACK TO A MISPRONUNCIATION OF EARLY CHILDHOOD AS THE NEARBY HOUSE OF HUGHES RESTAURANT WAS PRONOUNCED AS ‘HOUSE OF ‘HUG’ – ‘HEES’ INSTEAD OF HUES OR ‘HUZE’. IT IS ‘HUES TON’ AS HOUSTON OIL AND THE BILLIONS IN OIL DRILL BITS THAT MADE ‘HOWARD HUGHES’ THE MAN OF ‘RARE AIR’. HOWARD HUGHES KNEW ‘FLYING’ AS AN ‘AVIATOR’ AND AN ENERGY ‘LIGHT’ BEING. HIS DAMAGE FROM MANY ACCIDENTS ‘GROUNDED HIM’ AS HE ALWAYS FELT ‘VULNERABLE’ TO THE ‘WINDS’ OF ENERGY SHIFTS OF ‘WHETHERING’.

HOWARD HUGHES EPITOMIZED THE SUSCEPTABILITY TO ‘GERMS’ AND HARM TO AN IMMUNE SYSTEM LIKE A GREAT CANARY OF ‘GLOBALIZATION’… A ‘T.W.A.’ ZONING OF PSYCHE LOCATION…A ‘W’ DEPTH OF ‘YIN/YANG’ ACCESS AND QUICKNESS. A DRIVEN PERSON COMPELLED TO ‘NOT BE HURT’ WHILE GAINING A SENSE OF POWER AND CONTROL.

THERE IS ALWAYS A ‘FLIP’ OF THE ‘COIN WAY’ OF ENCOUNTERING THE UNKNOWN…

THE GUILLOTINE TRICK WAS AN UNCONSCIOUS ENCOUNTER WITH ‘EXECUTION’ FOR REBELLIOUSNESS… A ‘DEEP THROAT’/ ‘SOUL FEAR’ MOMENT OF THE ‘IMAGINARY’… A ‘DAATH’ MOMENT [‘DAATH’ IS THE LOCATION IN THE THROAT WHERE MOISTURE, WORDS AND BREATH RESONATE]. IT WAS A ‘MUNCH ‘SCREAM’’ DEEP INSIDE. I ALWAYS HAD A STRUGGLE WITH ‘WEATHER CHANGE’ SORE THROATS [‘WHETHER’ OR NOT… THE STATES OF ‘DEEP EXPRESSION’ OR OF ‘WITHHELD’ SOUNDS]. THE ‘GUILLOTINE’ WAS A ‘PERFECT’ SOLUTION FOR ‘SORE THROATS’ AND THE ‘SILENCE’ OF ‘MAGICIANS’.

THE LUNG CANCER OF NEWSMAN PETER JENNINGS AFTER MORE THAN 22 YEARS AS AN ANCHOR FOR ‘A’ ‘B’ ‘C’ TELEVISION SEEMS TO BE ‘PAR’ AS AN EXCESSIVE GENERATION THROUGH THE THROAT [THE ‘JENNINGS’] OF THE NARRATIVE WORDS OF THE GLOBAL ORDER EXHAUST THE ‘DAATH’ ZONE OF HIS BEING[ ‘DAATH’ BEING THE ZONE WHERE LANGUAGE, BREATH AND MOISTURE EMANATE FROM THE THROAT].

PETER JENNINGS PROBABLY HAD TOO MANY CIGARETTES AND NOT ENOUGH OXYGEN…TOO MANY WORDS AS A ‘TALKING SMITH’ AND NOT ENOUGH ‘WORDS’ AS A REAL EXPRESSION OF HIS FEELINGS. THERE IS AN AWARENESS OF THE ‘POWER OF SILENCE’ IN THIS SIGN ALONG ‘THE KING’S HIGHWAY’. SOMETHING GOT STUCK AND WITHHELD IN THOSE LUNGS THAT REQUIRED ‘ANAESTHESIA’ AND SMOKING CERTAINLY SERVED AS A MEANS OF ‘CONTROL’ IN A CORPORATE WORLD WHERE ‘THE WRONG WORDS MAY COST ONE A CAREER.

HE WAS JUST A BOY WHEN HE STARTED TALKING IN NEWSROOMS. HIS PATTERNS AND HABITS SERVED THE CAREER WAYS. HIS REAL SELF STRUGGLED WITH THE BREATH OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ USING CIGARETTES TO KEEP GOING. IT IS SAD TO FEEL HIS LOSS AS HE REPRESENTED A WAY OF ‘DECENCY’ IN A NOT ALWAYS DECENT WORLD.

THERE MAY HAVE BEEN TOO MUCH ENERGY FLOWING THROUGH THE ‘SHALLOW’ OF A ‘KA’ WAY OF EXPRESSION…PETER JENNINGS MIGHT HAVE BEEN OVERLOADED THROUGH HIS LUNGS IN FUNCTIONING AS A ‘KA’ IN A CHANNELLED ‘TALKING SMITH’ MODE. THERE ARE TOO MANY ZONE CONSEQUENCES OF ENERGY CHARGED SAVANT PERFORMERS EVEN IF THEY ARE ‘TALKING SMITHS’. THE OVERLOADS AND THE OVERLEVERAGED OF AN ALTERED STATE PHYSIOLOGY EVENTUALLY TAKE THEIR TOLL.

THE NAME ‘PETER’ IS FREQUENTLY A WORD FOR THE MALE PHALLUS. THE TIMING OF THE STORY BEING MADE PUBLIC IS DURING THE MOURNING FOR POPE JOHN PAUL II AND IT CALLS TO MIND A CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS OF SUFFERING AND THE FOUNDATION OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH…UPON THIS ‘ROCK’ BECOMES SAINT PETER’S CHURCH IN ROME…

THE BREATHING IN AND OUT MAY HAVE BEEN LIMITED TOO MUCH…THE SIMULTANEITY OF THE DEATH OF WRITER SAUL BELLOW IS ANOTHER ‘SIGN’ OF THE STATE OF BREATHING AS BELLOWS FOR AIR MAKING THE FIRES GREATER IN THE FIREPLACE.

SO ONE FEELS THE DEATH OF ‘SAUL’ WHO IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH WAS THE ORIGINAL NAME OF SAINT PAUL[‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ ON HIS PATH OF CHANGE TO ‘FAITH’]…AND SENSES THE QUICKNESS OF TRADES AND EXCHANGES…THE ROBBING PETER TO PAY PAUL ADAPTATION OF ‘LEVERAGING’ THAT PLAYS OUT IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF MEDIUMS, SURROGATES, SAVANTS AND CHANNELS.

TOO MUCH ‘CHARGED UP ‘KA’ MAY TAKE AWAY FROM THE VITALITY OF A HARMONIZED ‘BA’ OR TOTAL SENSE OF SELF. TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING MAY BE DESTRUCTIVE AS ‘ROBBING PETER TO PAY PAUL’ RESULTS IN A NET ZERO GAME.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

MY FAMILY JOKED ABOUT THE OTHER FAMOUS ‘HUGO’ CLASSIC MADE INTO A MOVIE AND A SOURCE FOR HUMOR ABOUT ‘SPORTS’ AND DEFORMITY. ‘THE HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME’ ECHOED IN OUR ‘WISHFUL PSYCHE’ LEVERAGINGS AS THE ‘FIGHTING IRISH’ FOOTBALL HEROICS WERE THE WAYS OF ‘SATURDAY’S HEROES’.

IN MY PSYCHE’ THERE IS THE ‘21ST’ AND ‘DAMEN’ BIKE/CAR ACCIDENT ECHO THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE ‘QUASIMODO’ THE HUNCHBACK ‘BELL RINGER’ OF NOTRE DAME. IT WAS A ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ THAT STILL ECHOES IN MY HEART EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A LONG TIME AGO. I HAVE A LOT OF ASSOCIATIVE MEMORIES THAT GO OFF IN MANY DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS OTHER THAN THE ‘DAMEN’ DREAM OF THE ‘EMPEROR DI’ ON HIGH.

IT WAS THE MUSIC OF THE ‘CAT-LICKS’ AND THE IRISH… IT WAS ‘NOTE’ HER ‘DAME’ OUT OF ‘21ST’ PLACE AND DAMEN. IT WAS ‘THERE IS NOTHING LIKE A DAME’ [‘SOUTH PACIFIC’… THE ‘LOCATION’ OF THE ROMANTIC DREAM IN MY OLDER BROTHER’S PSYCHE’ AND MY BEING DRAWN TO ‘HAWAII’ AS A PLACE TO LIVE AS WELL AS GOING INTO A ‘SOUTH PACIFIC’ ‘GAUGUIN’ DREAM OF TAHITI]. THE ‘CHARGES’ GO DEEP AND THE BRANDINGS DEFINE AS WE TRY TO OVERCOME THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘TRAUMAS’. IT IS A PATH OF ‘SUGGESTION’ TO BEGIN TO MARSHAL AND MOVE IN A ‘VALUED’ WAY.

IT IS THE ‘CONSENT’ OF THE ‘DAMAGED’ZONES THAT FLOWS INTO THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF SERVING AS A ‘MEDIUM’.

‘AS THE TWIG IS BENT SO GROWS THE TREE’…

WE LEARN ‘ADAPTATION’ AS WELL AS ‘COMPLIANCE’ IN ORDER TO ‘GET THROUGH THE DAY’.

THE ‘RIVERVIEW GUILLOTINE TRICK’ WORKED ALTHOUGH I STARTED TO HAVE SOME SEVERE SORE THROATS THAT SUMMER AND ALMOST THE ONLY FRENCH I REMEMBER FROM FRENCH CLASSES IS THE ‘MARSEILLAISSE’ [THE VICTORY NATIONAL ANTHEM OF THE FRENCH REVOLUTION]. I LOVED THE SINGING MOMENT IN CASABLANCA WHERE THE FRENCH OUTSING THE ‘NAZI’ OCCUPIERS… AND AS A TRIBUTE TO MY SORE THROATS AND ‘SOFT ADDICTION’ TO SODA POP … I REALLY DID QUIT DRINKING CARBONATED SODA ‘ON ‘BASTILLE DAY’ IN 1989 [NO MORE ‘CO-CA’… NO MORE ‘CO-LA’].

THE ‘CON’ AND THE ‘CAPITAL’

I SEPARATED MYSELF FROM THE ‘CON’…THE ‘CON’ ‘O’ ‘CO’ TEMP’ ‘OS’ OF EMPIRE. THE FAST FOODS AND BATTERY FUELS OF TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMIDISM… THE INERTIA OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’. I STOPPED DRINKING THEIR ‘SEW’ ‘DA’ [SODA] AND STARTED TO SEPARATE MYSELF FROM THEIR ‘THINK BIG. MOVE FAST.’ WAYS.

THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ IS A CULTURE OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ ACCENTUATED BY ‘SYMBOLS’ OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ BEING ELIMINATED OR EXHALTED.

IT IS A CLIMATE OF ‘CAR CRASHES AND CHASES’… THE DIONYSIAN ‘WRENCHING AND TEARING’ NORMALCY TRANSFERRED IN ‘CONSUMPTION AND DREAMS’ AS THE ‘AUTO’ OR ‘SELF’ IN MOTION AND CHANGE. IT IS THE ‘MEDIA’ ACCENTUATION OF THIS ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT REFLECTS THE ‘COST OF DOING BUSINESS’ AND THE ‘ACCEPTABLE’ CASUALTY RATES.

THIS IS THE ELECTRONIC ‘MAINSTREET AND MAIN STREAM’… THE ‘MAINE STREAM’ OF ‘STEPHEN KING’ AND THE ‘BUSH’ FAMILY ROBINSON…

MORE AMERICANS HAVE DIED IN CAR CRASHES THAN HAVE DIED IN ALL THE WARS THE UNITED STATES HAS EVER FOUGHT.

THE ‘ON SCREEN’ AND ‘ON THE EXPRESSWAYS’ IS THE‘HOLLYWOOD’ MESMERIZING PACINGS THAT LINK WITH THE ‘DETROIT’ AUTO-EROTICISM THAT FOSTERS THE ‘SENSAMORA UNCONSCIOUSNESS’ THAT COMPELS THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ ACCENTUATIONS OF BEHAVIORS.

THE ‘ANGERS TURNED INWARD’ SHOW UP IN THE ‘CHANNELS’ OF ‘YOU ARE YOUR CAR’… THE ‘EXPRESS’ YOURSELF WAYS ‘MOTIVATIONS AND DRIVES’ ARE ‘CONTAINED’ IN PLASTIC, GLASS, TIN, STEEL, OIL AND GAS AS THE ‘RUBBER HITS THE ROAD’.

ONCE AGAIN… ‘MORE AMERICANS HAVE DIED IN CAR CRASHES THAN HAVE DIED IN ALL THE WARS THE UNITED STATES HAS EVER FOUGHT’

THE ‘CAR’ OR ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ DREAM STATES ARE THE NORMAL REALM OF BEING THAT IS ‘LOST IN DREAMS’… ‘CELL PHONES’… ‘FOOD’… ‘MUSIC’…‘TALK RADIO’ AS WELL AS THE FRUSTRATIONS OF ‘PERCOLATING RAGE’ AS ‘ANGER TURNED INWARD’. IT IS THE ‘ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE’ OF EXCHANGES AND GOSSIP READJUSTING THE PECKING ORDER CONSTANTLY YET NEVER QUESTIONING THE FUNDAMENTALS.

ON THE EXPRESSWAYS, THE ‘AUTO-EROTICIZED’ ORDINARY BECOMES THE ELECTRONIC HERDING IN DREAMS AND CONFUSIONS.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

IT IS A WANDERING OF ‘PAN’ WONDER [‘MIRA’] AND WONDERING [‘MIRACULA’]… ‘DEEP THROAT STATES OF WATERGATE AND GEORGE BUSH SPEECHES ABOUT ‘VOODOO’ ECONOMICS [‘ECHO-NOW-MIX’]… AN ‘OVEREROTICIZED FERTILIZATION’ WHICH MAINTAINS THE ‘SHOOZE’ OF THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ISSUES [IS ‘SHOES’]. IT IS THE ‘PAN’ FERTILITY IN THE ‘PANIC’ OF ENERGY COMBUSTION THAT ‘DRIVES’ IN A ‘HUNT’, ‘HURT’, AND ‘DESIRE’. IT IS THE ‘CURRENCIES’ OF THE ‘WATERGATE/GAIT’ AND THE ‘RUSH’ES OF THE ‘WHITEWATER’ RAPIDS OF THE MEDIA STREAMS CHANNELLING THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ IN THE ‘GLOBALIZATION’ AND THE ‘COLLISIONISM’.

THE ‘PANIC’ PACINGS OF ALWAYS WORRYING IF ‘THINGS’ WILL PAN-OUT IS THE QUEST OF THE ‘QUICK’ ENCOUNTERING THE ‘EXCITEMENT’ OF AN EXPANDING ‘WELL-STEIN’ ENERGY CAPACITY.

THE ‘NOVELTY’ AND ‘NOTORIETY’ OF ‘EXCEPTIONS’ AND ‘EXCESSES’… THE ‘APPLAUSE’ OF GOSSIP AND MACHINATIONS OF ‘INVISIBLE’ BIG MONEY ARE THE WINDS OF THE DAY AFTER DAY.

ONE MUST FIND ONE’S OWN WAY TO DEAL WITH THE ‘ANGUISH’ THAT IS GROUNDED IN ‘SILENCE AND MISTRUST’. THE ‘CONSTANCY’ IS THE CAUSE OF MANY EXPRESSING ‘FEELINGS’ OF BEING IN A ‘NIGHTMARE’ OF NOT ‘KNOWING’ [A FEELING OF BEING ‘CRAZY’ AS A PART OF THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’/ ‘EROSTOCRA ‘Z’ Y’].

IT IS ‘ENCOUNTER AND ACCESS’ AS ONE ‘SENSES’ THE ‘CRAZY’ OF ‘ALTERED WAYS’…THE ‘CRAZY WISDOM’ THAT IS AT ODDS FROM ‘SOCIAL NORMS’… THE ‘HOLY MADNESS’ THAT IS IN THE RELEASE FROM THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND THE PATTERNING OF THE BELIEFS OF THE ORDERING OF ‘YESTERDAZE’…A NEW CHAOS THAT MUST BE CENTERED WITH A NEW VISION OF ‘WHAT IS’…IT IS THE ‘LETTING GO’ AND THE GENERATIVE OF BECOMING…THE REBIRTHING OR PALINGENESIS OF AN INITIATION…THE EMERGENCE IN NEWLY TRANSFORMATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS.

MAXWELL SMART… AGENT 99… KAOS…

THE ‘EXCESSIVE OVERSTIMULATION’ INTO PERFORMANCE IS A MOMENTARY ‘K’ OS OR ‘CHAOS’ REFLECTING THE ‘CRISIS’/RISK AND OPPORTUNITY TIME OF POTENTIAL ‘ACTION’.

THE ‘STAR TREK’ TIME OF TRANSPORTER ‘TRANSITS’ ARE AN EXCELLENT REPRESENTATION OF THE ‘INNER CREATIVE TIDES’ OF FLUIDITY. THEY ARE THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ MOMENT OF A ‘WELL-STEIN’ IN ENERGY PERCOLATION AND SWINGS.

IT IS THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ ENCOUNTER WITH THE ‘THREAT OF’ NOTHING’THAT FACES A ‘CHAOS’ IN THE DEPTHS OF THE WELL-STEIN. THE FEAR OF THE EMPTINESS AND THE ETHERIC SPACE IN BETWEEN IS THE BLANKNESS TIME OF THE INNER ‘K’ ‘OS’.

IT IS ACTOR DON ADAMS PERFORMING AS THE COMEDIC SPY MAXWELL SMART IN THE OLD TELEVISION SHOW ITERATING ‘WOULD YOU BELIEVE?’ IN ORDER TO FIGHT THE ‘DARK FORCES OF CHAOS’ [‘KAOS’]

AS ENTERTAINMENT DON ADAMS AS ‘MAX-WELL’ SMART USES HIS TELEPHONE ‘SHOE’ [‘SHOO’] THAT SYMBOLIZES THE DEEP CALLING AND THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY OF ENERGY THROUGHOUT THE RANGINGS OF YIN/YANG SWINGS.

THE ‘MAX’ ‘WELL STEIN’ OF RECEPTIVITY AND GENERATIVITY…MAX ‘YIN’ AND ‘YANG’… THE CREATIVE CAULDRON OF INNER PERCOLATION OF ENERGIES CONVULSING IN COLLISIONISM AND THE NEW INTEGRATIONS OF EXPRESSION.

IT IS THE COMEDIC VERSION OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY AS ‘CONEHEADS’ THAT JOKINGLY ACKNOWLEDGE THAT ‘WE ARE FROM PARIS FRANCE’…THE ‘PAIR IS’ OF ENERGY PERCOLATION IN A PARALLELISM OF YIN/YANG RANGINGS…THE ‘LIQUIDITY’ OF CREATIVE ENERGIES BEING AVAILABLE FOR SAVANT PERFORMANCE OR MEDIUM CHANNELLING OR FOR HEALTHY FULLNESS OF DISTRIBUTION. IT IS CONSCIOUSNESS OF CAPACITY TO MOVE IN A DIVERSITY OF POINT OF LIGHT MERIDIAN STREAMINGS…IT IS PRESENCE IN EXPLORATION AND BEING.

‘IMAGINATIVE GENERATIVITY’

THE PROCESS IS COMPARABLE TO A ‘ZONING’ NEAR THE ALCOHOLIC ‘TAP’ ROOM THAT ‘DRAWS’ THE RESONANCE COMBUSTION OF ‘EROS OVERLOADS’. IT IS THE ‘SPARK-TRANSFER’ PLANE OF ‘FIREWATER DEHYDRATION’ WHERE DAMS AND GATES HOLD AND RELEASE THE ‘ELECTROFLOODS’ OF EXCESSIVE ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ ISMS. IT IS THE SPACE OF ‘IMAGINATIVE’ GENERATIVITY AND THE COMPLEXITY OF ‘YIN/YANG’ RANGINGS THAT MAY BE HELD OR LIMITED TO A DEEP FEMININE ‘RECEPTIVITY’ OR A ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ WAY OF LIVING. IT IS CRUCIAL THAT ONE MOVE OUT OF THE ‘YIN’ INTO A POSITIVELY ACTIVE WAY OF YANG [A TOTALITY OF PROCREATIVE POTENCY].

SUGGESTION TRANCING

IT IS THE MICROCOSM OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ WHERE THE ECHOES OF A ‘MICRO RESONANCE’ IS THE ARENA OF ALTERING ONE’S MOTIONS AND FLOWS…IT IS THE TERRAIN OF A ‘QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE’ AS ONE SHIFTS THROUGH THE DEPTHS OF KNOWING WHAT IS ‘MINE’ AND WHAT IS ‘MEDIUM’. IT IS A ZONING SPACE OF CURIOSITY AND GROWTH. IT IS A STATE OF THE ‘INTUITIVE’ ABILITY TO INFER THE ‘MIND OF ANOTHER’. IT IS A SPACE OF ‘WILL AND INTENT’ AS ‘SUGGESTION TRANCING’ IS ON THE EDGE OF ‘MIND CONTROL’. A ‘MIND CONTROL’ THAT IS GROUNDED IN HABITS OF RECURRENCE…PATTERNS OF CIRCULARITY…WAYS OF SATISFYING THE ‘INNER UNREAL’…

IT IS THE SPACE OF ‘OWNING YOUR OWN SOUL’ AND OVERCOMING PATTERNS OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ AND TUNING IN THE AMPLIFIED ELECTROMAGNETIC SIGNALS OF ‘SUGGESTION’…IT IS OVERCOMING ‘TRANCE’ AND ‘AWMATON’ OR ‘ROBOTIC’ WAYS…IT IS DISTINGUISHING WHAT IS HEALTHY AND REAL THAT IS PERSONAL AND MAY OR MAY NOT BE REWARDED…

IT IS THE SPACE WITHIN THE ‘GAITS’ OF ‘SWITCHES’ AND SWINGING DOORS…SYNAPSE PASSAGES AND INTERSECTS OF THE ‘SOFTNESS’ OF RECEPTIVITY…THE ‘MICRO- SPACE’ THAT IS THE ZONING OF ‘HARD WIRING’ OF ‘YESTERDAZE’ THAT MAY BE ‘RELEASED’ INTO THE CHOICES OF TODAY.

IT IS ‘ENERGY TRAFFIC’ SIMILAR TO THE ‘GATES’ AND ‘GATING’ OF COMPUTERS…THIS IS WHERE THE REALITY OF ENERGY MANAGEMENT [SOUND MANAGEMENT] IS ‘UNDERSTOOD’. THIS IS THE ‘SIGNAL’ AND ACTION REALM OF CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS THE ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ PATTERNINGS OF INNER ‘NEON’ ENERGY ACCENTUATION AND DISTRIBUTION IN MERIDIAN FLOWS. IT IS THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’AND ‘UNIQUE’ WAY OF ‘FLAW ZONINGS’ WHERE THE SWITCHES ARE ‘TUNED’ BY ‘FORCED’ CHOICE.

IT IS THE ‘MING’ ORDERING AS ‘SUGGESTION’ AS IT SERVES THE UNITY OF THE LINKING OF THE ENERGIES OF THE EARTH AND THE HEAVENS…IT IS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ RESONANCE OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ AS ‘FIRE TOGETHER. WIRE TOGETHER’ AS A MOMENTUM OF WHAT DO WE HAVE TO DO AND ADAPT TO TODAY.

IT IS THE ESSENCE OF BALANCING INDIVIDUATION WITH THE MOTIONS OF THE UNIVERSE…IT IS ‘MICRO’ AND ‘MACRO’ MESHING AS AN INTEGRITY OF THE REAL…THE MORE EACH PERSON IS ‘PRESENT’ AND ‘KNOWING’, THE MORE THE UNIFICATION WORKS AS ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL. THE MORE EACH PERSON IS ‘HEALTHY’ AND IN HIS OR HER TRUE WILL THE MORE ‘EVERYONE WINS’.

THE DISTORTIONS OF THE IMBALANCES OF THE SKEWING AND STRIVINGS FUEL THE ‘WAYS’ OF THE ‘FEW’. A REAL ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ PSYCHE WAY WOULD AFFORD EACH PERSON THE OPPORTUNITY TO REALIZE THE POTENTIAL OF BEING FULLY GENERATIVE AND VALUED. IT WOULD BE A WAY OF OPTIMIZATION OF ‘CONTRIBUTIONS’ AND ‘MAXIMIZATION OF DIVERSITY’…

SELF ACTUALIZATION WOULD BE ‘AVAILABLE’ AS ‘QUALITY’ OF COMMUNITY LIFE WOULD BE IN THE ‘AND JUSTICE FOR ALL’.

‘TRANSMARGINAL INHIBITION’

ONE MUST BE CONSCIOUS OF ‘TRANSMARGINAL INHIBITION’…A ‘PROTECTIVE INHIBITION’ THAT IS BROUGHT ABOUT BY ‘PROLONGED OVERSTIMULATION’.

IT IS A TIME WHEN ‘EXCITATION’ IN ONE CELL OR AREA INTERFERES WITH EXCITATION IN ANOTHER…. ‘TRANCING, CHANNELLING, BLOCKING, DENIAL, BEHAVIOR LIMITING’.

THERE IS A PHASE IN THIS PROCESS OF’PROTECTIVE INHIBITION’ THAT IS ‘ULTRA-PARADOXICAL’. IT IS A ‘CONVERSION’ OR ‘POSSESSED STATE’ WHERE ALL CRITICAL REASONING MAY CEASE AND ONE ACCEPTS THE ‘IMPOSED ORDER’ BELIEVING ‘UNQUESTIONINGLY’ THE MANY THINGS THAT WERE PREVIOUSLY REJECTED OR BELIEVED.

IT IS IN THIS COMPLIANCE THAT THE ‘HYPERAROUSALS’ ARE BROUGHT INTO ‘ORDER’ AND IN SOME INSTANCES INTO A WAY OF ‘PROJECTION’ TO RELIEVE THE TENSIONS. SOME OF THE ANGER AND FRUSTRATION IS THEN ‘PROJECTED’ ONTO ANOTHER.IT IS THE TERRAIN OF WRESTLING WITH ‘SUGGESTION’ AND ASSERTING ONE’S TRUE WILL’. IT IS ‘BELIEF’ AS ONE DRIVES AND ‘GOES FORTH’.

‘YOU CAN HEAL THIS BY BATTLING ADVERSARIES IN THE WORLD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE OR YOU CAN HEAL YOUR HEART AND THE OTHER WORLD WILL FOLLOW…’

ALBERT VILLOLDO SPEAKS OF THE MERIDIANS OF GOLDEN LIGHT THAT MAY BE MOVED THROUGH THE THIRD EYE AND DIRECTED INTO THE ‘EYES OF THE HEART’ TO SEE ‘OUT OF THE BACK OF THE HEAD’. IT IS THE ACHIEVEMENT OF KNOWING THROUGH THE ‘VISUAL CORTEX’ WHICH IS CAPABLE OF ‘ENVISIONING ANYTHING’. IT IS A ‘NECKLACE OF LIGHT’ GUIDED BY THE THIRD EYE FROM THE HEART CHAKRAS TO THE VISUAL CORTEX.

ONE LEARNS TO MOVE BEYOND THE ‘HARD WIRING’ OF THE BRAIN TO SEE THE ‘EYES OF THE HEART’ TO ACHIEVE THE MULTI-SENSORY IMAGES OF THE LUMINOUS WORLD…TO GET BEYOND THE PATTERNS OF SYNAPSE FIRINGS…TO ACCESS THE REALM OF ‘FEELINGS’ IN THE HEART

… ‘WHEN THE GAME IS OVER…ALL THE CHESS PIECES GO INTO THE BOX’ [AN ITALIAN PROVERB]

THE ‘WHICH IS’ [‘WITCH’ IS] CHOOSING AND DIRECTION OF ‘WELL STEIN’ EXPANSION IS THE ‘ONGOING’ FORCED CHOICE IN THE ‘DEEP YIN’ [THE ‘MICRO’ REALM OF ‘ROYALTY’ BEING… FEMININE ‘CREATIVE BEING’].

IT IS THE QUESTING TO THE ‘QUEEN’ CAPACITY STATE OF POWER AND FLEXIBILITY TO MOVE IN ANY DIRECTION ON THE ‘CHESSBOARD’. IT IS THE ‘ANDROGYNY’ EXPERIENCE OF BEING A ‘SPIRIT’… AN ANGEL-LIKE WINGED ‘SENSATION AND AWARENESS OF POSSIBILITY’. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ‘AMBIVALENCE’ YET ‘PURPOSE’ AS THE ‘INTENT’ AND ‘DRIVE’ BEGIN TO ‘DO’.

IT IS THE ‘CROSSROADS’ POSSIBILITY WHERE ONE MAY ENTER THE ‘INTERSECTION’ OF A DEEP SPIRITUAL ENCOUNTER

IT IS THE ‘OEDIPAL’ PASSAGE OF ENCOUNTERING THE STATES OF DEFENSIVE FORTRESSING, DEPENDENCY, OBSESSION AND ‘SELF DELUSION’. IT IS THE ZONE OF DREAMS AND THE ‘SHADOW’ OF THE REAL. IT IS ‘WHERE’ THE POET LORCA’S ‘RIVER OF VOICES’ ECHOES. THIS IS A ‘SPACE’ OF ‘CHAOS’ AND ‘CONFUSION’ WHERE ‘DREAMS’, ‘WISHES’ AND ‘NIGHTMARES’ ARE IN THE ‘LONGING FOR’ AND THE ‘DENIAL’.

‘THE GREAT CAT’

THE POWER OF THE ‘PURSE’ OF THE CAT… THE PLACE OF THE ‘GOOD CATCH’… PURSED LIPS AND ‘GOOD TASTE’… THE SUGAR STORMS AND CORN SYRUP CARBONATED VIBRATIONS ON THE CATS’ EDGE… THE ‘CAT-LICK’ AND THE ‘CATTLE’… THE ‘CATACLYSM’ AND THE ‘CATATONIC’ ARE THE ‘CAT’ STRESSES THAT ARE ‘NORMAL’. THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ POWERS CONTROLLING THE ‘BANKS’ NEAR THE ‘STREAMS’ OF ‘K’ AND ‘OS’ PROVIDE ‘EASY CREDIT’ IN EXCHANGE FOR ONE’S ‘BORROWED WILL’.

IT IS THE ‘CAT’ CURIOSITY EDGE … THE ‘ORAL’ EDGE OF THE ‘ELECTORAL COLLEGE’ [THE ‘ELECT’ ‘ORAL’ ‘COW’ ‘LEDGE’]… THE ‘EDGE’ OF ‘HUNGERS’ THAT ARE NEVER SATISFIED FOLLOWING THE ADVERTISING THAT FOSTERS A ‘CONSTRUCTIVELY DISCONTENTED’ GROUP OF ‘UNHAPPY CATS’. KATDOLOGO IS THE CONSTANT TRANSFER OF ‘MATERIAL’ INTO ‘EROS FOR MONEY’…THE ‘CATACLYSM’.

‘WHO FEEDS THE CAT IN ‘KATDOLOGO’?

ONE MUST FACE THE GIANT ‘CAT’ AS THE ECHOES RESONATING THROUGH THE ‘MATERIAL GOODS GROUNDING’ IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’.

‘WE ARE PRISONERS OF WISHES.’[DYLAN THOMAS]

THERE IS GREAT DIFFICULTY IN FULLY BREATHING IN THIS ‘JUNGLE OF ‘CHARGINGS’ AND ‘CHARGED EMPHASIS’. IT IS A NEVERENDING DRAMA OF RESOLVING THE COMPRESSION AND DRYNESS OF FEARS… THE ‘FEARS OF DRYNESS’… THE LACK OF ‘SATISFACTION’ THAT IS IN THE ‘SYMPTOMS’ OF OBESITY, DIABETES, ALCOHOLISM AND POPCORN BLINDNESS … THE STUFFINGS TO PAD UP THE ‘EMPTINESS’ ARE THE RHYTHMS OF REACTIVITY OF A ‘CAPTIVE AUDIENCE’ OF ‘SPIRITUALLY STARVING’ PEOPLE.

‘THE FEARS OF DRYNESS’ PLAY OUT IN THE ANXIOUSNESS OF ‘FIREWATER DEHYDRATION’ AND THE EVER INCREASING ‘NECESSITY’ OF MANY CARRYING ‘WATER’ OR CONVENIENCE DRINKS AROUND WITH THEM. THE ‘MASS’ CONDUCTIVITY OF ALL OF THE ADVERTISING AND THE ‘CHARGED’ ORDINARINESS IS ‘WEARING’ [‘WHERE RING?”] ON MANY PEOPLE.

THE ‘WARINESS’ FEEDS ‘INTENSITY’ AS A ‘FIRE’ HEATING UP THE ‘LEVERAGINGS’…THE ‘IMBALANCES’ BECOME ‘VALUED’ AS ‘COPING’ AND ‘FORTRESSING’ WAYS TO ‘ENDURE’…THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ PROVIDING PREDATORS SEE THE ‘WOUNDS’ AND THE ANGUISH AND ‘MEET THE NEED’ FOR ‘RELIEF,ESCAPISM, AND COSMETIC DECEPTION’…

THE ‘MAYBE IT IS BETTER NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’ BELIEF SERVES THE DRAMAS OF ‘SENSAMORA’ AND THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUIILDING PYRAMIDS’…DEFENDING ONESELF FROM THE CRUELTIES OF EXPENDABILITY TAKES A LOT OF EFFORT.

‘CREATIVE FIRE’

MY MENTOR / FRIEND ‘SHARON REESE’ EARNED HER ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ THROUGH A ‘SIEGFRIED-LIKE’ OPERA DRAMA OF ‘INNER FIRE’ ENVELOPMENT [A ‘PRIVATE HELL’ OF SPENDING SOME CHILDHOOD TIME IN A ‘WHEELCHAIR’]. THAT ‘WHEELCHAIR’ SITTING ‘SITE’ WAS HER STRENGTH AND HER LIMITATION. THE ‘BREATHING’ OR ‘LACK’ OF BREATHING TAKES ITS TOLL. SHARON SEEMED TO HAVE A RESPIRATORY VULNERABILITY IN HARSH WEATHER YET SHE HAD A ‘BIG HEART’ ALL OF THE TIME.

‘SHARIN’ AND ‘SHARING’ WAS HOW I FELT AS I MOVED THROUGH SHARON’S WORLD OF CATHOLIC UPBRINGING AND A NON-ATHLETIC WAY OF BEING [LIMITED RANGE OF MOTIONS]. THE VAN GOGH ‘SUNFLOWERS’ PRINT THAT I PUT ON HER OFFICE WALL IN 1971 EVOLVED INTO A CONSCIOUSNESS OF AN ‘E. T.’ JOURNEY.

WE SEEMED TO MOVE IN ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENERGY SWINGS ALONG INVISIBLE PARALLEL BARS. WE KNEW DIFFERENT KINDS OF SUCCESS. WE MET ON THE SAME ‘HUMANNESS VULNERABILITY’ PLANE.

SHARON KNEW HERSELF AS AN ‘OLD SOUL’ AND SAID ‘THERE IS NO FOOL LIKE AN OLD FOOL’ AS SHE SAW THE ‘FOIBLES’ OF MANY TRYING TO ‘SOLVE’ THE ‘CRISES’ THAT WERE SPIRITUAL NOT ‘SEXUAL’.

SHARON GRASPED THEIR DRIVES AND LISTENED TO THEIR WOUNDEDNESS.

IT SEEMED TO BE MY ‘ALIEN’ATED TRANSFORMATION PASSAGE OF ‘REESES PIECES’ AND MY ‘EXTRATERRESTRIAL’ SPLIT-OFF WAYS AS AN ‘E.T.’ THAT CONNECTED TO HER DEEP ‘YIN’ SPACE. I WAS GRADUALLY SEEING MYSELF AS A ‘MIDDLE CLASS VERSION’ OF THE ‘ELEPHANT MAN’ AND FELT A SIMILAR RESONANCE TO HER DEEP DAUGHTER WOMAN’ CREATIVE DEPTHS.

‘IT IS THE STORY OF A BOY MADE OUT OF WOULD’

MY JOURNEY IS LIKE MANY OTHER CREATIVE JOURNEYS. IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ‘CAT’ AND THE ‘CATCH’ THAT FLOWS IN THE STORY OF THE ‘PUPPET’ WHO LEARNS THE PATH OF THE HEART AS A PATH OF ‘WOULD’. IT IS ‘DIONYSIAN’ IN THE REGENERATION FROM THE HEART AND ‘EROS’ OUT OF THE ‘SORE’ OF ‘TRAUMA’.

IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE ‘INNER DOUBLE’ OF ‘OUGHT’ AND IMPULSES. IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ‘PINOCCHIO’ JOURNEY TO ACHIEVE DIGNITY. IT IS THE ‘ALICE IN WONDERLAND’ DREAM QUEST FOR ‘RESOLUTION’. IT IS THE ‘TIN MAN’ NEED FOR A FULLY FUNCTIONING ‘HEART’. IT IS THE ‘DIONYSIAN’ REGENERATION OF BEING FROM THE HEART BECAUSE THE ‘TITANS’ WERE DISTRACTED.

IT IS THE ‘TRAIL OF REESES’ PIECES AS A CONNECTION OF ‘SHARIN’ AND ‘SHARON’ AS A ‘CONTINUITY’ OF ‘HEART’ AND SPIRIT THAT RESONATES ACROSS MORE THAN THREE DECADES…IT IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘E.T.’ AS THE ‘ALIEN’ WHO KNOWS THE POTENCY OF ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ IN HEALING AND GROWTH STIMULATION…

MY MENTOR / FRIEND ‘SHARON REESE’ EARNED HER ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ THROUGH A ‘SIEGFRIED-LIKE’ OPERA DRAMA OF ‘INNER FIRE’ ENVELOPMENT [A ‘PRIVATE HELL’ OF SPENDING SOME CHILDHOOD TIME IN A ‘WHEELCHAIR’]. THAT ‘WHEELCHAIR’ SITTING ‘SITE’ WAS HER STRENGTH AND HER LIMITATION. THE ‘BREATHING’ OR ‘LACK’ OF BREATHING TAKES ITS TOLL. SHARON SEEMED TO HAVE A RESPIRATORY VULNERABILITY IN HARSH WEATHER YET SHE HAD A ‘BIG HEART’ ALL OF THE TIME.

WE SEEMED TO MOVE IN ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENERGY SWINGS ALONG INVISIBLE PARALLEL BARS. WE KNEW DIFFERENT KINDS OF SUCCESS. WE MET ON THE SAME ‘HUMANNESS VULNERABILITY’ PLANE. SHARON KNEW HERSELF AS AN ‘OLD SOUL’ AND SAID ‘THERE IS NO FOOL LIKE AN OLD FOOL’ AS SHE SAW THE ‘FOIBLES’ OF MANY TRYING TO ‘SOLVE’ THE ‘CRISES’ THAT WERE SPIRITUAL NOT ‘SEXUAL’.

SHARON GRASPED THEIR DRIVES AND LISTENED TO THEIR WOUNDEDNESS.

IT SEEMED TO BE MY ‘ALIEN’ATED TRANSFORMATION PASSAGE OF ‘REESES PIECES’ AND MY ‘EXTRATERRESTRIAL’ SPLIT-OFF WAYS AS AN ‘E.T.’ THAT CONNECTED TO HER DEEP ‘YIN’ SPACE. I WAS GRADUALLY SEEING MYSELF AS A ‘MIDDLE CLASS VERSION’ OF THE ‘ELEPHANT MAN’ AND FELT A SIMILAR RESONANCE TO HER DEEP DAUGHTER WOMAN’ CREATIVE DEPTHS.

‘TRAUMA RECOVERY’ ARTIST

AS A ‘TRAUMA RECOVERY’ ARTIST I GRASP THE NECESSITY … THE ‘OSMOSIS’ OF ‘ABSORBING’… THE ‘SENSITIVITY’ TO ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ THAT IS THE ‘CREATIVE PATH OF THE HEART. I KNOW THE ‘HORMONAL’ AND THE ‘ADRENALINE’ RUSHES OF ‘INNER ALCHEMY’. MY CONSCIOUSNESS IS IN THE ‘CAR’ ECHOES AND THE ‘CAR’ IMPRINTS AND THE ‘KARR’ ADVICE [THE 1970-80’S ‘COUNSELOR’ WHOSE ‘NAME’ ECHOED THE SOUNDS OF ‘CAR’]. THE ‘CAR’ IS THE ‘KA’ ARE [THE ‘CAR’ ASSOCIATIONS ARE IN THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ OF ‘AUTO’ MOTIVES AND MY DAMAGED SEXUALITY.]

‘THE PERFECT ECHO FOR THE TIMES’

THE PROBLEM OF SELF ESTEEM IS ROOTED IN THE ECHOES OF HEREDITY, ENVIRONMENT, ACTUAL LIFE EXPERIENCES AND HOW ONE’S NAME ‘FEELS’ AND ‘SOUNDS’. IT IS HOW THE ‘WINDS OF ORDERING’ INFLUENCE ‘PERCEPTIONS’ AND THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE OTHERS. THE ‘FAMILIARITY’OF A SOUND IS AN INGREDIENT OF POWER. THE CLARITY OF HARMONY OF A NAME RESONATING IN A TONE OF ‘MING’ IS GENERALLY ‘EUPHONIOUS’ OR PLEASANT TO THE EAR. IT FEELS LIKE THE SOUNDNESS OF THE SYSTEM…

SOMEONE MAY BE THE ‘PERFECT ECHO’ FOR THE TIMES WHEN THE ‘MUSIC OF THE LAND’ IS ‘WELL’-REPRESENTED. THE ‘EVERYONE AND EVERY SOUND IN ITS PROPER PLACE’ BECOMES THE CURRENCY OF ‘PERFECT’ MAINTAINING THE ‘ELEGANCE’ OF THE ‘LAWS OF FLAWS’.

‘THE CURRENCY OF PERFECT’

IT IS THE WAY OF MAKING ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ THE FOUNDATION OF THE RESONANCE. THE ‘COYNE’ IS SIMILAR TO THE ‘COYNTE’ ECHOES AND THE CATHOLIC RESONANCE IS IN THE ‘FAMILIAR’ TONES OF THE ‘CAT LICKS’. IT IS THE VALUE TO THE EDGE. IT IS THE ‘CORE’ STRENGTH OF THE SYSTEM THAT THE SHOEMAKERS AND BAKERS ARE ‘WELL BRED’ FOR THE DYNAMISM OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’.

ONE MAY SEARCH ENDLESSLY TO GRASP HOW HISTORY GAVE MEANING TO THE ‘TIMBRE’ AND WHAT KIND OF ‘INTENT’ IS IN THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF ONE’S NAME [SHAKESPEARE ‘WHAT’S IN A NAME’ PLAYS OUT IN ‘ALL THE WORLD’S A STAGE’]. OTHERS WITH THE SAME NAMES START FROM A VARIETY OF DIFFERENT ‘LOCATIONS’ OR ‘POSTURINGS’ THAT INFLUENCE ‘LEVERAGE’ OR ‘AUTHENTICITY’ WAYS. THERE IS A ‘COYNE’ AS HEAD OF THE ‘VATICAN OBSERVATORY’ WHO SEES THE UNIVERSE THROUGH THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE COLLEGE OF ‘CARDINALS’ [THE ‘CAR’… ‘DIN’… ‘AL’ S]

‘MING’ IS A ‘STEERING PROCESS’ THAT IS AN ‘INVISIBLE GUIDANCE’ DIRECTING THE PERFORMERS AND MEDIUMS INTO THE APPROPRIATE ‘LOCATION, LOCATION, LOCATION.’

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

IT SEEMS LIKE MY MOTHER WRESTLED WITH THE WISHFULNESS OF BIRTHING ME IN A ‘PIETY’ OF THE ‘A NUN SEE ‘A’ SHUN’ [ANNUNCIATION] MESSENGER WAY OF ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’.

THE ANNUNCIATION OF ‘3-25-1945’ WAS ALSO A ‘PALM’ [HANDS] SUNDAY [‘SON’-DAY FOR A ‘MORE IS SON’ MAIDEN NAME ‘MORRISON’ ECHO] IT WAS AN ECHO OF HER ‘PALM’ PIANO AND ORGAN PLAYING ‘HANDS’. IT WAS HOW SHE CONNECTED IN HER CURLINGS TO THE MUSIC OF ‘GLORY’AND ECSTASY [‘CHURCH MUSIC’].

THERE WERE STATUES AND HOLY CARDS, MASSES AND ROSARIES. THERE WAS ALWAYS A ‘SACRED HEART’ STATUE IN THE WINDOW AND A SAINT CHRISTOPHER MEDAL OR A ‘CHRIST’ EMBLEM ON THE AUTOMOBILE ‘DASH’. THERE WAS AN ECHO OF ‘CARRYING’ OR ‘CARTING’ AS SAINT CHRISTOPHER CARRYING THE ‘HOLY CHILD’ ACROSS THE RIVER [‘FORDING’ THE STREAM].

THERE ARE MANY ECHOES OF ‘CHRISTOPHER’… THERE IS THE NEW YORK ‘GAY PRIDE’ AND ‘STONEWALL’ NEIGHBORHOOD OF ‘CHRISTOPHER STREET’. THE ACTOR ‘CHRISTOPHER WALKEN’ OR ‘WALKIN’ SOUNDS LIKE THE ‘PASSAGE STATE’ AS ONE MOVES THROUGH COMPLEX SEXUALITY ENERGY CROSS-CURRENTS AND THERE IS THE ‘NIETZSCHE’ HOLLYWOOD ‘SUPERMAN’ AS PLAYED BY ‘CHRISTOPHER REEVE’. IT IS SAINT CHRISTOPHER AS THE ‘CARRIER’ ACROSS THE DIFFICULT ‘CURRENTS’.

IT IS THE MAINTENANCE OF THE SEQUENCE OF THE CREATIVE THROUGH MING ORDERING THAT DEFINES THE ONGOING ‘LAW OF FLAWS’… ‘THE CURRENCY OF PERFECT’

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

THE TABOO ‘COYNTE’ [THE ‘19TH’ CENTURY SLANG FOR ‘VAGINA’] IS THE DEEP YIN… THE NAMING OF AN ORDERING… THE BACK SIDE OR FLIP SIDE OF THE ‘COIN’…THE WAY OR ‘WEIGHING’ OF A MOTION…THE ‘E’ MOTION AND ‘EMOTION’. IT IS THE DEEP ‘RECEPTIVE YIN’ STATE OF MAINTAINING A ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OF EROS ‘YIN’ PARALLELISM. IT IS A WAY TO ‘GATHER AND COLLECT’ IMPRESSIONS AND SENSORY ECHOES AND THEN DRIVE THEM INTO YANG GENERATIVITY. THE ‘T’ IS THE CROSSROADS OF HORIZONTAL AND VERTICAL ENERGIES.

IT IS AN EDGINESS OF THE ARTIST PATH MAKING ‘SHIT INTO GOLD’ [METAPHORICALLY]. IT IS ABSORPTION OF ENERGIES AND ‘ALCHEMY’ OF RECREATION DISPLAYING THE AFFECT OF THE IMPACT ON OUR SOUL. IT IS THE FUNDAMENTAL WISDOM OF WHERE ‘ART’ RUMBLES IN THE GUTS AND THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM.

THE COINING AND NAMING… THE BACK SIDE…THE ‘OTHER’ SIDE… THE SHAME ‘EDGE’ OF DISCHARGE AND ELIMINATION… THE ‘COYNTE’ SLANG AS ‘DUALITY’ AND THE ‘BICYCLE’ RHYTHMS OF THE ‘DOUBLE’ INTO THE ‘BI’ CYCLES OF ‘YIN-AND YANG’ SWINGS. IT IS THE RESONANCE OF ASSOCIATIONS OF CURRENCY AND SCENTS [‘SENTS’ AND ‘CENTS’]. IT IS BODY CHEMISTRY AND ‘BATHROOM’ FUNCTIONS IN THE ‘CURRENTS’. IT IS THE AROMA OF ATTRACTION AND THE UNPLEASANTNESS OF SMELLS, STAINS AND BODILY TENSIONS THAT SOMETIMES ‘CLOUD REAL SEXUALITY’.

ONE MUST WORK THROUGH THE ‘YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT’ WAYS IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’. THERE ARE MANY OVERLOADS AND BLOCKS THAT PRECLUDE A PASSAGE BEYOND ‘ANALITY OR ORALITY’ OBSESSIONS.

‘WHERE IS THE BEEF?’

‘WHERE IS THE FAT?’

‘WHERE IS THE CORN SYRUP AND THE SUGAR’?

WE LIVE IN THE ONGOING ‘HIP-WARS’ OF AN ‘OUT OF BALANCED HERITAGE’ SOMEHOW TRYING TO MAINTAIN YESTERDAY’S ‘HOMEOSTASIS’. THE DESTRUCTIVENESS OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ THROUGH FOOD AND DRINK SEEMS ‘NORMAL’.THE ‘PACE’ AND ‘STRESS’ DEMAND BETTER QUALITY FUELS. THE LACK OF BODILY MOTIONS MEANS ONE TENDS TO ACCUMULATE IN ‘UNHEALTHY’ STORAGE PLACES.

THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ARE LOST IN ‘SIT-SITES’ OF CONVENIENCES AND ESCAPISM. THERE IS AN ONGOING PSYCHE’ HUNGER, A ‘STRESS’ AND A ‘COPING’ HUNGER THAT IS CONSTANTLY DEMANDING THAT IT BE FED [‘YOUR EYES ARE BIGGER THAN YOUR STOMACH’]. THE ‘EXCESSIVE’ AND NOW ‘MASS CONSPICUOUS CONSUMPTION’ IS THE LACK OF KNOWING OF A ‘MAGIC STOMACH’.

IT IS THE ‘SLEEPING SICKNESS’ OF ANGER BEING WITHHELD.

THE MAJOR MOMENTUM IS THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF EXCHANGES AND TRADES… THE ‘CUSTOMS’ OF THE ‘SHUFFLINGS’ OF CARDS… THE ‘TRUMPS’ AND ‘ROYALTY’…THE NUMBERS AND SIGNS… THE WAYS OF ‘CON’ [THE MYTHOLOGY OF ‘LITTLE PEOPLE’ AND SHILLEAGHLES… SHILL LAY ‘LY’ AND ‘SHILLS’. WE THINK OF THE DEPTHS OF ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ AND ‘SHILLEAGHLES’ AND UNDERESTIMATE THE ‘PRICE’ OF OUR IMBALANCES.

AS SAID EARLIER,THE NIGHTMARE OF ‘EASTER 1916’ AS SEEN BY ‘YEATS’ AS ‘THE CENTER NO LONGER HOLDS’ AND ‘THINGS FALL APART’ FLOWS WITH THE PACE OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’.

IT IS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAYS OF THE ‘SHILL’ ‘LAY’ ‘LY’ THAT JIMMIE HIGGINS SERVED AS…IT IS THE ‘MEDIUM OR SURROGATE’ WAY OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ THAT IS THE ‘SERVITUDE’…

‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER NO LONGER HOLDS’

PRESIDENT GEORGE ‘W’ BUSH WOULD BE A TERRIBLE ‘BASEBALL COMMISSSIONER’ AS THE ‘CORPORATE’ VERSION OF ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’ ALLOWS FOR ‘COOKED BOOKS’ AND ‘PRIVILEGED TREATMENT’ OF THE FEW. HIS WILLINGNESS TO GO TO WAR ON THE BASIS OF FALSE INFORMATION SUPPORTING WHAT HE ‘WANTED TO DO’ IS CERTAINLY NO POSITIVE REFERENCE FOR RECONITION AS A SYMBOL OF ‘WHAT IS FAIR AND WHAT IS FOUL’.

IT SEEMS TO ALWAYS BE AN ‘INSIDERS GAME’.

WHAT DRIVES THROUGH THE ‘VIOLENCE’ OF ‘SPECIAL INTEREST’ AND ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’?

THERE IS ALWAYS A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ AND THE COMPETING ENERGIES OF ‘MING’…THERE IS ALWAYS A BATTLE FOR THE HEARTS AND MINDS OF THE MOMENTUM…THERE IS ALWAYS A COMPETITION OF FORCES SEEKING TO ‘DESTABILIZE’ AND GAIN AN ADVANTAGE.. THERE IS A NECESSITY’ OF ‘MUSING’ TO BE CONSCIOUS AS THE ‘TIME’ AND THE ‘NAME’ RESONANCE INTERSECTS WITH THE ‘OBSTACLES’ OF ‘MASS CONVULSIVENESS’…

IN THE 1970’S THERE WAS AN ASSOCIATION OF ‘CROSSING AND ‘FORD’ING THAT OCCURRED WHEN THE ‘WATER-GATE’ GAVE WAY TO THE ‘FORDING’ OF ‘GERALD FORD’. THE RESIGNATION OF ‘NIX’ ON TURNED INTO PRESIDENT JERRY FORD STUMBLING AND BUMPING… THE CROSSING AND ‘FORD’ING OF THE ‘WATER’…THE ‘GAIT’ OF GOING THROUGH THE ‘GATE’ UNTIL THERE WAS A PERSON TO CARRY THE ‘WAY’. IT BECAME TIME FOR SOMEONE TO ‘CARTER’ IT OR TO TRANSPORT IT. THE ‘INTERESTS RATES’ WENT INTO ‘DOUBLE FIGURES’…THE ‘CARTER’HAD TO ‘TRUCK IT’ UNTIL THERE WAS A ‘RAY AGAIN’ [CARTER FOLLOWED BY REAGAN].

‘AL-CO-HAUL-ISM’ WAS REFLECTED IN THE IMBALANCES OF REAGAN’S FAMILY HISTORY AS WELL AS GERALD FORD’S WIFE ‘BETTY’ WHO EVENTUALLY ESTABLISHED A CLINIC’. IT IS FIRE AND WATER IN THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘STATE’ AND THE ‘INSIDERS’…IT IS ‘THE TRANSFERRENCE’ AND CONTROL OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ REACTIVITY AS THE ‘YIN’ LADEN POLITICOS ‘MEDIATE’ THE ‘UNCONSCIOUS WATERS’ OF THE TIMES.

THERE IS ‘NO LONG TERM’ WAY AS THE RHYTHMS AND EVENTS COMPEL REACTIVITY INSTEAD OF ‘VISION’. GETTING REELECTED AND FUNDED IS THE PRIMARY FOCUS THAT IS ADDICTED TO ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’ AND ‘PORK’.

WHEN THEY GET ‘CAUGHT’ AND ARE GIVEN A ‘SLAP ON THE WRIST’ IT IS USUALLY A SMALL PRICE TO PAY FOR WHAT ‘THEY GOT AWAY WITH’…EVEN THE SEEMINGLY LARGE PENALTIES OF THE 1990’S TOBACCO SETTLEMENT GET COVERED BY THE ENORMOUS PROFITS OF THE GIANT CONGLOMERATES. TO MAKE MATTERS EVEN WORSE…THE LEVELS OF TEEN SMOKING IS RISING AGAIN DEMONSTRATING ‘INADEQUACY’ AND ‘LACK’ THAT SEEKS OUT MORE ‘SUCK’ AND MORE ‘NICOTINE’ [‘NICK-O-TEEN’ ANAESTHESIA].

‘322 TIME AND MING TIMINGS’… THE ‘DA’ ECHOES OF DIRECTION

AS CREATIVE AND ENERGY SENSITIVE BEINGS WE FIND IT NECESSARY TO BEAR IN MIND ‘THEIR’ ‘DA’ ECHOES OF DIRECTION. IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF ‘322’ TIME AS A DRAMA OF ‘MING’ TIMINGS. THE ‘TIE-MINGS’ ARE THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ THAT APPLY TO ALL HUMAN MOTION IN THE COMMUNITY. THE ‘TIE-MINGS’ ARE THE WAYS OF BEING ‘SOUND’.

THE ‘TIE-MINGS’ ARE THE ‘FAIR AND THE FOUL’ ‘RHYTHMS’ OF NECESSARY CONSTANCY THAT ‘MAINTAINS’ THE HUMAN ORDERING.

IT IS THE ‘AGREED UPON’ SOUND METHOD OF ‘ELECTRONIC HERD GLOBALISATION’. IT IS THE ‘NAMING’ AND ECHO OF PRESENCE AS WELL AS REACTIVITY. IT IS ‘UNHEARD’ AS WELL AS ‘HEARD’. IT IS THE ORCHESTRATED ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ RESONANCE BLENDING ‘EROS’ AND ORDERING INTO A FLUIDLY EVOLVING ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ STRUCTURE.THERE IS AN ONGOING CONGRUENCY TO THE ‘IMPOSED ORDERINGS’. THE ‘FORCE OF EMPIRE’ BECOMES AN ELECTRONIC STEAMROLLER OF ‘KINETIC DEFINITION’.

THIS IS THE ‘CREATIVE EDGE’ OF THE ROYALTY RAWAR MOMENTUM OF CONQUEST AND THE ‘EROSTOCRACY ENERGY DANCE’ OF THE ‘GHOST OF ACCEPTABLE MADNESS’.IT IS THE ONGOING INTERACTIVENESS ON THE TIMINGS OF THE LATEST ‘CRISIS’ AS A MOMENT OF ‘RISK/OPPORTUNITY’ TO LEVERAGE ONE’S NEED FOR A DIFFERENT DIRECTION. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ‘DIFFERENCE’ AND THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’. IT IS THE TIME WHEN THE ‘TITANS’ ARE DISTRACTED AND THE ‘DIONYSIAN DANCE OF EROS’ OCCURS.

THE ‘GHOST OF ACCEPTABLE MADNESS’ IS THE EVENTS GENERATION OF AN EROSTOCRACY OF ‘CRAZE AND CRAVE’…IT IS THE RELEASING OF ENERGIES AND THE REDIRECTION OF COMMUNAL DIRECTIONS…IT IS EXCESS IN EROS AND THE WAYS OF ‘BREAKING THROUGH’ BLOCKS AND OBSTACLES OF PATTERNS AND HABITS…IT IS THE MEANS OF OVERCOMING ‘OPPRESSION AND DENIAL’…

THE ‘GHOST OF ACCEPTABLE MADNESS’ IS IN THE NEW MUSIC OF THE ‘IRRATIONAL’ AND ‘SPONTANEOUS’…IT IS IN THE PATH OF GETTING OUT OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND EVENTUALLY MOVING FORWARD INTO A REAL PRESENCE BEYOND THE ‘PROLONGED ADOLESCENCE WEBBINGS’ OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. IT IS THE ‘CRAZY’ OF THE ‘LETTING GO’ IF ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE…

‘THE MOTHER’S PAST IS THE SON’S FUTURE’

IT IS THE EDGE OF EROS AS ‘PAN’ AND ‘NICK’ [‘PANIC’]. IT IS A WARY ‘CASTRATION’ SENSE THAT GETS ACTIVATED IN THE WIND WARS OF THE SCHISMS OF MONEY, POWER, REBELLIOUSNESS AND SEXUALITY. WE CONNECT TO THE MELODY. WE FEEL MUSIC OF DESIRE. WE SENSE SOMEONE ELSE BEING A ‘CERTAIN WAY’ THAT WE FEEL A ‘NEED’ TO BE. WE ARE ATTRACTED TO WHAT WE DO NOT HAVE.

I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO REBALANCE THAT LEGACY ALMOST MY ENTIRE LIFE.I KNOW THAT I HAVE EXPENDED AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF ENERGY IN TRYING TO RESOLVE THE ‘SPIRITUAL CRISIS’ OF MY DEEP YIN AS ‘EXEMPLIFIED’ IN THE ‘LOST CHILD’ OF THE LOST SPRING OF ‘1943’. SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE IS THE NEED TO REBALANCE AND BEGIN ON ONE’S OWN TERMS. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF THE ‘FOREIGN INSTALLATION’ OF IMPOSED ORDERING WITHIN OUR BEING.

‘YOU KNOW I THINK WE LIVE TWO LIVES… THE ONE THAT WE LEARN WITH AND THE ONE THAT WE LIVE’

THIS PARAPHRASING OF A SCENE FROM THE MOVIE ‘THE NATURAL’ IS ABOUT WOUNDS AND HEALING…A JOURNEY OF ‘HEALING’…

THE ISSUES HAVE TO BE ‘WORKED THROUGH’ OR THEY WILL DEFINE ONE’S RHYTHM AND HABITS… A SPIRITUAL CRISIS MAY BECOME A WAY OF LIFE IF ONE AVOIDS NEW CHOICES…

ONE LEARNS TO HEAL ONESELF BY HELPING OTHERS TO HEAL. I SEE HOW MY ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ THEMES HELPED OTHERS WHO WERE IN THEIR OWN ‘CRISES’. IT IS THE ‘SHAMAN’ SENSITIVITY OF ‘INTEGRITY’.

THE ‘SPIRITUAL CRISIS’ WHEN COMPLETED OPENS DOORS TO NEW POSSIBILITIES… CONFIDENCE AND CLARITY ARE CENTERED AS ONE KNOWS THE POTENCY OF BEING A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ IT IS A NEVERENDING STORY AS THERE ARE ALWAYS NEW WAYS TO REFINE ONESELF IN HEALTH AND RELATIONSHIP.

I TRAVERSE THE INNER TERRAIN OF THE ‘NERVES’ AND ECHOES. IT IS THE ‘EMOTIONAL LANDSCAPE’ OF ‘BIOGRAPHY’. I WAS ALWAYS CURIOUS ABOUT ‘WHY’ PEOPLE DID WHAT THEY DID. I ALWAYS SOUGHT OUT WHAT WAS REALLY BEING SAID. I INTUITED THAT PEOPLE WERE AFRAID AND DID NOT WANT TO BE HURT’…I LEARNED A LOT OF ‘DIPLOMACY’ WHILE I WAS IN THE CORPORATE WORLD. IT HELPED TO NOT ‘MAKE WAVES’ THAT WOULD EXACERBATE THINGS MAKING PEOPLE MORE DEFENSIVE AND ‘MACHIAVELLIAN’.

MY WAYS CHANGED AS I HAD TIME TO PUSH MY LIMITS AND DISCOVER THE DEPTHS AND RANGES OF MY CAPACITY. I HAD TO LET GO OF THE BUILT UP PATTERNS AND THE WAYS OF ‘IMMATURITY’…I HAD TO EXPERIENCE A REAL CRISIS IN ORDER TO BECOME AS REAL AS I AM TRYING TO BE…

WHEN I WAS A CHILD I READ ‘BIOGRAPHIES’. THEY WERE THE ‘PUZZLE BOOKS’ OF LIFE. THE BIOGRAPHIES SHOWED ME THE ‘WEBS’ AND PATTERNS AND TENDENCIES. THEY PROVIDED ME WITH ‘CLUES’ AS TO HOW I MIGHT BREAK THROUGH MY ‘HISTORY’ AND ‘INERTIA’.

BIOGRAPHIES HELPED ME IN DOING SOME EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHE COACHING AS THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF LIFE PATTERNS AND ‘ORIGINALITY’ WERE A FORM OF ‘REALITY’ CHECKING…IT IS A WAY OF ‘ACCEPTANCE’ AND ‘JUDGEMENT’ AS ONE EVALUATES ‘CHARACTER DRIVE, MOTIVATION AND INTENTION’… IT IS LOOKING INTO ‘HEART’ AND DECISIONS OF WHAT MATTERS…

WHAT IS ‘REWARDED’, ‘VALUED’ AND ‘WHO’ ASSERTS THE ‘SOMETHING’ OF ADDED VALUE TO THE OTHER AND TO THE COMMUNITY?

‘RAISING’…

THERE IS A MAJOR DIFFERENCE IN INTENTION TO ‘RAISE’ CHILDREN RATHER THAN ‘REAR’ CHILDREN. THE MORE ONE IS A ‘SIT-SITE’… THE MORE ONE GETS STUCK IN THE ‘HIP-WARS’ OF THE DAY TO DAY. IT IS THE QUEST TO NOT HAVE EVERY DAY BE A ‘SAT/SADDER’ DAY. IT IS ‘SELF RESPECT’ AND THE ASSERTION OF ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’.

‘RAISING’ IS THE PATH OF THE HEART. ‘REARING’ IS THE ‘PROJECTION’ OF PSYCHE’ HISTORY INTO THE CHILD OR ANY OTHER PERSON. RAISING IS STRETCHING UP… REARING IS BURDENING AND WEIGHING DOWN. LIFE IS DIFFICULT ENOUGH WITHOUT IMPOSING ADDITIONAL ‘DAMAGE’ AND ‘UNNECESSARY BLOCKS’ ON A PERSON.

REARING IS DOCTRINAIRE AND ‘FOETALIZED’ BENDING, BOWING AND CURLING. RAISING IS LEARNING TO STAND UP FOR WHO ONE ‘IS’.

THE ‘CONFIDENCE’ IN ONE’S OWN SEXUALITY IS THE CENTERING PURPOSE OF HEALTHY ‘RAISING’. IT TRULY IS BE ‘FRUITFUL AND MULTIPLY’ INSTEAD OF A SERIES OF ‘FEARS’ AND ‘ADMONISHMENTS’. ‘REARING’ IS EXCESS BAGGAGE THAT NEEDS TO BE DISPOSED OF.

‘RAISING’ IS THE FOSTERING OF HEALTHY CONDITIONS SO THAT INDEPENDENCE WILL BE SELF RELIANCE AND ONE WILL ‘MEET’ THE ‘OTHERS’ IN A ‘GOLDEN RULE’ OF HEART… ‘DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THJEM DO UNTO YOU’…

‘HIP-HIP HOORAY’

THE DEEP YIN ECHOES OF THE ‘COYNTE’ WAS IMPRINTED INTO MY HIP JOINT IN THE ‘BIKE/CAR’ INDENTATION AND THE ‘FOETAL FALL’ BRANDING. I HAD THE ‘HIP’ WAY TO MOVE THROUGH THE DIVERSE ARENAS OF ALL KINDS OF ‘CROSS-CURRENTS’. IT WAS A STRUGGLE TO MOVE THROUGH THE CHRONIC TENSIONS, PHYSICAL IMBALANCES AND ECHOES OF THE ‘MONARCH’ WAY [THE BICYCLE ‘IMPRINT’ OF A ‘PANIC’ YET ADAPTED NORMAL WAY… THE ‘MON’ OR THE ‘ROYAL’ ‘ARC[H]’ ZONING OF THE ‘HIP’].

THE ‘HIP’ IS THE ‘PIVOT’ OF ‘BOWING’ AND THE PLACE OF ‘RESPECT’ FOR ‘AUTHORITY’. IT IS THE ‘SIT-SITE’ OF THE SOCIAL. IT IS THE POSTURAL WAY OF ‘NOT STANDING UP’ TO ‘ANOTHER’ OR TO THE ‘STATE’. IT IS THE ‘BALANCING’ AND ‘SHIFTING’ PLACE FOR MOTION, ADAPTATION AND ACCELERATION. IT IS MOST OBVIOUS IN THE RITUALS OF ‘JA’ ‘PAN’… THE ‘JA’ ‘PAN’ AND THE EASE OF THE ‘JAPANESE’IN THE ‘PAN’ OF EROS.

AS THE JAPANESE PROVERB GOES… ‘CONSULT WITH ANYONE EVEN IF IT IS YOUR OWN KNEES’… THE ‘JA’ ‘PAN’ ‘KNEES’… THE MASS MOVING ‘J’ INTO ‘A’… THE NEARNESS TO THE ‘CHI’ BREATHING LIFE FORCE REPRESENTED IN ‘CHI…NA’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

IT IS REALITY THAT EACH MEDIUM MAY BE THE REPRESENTATIVE OF A ‘STATE’…A ‘NAMING’ AND A DEFINED ‘STATE’. IT IS THE ‘TIE-MING’ WAY OF ‘POSITIONING’ THAT ORDERS THROUGH MAKING A ‘MEDIUM’ THE ‘GOVERNOR’ OF ‘HIS/HER’ PARTICULAR ‘NAMING’ AND ECHOIC ‘STATE’ OF RESONANCE.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

THE ‘MONARCH BUTTERFLY’… THE MONARCH KING… THE ‘MON’ ‘ARC’ OF THE YIN FEMININE … THE ‘JAMMING’ MOMENT OF IMPACT AS MY ‘GENITALS STRADDLED THE BICYCLE FRAME WHEN I WAS ‘DEFINED’. IT WAS A PSYCHE’ TERROR DRAMA OF ‘AGBI’ [THE WEST AFRICAN WORD FOR ‘LIGHTNING’… AN ECHO OF MY FATHERS AFFECTIONATE CALLING OF MY MOTHER AS ‘AG’… AGNES… AND THE ‘DUALITY OF THE TERM ‘BI’’… A ‘COINING’ LIGHTNING BOLT OF DEFINITION AT 21ST STREET AND DAMEN… A DEEP SPLITTING AND WOUNDEDNESS… AN ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’ IN A CHARGED ‘RECEPTIVITY’ YIN ‘ZONING’ WHICH WAS AN ECHO OF THE ‘19TH’ CENTURY SLANG FOR ‘VAGINA’ AS COYNTE.

IT IS AN ASSOCIATION TO ‘VIE’ ‘AG’ ‘RA’…AS ‘AGBI’ AND ‘AGNES’ IN MY DEEP ‘COYNTE’ ASSOCIATIVE STATE OF ‘YIN/YANG’ SWINGS…

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

THE ANCIENT CHINESE PLAY ABOUT ‘DREAMS’ CALLED THE ‘PEONY PAVILLION’ TELLING OF THE MYTH OF THE MONSTER TRYING TO BREAK INTO THE ‘DAMEN’ IN ORDER TO PURSUE THE MARQUIS INTO HIS PRIVATE CHAMBER ECHOES IN THE DEEP YIN ‘SPLITTING’ OF MY AWARENESS. [THE ‘PEONY’ IS AN ANCIENT SYMBOL OF RECEPTIVE WOMENS GENITALS IN CHINA].

THE ‘CHAMBERS AND THE CHAMBER LANES’ ECHO AS A DEEP YIN ECHO OF ‘COYNTE’ AND THE ‘INDENTURED’ WAYS OF PERSONAL RECEPTIVITY. I FEEL A SENSE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS AN ECHO OF MY CHILDHOOD IMAGINARY WORLD OF ‘INVISIBLE PLAYMATES’ NAMED ‘JOHNNY AND PEENY’ [ ‘GOING TO THE JOHN’ AND ‘PEEING’/PEE ‘O’KNEES].

THE COMPLEXITY OF PHYSIOLOGY THAT IS ‘CONTROLLED’ FOR CREATIVE GENERATIVITY OR ‘BATTERY CHARGES’ IS THE NORM OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’, ‘MODELS’, ‘CHANNELS’ AND ‘MEDIUMS’. IT IS THE ‘HIP’ AND THE ‘HOP’ THAT IS THE HORIZONTAL ‘PRESSURE COOKER’ OF THE ‘HIP WARS’ AND THE ENERGY WIND WARS. I FEEL IT IN THE LONG TERM CONSEQUENCE OF THE FOETALIZED ‘CURLING’ THAT ‘ECHOES’ IN MY PHYSICALITY.

I FEEL IT IN MY STRUGGLES TO ARCH FORWARD AND FEEL PRESENT IN MY SEXUALITY RATHER THAN MY WOUNDEDNESS. I STRUGGLE IN WRESTLING WITH MY OWN HISTORY…A HISTORY OF INNER FEARS OF ‘NOT BEING HURT’ [MY ‘BENT OVER’ PATTERN OF HOLDING MYSELF IN A ‘WOUNDED/PROTECTED MANNER’ AND STILL BE ‘SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE’]

WHAT IS THE ‘AB’ NORMAL WHEN THE ‘ABS’ OF MOST PEOPLE ARE STRAINED AND OUT OF BALANCE? WHAT IS THE ‘NORMAL’?

THE ‘40 FOETUS’ CURLS OF ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ IS MY ‘KA’ OR DOUBLE STATE. I AM AWARE OF THE ‘CONVULSIVENESS OF THE DEEP FEMININE’. I KNOW MY ‘REBIRTHING’ IN A STRETCHING THROUGH THE ‘SPASMS’ OF STRAINED MUSCLES AND TENDONS. THERE WERE TIMES IN THE LATE 1980’S WHEN NIGHT TIME LEG SPASMS MIGHT TAKE ONE TO THREE HOURS TO ‘WORK THROUGH’.

THE ‘CHRONIC’ PATTERNS OF ‘IMBALANCED USE’ HAD TO BE BREATHED THROUGH AND REGENERATED IN NEW BALANCES AND HEALTHIER WAYS. THERE WERE MANY YEARS OF CHANGING THE ‘CHARGES’ FROM THE ‘YIN’ TO THE ‘YANG’ [EVEN IF IT TOOK MORE THAN 3 PACKS OF WINSTONS EVERY DAY AND A LOT OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ INGREDIENTS LIKE SUGAR, CORN SYRUP, AND LOTS OF FLOUR /DOUGH TO SURVIVE THE FIRST FORTY YEARS]. THE MORE I CHOSE LIGHTER AND FRESHER FOODS THE MORE I WAS ABLE TO MOVE OUT OF THE ‘CHRONIC’ AND HABITUALLY LIMITED MOTIONS.

‘BEING HONESTLY HIP’

MANY PEOPLE WILL ACCUMULATE ‘INTENSITY’ IN THEIR ‘HIPS’ TRYING TO HAVE ‘MAXIMUM CONTROL’. WHILE THIS MAY GIVE ONE A FEELING OF GREATER POWER OR GREATER CONTROL IT IS PROBABLY ‘TOO MUCH’ RESTRAINT ON THE ‘NATURAL’. THE RELAXATION OF THE ‘DIGESTION AND ELIMINATION’ MOTIONS THROUGH THE ‘HIP’ ZONE WILL HELP IN LIBERATING ‘REAL SEXUALITY’. IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY TIME THAT RELEASES THE GENITALS AND MAKES THEM FREE TO BE ‘FULLY PRESENT’.

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DURING A CRISIS, MY CITIBANK H.R.GURU JOE YAMBOR ONCE SAID THAT I WAS ‘UNFLAPPABLE’. HE KNEW ME, ALTHOUGH HE DID NOT KNOW MY STORY. YAMBOR [‘YEAH ‘AM’ BORE’] MADE A TRUE STATEMENT OF MY ‘LACK OF ARM MOTIONS’. [IT TOOK ME MOST OF THE 80’S AND 90’S TO LEARN TO FULLY RECOVER THE STRENGTH IN MY ‘MUSEUM FALL’ DAMAGED ARMS. I FELT A DEEP CONSTRAINT IN MY MOTIONS AS WELL AS A DEEP ‘LUNG CONSTRICTIVENESS’. I SMOKED A LOT AND THE ‘HAND TO MOUTH’ REPETITIVE SMOKESCREEN MOTIONS PROVIDED ME WITH A PLACE TO ‘BE SAFE’. MY ‘ARMS’ HAD NOT BEEN NECESSARY IN THE ‘TALKING HEADS ‘CORPORATE WORLD’.

AS I LEARNED TO PAINT, I WAS ABLE TO GAIN THE NECESSARY RANGE OF MOTIONS TO BECOME ‘FLAPPABLE’.

I HAD TO WRESTLE WITH MY FRUSTATIONS AND FIGURE OUT HOW MUCH EXPRESSION I REALLY NEEDED TO RELEASE AND HOW MUCH ‘CURBING OF MY TEMPER’ WAS ESSENTIAL TO MY NEW EMOTIONAL BALANCINGS. IT IS STILL A DIFFICULT STRUGGLE AS I LEARN TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY TRUE EMOTIONS AND ACCEPT THEIR ‘HEALTHY’ LEVEL OF DISTRIBUTION AND RELEASE. IT IS AN EMOTIONAL HARMONIZING THAT FACILITATES ONE’S JOURNEY FROM BEING AN ‘AMPLIFIED MEDIUM’ TO A CONFIDENT ‘CREATIVE AND GENERATIVE’ ARTIST.

‘STRIFE IS THE FATHER AND KING OF ALL… SOME IT MAKES GODS, OTHERS MEN; SOME SLAVES AND OTHERS FREE.’[OEDIPUS]

IT WAS ALWAYS A LIFE IN THE ‘ROUGH’…‘TRAUMA’ AND ‘TIE-MING’ TIME… THE ‘BURDEN OF RESONANCE’… THE ‘PATIENCE OF JOB’… A TOUGH DAY FOR A ‘GOLF CADDY’ FACING THE FRONT AND THE BACK ‘9’S… THE ENERGY YIN YANG OF ‘18’… THE ‘PAR’ FOR THE ‘COURSE’… AN INNER TERRAIN WITH ALL THE ‘BUNKERS’ THAT HENRY FORD SAID AS ‘HISTORY IS BUNK’ AND ARCHIE BUNKER DISPLAYED IN ‘ALL IN THE FAMILY’….

IT WAS ALWAYS WRESTLING WITH ‘JACK’

IT IS THE NEVERENDING SOCIAL CRISIS OF A GAME OF ‘JACKS’. IT WAS THE ‘LIFTING-UP’ OF A ‘JACK’ AND THE ECHO OF MY COUSIN ‘JACK’ OF THE ‘PARALLEL’ MONARCH BIKE. IT WAS THE ‘JACK’ OF JACK PARR AND THE ‘PAR’ FOR THE COURSE. IT WAS THE MEDIA ‘BALLING’ THE ‘JACKS’ [THE ‘JACK AND JACKIE’ ‘JACKS’ [KENNEDY]. IT WAS THE ‘JACKS’ OF ‘SEXUALITY’ GETTING BEYOND ‘HE DOESN’T KNOW ‘JACK SHIT’. IT WAS ‘JACKING-OFF’ AS A ‘WASTE OF TIME’ AND A ‘JACK IN THE BOX’ AS A SURPRISE. IT IS THE SOURCING FOR THE ‘JACK’ OF ALL ‘TRADES’ LEADING TO A FLATLINER AFFECT AS ‘MASTER’ OF ‘NONE’. THE ‘JACK’ BIKE DENT MADE THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY A ‘COINING’ AND A ‘COINCIDENCE’ SPACE. THE BENT POSTURE OF ‘C’ AS A CURL WAY MADE ‘LENDING’ AND ‘CONNECTING’ THE ‘WAY’ OF GETTING ALONG WITH THE ‘OTHER [S]’. THE BENT POSTURE ACCENTUATED MY ‘NAME AS FRAME’ WAY AS ‘PAT’ AND TOUCH AS WELL AS ‘COYNE’ AND DEFINE.

IN 2005 AND 2006 IT IS ‘JACK ABRAMOFF’ AS ‘AB-RAM-OFF’ IN POLITICOS CORRUPTION WAYS OF ‘INSIDERS’ GETTING CAUGHT…

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IN ‘VISUAL MEDIA ECHOES’ EVERYONE STILL SEES THE ‘BLOOD SPLATTERED PINK DRESS’ AND THE ‘PINK PILL BOX HAT’ THAT ‘JACKIE’ CONTINUED TO WEAR DURING THE ‘ASS SASS SIN NATION’ COVERAGE. WE SAW HER ‘PILL BOX’ BECOME A ‘PILL CULTURE’ AS THE ‘SPEED’ PILLS THAT ‘JACK’ USED EVOLVED INTO THE ‘ILLEGAL’ AND THE ‘GIANT’ CORPORATE LEGAL ‘PILL’ CULTURE. BOTH JACK AND JACKIE USED A ‘MAGIC POTION’ DEVELOPED BY THE CELEBRITY ‘DR. FEELGOOD’ [ A COMBINATION OF ‘SPEED’ AND ‘STEROIDS’]. DR. MAX JACOBSON FREQUENTLY ‘INJECTED’ THE DRUGS DIRECTLY INTO THE BODIES OF THE PERFECT CAMELOT DREAM COUPLE.

‘THE SEXUALITY OF THE JACK EDGE’

THERE IS AN ONGOING ‘WARRIN’ OF SEXUALITY IN THE CONSTANCY OF ‘JACK’… IT WAS THE CREATIVE FIRE THAT WAS ‘BLOWN AWAY’ IN THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF ‘11’ AND A DOUBLE ELEVEN… THE ‘11/22’ THAT ECHOES IN A ‘JACK’. A ‘JACK’ THAT MOVES ON THE EDGE OF AN ‘888’ PAGE ‘WARREN’ REPORT/STORY OF THE ‘OS’ WALLED [‘OSWALD’] WAY.

THE ‘888’ PAGE IS THE ‘LAW’ AS AN EXPRESSION OF THE MAGICIAN’S LEMNISCATE [00] AND THE SYMBOL FOR ‘INFINITY’. IT IS THE BARRIER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEX DIFFERENCES. IT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘WARRIN’ THAT IS THE CURRENCY ALONG THE ‘8’ AS ‘ATE’ OR ‘WAIT’/ ‘WEIGHT’ OF THE FEMININE ORIFICE.

THE SEXUALITY OF THE ‘JACK’ EDGE IS A SUGGESTIVENESS OF ‘V-8’ FOR CAR ENGINES AND THE ‘AUTO’ STATES OF AWARENESS. IT IS THE PERFECTION OF A WOMAN FIGURE SKATER DOING A ‘FIGURE ‘8’ ON THE ICE [AH, THE ECHOES OF ‘PEGGY FLE‘MING’AND THE SENSE OF ‘PHLEGM’ AND ‘MING’ TIMINGS].

THE ‘NONSENSE’ MAKES ‘SENSE’ AS ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ AND ‘CANALIZED GOSSIP’. THE ‘TONES’ AND THE ‘TUNES’ ARE THE WAY OF THE ‘ONGOING’ MOMENTUM THAT GOES ON AND ON AND ON. THE ‘PLUGGING’ OF THE ‘8’ ORIFICES USING ‘PACIFIERS AND PILLS’ AS WAYS OF NUMBING AND DRONING IS THE ‘CURE’ OF THE VULNERABILITY, THE EMPTINESS, AND THE EXPOSURE.

‘SUGGESTION’ AND ‘ASSOCIATIONS’

THE ‘V-8’ VEGETABLE JUICE ECHOES IN THE BLOODY RED DRINK OF ‘SNAPPY TOMATO’ ASSOCIATIONS AND EXCESSES OF ‘VAMPS, VAMPIRES, AND SEXUALITY’. IT IS ALWAYS ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘ASSOCIATIVE SUGGESTIVENESS’ FLOWING OUT OF ‘MACHIAVELLI’ AS THE ‘CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT.

THE ‘PERVASIVENESS’ ECHOES ALL AROUND AS ‘KATDOLOGO’ EROS CHARGINGS ARE USED TO FEED UPON THE ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ EMOTIONAL STATES OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. THE ‘V-8’ ENGINES OF CARS ECHO IN DESIRES AND POWER OF POSSESSIONS AND POSSESSION.

‘ASS’ ‘SASS’ ‘SIN’ ‘NATION’

‘LET THEM SEE WHAT THEY’VE DONE. I WANT THEM TO SEE WHAT THEY’VE DONE’… IT IS ‘JACKIE’ KENNEDY BEING DEFIANT AND REFUSING TO CHANGE OUT OF HER ‘BLOOD-STAINED’ PINK CLOTHING. SHE HELD THE ‘BRAIN SPLATTERED PILL BOX HAT’ IN HER HANDS DURING THE BRIEF LYNDON JOHNSON ‘SWEARING-IN AS THE NEW PRESIDENT CEREMONY ABOARD ‘AIR FORCE ONE’.

IT IS JACKIE ASKING BOBBY KENNEDY… ‘WHAT’S THE LINE BETWEEN HISTORY AND DRAMA?

‘IT IS THE ‘JACK’ AND THE ‘PILL BOX HAT’’. IT IS THE ‘ECHOES’ OF THE PERVASIVENESS OF THE ‘WOUNDING’ TO THE ‘INNOCENCE’ OF AMERICA ONLY MATCHED BY THE MEDIA VENTILATION OF THE ‘9/11 WORLD TRADE CENTER MASSACRES’. THE ‘PILL BOX’ AND ‘THE TRADE CENTER’ ECHO IN AN EROS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’.

‘MONEY’ AND ‘MON’ ‘E’

IT IS A ‘WAY’ OF SEEING… MONEY IS MONEY... PEOPLE ARE NOT MONEY… IT’S ABOUT INTENTION THAT THERE IS NO ACCOUNTABILITY FOR THE PREDATORY WAYS THAT CONTRIBUTE TO MAKE THE ILLNESSES OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ SEEM ‘NORMAL’. MONEY IS THE ‘MON’ AND ‘E’ THAT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘8’ AT THE POINT OF THE ‘MONS’. IT IS THE ‘MON’ ARCH EDGE OF THE INERTIA. IT IS WHERE THE PSYCHE PLACE/ ‘STATE’ OF ‘MONSIGNOR’ AND ‘MONSOON’ MOVE WITH THE ‘WHETHER OR NOT’ EMPTINESS. IT IS ‘MOWS’ AND ‘MOSES’ OF ‘MOOS’ AND ‘MOONINGS’ THAT FLUIDLY MOVE ON THE EDGES OF ‘MON’ DAY OR ‘MONS’ WAY.

IT IS ‘JACK’ THE ‘MON’ DAY OF THE ‘LOST ARC’ OF THE ENERGY FERTILITY MOTIONS. THE AMERICAN ROYALTY INSIDERS OF THE ‘TIE-MING’ ARE THE BENEFICIARIES OF THE ‘IMPOSED’ ORDERING. THEIR ‘CUSTOMS’ ARE PASSED ON ‘AUTOMATICALLY’ AND FLOW INTO THE REST OF US.

‘JACK IT’

IT IS NOT AN ‘INVISIBLE HAND’, IT IS A ‘REAL’ CHARGE THAT MAKES THE ‘TALKING HEAD MEDIUMS’ USEFUL. IT IS DECIDED ‘WELL’-IN-‘ADVANCE’ ‘WHO’ THE ‘PLAYERS’ WILL BE. THE ‘CHARGED DEVELOPMENT’ IS THE BUILDING BLOCK PROCESS THAT IS POSITIONED IN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ORDERING. THIS IS THE PACING THAT IS THE ‘WELL’ ‘CH…CH’ LIKE THE ‘CHOO-CHOO’ AND THE ‘CHI-CHI’ THAT MAKES THE ‘MEDIUM’ MOMENTUM OF ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ ‘C.E.O.’ ‘JACK’ ‘WEL’ [‘L’] ‘CH’ [‘JACK WELCH’].

IT IS THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CONSCIOUSNESS OF SOCIAL WAYS AS ‘YOU ARE ‘WELCOME’. IT WAS RONALD REAGAN ALWAYS CALLING ‘WELL’ AS HE WOULD BEGIN TO RESPOND TO A QUESTION.

POWER IS IN ‘LOCATION…LOCATION…LOCATION’

‘JACK WELCH’ PERKS THE WAY FOR THE OTHERS… MAKES OUT LIKE A ‘BANDIT AND GETS THE ‘GIRL’ [A REPLACEMENT ‘GIRL’ WHO HAPPENED TO BE THE HEAD OF THE HARVARD BUSINESS SCHOOL. SHE IS THE ‘SUZY WETLAUFER’ AS AN ECHO OF ‘WET’ ‘LAW’ ‘FUR’. IT IS A ‘SMALL WORLD’ OF INTERCONNECTEDNESS.

THIS IS NO ‘HORATIO ALGER ‘TRUTH’. THEY ARE ‘PRIVILEGED AND ‘AMPLIFIED’. IT IS ‘MATCHING MATES AND SOUL MATING’ THROUGH NAMES AS FRAMES INTENSITIES AND DENSITIES. IT IS ENERGY AND KINETIC COMBUSTION AS AMPLIFIED AND ENHANCED. IT IS THE ‘BACK TO THE FUTURE’ STATEMENT OF ATTRACTION THAT ‘YOU ARE MY DENSITY’ IS SAID RATHER THAN YOU ARE MY ‘DESTINY’. IT IS ‘MING’ ORDERING THAT PLACES PEOPLE IN ‘RHYTHM’ LOCATIONS TO RESONATE TO THE ONGOING ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND ‘FERTILITY’.

IT IS THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ THAT SETS THE YIN AND YANG ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ ‘PACINGS’ AND ESTABLISHES THE ‘MODELS’ OF ‘SAVANTINGS’ AND ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’. IT IS THE ‘WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT’ MONEY SYSTEM INERTIA OF ASSUMPTIONS THAT SKEWS THE REST OF US. IT IS THE DRY ‘LAW’ OR THE ‘WET’ LAW THAT ECHOES FROM ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ ‘LICK’ SPARKINGS AND TRANSFERS.

IT IS ELEMENTAL ‘WATSON’. IT IS ‘SURE LOCK’ AS ‘NO SHIT SHERLOCK’. IT IS THE ‘LOCKS’ AND ‘DAMS’ OF THE WET WATER FLOWS. IT IS CONDUCTIVITY ACROSS THE WATERS AS ‘75%’ OF THE PHYSIOLOGY OF HUMANS IS ‘WATER/LIQUID’.

IT IS TRADES, TRANSFERRENCE AND EXCHANGES OF CHARGINGS…

IT EVOLVES OUT OF THE CONDUCTIVITY CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘COPPER’ OR ‘COPPERS’ WHO ARE THE LAW…THE COPING AND THE COPPING ALONG THE EDGES OF THE LAWS OF FLAWS AS WELL AS THE LAWS OF EMPIRE AND TAXATION…

‘TRUST THE FORCE LUKE’… ‘THEY RULE THE PACINGS AND THE ‘DAY TO DAY’. THE REST OF THE WORLD IS TOO BUSY SCRAMBLING TO SURVIVE WHILE THE ‘ELITE’ PREACH ‘SELF RELIANCE’ [WHEN THEY IN FACT, AS MEMBERS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ THEY ARE GETTING ‘JUICE’AND ‘AMPLIFICATION’]. IT IS ‘HYPOCRISY-DEMOCRACY’. THEY ARE THE OWNERS OF THE SYSTEM, THE REMOTE ‘AMPLIFIED AND ACCENTUATED’ WITH A ‘GIANT’ SUCKING SOUND.

THEY ARE THE RADIO WAVE ACCENTUATED THROUGH ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ STAR TUNING ‘BEINGS’. IT IS CERTAINLY A REAL QUESTION OF WHO IS REALLY AN ALIEN AND WHO IS ALIENATED. THEY ARE THE GIANT ‘SUCKING’ SOUND OF INERTIA THAT ‘ROSS PEROT’ DESCRIBED AS ‘WHOOSH’ WHEN THEY WERE DOING THE ‘NAFTA’ DEAL.

KAFKAESQUE

PITY POOR FRANZ KAFKA WHO WAS IN A DEEP RECEPTIVE SOUND SENSITIVE ‘F’. HIS ENERGY DISTRIBUTION PATTERN ‘MADE HIM’ FEEL LIKE A ‘GIANT BEETLE’ AND HIS ‘TERROR’ FLOWS WERE IN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ WIRING OF THE DOUBLE SOUL OF ‘KA’ ‘F’ ‘KA’ [THE REALM NEAR ‘CA CA’, YET A SPIRITUAL ‘KA’ EXPRESSION OF THE ‘GIANT’S LONELY COCKROACH IN THE ‘METAMORPHOSIS’.]

‘WAS ‘KA’ ‘F’ ‘KA’ A ‘DOUBLE /DOUBLE’ AROUND A DEEP FEMININE ‘F’?

THERE IS A PERSPECTIVE THAT FRANZ KAFKA WAS A FAILURE IN HIS PERSONAL LIFE AND THAT HIS CRITICAL COMMENTARY ON SOCIETY WAS AN EXPRESSION OF THE DEFEAT OF THE ‘HUMAN’ IN GENERAL… ‘HE IS CERTAIN OF THE TOTAL DEFEAT OF THE HUMAN ENTERPRISE AND ARRANGES TO FAIL IN HIS OWN LIFE IN ORDER TO BEAR WITNESS, BY HIS INDIVIDUAL DEFEAT, TO HUMAN DEFEAT IN GENERAL’[M.GREENBERG]

‘THE PAINFULNESS OF SOME SOUNDS’

I KNOW THE SAME ‘CRINGING’ FEELINGS THAT KAFKA EXPRESSED ABOUT THE SENSITIVITY TO THE ‘PAINFULNESS OF SOME SOUNDS’… OF BEING AT THE MERCY OF ‘LOUD’ PEOPLE AND ‘LOUD’ SOUNDS [THE DIFFICULTY OF BEING A ‘SOUNDING BOARD/LISTENING POST’].

THE ACTOR MARLON BRANDO ONCE COMMENTED THAT HE HAD GONE TO DOCTORS TO HELP HIM BECAUSE HE FELT VULNERABLE TO SOME SOUNDS…PARTICULARLY WHEN HE WAS ‘UNABLE TO ‘HEAR’ IN CERTAIN SOUND ALTERED STATES’. MARLON BRANDO CERTAINLY ACCUMULATED A LOT OF ‘MASS’ TO COPE WITH THE PAINFULNESS OF PENETRATING/VIBRATORY SOUNDS.

I REMEMBER THE EARLY STAGES OF MY TRANSITIONS IN THE 1980’S WHEN THERE WAS AN EXCRUCIATING LEVEL OF PAIN THAT OCCURRED WHEN I INADVERTENTLY ‘BUMPED’ TWO DISHES AGAINST ONE ANOTHER IN MY KITCHEN CABINET. I HAVE SPENT MANY YEARS AS A ‘THIN SKINNED MAN’ AS I SOUGHT TO RECOVER MY HUMANNESS FROM THE ‘DAMAGES’ OF EARLY TRAUMA AND WOUNDEDNESS.

‘POST TRAUMA VIBRATORY STATES’

IT WAS A TIME SHORTLY AFTER I HAD REMOVED THE‘EYELASH’ FROM UNDER MY EYELID [IT HAD BEEN EMBEDDED THERE UNDER MY RIGHT EYELID SINCE THE MOMENT THAT MY RIGHT THUMB JAMMED IT UP UNDER THE LID AS MY FACE HIT THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF THE GLASS DISPLAY CASE OF THE 40 FOETUSES IN ‘1958’]. WHEN I REMOVED THE LASH IN1981 OR SO THERE WAS AN ENORMOUS RELIEF OF PAIN. IT WAS SO OVERWHELMING THAT IT TOOK ME A FEW MINUTES [‘YEARS’] TO GRASP THE TRUTH OF IT…

IT WAS A SIGN OF THE READINESS THAT I WAS EMERGING FROM THE CAVE OF THE ‘SPELL’… THE DEEP ‘ECHO’ PLACE OF THE SOUL WHERE ‘NARCISSUS’ WOULD NEVER FIND ‘HER’ …FOR SHE WOULD BE LOST IN THE WEBBING OF HER OWN ADAPTING TO THE ECHOES OF ‘MATTER’ [‘ECHO’].

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MY PERSONAL HISTORY WAS TO REGENERATE FROM AN UNBALANCED AND A ‘COLLAPSED RIGHT SIDE’ [IN 1980, THE NEW YORK CITY, CENTRAL PARK SOUTH DOCTOR-LARRY MYERS SAID THAT ‘IT WAS TOO TREACHEROUS TO OPERATE ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER AREA’… THERE WERE’ CALCIUM DEPOSITS AND A BLOOD CLOT’…I WAS VERY ‘SPLIT-OFF’ FROM MYSELF.] I REMEMBER A LATE FRIDAY NIGHT IN THE EARLY 1980’S WHEN I FELT THAT THE ‘CLOT’ WAS BREAKING LOOSE AND I THOUGHT THAT I MIGHT DIE. ‘I PRAYED ON MY KNEES’ THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO SURVIVE. I DID SURVIVE YET IT WAS ONLY THE BEGINNING.

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AS MEDIUMS, WE ARE ALWAYS IN THE ‘NIETZSCHE’ DESCRIBED RHYTHM OF ‘ETERNAL RECURRENCE’. WE LIVE IN THE ‘MANAGED NIGHTMARE’ OF BEING ‘MEDIUMS’ IN THE ELECTRO-COLONY. THE ‘WIZARD OF OZ’ IS THE FANTASY VERSION OF MELTING DOWN OR DROPPING A HOUSE ON THE ‘WITCHES’. IT IS THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ QUEST TO RESOLVE ONE’S COMPLEX STATES OF KNOWING. IT IS A JOURNEY THROUGH ‘FLUIDITY’ AND THE FACING OF ‘YIN/YANG’ RANGINGS THAT IS IN THE CRISIS OF ‘WHICH IS’.

IT IS MY AWARENESS OF MY ‘3’ SIDED COIN OF BEING RECEPTIVE…

‘FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS AS HE/SHE CAN BEAR’…W.H.AUDEN

JUDY GARLAND WAS A ‘SAVANT PERFORMER’ IN THE HOLLYWOOD DREAM FACTORY WHO SUFFERED IN THE CONTRADICTIONS OF THE ‘ILLUSIONS AND DREAMS OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY. SHE NEEDED MORE AND MORE ‘DRUGS’ AND ALCOHOL TO TRY TO GET CONTROL OF THE ‘HOMEOSTATIC-SKEW’ THAT WAS HER ‘NORMAL’ CENTER. LIKE REAGAN SHE WAS AT HOME WHEN ‘PERFORMING’ IN A ‘ROLE’. THE REST OF THE TIME THE ‘ANXIETY’ WAS DIFFICULT TO CONTROL OR MANAGE.

NOT EVERYONE IS USED AND COMPENSATED AT HIGH LEVELS… MANY ARE MERE ANGRY BATTERIES STRUGGLING TO MAKE A BASIC LIVING WHILE ‘BRANDED’ INTO ORDINARY ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. MANY ARE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ TYPES YEARNING TO BE ON STAGE AND ALWAYS AVAILABLE

THE SAVANT MEDIUMS POSSESS AN IMBALANCED POWER OF ‘ATTRACTION’…AN ‘INVISIBLENESS’ OF DRAWING THE WORTH OF THE ‘OTHER’… THEY ARE ‘YIN’ PEOPLE WHO MAY NEVER ACHIEVE A BALANCING ‘YANG’. THEY HELP OTHERS TO ‘JIMMIE’ IT AND THEY HELP OTHERS TO ‘JACK’ IT.

THE ‘EXCITEMENT’ OF THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF BEING A MEDIUM IS A NIGHTMARE THAT THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS TYPES’ CHANNEL INTO ‘HELPFULNESS’. THEY SHARE THE BURDENS AND COMMISERATE WITH THE OTHERS WHO SHARE A SIMILAR PLIGHT. THEY BELIEVE THAT WHAT THEY DO IS AN IMPORTANT PART OF A GREAT TIDE OR A BIG WAVE.

THEY DO ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’ AS A WAY OF LIFE.

‘ANYONE WHO MERELY OBEYS CEASES TO BE HEARD’ [LUCE IRAGARAY]

MANY ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO ‘LIVE’ IN A ‘NON-ORDINARY’ REALITY ARE ‘AIR WAVE HAUNTED’. THEY ARE IMBALANCED WITHOUT THE ‘TALENT’ THAT MAKES A ‘GURU’ OR ‘ELDER’ SEEK TO DEVELOP THEM. THEY SURVIVE CLINGING TO ANY ‘KNOWLEDGE’ THAT IS ‘AN EXPLANATION’ FOR THEIR STRUGGLES’.

THESE ‘NON-ORDINARY’ PEOPLE BELIEVE IN THE ‘ALIEN ABDUCTIONS’AND THE ‘TIME TRAVEL’ BECAUSE IT IS THE ONLY EXPLANATION THAT GETS CIRCULATED. IT IS AN ‘IMAGINARY’ SOLUTION THAT ONE USES TO TRY TO HEAL THE LOST ‘INNOCENCE’ [THE ‘ANGER TURNED INWARD’ THAT NO ONE DID ANYTHING TO PROTECT OR HELP ‘ME’ WHEN I WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL OR A LITTLE BOY… NO ONE DID ANYTHING TO TELL ME WHAT ‘THEY’ WERE DOING].

IT IS THE SEPARATE REALITY OF COMPLEX CREATIVE ARTISTS AND ‘PSYCHIC TYPES’ THAT IS ‘WATCHED OVER AND GUIDED’.

‘SENSITIVITY TO STIMULI’

IT IS THE FEAR OF THE ‘SHOWER SCENE’ IN THE MOVIE ‘PSYCHO’ THAT ‘ECHOES’ AS ‘NOR’ ‘MAN’ ‘BATES’ AND ‘SLASHES’ [THE VULNERABILITY OF CREATIVE BEINGS IN THE MIDST OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ TRANSITIONAL STATES]. WHEN ‘PSYCHICS’ ARE CHILDREN, THEY ARE VULNERABLE TO THE WINDS OF THE ‘ORDINARY’. MANY HAVE TO ‘CONTROL’ BY MAINTAINING ‘THE RIGHT FEEL’ AS THEIR CREATIVE POTENTIAL IS EXPANDING FASTER THAN THE AWARENESS OF THE OTHERS WHO ARE FASCINATED WITH THE LATEST FAD OR FASHION, SPORTS OR MUSIC VIDEO. THESE CREATIVE COMBUSTION ‘KIDS’ ARE AROUSED AT LEVELS OF RECEPTIVITY THAT CAUSE THEM TO BE OUT OF SYNC WITH THE OTHERS.

CURIOSITY IS THE ESSENCE OF THE CREATIVE… THE ‘CAT’ SEARCHING AND PLAYING THAT IS A CONTRADICTORY QUEST FOR ‘SOLITUDE’ AND ‘RECOGNITION’. IT IS A TIME OF TESTING AND ASSERTING TO KNOW THE REALITY OF THEIR ENVIRONMENT AT A COMPLEX LEVEL.

THE GREAT COMPOSER BEETHOVEN CONTINUED GENERATING MASTERPIECES EVEN AFTER HE BECAME DEAF. THERE IS AWARENESS THAT HE BROKE MANY PIANOS AND OBJECTS [CRASHING ON THE FLOOR] AND THEREBY DERIVED A ‘VIBRATORY CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF THE REAL. IT IS THE UNHEARD SOUND THAT IS FELT THAT ECHOES THE WISDOM OF WHAT THE CURIOUS CHILD SEEKS TO KNOW. THE BEHAVIORS SHOULD BE LOOKED AT IN TERMS OF THE RESPONSE ‘ELICITATION’ THAT THE CHILD SEEKS TO ACHIEVE.

MANY CREATIVE CHILDREN DEMAND ATTENTION TO THEIR OWN AGENDA THUS FINDING THE ‘OUTLET’ FOR THE GENERATIVE FROM THEIR CREATIVE COMBUSTION OVERLOAD. TRADITIONAL USE OF PAINTS, MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS OR ART/DANCE CLASSES MAY NOT BE ENOUGH. THE PERSONAL STRUGGLE IS THE ‘GENIUS’ OF THE ‘INDIVIDUATION PROCESS’. THE ‘ORIGINAL’ MAY OR MAY NOT BE THE EVENTUAL RESULT. THE COURAGE AS WELL AS THE OPPORTUNITY TO GENERATE MAY BE THE REAL BASIS FOR ‘CREATIVE GROWTH AND MATURATION’.

‘AUTISM’ MAY BE SOURCED IN THE STRUGGLE TO ‘INTUIT’ THE DIFFERENCES OF ‘STATES OF MIND’…A PROBLEM OF BEING UNABLE TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN HUMANS AND OBJECTS…AN INABILITY TO ‘INFER THE STATE OF MIND’ OF ANOTHER…A WITHDRAWAL INTO FEAR AND NOT WANTING TO BE HURT…AN AVOIDANCE OF CONNECTION DUE TO TOO MUCH TRAFFIC…TOO MUCH CONFUSION…TOO MUCH AROUSAL…

IS ‘OUGHTISM’ AND ‘AUTISM’ A HESITANCY OF PULLING BACK INSTEAD OF GOING FORWARD…ONE IS UNABLE TO DO YET ‘FREEZES’ AS AN INNER JUDGEMENT OF ‘OUGHT’… IS IT AS ‘SHOULD’ AND ‘WOULD’ THAT EXISTS WITHIN YET DOES NOT STEP FORWARD TO DO…

WHERE IS THE POINT OF LIGHT CONTACT THAT BRIDGES THE FEAR? WHERE IS ONE ABLE TO ‘INTUIT’ AND BELIEVE THAT ONE ‘TRUSTS’ IN THE STATE OF THE PERSON ONE IS ENCOUNTERING…DO WE HAVE ENOUGH CAPACITY TO MEET AS ONE IS WITH THE OTHER AS THE OTHER ‘IS’…

RESEARCH FROM THE UNIVERSITY OF PARMA IN ITALY CITES THE IMPORTANCE OF ‘MIRROR NEURONS’.

‘MIRROR NEURONS’ ALLOW HUMANS TO GRASP THE MINDS[ACTIONS, INTENTIONS, EMOTIONS] OF OTHERS THROUGH DIRECT STIMULATION…BY FEELING NOT BY THINKING…IT IS THE PROCESS OF UNDERSTANDING THE COMMUNICATIONS OF THE OTHERS…THE SOCIAL BEHAVIORS AND THE PSYCHE IMITATIONS OF DOING WHAT THE OTHER DOES WITHIN OUR OWN ‘VISUALIZATION’…IT IS ‘INSTINCT’ AND ‘INTUITION’ AS ONE IS ABLE TO ‘FEEL’ WHAT IS GOING ON…TO FEEL WHAT THE OTHER IS FEELING BECAUSE ONE IS ABLE TO SIMULATE THE ACTION WITHIN…ONE’S OWN AREAS OF RESPONSE ARE ‘ACTIVATED’ TO FEEL WHAT IS BEING FELT BY THE OTHER…

IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘TRANSFERRENCE’ AS ‘EMOTIONAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL’ PROCESSES ARE ACTIVATED AND ‘SHARED’ AT SOME ‘DEEP’ LEVEL OF CONNECTION.

‘CONTEMPT AND FEELINGS OF ABANDONMENT’

THERE IS A COMPELLING SENSE OF CONTEMPT THAT DERIVES FROM THE FEELINGS OF ‘LACK OF SAFETY’ AND EARLY CHILDHOOD ‘ALIENATION’ AND ‘ENERGY CHARGED PROTECTION’. IT IS A WAY OF ‘SEEING’ A DIFFERENT WORLD. IT MAKES ONE FEEL A GREATER SENSE OF ABANDONMENT.

SO MUCH DEPENDS ON THE EARLY YEARS AND THE OPPORTUNITIES TO GROW TO EXPRESS, TO BE HEARD, TO USE ONE’S SKILLS, TO USE ONE’S TALENTS, TO APPLY ONE’S KNOWLEDGE…TO ACCESS ONE’S POTENTIAL AND TO DEVELOP HEALTHY AND POSITIVE WAYS TO RELATE.

SO MUCH DEPENDS UPON ‘RESOURCE’ AND CARE AS ‘FRUSTRATION’ SEEKS KNOWLEDGE TO GROW INSTEAD OF BEING ‘BLOCKED’

‘TIME LOST CAN NEVER BE RECOVERED’.

‘THE ECHOES OF ‘TRAUMA’ RESONATE AS ‘LIFE DEFINED’ BETWEEN THE ‘PARALLEL BARS’ OF A ZONE MOVING IN A ‘CIRCLE’ IN A ‘CYCLE’.

IT IS ENERGY AND LIFE FORCE IN ‘IMPOSED ORDERING’. IT IS THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ AS A QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE. IT IS THE CONTROL OF POTENTIAL ENCOUNTER AND THE SUPPRESSION OF ‘CHOICE’. IT IS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY OF DUALITY AND ‘LIFE’ IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY.

IT IS A VULNERABILITY TO THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘ACCENTUATION’ AS A PRESSURE TO OPTIMIZE WAYS OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’.

THERE IS A WISH AND A HOPE TO BE A ‘DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH’ AS ONE PURSUES AN INNER NECESSITY DRAMA.

IT IS A WISH THAT ONE WILL GET SOMETHING FOR ALL OF THE SUFFERING [THE SOUL CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IS IN THE ‘HOPE’ THAT SOMEONE UP THERE REALLY DOES ‘LIKE ME’.]

‘THE HARVESTING OF THE FEW’

THE SYSTEM FEEDS OFF AN ‘EXCESS’ OF CREATIVE AND HOPEFUL ‘DREAMERS’ [‘NAME BRAND’ TALENTS THAT ARE COMPONENTS OF AN ‘ENERGY POOL’]. IT IS THE ‘ONGOING’ FILTRATION OF PERFORMERS ‘RISING’ IN ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ AND FALLING IN ‘EXPENDABILITY’ THROUGH THE TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMID. IT IS A ‘HARVESTING OF THE FEW’ TO GENERATE A MAXIMIZATION OF THE ‘MONEY’ VALUE. IT IS THE CONTROL OF THE ‘SUPPLY’ FOSTERING A DEMAND FOR MORE OF THE SAME.

‘NAME’ AS THE ‘CREATIVE WAY’

THE CENTURIES OF RENAMINGS’…‘O’ VALUED NAMES AND CALLINGS ARE IN THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ RHYTHMS AND ‘AFFILIATIONS’ OF ‘ORDERING’. ‘THE DEEP DAUGHTER YIN STATE’… THE YIN ‘O’ OF OPPRESSED PEOPLE…THE MIRRORINGS OF ECHOES AND RESONANCE…THE ‘MEANING’ OF THE ‘VALUED’ NAME…

IT IS THE HERITAGE OF SOUND ‘USEFULNESS’ AS HUMAN HISTORY HAS DEFINED THE ‘NAME ECHO’ AS THE KEY ‘ASSOCIATION’ OF THE CREATIVE WAY. IN THE PAST THOUSAND YEARS, MANY ‘NAMES WERE FRAMED AS CRAFTS’ [‘SHOEMAKER’ AND ‘CARPENTER’] AND MANY ELITE WERE GIVEN ‘AUTHORITY’ BY DEVELOPING ‘SOUND VALUE’ [‘CHURCHILL’] THERE IS A ‘SACRED ECHO’ IN THE ‘CHURCH… ‘H’IL OR ‘HE WILL’ RESONANCE. IT IS A COMPLEX PLANE OF FLUIDITY AND INERTIA. WHO CONTROLS THE MOMENTUM OF THE GAME? WHO DEFINES THE TONES OF THE COMMUNITY? WHAT NAME RESONATES AS A UNIFIER OF ENERGIES.

WHAT IS THE FERTILITY VALUE OF THE ‘SOUND’ COMMON TO ALL…THE SOUND OF ‘SHOEMAKER’[‘SHOO’ OR ‘SHOOZE’] OR ‘BUSH’[FERTILITY OR LESS THAN MAJOR LEAGUE OR JUNGLE DANGER WILDERNESS BUSH]?

WHAT ARE THE LATEST ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS AND NAMES ?

THE NAME IS A ‘KEY’ TO THE ‘SLOTTING’ AND ‘ORDERING’ OF ‘MING’. IT IS THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE STATE’ THAT IS THE BASIS OF A COMMON ‘FOCUS’. IT IS THE ‘PRESIDENTIAL’ TUNE OF THE TIMES. IT IS THE ‘ACCENTUATION’ OF THE NAME DRIVING TOWARD THE ‘GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION’.

A THOUSAND YEARS AGO WILLIAM THE CONQUEROR ESTABLISHED RULES WHICH REQUIRED THE ‘SUBJECTS’ TO HAVE ‘LAST NAMES’. MANY CHOSE THE NAMES OF NEIGHBORHOODS, ANIMALS, NATURE AND OBJECTS. IT WAS THE ‘MASS’ WAY TO MAINTAIN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ WAY [THE ‘SPELLING’ OF A WAY OF LIFE]. IT IS THE ‘SPELLBOUND’ ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF RESONANCE [THE PENETRATION OF BEING POSITIONED TO REPRESENT A ‘STATE’ OF ‘BEING’]. IT IS THE ‘ORDERING’ AND ‘OWNERSHIP’ THROUGH SYSTEMATIC CHARGINGS AND CHANNELLINGS. IT IS THE ‘CHARGED NAME’ THAT SETS THE ‘TONE’ OF THE ‘STATE WE ARE IN’.

IT IS TUNING AND TONING INTO THE CHARGED REALM OF ENERGY ACCENTUATED SAVANTS , MEDIUMS AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATES. IT IS PASSING THROUGH A LAYERING PLANE OF AWARENESS TO BE IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE DYNAMISM OF ‘322 TIME’. IT IS THE ONGOING ‘DEEP POLITICS’ STRUGGLE FOR DIRECTION OF ‘MONEY AND POWER’ AS ‘SOUNDNESS’ OF THE SYSTEM.

‘SPELLING AND SPELLBOUND TIMINGS’

IT IS THE SUCCESS OF THE TELEVISION PRODUCER ‘AARON SPELLING’ THAT MESMERIZES MILLIONS WHO GLAZE ON MEDIA SCREENS OF SOAP AND FLASHING LIGHTS OF ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ ENTERTAINMENT.

IT IS CONCEPTUAL AS THE DEVELOPING OF ‘NATIONS’ INTEGRATING MANY’ INNER STATES’ IS SIMILAR TO THE PROCESS OF INDIVIDUALS INTEGRATING MANY INNER STATES. IT IS THE 13 ORIGINAL STATES EVOLVING INTO THE 50 STATES OF UNITING THE UNITED STATES. IT IS THE NEVERENDING ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ AND REPLACING STATES TO BIRTH NEW STATES… DESTROYING STADIUMS AND FACILITIES TO BUILD NEW ONES…THE BREAKING DOWN OF THE ‘WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE’ THAT IS REPLACED.

IT IS THE FIXATION OF BELIEF THAT COMPELS ADHERENCE TO THE VISION IN ONE’S EYES AS PEOPLE TEND ‘TO SEE WHAT THEY WANT TO SEE’ RATHER THAN WHAT MIGHT BE REALLY ‘TAKING PLACE’.FAITH AND BELIEF HELP PEOPLE TO LIVE DURING ‘TRYING TIMES’…ENDURING SUFFERING AND GETTING THROUGH PERSONAL LOSS AND TRIALS OF THE HEART.

THE FORCES OF DEEP POLITICS KNOW HOW TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE ‘ROLES’ THAT CHURCHES PLAY IN ORDERING…THE LINKAGE OF ‘MISSIONARIES’ AND ‘EMPIRE’ IS A BIG PART OF THE ‘CONQUESTS’ OF ‘INDIGENOUS PEOPLES’. THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE COMPELS ‘REACTIVITY’ AS PEOPLE RECOIL TO THEIR TRUNKS IN BENDING AND BOWING FOR FAITH AND STRENGTH TO ‘GO ON’ AS THE FORCES OF DARKNESS FEED OFF OF THE DESTRUCTIVENESS.

SPELLS, LOGOS AND LOW GHOSTS

THE POWER OF ‘LOGOS’ AND ‘LOW-GHOSTS’ IS THE ‘EVERYWHERE’ VIA SATELLITES AND ‘CELLS’. EVEN THE LANGUAGE IS THAT OF A HUMAN MICROCOSM [‘CELLULAR’]. THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ OR ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ IS AN OCCUPIED TERRAIN OF ‘MASS’ CONTROL …A‘DRONING REPETITIVENESS’ OF MESMERIZING/ HYPNOTIZING/ SPELLBOUND/ SOUND BLINDING ‘TIMES’ OF STOPPING TIME AS THE AUDIENCE ‘TRANCES’ AND ‘EATS’.

AN ELECTRONIC SURROGATE EXPERIENCES ‘POWERLESSNESS’ IN THE ‘TRANCE’ LEVEL OF BEING OCCUPIED… ‘BEING UNDER SOME CONTROL’ THAT COMPELS COMPLIANCE. A MEDIUM OR ENERGY SAVANT PERFORMER SURROGATE IS PRESSURED INTO A VERY NARROW RANGE OF ‘CHOICES’ THROUGH REMOTE CHARGINGS OF ‘MERIDIAN CHARGINGS. THE ‘LIGHTNING IN THE BLOOD’ STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ COMPELS ENCOUNTER OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AS ONE ‘DOES WHATEVER ONE HAS TO DO’.

‘DEFENSIVENESS’ BECOMES A FORM OF COMPLIANCE…A ‘ROLE’ FOR ‘PERFORMANCE’ AS ONE BECOMES THE ‘ACTOR’ THAT DREAMS MORE AND MORE OF THE SELF INTO A ‘PERFORMANCE’.

YOU BECOME MORE OF A DREAM AND THE ‘ELDER’ OR ‘BOKA/BOCA’ SOURCE MASTER DIRECTS YOU IN YOUR DREAM OR ‘SPELLBOUND’ STATE.

THE ‘THREAT OF ANNIHILATION’[THE ZAP OR ‘LIGHTNING IN THE BLOOD’] ALWAYS MAKES THIS A SURVIVAL STATE OF DOING WHATEVER ONE HAS TO DO OR MAY BE ABLE TO DO TO KEEP FROM LOSING ‘GROUND’.

IN THE CHAOS OF THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ DESIRE CLOUDS THE GRASP OF WHAT IS OCCURRING AND ‘SUGGESTION’ SEEMS TO BE THE BEST ‘WAY’ OUT OF THE CRISIS’.

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THE ‘PAN’ HANDLE OF THE ‘CAT’ AND THE ‘COIN’

‘THUMB FLIPPING’ AND ‘COIN TOSSING’, ‘THUMBS UP OR DOWN’ TO DECIDE A FATE, THE ‘ANXIETY OF THE MOMENT OF UNCERTAINTY’… A BOKA ‘DIVINATION’ OR AN ‘I-CHING’ TOSS TO SEEK A ‘SOURCING’. IT IS A TIME OF ‘REEDING’ AND A TIME OF TESTING THE WIND.

THE VISION AND SENSITIVITY OF THE WEATHER VANE ‘ROOSTER’ MOVING INTO ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS IN THE WHETHER ‘VANITY’ OR ‘VAIN’ ISSUE OF THE CHARGED STATES OF SWINGING FROM ‘YIN TO YANG’… THE ONGOING REACTIVITY TO THE ‘HORRORS OF THE DREAMS OF MADMEN’… WHAT SAFE WAY IS IN THE EYES OF A CANARY WARY OF WHAT IS SEEN?

THE ‘PAN’ AND ‘NICK’ OF THE POSSIBILITY… THE ‘SOURCE MASTER’ MOVES INTO ‘CREATIVE WILL’ TO DIVINE FEAR AND REACTIVITY AND GENERATE A NEW DIRECTION. IT IS THE ‘LIFE VALUED GROUNDING’ THAT IS EITHER ‘LOST’ OR ‘CHANNELLED’ IN THE MOMENT OF THE ‘ZAP’ CRISIS. IT IS THE TIME WHEN ‘SUGGESTION’ AND ‘CHANNELLED’ DIRECTION IS DETERMINED. THE ‘EASY WAY’ IS FOR ONE TO JUST KEEP DOING WHAT ONE HAS ALWAYS BEEN DOING… IT IS THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE [POSSIBLY ‘SPELLBOUND PARALYSIS’ AS ‘COMPLIANCE’ IS THE ‘VALUED MOTION’ AND THE WAY TO ‘STAY GROUNDED’].

ONE MUST DEFINE THE ‘MAXIMUM LEVEL OF ACCEPTABLE COMPLIANCE’ THAT SEEMS BENEFICIAL TO HEALTH AND WELL-BEING AND ALSO MAINTAINS ONE’S MOMENTUM OF ‘DEVELOPMENT AND ACHIEVEMENT’. THE ‘MEDIUM’ HAS TO LEARN [WHEN ‘CHARGED’] THAT HE OR SHE IS SIMPLY AN ORDINARY PERSON FUNCTIONING IN A ‘HYPERCHARGED STATE’ TO PROVIDE A MESSAGE OR SERVICE TO THE ‘OTHERS’.

IT IS THE ECHO OF A FAST FOOD COMMERCIAL… ‘MEDIUM CHARGE… ORDER A LARGE’.

IT IS THE EROS OF THE ONGOING THAT BLINDS AND BINDS. IT IS THE TIME OF

DETERMINING ‘WHAT PATHING TREASURES THE HEART’ WHEN THE RISING

SHADOWS THREATEN EXISTENCE. IT IS A FEELING OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’ DOING

‘TRADES AND EXCHANGES’ TO GAIN SOME FORM OF LEVERAGE EVEN IF IT IS TO

STAY IN THE SAME PLACE…KNOWING A ‘TEMPORARY’ WAY OF SERVING.

PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH’S SUPPOSED ‘SKULL AND BONES’ NICKNAME WAS ‘TEMPORARY’… A ROLE OF AN ORDINARY ‘YIN’ REPRESENTING THE ‘ELITE’ WARS FOR THE DIRECTION OF THE 21ST CENTURY… A ‘MEDIUM’ MESSENGER.

THE ‘INERTIA RHYTHMS’…THE PACE…THE RACINESS AND THE RACE…THE ‘322 TEMPO’ OF BEING ‘5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’ IS THE WAY THAT ‘GOVERNS THE GOVERNORS’

IN THE LAST GENERATION THE ‘FEW’ AND THE ‘ELITE’ HAVE EXPANDED THEIR ‘REIGN’ BY ‘COOPTING’ THE EMERGING POLITICAL LEADERS THROUGH CONTROL OF THE COSTS OF ELECTIONS AND BY CARVING UP THE INSTITUTIONS [A ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ PRIVATISATION CONSEQUENCE]. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ AND ‘PERFORMERS’ HAVE BEEN MERELY BLOWING IN THE WINDS OF THE ‘GIANTS’ AND GETTING BOUGHT OFF WITH THE GREED OF ‘RIDICULOUS SALARIES’ AND PAYMENTS TOTALLY OUT OF BALANCE

THERE IS A SLOW POISONING AFFECT TO ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ IN THIS LACK OF ‘EQUITY’

THE ‘ELITE’ PREACH ‘MARKET VALUE’ WHEN THE UNDERPINNING OF THE SYSTEM IS ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’ AND A STANDARD DISPLAYING ‘AMPLIFIED PEFORMERS’ AS THE ‘EXCEPTIONS THAT MAKE THE RULES’.

WE SEE ‘ILLUSION’ AND ARE TOLD THAT ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ IS THE BASIS FOR THE SUCCESS. ‘NO MODERN TALENT’ OR ‘DREAM TEAM RARE AIR PERFORMER’ HAS BECOME EXCELLENT USING MERE SELF ESTEEM.

IT IS THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF REINFORCED CHARGES THAT HONE A ‘TALENT’ OR A ‘PERFORMANCE’ MODE…ONE BECOMES ‘MORE SO’ UNLESS ONE REDISTRIBUTES AND REBALANCES WITH AN ‘INTENTION’ OF HEALING AND WHOLISM RATHER THAN MERE ‘SAVANTING’ OF REPETITIVE WAYS…

THE SOCIO-ECONOMIC REWARDS THE NARROWNESS OF SAVANTING AND LOOKS THE OTHER WAY WHEN TALENTS LOSE BODY FACULTIES THROUGH EXCESSIVE LEVERAGINGS IN THE LONG TERM…

THE ‘ENERGY ACCENTUATION CHARGES’ ARE THE NAME OF THE GAME FOR THE ‘ARISTOCRACY PILLARS’ AS WELL AS THE ‘SPORTS AND ENTERTAINMENT’ MEDIUMS AND ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’. TEMPERING AMBITIONS AND KNOWING ONE MAY BE A ‘DREAM TEAM OPERA CLOCK’ IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE HEART INSTEAD OF A DESIRE TO BE IN THE SPOTLIGHT…

THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ PILLARS AND PERFORMERS AVOID THE HEADLINES THAT ‘ORDER THE DAY TO DAY. THEY HAVE ALWAYS RELIED ON ‘PAWNS AND SUBSTITUTES’ TO TAKE THE PRESSURES OF THE COMMUNITY. THE MEDIUMS EXPERIENCE THE ‘MARK IT’ AND THE AUDIENCE IS HERDED INTO ‘MARKET’ SHARE. IT IS IN THE ECHOES OF THE TUNINGS AND TONES… THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘INTEGRATIVE MERGINGS OF EMPIRE’ IS LIKE A DECK OF CARDS THAT GETS RESHUFFLED CONSTANTLY.

THE ELITES PREACH THE VALUE OF THE MARKET PLACE WHEN THEY CONTROL ACCESS AND ASSUMPTIONS OF THE ‘GAME’. THE NEGATION OF LABOR UNIONS AND THE FOSTERING OF THE ‘CHEAPNESS’ OF LABOR IS BUILT INTO THE ASSUMPTIONS OF HOW WE SEE WHAT THEY WANT US TO SEE. JACK WELCH THE EX CEO OF G.E. PREACHES THAT THE MARKET PLACE HAS DEFINED THE RATIO OF CEO SALARIES AS BEING 400 OR MORE TO ONE OVER THE PAY OF THE ORDINARY EMPLOYEE…

OF COURSE THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ RELYING ON ‘SHAREHOLDERS’ AND TERRORIZING EMPLOYEES BY GETTING RID OF THEM…MAKING BASIC HEALTH AND EDUCATION VERY EXPENSIVE AND ALLOCATING TRILLIONS TO THE MILITARY-INDUSTRIAL-GOVERNMENT-ACADEMIC-MEDIA COMPLEX INSTEAD OF TO THE SPIRIT OF THE COMMON GOOD GROUND FLOOR CERTAINLY IS A MARKET SHARE INFLUENCE. ASSASSINATIONS AND ELIMINATIONS OF POTENTIAL LEADERS CONFRONTING THE INJUSTICE OF THE COMPENSATION NIGHTMARE AND VALUE SYSTEM IS ALSO A ‘MARKET FACTOR’…SO IS THE DRUGGING AND SEDUCTION OF THE ENTIRE POPULATION THAT FEELS POWERLESS TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE INJUSTICE IN HOW THE ‘TOP DOWN ECONOMICS’ NEVER SEEMS TO ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ INTO A HEALTHY AND SAFE ‘GROUND FLOOR’.

SECTION EIGHT.

‘THERE IS A POISON IN THE COURT THAT WILL KILL US ALL’ [CAMELOT]

THE EXCESSES OF DIONYSIAN FERTILITY ‘COLLIDE’ WITH THE GREED OF WALL STREET ON MEDIA SCREENS ALONG THE TOP EDGE OF THE ‘FRUSTRUM’ OF THE PYRAMID…IT IS THE ‘PLANE’ OF EROS AND MONEY.

THE PLANE OF THE ‘BUFFER CLASS OF GOSSIP AND MEDIA TALKING HEADS’ IS THE DIVIDING LINE BETWEEN THE RULING CLASS CONE AT THE TOP AND THE ‘TRAPEZOIDAL ANVIL FRUSTRUM’ DOWN BELOW. IT IS THE PLATEAU OF ‘DRAMA THEATER’ WHERE EVERYONE WATCHES THE PHASES OF THE‘MOON’ AND WISHES FOR A POT OF GOLD.

THE ‘EVENT’ OF THE WEEK, THE NOVELTY OR TRIVIAL ‘EXCITEMENT’, THE ‘REALLY BIG ‘SHOO’’ OF THE DAY ALL BECOME PART OF AN ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ NUMBING THAT BECOMES MORE VALUABLE THAN THE REAL. IT IS ‘THE ONE’ OUT OF THE ‘MANY’ GETTING THE ‘SPECIAL TREATMENT’ WHEN ‘BASICS’ ARE STILL NOT BEING PROVIDED.

‘DANCE AND TRANCE’ AFFORDS ‘THE MANY’ A WAY TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY’… ‘GOSSIP’ AND ‘TALKING HEADS’ FACILITATE THE ‘SHIFTS’ ON THE ELECTRONIC OCEAN OF THE LATEST FADS AND WAVES.

MORE VALUABLE THAN LIFE ITSELF.

THE ‘SAVANTS’ AND ‘MEDIUM’ PERFORMERS ARE ‘DESPERATE ENOUGH’ TO TRADE OFF THEIR ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’ FOR AN INTENSE ‘CHANNELLING’ OF ENERGIES THROUGH ‘SKILL’ CORRIDORS WITHIN THE BODY. IT IS THE TRANSFERRENCE OF ENERGY INTO ‘MERIDIAN’ POINTS OF LIGHT CORRIDORS FOR ‘AMPLIFIED RHYTHMS’ OF ‘ACCOMPLISHMENT’ THAT IN ESSENCE MEANS THE ‘VALUED LEVERAGING’ IS ‘WORTH MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF’. THE ‘EMULATIONS AND IMITATIONS’ ARE ‘DISTORTIONS’ CONSTANTLY PERFORMED FOR A VERY HUNGRY AUDIENCE.

HOW DO WE GET TO THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ IN THE MIDST OF SUCH ‘TOP DOWN’ DEFINED MOMENTUM IN THE CONSTANCY OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’? HOW DO WE GET A HEALTHY ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ FOUNDATION FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’?

THE BASIC RIGHTS AND PRIVILEGES OF THE COMMUNITY ARE DEFINED IN A CONSTITUTION THAT APPLIES TO ALL CITIZENS. THE ‘CORPORATE ENTITY’ IS NOT A CITIZEN. THE ‘CORPORATE ENTITY’ IS TREATED AS A ‘PRIVILEGED’ CITIZEN. IT HAS THE PRIVILEGE TO ‘STORE’ OR KEEP ASSETS IN ‘OFFSHORE’ PLACES THAT AVOID ENORMOUS ‘TAXATION’ [TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS WORTH OF ASSETS]. IT HAS THE POWER TO ‘DESTROY’ AND ‘DISSOLVE’ AND ‘TERRORIZE’ COMMUNITIES AND GET AWAY WITHOUT SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES. IT CAN LEAVE THE COUNTRY AND STILL DERIVE THE CITIZEN BENEFITS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE.

THE CORPORATIONS USE ‘THEMES OF ABANDONMENT’ TO ELICIT REWARDS FOR THEIR ‘SELFISHNESS’. ‘WE CREATE JOBS’ ALWAYS SOUNDS GREAT’. ‘WE ELIMINATE ‘JOBS’ SOUNDS BAD’. WE ARE LEAVING TOWN…CLOSING THE PLANT…

WHEN THE STANDARD IS ‘GLOBALIZATION’ THE ‘PRICE’ IS USUALLY BORNE BY THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. WAGES ARE DRAINED AS ‘FOREIGN’ LOW WAGE EARNERS REPLACE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ IN THE PRODUCTION OF ‘GOODS’. THERE IS A CONTINUOUS TENDENCY IN THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ TO MAINTAIN THE EVER EXPANDING AND WIDENING FOUNDATION OF THE ‘LEAST COMMON DENOMINATOR’.

THOMAS FREEDMAN LOOKS AT THE NEW GLOBAL ECONOMY AND COMMENTS… ‘THE WORLD IS FLAT’… HE RECOGNIZES THE BOTTOM OF THE GLOBAL PYRAMIDISM…JOBS AND PEOPLE ARE EXCHANGED AT THE MIDDLE AND LOWER LEVEL ALL ACROSS THE GLOBE IN ‘CHEAP LABOR’ WAYS…

THE IDEA OF A ‘LIVING WAGE’

THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAYS CAUSES A SUBSTANTIAL STRAINING OF THE PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN THE FRUSTRUM. THERE IS A ‘HORIZONTAL’ AFFECT TO THE BOTTOM AND THE MIDDLE AS THE TOP IS RAISED HIGHER AND HIGHER. THE MONEY WORTH OF THE TOP IS INCREASED EXPONENTIALLY AND THE ‘MASS’ IS COMPRESSED INTO MUCH ‘THE SAME AS ONE ANOTHER’ AS THE BASE IS WIDENED. IT IS THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’.

THIS ‘HIP’ WIDENING EXPANSION OF ‘THE BOTTOM’ SEEMS NATURAL AS THE ‘NESTING URGE’ FOR SECURITY COMPELS ‘DEFENSIVENESS’ AND ‘FORTRESSING’ AND AN ACCEPTANCE OF THE TOP DOWN ORDERING. THE ‘COMPLIANCE’ SEEMS NATURAL AS IT IS IN THE ‘ROYALTY’ PATTERNING OF CENTURIES. IT FEELS LIKE IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY.

THE CURLED AND BENT OVER NORMALCY OF THE PEOPLE ON THE BOTTOM REFLECTS THE UNFAIR BURDEN OF DISTRIBUTION AND A LACK OF EQUITY AMONGST THE MEMBERS OF THE COMMUNITY.

THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT BECOMES THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ SUGGESTS THAT EVERYONE CAN BE THAT ‘SPECIAL’ AND ‘LUCKY’ ONE. IT IS THE GAMBLING AND LOTTERY MENTALITY OF THE ‘DESPERATE’ HOPING FOR AN ‘ANNOINTMENT’ FROM THE GODS. IT IS A CLOUDINESS OF BELIEVING THAT SOMEONE UP THERE FAVORS ‘EACH ONE’ AT SOME POINT. IT IS THE PATH OF TRYING ‘TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL’ THAT MAKES ‘OOH NUMB’ OUT OF ‘UNUM’ AND COMPELS ‘ESCAPISM’ RATHER THAN A ‘COMMITMENT TO COMMUNITY’.

IT IS ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’ THAT DETERMINES THE ‘FREE’ MARKETS [MARKETS THAT ARE MAINTAINED IN SELF INTEREST BY ‘MUTUAL GAIN’ GIANTS IN ‘AGREED UPON’ WAYS]. IT IS A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME AS A DOWNWARD COMPRESSION AGAINST THE ‘PRESSURE COOKER’ FRUSTRUM. THIS ‘OPPRESSION’ BY AN ‘ELITE’ [BEING ‘SAFE’ AND ‘ABOVE IT ALL’] IS THE ‘LID’ ON TOP OF THE ANVIL [‘FRUSTRUM’] OF CONTAINMENT.

IT IS A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF ‘CO’ AND ‘CON’ AS ‘A CONCERT OF ‘SHARED INTENT’ PLAYS OUT THROUGH ‘NASH’S EQUILIBRIUM’ OF ‘GAME THEORY’…IT IS THE CARVING UP OF THE PI AS EACH PLAYER USES HIS BEST STRATEGY KNOWING IT IS ‘WIN-WIN’ OF REVOLVING DOORS AND MUSICAL CHAIRS…A WAY OF MOVING FROM PROTECTED POSITION TO NEW LOCATIONS IN THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA’ COLLECTIVE…

THE FRUSTRUM FUNCTIONS AS A ‘GLACIER NORMALCY’ OF CONTAINMENT THAT ONLY ALLOWS THE TOP EDGE TO DISPLAY THE LATEST ‘CABBING’ OR PERCOLATION OF A FEW ‘SAVANTS’ OR ‘MEDIUMS’ UP OUT OF THE INERTIAL FLOW.

IT IS EASY TO SEE THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ OF ELITE RHYTHMS AS ‘CABS’ AND ‘CAB DRIVERS’, TAXI AND TAX ‘I’ WAYS OF CUING THE PROCESS OF INDIVIDUATION INTO A ‘CAR’ CONSCIOUSNESS OR ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY. THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY MAY BE A ‘BRAND’ STATE OR A ‘MARKED AND CHARGED’ STATE OF BALANCED ‘OUT OF SORTS’ WAYING. THE ‘CAB’ AS ‘C’ AB IS THE DEEP LIMIT OF A ‘YIN’ THAT HAS VALUE DRAWING OUT THE FLOWS AND ENERGIES OF THE OTHER[S].

THERE IS AN ORDERING OUT OF THIS THAT BECOMES THE ‘CREDIT’ OF RELATIONS…THE APPRECIATION AND GRATITUDE OF PROVIDING ‘GUIDANCE’ TO TAKE SOMEONE TO A NEW PLACE…TO PROVIDE THE DRIVE DIRECTION…

IT IS THE PROCESS OF ECHOING THAT RESONATES THE VALUE OF A NAME…WHEN ALL ARE TREATED AS ‘CARS’ THEN PRESIDENT BUSH ADVISOR ‘KARL ROVE’ OR ‘CAR’… ‘L’… ‘ROVING’ REPRESENTS THE SWINGS OF DEEP YIN TO DEEP YANG…IT IS THE ESSENCE OF SOURCING THE ‘RHYTHMS’ AND ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’…IT IS THE ‘TIMING’ OF AMPLIFICATION INTERSECTING WITH THE NECESSITY OF THE SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER…IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE PURPOSE OF THE ‘STATE’ EVOLVING THROUGH ITS ‘GOVERNORS’ OF RESONANCE…

SOUND WAYS

THE ORDERING IS THE SENSE OF SEQUENCE BUILT INTO THE INERTIA OF ‘PYRAMIDISM’. THE SOUNDNESS OF A SYSTEM IS THE SOUNDNESS OF THE SOUND.

THE LANGUAGE KEYS THE RESONANCE OF WHAT IS ‘SOUND’…

THE POPE JOHN PAUL II BURIAL IS DONE ON 4/8/05 AND THE WEDDING OF THE PRINCE CHARLES AND CAMILLA PARKER BOWLES STARTS THE RHYTHMS ANEW THE NEXT DAY 4/9/05. IT IS ‘PARK OCCUR’ OR FOR THE ‘KILT’ DRESSED YIN ‘PRINCE’ IT IS PARK ‘HER’ AS THE DEEP FEMININE RECEPTIVITY OF ‘BOWLES’ BECOMES AN AWARENESS OF THE COLLECTIVE…THE ‘BOW’ TIE AND THE ORDINARY WAY OF ‘BOWL’ ‘LING’ AND THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ OF BEING ‘CHARMED’ TO REPRESENT THE ‘ROY’ ‘AL’ WAY OF THE CREATIVE ‘LING’ AND ‘YONI’…

DESIRE IS IMITATIVE USING A TRIANGULATION OF OBJECTIFICATION WHETHER IT IS IN ROYALTY OR ROCK STAR…THE ‘MODELS’ ARE THE EDGE OF THE CONTINUITY OF THE SPEED OF THE GREED…PEOPLE TRANCE AND EMULATE TRYING TO BE WHAT IS ESTABLISHED AS THE FOCUS OF ‘WHAT MATTERS’ FOR MOST STILL ARE TRYING TO FOLLOW THE ADVICE THAT ‘WHEN IN ROME DO AS THE ROMANS’…

‘NOWADAZE’ THE FASHION AND THE ILLUSION AS WELL AS THE COSMETIC ARE THE WAY OF KNOWING ‘WHAT MATTERS’…EVEN IF WHAT MATTERS IS NOT TRUE AND ONE’S IMMUNE SYSTEM MAY BE MORE VULNERABLE AS A RESULT OF THE ELECTRONIC STREAM RHYTHMS OF THE DAY TO DAY…

TOO MUCH ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ TAKES ITS TOLL AS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ STATE OF ADAPTATION BECOMES ‘OVERLEVERAGED’ AND THE ‘OOH NUMB’ OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ DEMANDS MORE THAN ONE’S TRUE NATURE WILL ALLOW…

REMEMBER…THIS IS DIFFICULT TERRAIN

THE SOURCING OR VACUUMING FROM THE ‘INNER REALMS’ OF THE ‘ANVIL FRUSTRUM’ IS DONE IN AN ‘ATUA CONSCIOUSNESS’ WAY. THE ‘PARABOLA’ AFFECT IS A ‘SCOOPING’ OR REACHING DOWN INTO THE ‘MASS’ WAY TO USE SOMEONE. IT IS A ‘TOOLING MENTALITY’ AS ‘SOMEONE UP THERE LIKES ME’ IS THE WAY OF BEING ‘CHOSEN’ AS A ‘MEDIUM’ OR A ‘SAVANT’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. IT IS ‘USE YOUR FRIENDS WISELY’. THERE ARE ‘GIANTS’ AND THERE ARE ‘RARE AIR’ DREAM TEAM PERFORMERS ‘SUCKED UP’ FROM THE ‘STREETS’ BECAUSE THEY HAVE A ‘VALUED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘ATTITUDE/GRATITUDE’ STATE OF BEING AS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IS THE ACCEPTANCE OF BEING ‘CHARGED’ AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

THE LACK OF A COMMITMENT TO A STRONG HEALTH, EDUCATIONAL, AND SOCIAL FOUNDATION[‘GROUND FLOOR’] ONLY FURTHER REINFORCES THIS ‘PRIVILEGED TREATMENT’ AND ILLUSION OF ACHIEVEMENT ‘SELF RELIANCE’. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE ARE ‘ACCUMULATING’ FRUSTRATION AND SOME SENSE OF THE ‘INJUSTICE’ AND ‘UNFAIRNESS’ OF THIS ‘DAY TO DAY’ MOMENTUM. THE ‘MOTIONS AND FLOWS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ PLAYS OUT IN THE REACTIVITY DRAMAS THAT ‘BENEFIT’ THE FEW WHO KNOW ‘TO CHOOSE TO IGNORE’ AND ‘ACCEPT’ THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ FOR ‘CAPITALIZING’ ON THE ‘ALTERED CIRCUMSTANCES’.

‘TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER GUY DID IT’

THERE ARE TOO MANY ‘ACCIDENTS’ THAT ‘AFFECT OUTCOMES’ AND LEAD TO REGIME CHANGES [‘TOWER, HEINZ, BONO, WELLSTONE, KENNEDY ’… ACCIDENTS AND CRASHES OF ‘TIMELINESS’… ALTERING THE TEMPOS AND DIRECTIONS]. THERE ARE NO AUDIT TRAILS FOR ELECTROMAGNETIC ENERGY AMPLIFICATIONS OR REMOTE DIRECTED ‘ZAPS’ FROM OPPOSITIONAL SOURCES.

IT IS THE POWER THAT ‘KNOWS’ IT IS ALMOST ALWAYS ‘SUCCESSFUL’ TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT OR ‘THAT IT LOOKS LIKE THE OTHER GUY DID IT’. ONE CAN SEE THAT IT IS FAIRLY EASY TO ALTER OUTCOMES THROUGH ‘LAST MINUTE’ EVENTS THAT IMPRINT DEEPLY ON THE SENSITIVITIES OF A COMMUNITY.

THE ‘SHOCK’ OR THE ‘KEYING’ IS LIKE A ‘TIPPING’ OF THE INERTIA AT THE RIGHT TIME FOR THE RIGHT EFFECT. THE EFFECT OF THIS ‘WEIGHT’ OF ‘IMBALANCE’ SKEWS THE CHOICES AND FOSTERS ‘DISINFORMATION’ TO MAINTAIN THE ‘CONTROLLING POWER’.

‘DIRTY TRICKS’ ARE IN THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ OF HOW THE HIDDEN AGENDA WORKS LIKE A MISTRESS OF ‘INDIRECTION’ TO GET WHAT IS DESIRED.

IT IS POSSIBLE THAT THE ‘WARRIN FORCES’ SEEK TO DIMINISH OPPOSITIONAL RESOLVE BY A CALCULATED CAMPAIGN OF ELECTROSCULPTING MADNESS OF SEQUENTIAL ‘MASS OCCUR MOMENTS’

JUST ‘FOLLOW THE MONEY’ AND WATCH WHERE THE ‘AGREED UPON’ GOES, MOVES AND OCCUPIES

THERE IS ‘SOPHISTICATION’ IN KNOWING THE ‘PREDICTABLE REACTIVITY’ OF THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE ‘POPULATION’ AS THEY ARE CONDITIONED BY FEAR AND VIOLENCE. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS SCATTER AND THEN COMPEL ‘ALLEGIANCE’ TO A ‘RAWAR’ VENGEANCE THROUGH THE AUTHORITY OF THE STATE THAT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL ‘SAFE’.

THIS PATTERN OF FOSTERED AGGRESSION AND ‘MACHO POLITICS’ DERIVES DIRECTLY FROM THE ‘ENMESHED AND VESTED INTERESTS’ OF THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA/’ COLLECTIVE.

‘AN A ‘PAUL’ LING MOMENT IN A ‘WELL-STONE’ STATE’

ONCE ONE ‘SEES’ THE ‘POSSIBLE’ ONE SEES THE ‘MAYBE’…

EVENTS SOMETIMES HAVE A MEANING THAT IS SEEN IN ‘AFFECTS’ RATHER THAN THE ‘ACTUAL’…

‘TIPPING’ EVENTS AND ‘PIVOTAL’ EVENTS CHANGE ‘BALANCES AND CONTROLS’…

‘THINKING THE UNTHINKABLE’ BECOMES A NECESSITY OF THE IMAGINATION AS ONE ENCOUNTERS THE ‘FORCES’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ WHO ARE WILLING TO ‘GENERATE’ ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS TO SERVE THEIR NEEDS. THERE IS ‘MISDIRECTION’ AND THE ‘MUNDANE’…THERE ARE DEATHS OF OTHERS WHO SIMPLY ARE ‘CASUALTIES’ OF THE ‘ATTACK’ TO GET RID OF ‘SOMEONE’…IN FACT, THE ‘MESSINESS’ MAKES THE ‘EVENT’ THAT MUCH MORE CREDIBLE AS A ‘RANDOM OR ACCIDENTAL OCCURRENCE’…

SOME ‘PERSONS OF INTEREST’ ARE KEY ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ POTENTIAL TARGETS TO GENERATE AN EFFECT LIKE THE ADMONISHMENT OF SUN TZU TO ‘KILL ONE AND FRIGHTEN THOUSANDS’

ONE SEES THE ‘JOLLY GREEN GIANT’ SYMBOL IN MINNESOTA EXPRESSING HIS ‘HO-HO-HO PEAS AND CARROTS’ WHILE WATCHING THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ FAMILY OF ‘WELLSTONE’ [MINNESOTA SENATOR PAUL WELLSTONE] CRASH INTO THE ‘2002’ ELECTION EVE LANDSCAPE LEADING TO A POWER CHANGE OF ‘SEATS’ IN THE SENATE.

IT WAS AN ‘A‘PAUL’ LING’ MOMENT OF EVERYONE IN THE SMALL PLANE BEING KILLED [SENATOR PAUL WELLSTONE AND HIS FAMILY]. IT IS THE ‘UNKNOWN’ AND NEVER TO BE PROVEN ‘MASS-OCCURRENCE’ THAT MAY HAVE BEEN ‘DONE’ BY SOMEONE INSTEAD OF BEING A MOMENT OF RANDOM ‘COLLISIONISM’.

THE POSSIBILITY OF ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ VIOLENCE IS REAL AND ‘COINCIDENCES’ AND ‘ACCIDENTS’ ARE NOT ALWAYS ‘RANDOM’ [HOW MANY DEATHS IN ‘ACCIDENTS’ DOES IT TAKE FOR THE ORDINARY PEOPLE TO SEE THAT THE COMPETING FORCES ARE ABLE TO OPERATE THROUGH ‘INDIRECTION’ TO AFFECT ‘OUTCOMES’].

ONCE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ ARE THE ‘NORM’ THEN ‘ELECTIONS’ ARE SIMPLY ‘ELIMINATION CONTESTS DECIDED IN ADVANCE.

THE AFFECT OF THIS ‘JUNGLE TYRANNY’ IS A FURTHER REFINEMENT OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM. THE AVAILABLE POOL OF CANDIDATES IS REDUCED AS THOSE WITH DEEP INSTINCTS KNOW THE WAYS OF THE POWERS OF THE DARK FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ AND LEARN TO STAY OUT OF THE ‘SACRIFICIAL USEFULNESS’ THAT CHARGES THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE.

THE ‘WELL’ STATE OF YIN AND THE ‘STONE’ REPRESENTATION OF A ‘MONS’ FEMININE LOCATION ECHO IN THE ENERGY PERCOLATION OF AWARENESS…THE ‘WELL-STONE’ IS THE LIMIT…THE ‘END POINT’ OF THE ‘YIN’ IN THE RANGING FROM YANG TO YIN AND BACK AGAIN TO YANG’.

IT IS ‘FEAR’ IN THE INTUITIVE SENSING THAT THE POWER OF THE ‘PIERCE’ IS THE AFFECT OF THE ‘CRASH’…IT IS THE FURTHER TONING OF PLACING FORMER SENATOR/PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE ‘WALTER ‘FRITZ’ MONDALE’…MON…DAY…L INTO THAT ‘ROLE EVEN IF HE DID NOT ‘WIN’.

‘THE CONCERTED ACTION OF LIKE-MINDED SOUND PILLARS’ OF THE ‘ELITE’

THE ‘MANIPULATION OF THE 2000 PRESIDENTIAL OUTCOME’ IS A ‘PERFECT EXAMPLE’ OF THE ‘CONTROL’ THAT FLOWS FROM A POSSIBILITY OF ‘TIPPING’ THE BALANCE AT A PIVOTAL TIMING MOMENT IN THE MOMENTUM OF ‘AN ‘ELITE’ TOP DOWN SYSTEM. THE ONE-SIDEDNESS OF THE DECISIONMAKING ILLUSTRATED THE ‘CONCERTED ACTION’ OF LIKE-MINDED ‘SOUND PILLARS’. IT IS A TIPPING TIME OF ‘FIVE TO DECIDE’ [THE SUPREME COURT JUSTICES] DEFINING THE ‘ORDERING’ OF A NATION. THE ACTUAL VOTE TOTALS WERE NOT THE BASIS FOR GOVERNANCE.

IT WAS ‘FLOOR-ID-DA’ OF FLORIDA AND THE ‘ELECT-ORAL-COW-LEDGE’ OF THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE AS THE SUPREME COURT SELECTED ‘BUSH PILOT’ MOVED INTO HIS ‘MEDIUM IN THE OVAL OFFICE’ ROLE. BUSH BECAME THE ‘TEMPORARY ROLE’ OF THE MEDIUM MOVING THE AUDIENCE TO BELIEVE IN THE HOMILIES OF THE MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/ MEDIA COLLECTIVE.

IT IS A ‘CONTROL’ THAT THE ‘RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARC’ ARE GUIDED TO AS REPRESENTED IN THE PRESIDENTIAL SYMBOL OF ‘CAMP DAVID’ AS IN ‘ENOUGH’ OF THIS THINKING LIKE ‘DAVID AND GOLIATH’…A TIME TO BE CONSCIOUS OF THE POTENTIAL AND THE CONSEQUENCES. IT IS THE WAREHOUSE STORAGE OF ALL THOSE ‘ARCS/ARKS’ AT THE END OF THE MOVIE ‘RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARK’. IT IS THE TIMING AWARENESS OF MAINTAINING THE RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

IT IS THE ACCEPTANCE OF THE ‘ELITE’ PYRAMID TRICKLE AND A SURRENDER TO THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’S RHYTHMS THAT PLAYS UPON ‘AMBITION’ AND THE GRADUAL COOPTATION OF ‘ACCEPTING’ THE ‘ORDERING’ OF THE ‘50’ STATES. IT IS THE CONTROL OF ‘ORDERING’ THAT LIMITS EXPRESSION.

JUST ‘FOLLOW THE MONEY’ AND WATCH WHERE THE ‘AGREED UPON’ GOES, MOVES AND OCCUPIES.

THERE IS ‘SOPHISTICATION’ IN KNOWING THE ‘PREDICTABLE REACTIVITY’ OF THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE ‘POPULATION’ AS THEY ARE CONDITIONED BY FEAR AND VIOLENCE. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS SCATTER AND THEN COMPEL ‘ALLEGIANCE’ TO A ‘RAWAR’ VENGEANCE THROUGH THE AUTHORITY OF THE STATE THAT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL ‘SAFE’.

THIS PATTERN OF FOSTERED AGGRESSION AND ‘MACHO POLITICS’ DERIVES DIRECTLY FROM THE ‘ENMESHED AND VESTED INTERESTS’ OF THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA COLLECTIVE. IT IS ONE STEP BEYOND THE EROS SEDUCTIONS OF ‘SENSAMORA’… THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE… IT IS AN ACCENTUATION OF THE THEMES OF THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’…IT IS DEFINING WHO THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ IS GOING TO BE.

IT IS USUALLY THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT IS ‘SET UP’ AS THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’…THE ONE OF THE FEW THAT ‘PROVES’ THAT THE SYSTEM ‘WORKS’…

MOST OF THE AUDIENCE IS ASLEEP MOST OF THE TIME

IT IS IN THE ‘NIETZSCHE’ WAY THAT THE ‘FEW’ ARE MORE VALUED THAN THE MANY. THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ POLITICAL REPRESENTATIVES ‘KEEP SILENT’AND FUNCTION AS INTERMEDIARIES OR ARBITRATORS. THEY MANAGE THE REALM OF CROSS CURRENTS OF ‘PAN’ AND POWER. THEY ARE ‘CHARGED’ IN THE ‘PAN’ OF ‘PANIC’ THAT NO ONE CAN MASTER.

THE POLITICIAN SAVANTS ARE COMPELLED TO SEEK GREATER ‘CONTROL’ AND PLAY THE ‘NEVERENDING’ GAME OF ‘HORSETRADING’ AND DEALMAKING’. IT IS A ‘CONSTANT LEVERAGING’ OF THE ‘INTERESTS’ THAT GET ‘CENTER STAGE’. THE ‘POLITICAL REPRESENTATIVES’ ARE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ IN THE ‘CLEAVAGE WARS’ OF MANAGING THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE LATEST ‘MASS-OCCUR’ EVENT.

THEY ARE ‘DEPENDENT’ ON THE ‘INFORMATION’ PROVIDED BY THE ‘LOBBYING’ INSIDERS AND THE ‘FUNDING’ OF ‘BIG MONEY’. THE MORE THE QUEST FOR ‘EVER’ INCREASING ‘CAMPAIGN FUNDING’ THE LESS TIME THERE IS FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ AND THE ‘GENERAL’. THE ‘GENERAL’ BECOMES THE ‘TENTACLES’ OF THE ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ IN MEDIA, ENTERTAINMENT AND WEAPONRY. IT IS THE ‘CONCENTRATION’ OF POWER IN THE TOP DOWN CURRENCIES DRIVING THROUGH THE ANVIL ‘FRUSTRUM’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’.

‘HEAR’ TODAY AND ‘GONE’ TOMORROW GNAWS AT OUR DESIRE FOR SAFETY AND REGULARITY

WE ARE ‘AFFECTED’ BY THE ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF MEDIA AND ITS TRANSFERS OF ‘PSYCHE’ PENETRATING VIOLENCE. OUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEMS BECOME OVERLOADED AS MANY CHOOSE ‘NUMBING’ OR THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ AGGRESSIONS. IT IS THE OVERLOADING ON THE ‘JOHN WAYING’ THAT ‘TAXES’ OUR RESOLVE AND ALTERS OUR STATES OF BEING.

‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER DOES NOT HOLD’ BECOMES ‘NORMALCY’ AS REAL AND FULL SEXUALITY IS SWEPT INTO ‘EXTERNALIZATION’ OF DESIRE AND ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’.

THE ENERGY OF FERTILIZATION IS IN OUR CONSCIOUSNESS OF MORTALITY AND OUR DESIRE FOR IMMORTALITY…THERE IS EROS IN LOSS AND GRIEF…THERE IS SEXUALITY IN ‘NOTHINGNESS’ AS EXEMPLIFIED AS THE ‘LE PETIT MORT’…THE ‘LITTLE DEATH’…THE ‘LOSS’ OF ESSENCES IN POST COITAL STATES OF ORGASM…

‘AL’ AND THE WOMAN SATISFIED…

‘AL’… THE CHALDEAN WORD FOR ‘GOD’ OR THE ‘GREAT ONE’ POSSESSES ELEMENTARY AND PLANETARY ATTRIBUTES: THERE IS RESONANCE IN THE LANGUAGE AND IN THE ‘MING’ ORDERING. THERE IS EROS AND FERTILITY THAT ESTABLISHES THE VITALITY OF ITS PEOPLE AND FOSTERS AN ‘EQUITABLE FOUNDATION’ FOR MAXIMIZING DEVELOPMENT OF THE COMMUNITY. THE SENSE OF ‘AL’ IS IN THE ‘POTENTIAL’ POTENCY OF ACTUALIZING THE ORDINARY AND THE EXTRAORDINARY.

THE CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE ‘PROBLEM’ OF ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ THAT PERVADES THIS STATE OF SEEKING ‘AL’. THIS IS WHERE THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ OF ADVERTISING THUNDERS DOWN AND INTO THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM OF ALL OF US. THIS IS WHERE ‘CREATIVE ALCHEMY’ IS THE ‘NECESSITY’ THAT MUST BE ENCOUNTERED IN THE ‘ZAP’ MOMENT OR WE WILL FOREVER BE DEPENDENT UPON ‘CLOUDS OF DESIRE’ OR ‘DRUGS AND DREAMS’.

‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND ‘VENUS’ TO THE LETTER ‘L’

THE ATTRIBUTES OF ‘AL’ ARE ‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND ‘VENUS’TO THE LETTER ‘L’.

ONE SEES THE ‘DENIAL’ AS A ‘DENY ‘AL’ IN A SEARCH FOR THE ‘SOURCE OF THE NILE’ AND THE SEARCH FOR THE SOURCE OF ‘DENI’AL’. IT IS THE ‘AL’ THAT CRYSTALLIZES THE MOMENT. IT IS THE PLACE WHERE THE IMPACT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ TO GO FURTHER INTO ONE’S REAL BREATHING AND SOUL INSTEAD OF INTO A ‘SPLIT-OFF’ OR ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. ONE MUST GO DEEPER THAN ‘GAL’ OR ‘PAL’ AS THE RE: ‘AL’ IS THE POWER OF PRESENCE.

THE FREEDOM OF KNOWING ‘AL’…

‘A’…SIGNIFIES THE CREATIVE SPIRIT [BREATH, PRANA, ETC] AND‘L’ SIGNIFIES THE WOMAN SATISFIED OR FULLFILLED WITH CREATIVE ENERGY.

‘AN ALIBI AND AN ALAKAZAM’

WHAT ‘SUPPRESSION AND REPRESSION’ OCCURS IN THE ‘ORDERING’? HOW MUCH OF THE ‘SOCI’AL’ IS IN THE DENI’AL? WHICH HABITS DOES ONE HAVE THAT PREVENT ONE FROM A REAL ‘SPIRITU’AL’ AWAKENING? IN HAWAII THE RULING CLASS WAS THE ‘ALII’… WHAT IS THE ‘ROY’ ‘AL’ STANDARD THAT IS ‘RE: ‘AL’?

HOW MUCH OF MUHAMMAD ALI’S PHYSIOLOGICAL WOUNDEDNESS IS DERIVED FROM ‘SAVANTING’ TOO MUCH INTO ‘BOXING’?

WHAT IS THE ‘NO I WAS NOT THERE’ ‘ALIBI’ AND THE MAGICAL TIMING OF A SURPRISE AS ‘ALAKAZAM’ AS ONE LEARNS THE SHIFTINGS OF ‘WHO DID IT?’

IT IS THE ‘BUTLER’ THAT COMMITS THE ACTION… THE ‘BUTLER’ THAT DOES THE DEED… THE ‘BUTLER’ THAT LACKS AN ‘ALIBI’…THE BUTLER SERVES THE NEED OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE GAME’ AS TOO MUCH MUTUAL COOPERATION LEADS TO STAGNATION AND THE RESULTANT ‘POISON’ OF THE COURTING EVENTUALLY COMES TO EACH PLAYER…

WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND…

‘A’ ‘L’ AND THE DEEP DAUGHTER DEBT STATE

THE DEEP DAUGHTER RECEPTIVITY ‘WOMB’ CONNECTEDNESS SPACE OF ‘BEING’ AS ‘FORTRESSED SAFE’ OR OVERLOADED AS ‘DEBT’ IS AN ‘IMBALANCE’ OF ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ THAT IS A ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF ‘NEVER BEING SATISFIED’.

IT CALLS OUT FOR RESCUE YET NEVER ACHIEVES ‘A’ ‘L’[AIR TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND VENUS TO THE LETTER ‘L’] . IT IS A PSYCHE SPACE OF ‘TOO MUCH CONTROL’ AND ‘TRYING TOO HARD’…IT IS A PLACE OF ‘BLOCKS AND OBSTACLES’ WHERE ‘EMOTIONAL PARALYSIS’ PRECLUDES ‘SPONTANEITY’ AND THE ‘SHUDDERING OF REAL SEXUAL INTIMACY’…

THE MORE ONE BUILDS A HAVEN OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ SATISFYING THE EXTERNAL DEMANDS OF ‘SENSAMORA’ AND ‘CONSUMPTION’, PARENTS AND PEERS…THE MORE ONE MOVES DEEPER INTO THE PSYCHE DEBT…

THE CULTURE FEEDS ON ‘INADEQUACY’ AND ‘LACK’ PROVIDING ‘PRODUCTS’ THAT SEPARATE PEOPLE FROM THEIR ‘REAL SELF AS PRESENCE…THE CULTURE FEEDS ON THE NECESSITIES OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ CAUSING ‘DRAMAS AND OPERAS’ OF ‘HYSTERIA’ AND ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’…

THE CULTURE FEEDS ON EMULATION AND IMITATION AS WAYS FOR THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ TO DANCE IN THE SPOTLIGHTS OF ‘MONEY’ VALUE AND ‘MING ORDERING’…

‘THE NICK OF TIME’

THE CULTURE STANDARD OF ‘PANIC’ OR ‘CONTROL’ IS THE VALUE OF CRISIS RESOLUTION IN THE ‘NICK’ OF TIME. IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF ‘FLIGHT’ IN THE ‘ENDINGS’ AND DEFINING OF MEDIA NORMALCY. IT IS IN THE EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA OF THE ‘TALK DRAMAS’ OF TRAGEDIES AND ‘DEVIANCE’ THAT HAVE BECOME ‘PLAY BY PLAY’ DESCRIPTIVENESS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. THERE IS A MILD ‘MANIA’ OR ‘FLIGHT OF IDEAS’ TYPE OF ILLNESS IN ALL OF THIS.

IT IS THE AWARENESS OF THE ‘LOST HIPS’ OF GOLFER ‘JACK NICK LAWS’[JACK NICKLAUS] AS REPLACEMENT HIPS ARE NEEDED BECAUSE OF THE EXCESS OF REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE LEVERAGING TO BECOME A ‘GREAT GOLFER’…A ‘SAVANT’ PERFORMER…DOING ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’…

IT IS A ‘SKEW’ FOR THE ‘FEW’ WHO FEED OFF THE ‘ANXIOUSNESS’ THAT ‘EXCITES’ IN A CONSTANT ‘OVERSTIMULATION OPERA’ OF LOSS, ENDURANCE AND LAST MINUTE THEATER. IT FEEDS THE ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’ THAT DEFINES ‘MANAGED SCARCITY’ AS ‘FREE MARKET VALUE AND ELITE ‘MUTU ‘AL’ RECIPROCITY’ AS A ‘FREE MARKET’ [THE ‘FREE MARKET THAT TRICKLES DOWN INTO IMITATIONS OF ‘CONSPICUOUS CONSUMPTION’]. THERE IS AN EXCESSIVENESS OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’, ‘FAKING IT’ AND DESPERATELY FOSTERING ONE’S WAYS TO KEEP UP WITH THE ‘TIMES’ AND ‘TIMINGS’

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‘THE HAVE TO HAVE GAME’

THE ‘HAVES’ AND ‘HAVE MORES’ BELIEVE IN LESS GOVERNMENTAL SERVICES BECAUSE THEY ARE GENERALLY ‘ABOVE IT ALL’

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF TAX BREAKS AND SUBSIDIES MAY CONTRADICT THE ‘PHILOSOPHY’ OF ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ YET IT GOES ON AND ON. THE ‘IT’S JUST BUSINESS’ FEEDS ON ‘PORK POLITICS’ AND THE ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS REMEMBER HARRY TRUMAN’S ADVICE THAT ‘ANYONE WHO DOESN’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ‘HOGS’ SHOULDN’T BE PRESIDENT.’

THE ‘SPLIT-OFF’ MONEY SYSTEM…THE ‘POWER CONQUERS LOVE’ SYSTEM OF ‘THEY’ VERSUS ‘THEY’…A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF CARVING UP THE TERRAIN AND THE RESOURCES IN A ‘TWO WRONGS DO NOT MAKE A RIGHT’ CONSENSUS OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ THAT IS THE WAY OF ‘TRICKLE-DOWN’ OWNERSHIP AND ‘PRIVATIZATION’…

WE NEED TO HAVE A ‘CRYSTALLIZATION’ OF REDEFINITION…THE KEYING OF THE SPIRIT RESONANCE INTO THE ‘HOPE OF EQUITY’ THAT IS REAL AND BEYOND THE TIMING OF THE PRIVILEGED USING FAMILIAR WORDS TO GATHER, COLLECT AND USE THE WISHES AND FEARS OF THE SOUL TO GET WHAT THEY WANT…

‘THE DEHYDRATION OF AN INTENSITY OF FEELING’

IT IS THE WAYS OF ‘PREDATORS’ WHO HAVE ‘AL’ WAYS USED ‘FIREWATER’ TO ‘DRUG’ THE NATIVES [‘TO NUMB-OUT’ OR ‘TAKE THE PAIN AWAY’]. IT IS THE ‘AL’ CO-HAUL-‘LICK’ AND ‘BEAT’ THEM METHOD OF THE SPEED OF THE GREED.

THERE IS ‘FIREWATER’ AND INADEQUACY… THE ‘STANDARD OF BEING A MAN ‘HOLDING ONE’S ‘LICK HER’ IN A ‘LIQUOR’ OF DEEP FEMININE ‘YIN’ RECEPTIVITY…THE ‘SPIRITS’ RELEASING IN A ‘SPARK-CULL’ [SPARKLE] OF KINETIC HEAT… THE DEHYDRATION OF AN INTENSITY OF ‘FEELING’ [LOSS OF NORM ‘AL’ CY] AND A ‘CLOUDING’ OF SENSES’ THAT ‘REMOVES’ SOME ORDINARY RESTRICTIONS THAT ARE ‘SUFFOCATING’ [THE TRANSFER OF ONE DESTRUCTIVE FORCE FOR ANOTHER].

THE FIREWATER STATE

THE ‘FIREWATER STATE IS AN ADAPTATION’… IT IS THE ‘100’ PROOF SPIRIT’ [52%BY VOLUME] AS A BURNING EDGE… AN EDGE WHERE THE ‘100’ PROOF SPIRIT IS A MIXTURE OF ‘AL’ COHOL AND WATER IN PRECISELY THE RIGHT PROPORTIONS THAT WHEN IT IS POURED OVER GUNPOWDER, THE GUNPOWDER CAN STILL BE [‘JUST BE’] IGNITED WITH A ‘FLAME’.

THERE IS AN EQUIVALENT ‘FIRING’ WITHIN THE SOUL .IT IS THE WAR ZONE OF INNER DYNAMISM WHERE SOME OF THE SELF IS ‘ANAESTHETIZED’. IT IS THE ADOLESCENT WRESTLING WITH ‘CHARGES’ OF ‘IMPOSED ORDERINGS’ SEEKING TO ‘BREAKTHROUGH’ USING DRUGS, ALCOHOL AND FOOD TO BREAK OUT OF THE LIMITS OF EXTERNALLY DEFINED WAYS. IT IS THE ‘REBEL’ WITH OR WITHOUT A CAUSE THAT FEEDS ON ‘BAD FUELS’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

THE ORIENT ‘AL’ OF LANGUAGE IS THE INNER ‘PIVOT POINT’ OF THE REAL [RE: ‘AL’] WHERE SELF ESTEEM IS IN THE REAL SENSE OF PRESENCE… THE FREEDOM OF KNOWING ‘AL’…

‘A’…SIGNIFIES THE CREATIVE SPIRIT [BREATH, PRANA, ETC] AND‘L’ SIGNIFIES THE WOMAN SATISFIED OR FULLFILLED WITH CREATIVE ENERGY. THE ‘ORIENT’ OF THE ‘AL’ [ORIENTAL] IS NOW THE ‘A’S-YEN [ASIAN]…

‘ALL’

THE REAL TIME PRESENCE OF A POSITIVE ENCOUNTER IS IN THE HEALING AND HEALTHY POTENCY OF ADRENALINES AND HORMONES. IT IS A NON HIDDEN AGENDA MOMENT OR PASSAGE OF FEELING REAL OPPOSITIONAL ATTRACTION AND AFFILIATION.

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PERSON OF THE ‘OPPOSITE’ SEX. [JULIA KRISTEVA]

‘AL VEL LEGIS’

‘THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘LAW’ ’[LIBER ‘AL’ VEL LEGIS… THE BOOK OF THE LAW] IS THE INTEGRITY OF THE HEALTHY SELF… THE ‘LOVE’ UNDER WILL… THE ‘LOVE LAW’ POTENCY OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’. IT IS THE ‘MING’ FOUNDATION OF EROSTOCRACY RESONANCE DRIVING AS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ IN A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ PERFECTION ORDERING.

THE ‘SPIRIT OF THE CHINESE CHARACTER OF ‘K’ O CHI’ IS ‘TO OVERCOME THE SELF…TO CONTROL THE SELF’… IT IS SELF CULTIVATION AS GUIDED…

‘T’IEN’

………. ‘HE WHO REALIZES HIS NATURAL TENDENCY [‘HSING’] REALIZES T’IEN [THE PHENOMENAL WORLD, THE ACTUAL WORLD…THE ONGOING STRUGGLE OF INDIVIDUATION. IT IS THE ‘UNIFICATION OF THE ENERGIES OF THE ‘SUN AND THE MOON’. ‘MING’ IS ONE’S LOT IN LIFE. ‘MING’ IS THE ‘ORDERING’ [THE DESTINY, THE INTERRELATEDNESS OF HEAVEN AND MAN].

THE T’IEN MING’IS THE RULING AUTHORITY… THE CHARACTER FOR ‘WHAT MEN OUGHT TO DO’

‘HSING’…IS THE CHARACTER FOR ‘SPARK’ [A STAR…THE SUN, ‘TO BE BORN’… A ‘POINT OF LIGHT’]…

‘HSING’ IS THE ‘AL’ ENERGIES FLOWING INTO PERFORMANCE AS ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES. IT IS THE ‘NEON CORRIDORING OF DEEP ENERGY PATHINGS’ ACCENTUATING ‘TALENTS, SKILLS, OR WAYS OF BEING’. IT IS ‘SOUND AND POTENTIAL SEXUAL HEALING’ THROUGH THE USE OF ‘REMOTE DIRECTED’ ‘ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVES’. IT IS MERIDIAN ENERGY STREAMING THROUGH ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ NEON LIKE TUBINGS…

‘MEDIUM AMPLIFICATION SIDE AFFECTS’

TECHNOLOGY HAS ‘AMPLIFIED’ TRADITIONAL ‘SAGE’ JOURNEYING AND SIDE AFFECTS MAY CAUSE TEMPORARY OR PERMANENT ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’ WHEN THE REMOTE DIRECTED ‘SIGNAL TONES OF ULTRASOUND BUILD UP EXCESSES OF TRANSMITTER SUBSTANCES [‘ACETYL CHOLINE’ WHICH IS PRESENT AT SYNAPSE LOCATIONS]. THESE BLOCKAGE SUBSTANCES MAY CAUSE HEARING LOSS IN THE LONG TERM AS WELL AS BLIND ONE IN THE ‘MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’. THESE ARE THE ‘CHARGINGS’ THAT STOP TIME FOR THE DURATION OF THEIR USE AND ‘BYPASS CRITICALNESS’.

IT IS A TIME THAT THE SIGNAL DEEP WITHIN CANNOT TRANSMIT ‘EXCITATION’ FROM ONE CELL TO ANOTHER. IT IS A MOMENT OF A TEMPORARY DAYDREAM WHERE THE ‘SKILL MOTION’ DRAWS ENERGY THROUGH THE ‘BLINDNESS’ AND FROM ‘OTHER ZONES OF THE BODY’. IT IS A TRANSFER DANCE IN ITS’ AFFECT WHEN THE ‘ZAP’ IS AN ‘IRRESISTABLE STREAMING IMPULSE’ DIRECTED INTO THE VALUED WAY OR ‘SAVANTED/CHANNELLED’ PERFORMANCE].

‘WELLSPRING’

A ‘SPRINGFIELD’ CONSCIOUSNESS… THE ‘LOST SPRING’… THE ‘SILENT SPRING’… IT IS A ‘WELLSPRING’ SERVING AS THE INNER ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY OF CREATIVE POTENTIAL. IT IS THE ‘SPRING’ AND THE ‘FIELD’ OF THE ‘CAPITOL’ OF THE LAND OF LINKING’… LINCOLN … THE ‘SPRINGFIELD’ STATE OF RECEPTIVITY. IT IS A ‘FIELD OF DREAMS’ AND A ‘FIELD OF DEEP YIN’ WAITING TO GENERATE INTO THE FULLNESS OF PRODUCTIVITY AS DEEP ‘YANG’ [ONE MUST TUNE INTO THIS SOURCE OF VITALITY AS THE ‘SPRING’ WHERE HUMAN CONCEPTION IS THOUGHT TO ORIGINATE].

IT IS THE FRESHNESS OF THE ‘SPRING’ RECEPTIVITY TO NEW GROWTH… IT IS THE RECEPTIVE STATE OF THE ‘SPRING’ ‘FIELD’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

‘AL’ ENERGIES…THE ‘RESONANCE IMPORTANCE’ WAS REFLECTED IN THE SIMULTANEITY AND ECHOIC TIMBRE OF THE ‘ MASS OCCUR’ ECHOES OF THE JULY 4TH 1997 HOLIDAY WEEKEND WHEN THE CBS ‘ON THE ROAD’ JOURNALIST CHARLES KURALT [KUR ‘AL’ T] DIED AND THERE WAS A FIREWORKS FACTORY EXPLOSION IN ‘AL’ TON ILLINOIS.

IT IS A SENSE OF THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE RHYTHMS… ‘AL’ TON AND ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’ OF HERD INSTINCT INERTIA… ‘AL’ WAYS AND ALL WAYS… JIMMIE STEWART, THE ACTOR , DIED AT ABOUT THE SAME TIME ‘AL’ SO [SEW].

‘A’ AS AIR AND ‘L’ AS THE WOMAN SATISFIED… THE ABSENT IS THE MOTIVATION… WHAT FILLS UP THE EMPTINESS AND GETS RID OF THE FEELINGS OF ‘LACK’… THE SYSTEM WORKS ON A ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ TO PLAY UPON ONE’S ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ SENSE OF SELF.

THERE IS A SYNCHRONICITY IN A FAMILIARITY OF ECHOES OF PERSONAL CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY TIME TO ACCESS AND REINTEGRATE ONE’S ENERGIES TO MOVE FORWARD. THE COINCIDENCES AND DEEP TONINGS ARE MOMENTS OF DEVELOPING ONE’S RESOLVE TO GENERATE AND TRANSFORM.

THE ‘UNIFICATION’ OF THE ‘AL’ ENERGIES IS THE SPIRITUAL REALISM INTENTION IN THE MIDST OF THE CONFUSIONS OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’.IT IS THE POWER OF COINCIDENCE IN ‘SIMULTANEITY’ AND ‘SHARED INTENT’…

‘I WANT IT ALL’

I REMEMBER HER ECHOES CRYING OUT ‘I WANT IT ALL’… IT IS THE ‘AL’ AND ‘ALL’ OF THE WOMAN SATISFIED WEIGHING ON ALL OF US. EVERYTHING IS ‘SKEWED’ AND ‘OVERCHARGED’… EVERYONE ‘WISHES’ FOR A ‘STATE’ OF TRIUMPH YET FEELS THE NEED FOR ‘SUBSTITUTION’. THIS IS THE SOURCE OF ‘SUBSTANCE ABUSE’. IT IS ‘STOPPING SHORT’, ‘TRANSFERRENCE’ OR BEING IN DENIAL. IT IS THE LIMITATION IN FAILURES THAT HIDE BEHIND ‘SHAME’ AND WOUNDEDNESS.

‘FUCK ME’ SHE CRIED OUT FROM HER DEPTHS. I KNEW THAT SHE WAS RIGHT. THE ECHOES RESONATE IN MY HEART STREAM AS MY INTIMACY AND SENSE OF PRESENCE IS MORE ‘REAL’ WITH EVERY DEEPER BREATH AND A BETTER CIRCULATION AND DISTRIBUTION OF ENERGIES.

‘FUCK ME… FUCK ME… FUCK ME’

‘BEAUTY AND THE BEAST’… A TRANSFORMATIVE TIME OF STRETCHING UPWARDS… THE ECHOES OF BEING THERE WHEN ONE WANTS TO BE THERE… THE ANIMAL /VISCERAL THAT BREATHES PAST WORDS AND THE SOCIAL… GRASPING AND GRINNING… MOANING, STRAINING AND ACHIEVING A FULLNESS OF EXTENSION… THE TEARS OF RELEASING… THE REAL PLEASURE IN A ‘DEEP URGENCY’… A ‘PRESENCE IN INTIMACY’…THE ‘ACCESSING OF THE SEXUAL SHUDDER’ IN A PRESENCE OF A WILL TO CONNECT…

IT IS CLAIMING WHAT IS REAL EVEN AS THE ‘VIBRANCY OF MYTH PASSES LIKE A ‘SHUDDER OF WIND’-ITALO CALVINA

IT IS CLARITY OF DESIRE AND TIMBRE TRUTH THAT RESONATES IN THE PRESENCE OF A PURITY OF ENCOUNTER…AN ALMOST MYTHIC ECHO OF A MOMENT IN TIME…

THE PATH OF THE HEART

SOME THINGS NEVER GO AWAY… THE 40 FOETUS FALL… THE ‘DAMEN’ BIKE ACCIDENT… THE TRAUMA OF BEING CREATIVELY IMPRINTED WITH ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ AND PARALLEL LEVELS OF DESIRE… KNOWING OF STATES OF ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’… LEARNING TO BE IN ‘YIN’ ECHOIC TIMBRE RECEPTIVITY… THE AWARENESS OF THE CONTRADICTIONS OF ‘FUCKING’ AND A DEEP RESONANCE OF BEING WHERE THE ‘CREATIVE JUICES’ GET VIBRATED INTO THE GENERATIVENESS OF PRODUCING A WORK OF ‘ART’.

THE CHOICE IS IN THE ECHO… THE TALENT IS IN THE CHOICE…THE ECHO RESONATES DEEP IN ONE’S HEART.

THERE IS A QUESTION OF REALISTIC ‘PRIDE’. THE LEVEL OF ‘SHAME’ MASKS THE REALITY OF THE FULL SELF. SHAME IS IN THE CONVENIENCES AND THE IMAGE MAKING. SHAME IS IN THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ LEVERAGINGS AND THE FORTRESSING THAT SUSTAINS THE FALSENESS. OF THE QUEST MAINTAINING THE STANDARD THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’.

SHAME IS THE UNDERPINNING THAT COMPELLED THE ADOLESCENT BEHAVIOR OF PRESIDENT CLINTON WHEN HE GOT ‘CAUGHT’. HE LIED… ‘I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH THAT WOMAN’. THE MONICA ‘B.J.’ BECAME A MADNESS DRAMA OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF ‘FALSE PRIDE’.

IT IS SAID THAT ‘PRIDE IS THE OPIATE OF THE AMERICAN MASSES’ [‘PHOTOLANGUAGE’ ROBERT U. AKERET]

THE QUEST, ‘CAUGHT’ IN THE ILLUSIONS’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL, ENDS UP MAINTAINING THE STANDARD THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’…FOR IT IS THE SATISFACTION OF THE NEEDS OF ‘SHAME’ THAT ‘IS’ MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE ACHIEVEMENT OF ‘A’ ‘L’ THE STATE OF THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’…

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DEFINITION IS IN THE PROCESS OF ART MAKING… THERE IS NO ART IF THE DEFINITION PRECEDES THE ENCOUNTER… THE ENCOUNTER MAKES A SKILLFUL EXECUTION INTO AN ARTFORM…

THE BIRTHING HAS ITS OWN PACE… THE FOETUS HAS A LIFE OF ITS OWN. SO DOES THE WORK OF ART. ONE LEARNS THE ‘SURREALISM’ OF THE ‘SUBCONSCIOUS’… THE ‘AUTOMATIC’ AND THE ‘SEMI-ROBOTIC’… IT IS THE ‘UNKNOWN’ THAT BECOMES THE NEXT ‘BRUSHSTROKE’.

THE LOST SPRING… THE LOST CHILD OF THE SPRING OF 1943… THE FOETAL ANXIOUSNESS OF MY MOTHER… THE WOMB AND THE UNMARKED GRAVE… THE ‘DIFFERENCES’ OF HOPE AND LOSS…

A MEMORY OF A LOVE SONG THAT ECHOED MY EX WIFE MARGARET… THE BEATLES…‘SOMETHING IN THE WAY SHE MOVES’… A ‘SUM UP SUMMERTIME’ OF THE RHYTHMS WITHIN… A ‘SOMETHING’ OF SUBSTANCE DANCING IN THE WAYS THAT SHE ‘MOVES…’.

‘ONE MUST LEARN TO ‘DANCE AWAY’ FROM THE ‘KIN WEBBINGS’

‘ENCOUNTER’ ACCEPTING THE ‘SURFACING’ OF RAW EMOTIONS… THERE WAS ‘FEARFULNESS’ IN MY MOTHER’S WAY… MANY ADMONITIONS OF ‘CAUTION’… ‘BE CAREFUL’… ‘DON’T GET HURT’. ONE HAS TO DANCE AWAY FROM THE ‘PROJECTIONS AND WEBBINGS’ OF THE ‘VALUED KIN OR LOVERS’. THERE IS AN INTEGRITY WITHIN THAT ‘KNOWS’ THE ‘AL’ THAT IS REAL AND THE ‘AL’ THAT IS ‘PRETEND’.

HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION’ BECOMES ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ AND FAILING WHEN ONE SEEKS TO BE THE FANTASY INSTEAD OF THE REAL. IT IS AWARENESS THAT ONE CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL…ONE MUST LEARN TO ACT WITH INTEGRITY IN THE PRESENT…SEEK AN AUTHENTICITY OF THE WILL TO CONNECT TO THE OTHER ALONG THE PATH OF THE HEART.

‘THE LOST CHILD’

‘THERE ARE DIFFERENCES AND DIFFICULTIES IN ATTACHING TO THE REPLACEMENT CHILD [THE LIVING CHILD]. THERE IS A STRAIN OF RELATIONSHIP AS THE MOTHER MAY MAINTAIN A ‘FANTASY’ OR ‘WALLED OFF’ WISH ZONE OR AREA OF ‘DENIAL / CONTAINMENT’ IN ORDER TO KEEP THE CONTAINMENT AND DEFEND AGAINST THE LOSS [‘A FIRM ATTACHMENT TO THE LIVE CHILD IS EQUATED WITH ABANDONING THE DEAD ONE’…SIGMUND FREUD ].

MY MOTHER’S INABILITY TO PLACE A HEADSTONE ON THE BABY MARY KAY GRAVE IS A FACT YET I KNOW THE POSSIBILITY OF THE DEPTHS OF THE ENERGY WIND WARS.

THE ‘LOST CHILD’ IS A ‘TURNING POINT’ EVENT THAT STREAMS INTO ALL OF MY OTHER ‘REPRODUCTIVE ORIENTED’ EXPERIENCES AND TRAUMAS. THERE IS A ‘MING’ AFFECT IN ALL OF THIS RECURRENT RESONANCE. THE INADEQUACY AND THE SHAME GET TRANSFERRED FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION AS EMOTION ‘AL’…THE FORTRESSINGS OF PARENTAL GUIDANCE.

‘HOW THE WORLD MAKES YOU FEEL AND HOW YOU SHOULD RESPOND’

THE PARENTS TRY TO PREPARE THE CHILD FOR THE NECESSITIES AND ‘VIOLATIONS’ THAT ‘THEY’ EXPERIENCED THEREBY MAKING THE ‘PATTERN’ AN EXPECTATION AND A CERTAIN VISION OF WHAT IS ‘NORMAL’. IT IS A CASTRATION DRAMA IN THE ‘HIP’ WARS OF ‘AL’… IT IS A REFLECTION OF THE ‘AL’ MIRRORINGS OF ACHIEVING THE ENERGY SWING OF THE ‘OPPOSITE’. IT MAY BE TOO MUCH REARING AND NOT ENOUGH RAISING .

ONE’S VALUE AS A ‘DOUBLE SPIRIT’ OF ‘KA’ USEFULNESS IS THE ‘CHARGED FOUNDATION’ OF ENERGY FLOW[CIRCUITRY OF POINTS OF LIGHT MERIDIAN ENERGY PATTERNS] THAT IS THE TALENT OR SAVANT PERFORMANCE MODE. IT IS THE BALANCING ACT OF SHIFTINGS AS THE REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES ARE REDIRECTED INTO A PERFORMANCE WAY. THESE ‘AL’ MIRRORINGS ARE THE CREATIVE USEFULNESS OF THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ STATE AS ONE MOVES IN AN ALTERED STATE OF BEING.

THERE IN THE INNER ‘PIVOTS’ AND ‘CHANNELLING’ IS WHERE THE VULNERABILITY TO ILLNESS AND IMMUNE SYSTEMS IS LIKELY TO OCCUR. WHERE IS THE ‘KA’ MARKING AND BRANDING ZONE/INTERSECT THAT ALTERS THE ENERGY FLOWS? WHERE DOES THE ‘EXCESS’ OF EXCEEDING ONE’S NATURE TAKE ITS TOLL?.

IT IS THE ‘MISSING’… THE EMPTINESS… THE ‘DEADNESS’ AND ‘ANAESTHETIZED’. IT IS THE SEARCH FOR MEANING AND THE ‘DESIRE’ THAT COMPELS A ‘HEROIC’ WAY OF OVERCOMING THE ‘INNER HYSTERIA DRAMA’. IT IS ‘LIFE AND DEATH’ IN A REACTIVITY AND AN INTENSITY TRYING TO REBALANCE THE ‘PAST’ AND BECOME PRESENT AS ‘AL’.

IT IS AWARENESS AND A GENERATIVITY OF THE REAL OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’…IT IS THE FORCE OF LOVE OVERCOMING THE CONTROLS OF FEAR…IT IS AN UNDERSTANDING OF VULNERABILITY WHILE AT THE SAME TIME A COURAGEOUS WILL OF BEING ‘PRESENT’…

‘EVERY PROFOUND SPIRIT SHOULD HAVE A MASK’. [NIETZSCHE]

TRANSFORMATION IS A BATTLE AGAINST REPRESSION [‘AN EFFECTIVE AND HIGHLY DANGEROUS MECHANISM OF DEFENSE, A SLOW ACTING POISON’…ERNST PAWEL-‘THE NIGHTMARE OF REASON’].

THE PRESSURES OF COMPLIANCE ‘AL’ONG THE HORIZONTAL RHYTHMS OF THE PELVIC FLOOR [THE ZONES OF THE ‘SHOCKS’ AND PSYCHE’ LONGINGS OF ‘HIP WAR’ ORDERINGS] ARE TURBULENT AND CONSTANT. IT IS A TERRAIN WHERE ‘DIET’ CONFLICTS WITH ‘IMAGERY’ AND ‘VIBRATION’ STRESSES ‘COMFORT’. ONE MAY FIND ALL KINDS OF ‘SUBSTANCE ABUSE’ ALONG THIS ‘COMMON GROUND’ WHERE THERE IS NOT A ‘COMMON GOOD’.

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HER ‘YIN’ POTENCY MAY BE BLOCKED BY THE SELF PROTECTION AGAINST THE ‘THREAT OF INVASION’ THROUGH HER RECEPTIVE ‘ORIFICES’. THERE ARE A NUMBER OF WAYS OF TOO MUCH ‘YANG’ [ANGER/DEFENSIVENESS] AND FORTRESSING. THE CULTURE THAT IS OUT OF BALANCE ‘COOKS’ THE WRONG ‘BREW’ FOR ITS PEOPLE.THE ‘DEEP FEMININE ‘YIN’ PLATEAU IS THE KNOWING RECEPTIVITY THAT WATCHES AND WAITS… TOO MUCH WAITING IS AN EXCESS LIKE ‘TOO QUICK’ MAY BECOME A ‘RASHNESS’.

IT IS THE ‘BIG ‘O’ WISHFULNESS THAT TRANCES THE WATCHERS AND CAUSES ‘AMAZING’ MAZE ‘GLAZINGS’ THAT FURTHER ‘REINFORCE’ THE ACCEPTANCE OF THE EXTERNALIZATION ILLUSIONS OF FADS, FASHIONS, AND FANTASY. THE COMPRESSION OF PEOPLE IN THE ANVIL ‘FRUSTRUM’ COMPELS ‘FORCED CHOICE’ TO GAIN SOME ‘ELBOW ROOM’ ROOM FOR CHESTS, BREASTS AND BREATHING. THE ‘FASHION’ WINDS OF EROS CALL LIKE ‘SIRENS’ TO THE WISHFULNESS OF FERTILITY AND THE DREAMS OF SOMETIME BEING A WOMAN ‘SATISFIED’.

DESIRE IS A STRATEGIST

‘BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT’ IS THE ECHO OF CONTEMPT AND ‘DISSATISFACTION’ THAT EXEMPLIFIES THE QUEST OF LEVERAGING. IT EPITOMIZES THE VULNERABILITY REALITY THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’. IT IS THE SELF PROTECTION AGAINST THE RECURRENCE OF FEELINGS OF ‘ABANDONMENT’ THAT DEMANDS ‘CONTROL’.

IT IS IN THESE DEEP ‘NECESSITY DRAMAS’ THAT ONE MAY GET A ‘GLIMPSE’ OF ‘TRUE’ ‘AL’ SENSES. IT IS THE ‘AL’ OF THE ‘ALL’ THAT MUST BE GUIDED INTO THE DRIVES OF TRULY BECOMING REAL… IF IT IS NOT WHERE IT IS HEALTHY IT IS CAUSING STRAIN, PAIN AND NO GAIN.

‘IF IT IS ON THE ‘OUTSIDE’, IT IS NOT ON THE ‘INSIDE’’…

THE ‘ZAP’ COMPELS A QUEST FOR ‘SUSTENANCE’ OR APPLAUSE…ONE LOOKS FOR WAYS TO OVERCOME THE INNER PAIN. WHEN ONE IS TRYING TO OVERCOME SHOCK ONE SEEKS ‘MOTHERING’… ‘SKIN CONTACT’ AND FORMS OF ‘NURTURANCE’ TO ENHANCE RECOVERY FROM THE ‘AFFECTS OF THE SHOCK’. WHEN ONE IS IN A ‘STATE OF SHOCK’… CIRCULATION TENDS TO SLOW DOWN AS BLOOD PRESSURE FALLS, OXYGEN SUPPLY TO THE TISSUES IS DIMINISHED AND RED BLOOD CELLS TEND TO AGGLUTINATE.

IN A MEDIA DRIVEN GLOBAL VILLAGE THERE IS A NEVER ENDING STREAM OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OR ‘SHOCKS’. IN SOME SENSES THESE ‘MACRO’ EVENTS BECOME THE ‘ORGANIZING PRINCIPLES’ OF HOW PEOPLE RELATE TO ONE ANOTHER…THE ‘UNIFYING THEMES’ OF WHO WE ‘ARE AND SEE’ OURSELVES TO BE…

‘LOOK AT THE SONGS HIDDEN IN EGGS’. [CARL SANDBURG]

LOOK AND LISTEN TO THE SIREN SONGS, THE URGENCIES, THE DESIRE AND HUNGER AS ‘CRYING OUT’AND BREAKING EGGS [‘CRAVING’ ECSTASY AND TRYING TO FILL UP THE EMPTINESS]. THERE IS THE ‘AL’ AND THE ‘DENY’ ‘AL’ TENSION THAT SURFACES IN A QUEST FOR ‘WHOLENESS’… ‘ONENESS’… A ‘ROUNDNESS’ OF SOUL’…AN ‘INTENSITY’ TO ‘CRACK’ THE SOUL’S ‘EGG’.

IT IS DESIRE FOR ‘PERFECTION’ IN THE ‘PURITY’ OF ENCOUNTER THAT COMPELS. ALL ACTIONS CIRCLE BACK TO ORIGINS… AN AWARENESS THAT ‘MAGIC’ DOES NOT COME FROM THE ‘AIR’… BUT IT COMES FROM EXPERIENCES ACTUALLY LIVED THROUGH. IT COMES FROM THE CHILD’S CRYING WHEN HE IS ABANDONED AND ANGRY. THE ‘IMAGINATIVE’ BECOMES A GREAT RESERVOIR OF STRENGTH AGAINST FRUSTRATION AND DEFEAT… IT HELPS ONE TO ENDURE, BOUNCE BACK, CARRY ON… IT ENCOURAGES US TO CONTINUE TO SEARCH. WE MAY SEARCH AND HUNT FOR THE MOMENT [AN ‘INTERIORITY’ MOVEMENT] OF ‘MAXIMUM INTENSITY’… WHAT ARISTOTLE CALLED ‘PERIPETEIA’.

THE POWER OF MAGIC

THE POWER OF MAGIC DERIVES FROM THE POTENCY OF MARSHALLING ONE’S OWN SPIRITUAL ENERGIES.MAGIC IS DRAWN FROM THE BODY AS A STATE OF EXCITEMENT [‘EKSTASIS’---A ‘GETTING OUT OF ONESELF’] THAT IS ACHIEVED IN MANY WAYS[ DANCING, CHANTING, SINGING, SCOURGING, SEXUAL ACTIVITY,ETC.].

WHEN SUFFICIENT POWER HAS BEEN RAISED, IT IS SENT OUT, DIRECTED TO ACHIEVE THE DESIRED RESULT. [RAYMOND BUCKLAND]

IF A GROUP GENERATES SUFFICIENT ENERGIES…KINETIC ENERGIES PERCOLATE INTO A ‘CONE OF POWER’ AND BECOME THE DRIVING FORCE OF THE MAGIC. THE ‘CONE’ MAXIMIZES THE COMBUSTION AND POTENCY OF THE GROUP ‘WILL’ TO ACHIEVE AN ‘AGREED UPON’ GOAL. THE ‘MAGIC CONE’ IS THE ‘SACRED SPACE’ OF THE ‘RULING ELITE’.

THE ‘MAGIC CONE’ ENERGIES ARE TONED AND MAINTAINED IN THE PROCESS OF UNIFYING THE ORDERING TO BE ‘AS ABOVE, SO BELOW’. IT IS THE RESONANCE OF WEALTH AND POWER. IT IS THE RESONANCE USING THE ‘MEDIUM’ OF THE OVAL OFFICE TO CHANNEL PURPOSE AND MOMENTUM. THUS PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH SERVES AS A ‘MEDIUM’ IN EXPRESSION AND ‘MEDIATION’ OF THE WORDS AND THE WAY OF THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

THE FORCE OF ELITE ‘CONE’ ENERGIES IS CONSTANT EVEN AS THERE ARE DIFFERENCES WITHIN THE ‘HAVES’. THERE ARE DIFFERENCES OF ISSUES AND MORALITY AND HOW MUCH TO TRICKLE DOWN.THERE ARE POLITICAL DIFFERENCES OF TEAMS AND EXPENDITURES. HOWEVER,THERE IS NO CHALLENGE TO THE TAX CODES AND ITS SPECIAL PROVISIONS.

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME IS THE ‘PERCOLATION DYNAMISM’ OF EMPIRE. IT IS THE CONCENTRATION OF THE ARISTOCRACY ENERGIES OF EROS AND MONEY ARISING AS THE FIRES OF ‘PAN’ IN THE CONSTANCY OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ARE FUELED AND ‘FOOLED’ BY THE ‘CON’. THE ‘CO’ DRAMA OF ‘INSIDER SHARED’ MOMENTUM AND ‘MUTUAL RECIPROCITY’ OF PROTECTING AND EXPANDING ‘WEALTH’.

THIS IS A TIME OF ‘CRISIS/RISK/OPPORTUNITY’ WHERE ‘IMPULSE’ MAY COMPEL THE REDIRECTION OF ‘TOO MUCH’ SKILLING OR ‘SAVANTING’ AND THEREFORE THE ‘OVER USE’ OF TOO MUCH OF ONE’S VITAL LIFE ENERGIES.

REAL OR ILLUSION ‘AL’

THE ‘SAVANTING’ IS AN EXCITEMENT AS THE ‘RUSHING AND CHANNELLING’ OF OPTIMIZATION IS IN THE ‘MERIDIAN’ OR ‘NEON-LIKE’ CORRIDORS. IT IS DESIRE DRAWING RESOURCES INTO A TALENT OR A ‘MEDIUM’ EXPRESSION. IT MAY BE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OR ‘GENERATIVE’. THE ISSUE IS THE LEVEL OF ‘HOMEWORK’ ONE DOES TO KNOW ONE’S OWN SOUL. THE ‘INTENSITY’ MAY ‘BLIND’ AND THE NEED FOR ‘SUCCESS’ MAY EXHAUST. THE ‘PAIN’ MUST BE ACKNOWLEDGED AS REAL AS PRESENCE BECOMES ‘REAL’ ‘AL’ OR ‘ILLUSION’ ‘AL’.

‘AL’ IS WHERE THE POTENTIAL OF ‘ENTHUSIASMOS’ [THE DIONYSIAN ECSTATIC INTENSITIES OF CREATIVE FIRE AS ‘EXCITED ENTHUSIASM’… A WILD STATE OF HOLY INSPIRATION…A PURIFYING INTENSITY OF ‘INNER FIRE’] AND ‘SPARAGMOS’ [THE RENDING, TEARING, MANGLING, CONVULSIVENESS OF REMAKING AND ‘REGENERATING THROUGH DIONYSIAN STRENGTH’] FLOW INTO ONE ANOTHER [AN ECSTASY OF CREATIVE EXCITEMENT REDIRECTED INTO PERFORMANCE]. IT IS THE ACCESSING OF REPRODUCTIVE POTENCY AND CAPACITY. IT IS THE TIME TO TEMPER ONE’S SELF AND TO ENSURE THAT ONE DOES NOT TRY TO BE ‘GREATER’ THAN ONE’S NATURE WILL ALLOW’].

‘REFLECTED DESIRE’

THE ‘AUTHORITY OF THE ‘PARENT’ MUST BE BROKEN IF ONE IS TO LIVE IN ONE’S OWN PATHINGS… IN ‘ATLAS SHRUGGED’ AYN RAND DESCRIBED HER WISH… HER SENSE OF REFLECTED DESIRE…

‘A MANS SEXUAL CHOICE IS THE RESULT AND SUM OF HIS FUNDAMENTAL CONVICTIONS. TELL ME WHAT A MAN FINDS SEXUALLY ATTRACTIVE AND I WILL TELL YOU HIS ENTIRE PHILOSOPHY OF LIFE. SHOW ME THE WOMAN HE SLEEPS WITH AND I WILL TELL YOU HIS VALUATION OF HIMSELF. HE WILL ALWAYS BE ATTRACTED TO THE WOMAN WHO REFLECTS HIS DEEPEST VISION OF HIMSELF… THE WOMAN WHOSE SURRENDER PERMITS HIM TO EXPERIENCE-OR TO FAKE-A SENSE OF SELF ESTEEM. THE MAN WHO IS PROUDLY CERTAIN OF HIS OWN VALUE WILL FIND THE HIGHEST TYPE OF WOMAN HE CAN FIND… THE WOMAN HE ADMIRES, THE STRONGEST, THE HARDEST TO CONQUER-BECAUSE ONLY THE POSSESSION OF A ‘HEROINE’ WILL GIVE HIM THE SENSE OF AN ACHIEVEMENT, NOT THE POSSESSION OF A ‘BRAINLESS SLUT’. THERE IS NO CONFLICT BETWEEN THE STANDARDS OF HIS MIND AND THE DESIRE OF HIS BODY. LOVE IS OUR RESPONSE TO OUR HIGHEST VALUE-AND CAN BE NOTHING ELSE’.

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‘THE BLIND SPOT IS THE HEART OF THE DREAM’… IN ORDER TO MAXIMIZE ONE’S POTENTIAL ONE MUST TRAVERSE ONE’S OWN INNER ‘TRAPS’ AND ‘BLINDNESS’ TO KNOW ONE’S NATURE.

‘THE MOTHER ALWAYS REMAINS TOO FAMILIAR AND TOO CLOSE. IN A WAY THE DAUGHTER HAS HER MOTHER UNDER HER SKIN, SECRETED IN THE DEEP, DAMP INTIMACY OF THE BODY, IN THE MYSTERY OF HER RELATIONSHIP TO GESTATION, BIRTH, AND TO HER SEXUAL IDENTITY. SHE WHIRLS AROUND… TO REPRODUCE AROUND AND WITHIN HER AN ENERGETIC SEXUAL MOTION… A ‘CIRCULAR MOTION’ THAT PROTECTS HER FROM ‘ABANDONMENT, ATTACK, DEPRESSION, LOSS OF SELF’. IT IS A WAY OF ATTRACTING AS BEING IN A CIRCLE MOVEMENT WHILE SOLICITING AND REFUSING ACCESS TO HER TERRITORY. SHE CREATES A GAME WITH HER TERRITORY…

GIRLS KEEP EVERYTHING AND NOTHING. THAT IS THEIR MYSTERY. THAT IS THEIR ATTRACTION… THEY INTERIORIZE THE GREATEST DISTANCES… TO LEARN HOW TO GIVE BIRTH TO THEMSELVES… TO INDIVIDUATE APART FROM THE AXIS OF THE MOTHER… TO FIND ONE’S OWN AXIS FROM THE FEET TO THE CROWN OF THE HEAD.’ [LUCE IRIGARAY—‘SEXES AND GENEALOGIES’]

THERE ARE MANY ENCOUNTERS AND CLIMBS OF NECESSITY IN THE REALM OF PERSONAL SEXUAL SELF ESTEEM. THERE IS THE QUICK OR THE ‘ZIPLESS’ OR THE ADOLESCENT FUMBLING. THERE IS THE DREAM OF AN ANONYMOUS SEXUAL ENCOUNTER IN THE MOVIE ‘LAST TANGO IN PARIS’ AND A WISH FOR A ‘TOTALITY’ OF ‘PERFECTION’.

SOMETIMES ONE MUST LET GO OF TRADITIONAL THINKING AND SEEK ‘PERSONAL LIBERATION’ IN AN OPTIMIZATION OF ‘CHARGES, ADRENALINES AND HORMONES’

IT IS THE NECESSITY OF ‘PAIR BONDING’ IN HONEST WILL AND EXPANSION THAT IS THE GENEROUS GENERATIVITY OF RECIPROCITY AND ‘OPPOSITIONAL GROWTH’. IT IS A VERTICALITY OF INNER PENETRATION AND A PHALLIC ‘MEETING’ OF THE SUCKING VAGINA IN ITS HUNGERS AND WISHFULNESS. THE ‘AL’ TOTALITY… THE TOT ‘AL’ ITY OF ‘LE PETIT MORT’… THE ‘LITTLE DEATH’ THAT IS THE LOSS OF SEMEN AT THE ORGASMIC RELEASE… THE MOMENT OF THE ‘START OF A NEW CYCLE… ‘AL’ IS THE PRESENCE OF BEING PRESENT AND MOVING FORWARD.

‘EVERY NEW ADJUSTMENT IS A CRISIS IN SELF ESTEEM’ [ERIC HOFFER]

ONE HAS TO BREATHE THROUGH THE DEPRESSION AFFECTS OF THE ANGER TURNED INWARD THAT IS THE ‘DENY’ OF THE ‘AL’ THAT IS THE WITHHELD AND THE ‘COILED’… THE ‘FOETALIZED’AND ‘CURLED’… THE ‘NARCISSISTIC SELF ABSORBED AND THE DEFENSIVE ANGER’ THAT IS ACCUMULATED AND STORED.

THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ DRAMA HAS TO MOVE BEYOND THE ANGER ‘ECHOES’ OF DELUSIONS AND ‘IMAGE PROJECTIONS’ [THIS IS WHAT I WANT YOU TO SEE OR THINK/THIS IS THE PERSON I WANT YOU TO RESPOND TO/THIS IS THE ‘PERSON ‘AL’ THAT I AM MASKING BECAUSE OF MY ‘NECESSITY’].

THE ‘PIVOTAL’ ‘AL’ CALLS FROM THE DEPTHS OF IDENTITY AS AN ECHO OF AFFIRMATION REFLECTING AN INCREASING ‘LIGHTNESS’ OF BEING. IT MAY DEMAND THAT ONE OVERCOME THE ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ OF SEPARATING ONESELF FROM THE ‘MASS’ AND ‘ASS’ OF ONE’S OWN ‘SOLIDITY’. AS A CREATIVE PERSON ONE LEARNS TO SEE THE DIFFERENCES IN HOW EACH PERSON DEALS WITH ‘IMMEDIACY’. ‘IMMEDIACY’ IS A TIME OF SEPARATING ONE’S SELF FROM THE ‘MOB’, THE ‘MASS’, THE ANGRY CROWD. ‘IMMEDIACY’ MEANS OVERCOMING ‘TRANCE’ AND ‘AUTOMATIC REFLEXES’ OF CONSUMPTION AND DEFENSIVENESS… THE GLAZED EYES OF THE ‘SPELLBOUND’ AND THE ‘LOST IN DESIRE’ SELF ABSORBED. IT IS THE ‘IMMEDIACY’ OF FACING ‘NOTHINGNESS’ IN THE CONSEQUENCES OF EVERY ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT OF ‘MADNESS’ THAT ENABLES ONE TO GROW BEYOND THE ‘REACTIVITY NORMALCY’ IN RESPONDING TO THE FORCE OF ‘COLLISIONISM’.

ADOLF HITLER SUPPOSEDLY QUOTED GOETHE WHEN HE SAID THAT ‘HE WHO IS NOT THE HAMMER IS THE ANVIL’. IF YOU ARE AN ANVIL YOU ACCEPT THE POUNDING… IF YOU ARE A HAMMER YOU EXERT FORCE OF SELF. IT IS THE ‘DUALITY’ RECURRENCE OF THE USE OF FORCE THAT DESTROYS RATHER THAN DEVELOP AGREEMENTS. THE ‘ACCEPTABILITY’ OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ FEEDS OFF THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND THE ‘OPPORTUNISM’ OF ‘CAPITALIZING’ ON THE ‘CHAOTIC’.

WHEN FACING THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ INERTIA IT IS IMPORTANT TO WALK CAREFULLY FOR IT IS THE INERTIA OF THE RESONATING ‘ANVIL-FRUSTRUM’ THAT BECOMES MORE AND MORE OF THE SAME AS THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER HAMMER OF AGGRESSION SEEKING A CHANGE OF FORM. IT IS GOOD TO TEMPER ONE’S REBELLIOUSNESS KNOWING THAT THE ‘HAMMER’ WILL PROBABLY WEAR OUT SOONER THAN ‘THE ANVIL’

A HEALTHY COMMUNITY KNOWS THE CONSENSUS OF ‘GIVE’ AND ‘TAKE’. A TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMID IS A ‘UNIDIRECTIONAL’ SYSTEM OF COMPLIANCE, REWARD AND PUNISHMENT DISPLAYING THE EXCEPTION AS THE STANDARD THAT MAKES THE RULE.

‘IT IS ONLY WITH THE HEART THAT ONE SEES RIGHTLY, WHAT IS ESSENTIAL IS INVISIBLE TO THE EYE’ [ANTOINE ST. EXUPERY ‘LE PETITE PRINCE’]

THE SEARCH FOR THE ESSENTIAL IS THE SOURCE OF THE ‘INNER WELLSPRING’ WHERE ONE MUST CONTINUOUSLY SEEK OUT THE TRUTH OF ‘YE’… ‘YE’ IS THE SPIRITUAL ESSENCE THAT SERVES TO CONNECT EACH PERSON TO HIS OR HER OWN FAMILY OF THE PAST, PRESENT OR FUTURE.

‘YE’ IS THE PRINCIPLE OF ‘LIAISON’ BETWEEN THE DEAD AND THE LIVING. ‘YE’ IS THE ‘ROOTING’ FROM ‘ANCESTORS’ YET IT IS THE STRENGTH TO GO FORWARD INTO THE SHADOWS AND ‘ENLIGHTEN’ THE SELF IN A ‘TRUTH’ SEEKING OF ‘LIGHTENING’ AND ‘LIGHTNING’ OF THE BODY.

IT IS THE ‘SURFACING OF MEMORY’ AND SUDDEN ‘SURGES’ OR ‘EPIPHANIES’ OF INSIGHT THAT ARE IN THE OPPORTUNITY OF ‘YE’. THERE MAY BE ‘VISIONS’ AND DREAMS OR A STREAMING FLUIDITY OF IMAGES THAT CALL ONE TO A SENSE OF A NEW PRESENCE. IT IS OPENNESS TO THE ‘BRAINSTORM’ AND THE ‘SOULSTORM’ OF THE WELL-STEIN IN ITS CREATIVE PERCOLATION. IT IS THE ‘CHANCE’ AND IT IS ‘INTUITION’ THAT GUIDES ONE TO A REALIZATION OF TRUE ‘INNER NECESSITY’.

THIS ENERGIZING THROUGH ‘YE’ IS THE WILL TO ‘FULLNESS’ AND THE TOTALITY OF ‘MERIDIAN’ ENERGY FLOW. IT IS AN ‘INNER FLOW’ THROUGH ALL THE ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ AND ‘WELL-STEIN’ POTENTIAL. IT IS THE ‘ROOTEDNESS’ OF ‘YE’ THAT PERMITS ONE TO SURVIVE.

THE ‘YE’ IS A GREAT ‘VEERING’… A GREAT ‘MILLING’ OR ‘RUMMAGING’ THAT ENABLES ONE TO ‘REFINE’ AND ‘EVOLVE’. ‘YE’ IS OFTEN DESCRIBED AS THE ‘MIRROR IMAGE’… THE ESSENTIAL QUALITIES OF A SHADOW THAT MUST BE ‘TRAVERSED’… ‘WHERE THERE IS SUN WE SEE THE ‘YE’ BEHIND US. THE ‘YE’ IS LIGHT REFLECTED. THE ‘YE’ IS A LINE ACROSS THE MIDDLE OF THE EYE’. THE ‘YE’ IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘3-SIDED COIN’ OF CHANCE AND INTENTION . THE ‘YE’ IS DIRECTION ‘YET’ AN ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF THE STRUGGLE BETWEEN INNER LIGHT AND SHADOW.

VIRGINIA WOOLF CALLED JAMES JOYCE’S ‘ULYSSES’… ‘THE CONSCIOUS AND CALCULATED INDECENCY OF A MAN WHO FEELS THAT IN ORDER TO BREATHE HE MUST BREAK THE WINDOWS’

IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘YE’…IT IS THE BREAKING OUT OF THE ‘SHACKLES OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND THE LIMITS OF ‘IMPOSED ORDERING’…IT IS TUNING INTO ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND GOING THROUGH THE REALM OF THE TENETS OF THE OTHERS…IT IS A KNOWING THAT TRUE SEXUALITY PASSES THROUGH ‘STAINED GLASS’ AND THE ‘LIGHT AND SHADOW’ OF DOCTRINAIRE BELIEFS… IT IS KNOWING MY STRENGTH OF FAITH IN THE SENSE OF ‘DOING UNTO OTHERS AS ONE WOULD HAVE OTHERS DO UNTO ONESELF’ THAT IS NOT GROUNDED IN ‘SHAME AND GUILT’ AND HUMILIATIONS OF HUMAN FEELINGS AND URGES.

IN THE EARLY ‘1980’S ‘YE’ SYMBOLIZED MY LATE ‘30’S PERSONAL CRISIS OF REDIRECTION. IT WAS A COMPLEX TIME OF CROSS CURRENTS WHEN MY ‘CAT-LICK’ CONFIRMATION NAME OF ‘JEROME’ CAME INTO A REALITY OF SPIRITUAL TIMBRE… I WAS MOVING INTO A VERY DEEP SPIRITUAL FLUIDITY…I DID SOME ‘JE’-‘ROAMING’.

I WAS IN ‘TRANSIT’ LETTING GO AND RELEASING ‘CHARGES’ OF THE EARLY TRAUMAS AND STRETCHING INTO NEW ‘CHARGES’ AND FLOWS FOR MY FUTURE. IT WAS A GREAT TIME OF DEEP TRANSITION. I LIVED IN A VERY ‘SENSITIZED’ STATE OF SLOWLY BEGINNING TO REGENERATE FOR SEVERAL YEARS. IT WAS A ‘HYPERCHARGED’ RECEPTIVITY STATE OF DEEP ‘YIN’ THAT ECHOED IN MY ‘ROAM’ ENCOUNTER DURING A 1982 TRIP TO ‘ROME’. MY ‘ROAM’ WAS IN CONTRAST TO THE ECHOES I EXPERIENCED IN THE ‘VATICAN’ AND THE ‘COLISEUM’.

IT WAS A ‘VALUES’ CRISIS OF CONTRADICTIONS. IT WAS A SPIRITUAL ENCOUNTER OF MARTYRS, ‘LA DOLCE VITA’ MOVIE IMAGES, ENTERTAINMENT AND SACRIFICES’. I FELT A DEEP SENSE OF ‘SPACINESS’ AND ‘GHOSTLINESS’ MOVING WITHIN. I FELT ‘HISTORY’ COLLIDING WITH THE EROS OF ITALIAN SEXUALITY, FASHIONS AND FOODS. IT WAS ‘ROAM’ AND ‘CATACOMB’ IN A TRANSIENCE OF ‘YE’ TIME.

THE TIMING WAS APPROXIMATELY ‘40’ YEARS AFTER THE ‘LOST SPRING’ OF ‘1943’… THE ‘DRAMA’ OF BEING IN THE ‘SENSES’ OF GUILT AND SHAME THAT ECHOED IN MY MOTHER’S EARLIER ‘PREGNANCY’ TIME. IT WAS THE ‘WOMB’ DRAMA PLACE OF THE ‘ANNUNCIATION’ AND THE ‘CONTROL AUTHORITY’ OF THE ‘CATHOLIC CHURCH’ AFFECTING THE ‘PSYCHE’ HISTORY THROUGH THE ISSUES OF ‘SEXUALITY’ AND THE ‘GREAT HUNGER’. IT WAS A DEEP ‘PSYCHE’ CRISIS TO FEEL THE ‘ROOTS’ OF ‘YE’ YET SEE THAT ‘REAL SEXUALITY’ PASSES THROUGH THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘STAINED GLASS’.

MY TRANSFORMATIVE NECESSITY WAS A BEGINNING OF BREAKING THROUGH THE ‘GLASS’ WORLD OF MY FATHER [THE GLAZIER] AND THE STAINED GLASS OF MY PARENTS RELIGION.MY ‘1982 ROME’ ENCOUNTER WAS A DIFFICULT EXPERIENCE AND THERE WERE TERROR/PANIC FEELINGS THAT SURFACED AS I WAS IN A ‘YE’ STATE OF TRANSITION.

THERE WAS MEMORY AND AN ECHO OF THE ‘OPPRESSION’ OF PRUDISH AND DECEPTIVE ‘NUNS AND PRIESTS’ THAT HAD TO BE ‘RELEASED’. MY TRAVEL PARTNER/LOVER/ COMPANION MINDY HELPED ME GET THROUGH THE EXCESSES AND OVERLOADS OF THAT JOURNEY. IT WAS A TIME WHEN WE BOTH HEARD RUMBLES FROM THE CATACOMBS [‘CAT’ A ‘COMB’S] WHILE IN THE BACK OF SAINT PETERS BASILICA IN THE ‘VATICAN’ [THE ‘VAT ‘I’ CAN’… THE SEAT OF THE CHURCH]

SECTION NINE.

‘YE’…

DURING THE EARLY 1980’S I WAS IN A ‘SPLIT OFF’ STATE STARTING TO GENERATE A NEW ‘PATHING’ OUT OF MY PREVIOUS ‘SPELLBOUND’EXISTENCE. I WAS DISPLAYING MANY ‘PHYSICAL’ AND ‘EMOTIONAL’ SYMPTOMS THAT WERE PART OF ‘SHEDDING’ MY OLD WAYS AND STEPPING FORWARD INTO ‘PRESENCE’. THERE WERE AFFECTS OF ‘IMBALANCES’ AND ‘PRESSURES’ RESULTING FROM ‘POSTURAL’ SHIFTS AND ‘VISUAL’ ACUITY CHANGES. IT WAS AS IF THERE WAS A ‘FOG LIFTING’ AND A WEIGHT BEING REMOVED FROM MY BACK. THE SIMULTANEOUS ‘BLACK AND BLUING’ OF MY BIG TOE NAILS AND THEIR ‘FALLING OFF’ WITHIN A MONTH OF THE COMMENCEMENT OF THEIR DISCOLORATION WAS A ‘DRAMATIC DISPLAY’ OF THE ‘ALTERED REBALANCING’ I WAS GENERATING.

THERE WERE BACK PAINS AND SPASMS AS WELL AS A REALISATION OF THE ‘COLLAPSED’ RIGHT SIDE OF MY BODY. DURING THIS TIME I ALSO REMOVED THE EMBEDDED ‘EYELASH’ FROM UP UNDER MY RIGHT EYELID AND FELT AN ENORMOUS RELIEF OF PAIN [THE EYELASH HAD BEEN THERE FOR MORE THAN 22YEARS].IT WAS A TIME OF EMERGING CONSCIOUSNESS AS I REALIZED THAT MY HIGH TOLERANCE FOR LEVELS OF PAIN WAS ACTUALLY A ‘HORROR’. ONLY WHEN I EXPERIENCED THE ‘RELIEF’ IN THE REMOVAL OF THE EMBEDDED EYELASH DID I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE OF HOW MUCH PAIN I LIVED WITH…I HAD BEEN LIVING A ‘NIGHTMARE’ AND THE REALITY ONLY BEGAN TO BE ‘UNDERSTANDABLE’ IN MY LATE 30’S.

THE EARLY 1980’S WAS ‘YE’ TIME

IT WAS ‘YE’ TIME AS I SAW PETER VERMILYE[‘VEER-MILL-YE’],THE CHIEF INVESTMENT OFFICER OF CITIBANK, MY BOSS, ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION, HOLD HIS INDEX FINGER TO THE EDGE OF HIS EYELID…STARE AT ME AND STRETCH THE EYELID OUT.

I FELT THE ‘STRAIN’ AND ‘VULNERABILITY’ AS A ‘SILENT’ DEMAND THAT I WAS BEING ‘SEEN’ ON A COMPLEX PLANE. IT WAS AS IF WE WERE MEETING ON A ‘YE’ PLANE…A ‘BELL TONE’ PLANE SHARING ‘AN ECHO’ OF OUR SOULS. IT WAS A ‘DEEP YIN’ PARALLELISM ENCOUNTER IN A SUBTLE ENERGY AWARENESS ‘INTERSECT’… A ‘PSYCHIC CROSSROADS’ OF EXPERIENCING THE ‘LIMITS’ AND ‘MAXIMUMS’ AND ‘COMPLEXITY’ OF ENERGY ‘EXCHANGES’ AND INTERCONNECTEDNESS.

VERMILYE WAS A GREAT SOUL WITH A DEEP SPIRIT SENSITIVITY…MY EXPERIENCE WAS THAT WE WERE MOVING IN ‘AL’MOST THE SAME PLACE, YET THERE WAS A DISTANCE BETWEEN US. IT WAS A TIME OF GREAT SENSITIVITY AS I STARTED TO LEARN TO FILTER THROUGH THE COMPLEX RESONANCE OF THE RANGES OF HUMAN VIBRATORY CAPACITY.

‘A ‘BELL TONE’ PLANE’

THERE WAS ONE ‘SUPER MOMENT’ WHEN WE MADE ‘ECHOIC CONTACT’… WE SAW EACH OTHER IN OUR SENSITIVE ‘VULNERABILITY’ YET THERE WAS A ‘WISDOM’ [THE WORD HE TOLD ME] THAT HELPED ME FROM FEELING FEARFUL OR ANXIOUS… I KNEW THAT I HAD BEEN IN AN ‘ENERGY’ PASSAGE OR TUNNEL OR CORRIDOR… WE WERE STANDING NEAR THE ELEVATORS AND THE FEW MOMENTS SEEMED TO BE ALMOST TIMELESS. THE ‘AIR BELL RESONANCE’ WAS SIMILAR TO THE SOUND EDGE OF A ‘WOOD WIND FOREST INSTRUMENT’… IT WAS A ‘WIND’ IN THE ‘WOOD’ SOUND. IT WAS A VERY DEEP CONTACT AND SENSITIVITY. WE WERE ON THE SAME SOUND EMANATION… THE SAME ‘FREQUENCY... IT WAS LIKE BEING IN A ‘SOUND CORRIDOR’… A ‘SOUND CHAMBERING’ OF RESONANCE.

WE SEEMED TO BE IN THE SAME WIND OF AN ‘UNHEARD SOUND’

MY FRIEND MINDY WAS FROM ‘BELLMORE’, LONG ISLAND AND SHE ACCOMPANIED ME THROUGH SOME VERY TURBULENT RESONANCE. THE ‘BELL’ TONING ‘MORE AND MORE’ WAS A DEEP CONNECTEDNESS THAT WE ALSO SHARED. IT WAS A PASSAGE TIME OF THE PATH OF THE HEART AS I BEGAN TO REDEVELOP MY BEING OUT OF MY WOUNDEDNESS. THE DREAM DRAMAS ARE PART OF THE DEPTHS OF WISHFULNESS.

ONE FACES ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND ‘INTIMATE PARTNERING’ WITH A VALUED OPPOSITE IN LOVING KINDNESS TO THE MAXIMUM POSSIBLE. MY FRIEND MINDY WAS ALWAYS THERE AS A’ LOVING LIFELINE’ DURING MY ‘YE’ GENERATIONS AND TRANSITIONS OF THE 1980’S.

TRANSFORMATION IS PERSONAL AND ONE DOES WHATEVER IS ESSENTIAL TO GROW BEYOND THE LIMITS OF ‘TRAUMA’ AND ‘PAIN’. SOMETIMES IT MEANS LETTING GO AND MOVING ON. SOMETIMES IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO KEEP GOING AS ONE WAS. SOMETIMES ‘THE SOMETHING IN THE WAY SHE MOVES’ CAN ONLY BE A MEMORY… THE FUTURE IS THE SOUL OF THE HEART GOING FORWARD.

‘YE’ AND VERMILYE

IT WAS A TIME WHEN THE ‘40 FOETUS FALL’ CHARGED STATE OF ME SEEMED TO INTERSECT WITH THE DRAMATIC CHILD OF ‘INNOCENCE’ THAT IS DISPLAYED IN THE ‘DESTINY CHILD’ OR ‘WISDOM CHILD’ ENDING OF THE MOVIE ‘2001,A SPACE ODYSSEY’.

I HEARD THE SAME KIND OF EMANATIONS AT A MUCH LOWER FREQUENCY LEVEL THAN THOSE ‘DRAMATISED’ DURING THE MOVIE ‘2001, A SPACE ODYSSEY’ ‘LUNAR’ INVESTIGATION SCENE THAT SIGNALLED A DIRECTION FOR THE SOURCE OF THE ECHOES THAT CAUSED THE ‘JOURNEY’ BEYOND ‘JUPITER’ AND THE ‘SEEN’.

THE EXPERIENCE OF ‘PAIN’ FROM TOO MUCH SOUND HAS BEEN A PROBLEM FFOR THE PAST TWENTY-FIVE YEARS…IT IS A ‘FREQUENCY RESONANCE’ SENSITIVITY THAT COMPELS ME TO AVOID NOISY CROWDS AND CIRCUMSTANCES…

‘THE GREAT OWL’

‘VERMILYE’ WAS ‘YE’, THE ‘GREAT OWL’ OF THE ‘MOMENT’ STARING ME IN THE EYE. I SHARED A RARE MOMENT OF FREQUENCY INTENSITY WHEN I PASSED THROUGH HIS REALM [HIS ‘STATE’ OF RESONANCE]. THE ‘WOULD’ WIND OF THAT ENCOUNTER STILL ECHOES IN MY AWARENESS.

I WAS JUST A ‘MIRROR MAN’ IN THE LAND OF THE GIANTS. THE ‘CHICAGO KID’… ‘HUSTLING’ AND TRYING TO GET THE JOB DONE USING 110% HEART OF EFFORT. I WAS THE ‘HUSTLING CADDY’ OR ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ SERVICE PERSON AND ‘DREAMER BALLPLAYER’ USING MY PEOPLE SKILLS TO KEEP UP WITH THE TALENTS OF THE WALL STREET ‘INVESTMENT PROFESSIONALS’.I LISTENED TO THE NEVERENDING ‘TIPPING’ TONES OF THE EDGES OF ‘CURRENCY’ AND DECISIONS ‘TO ACT OR WAIT AND SEE’.

I WAS VERY FORTUNATE…‘VERMILYE’ KNEW MY TRUTH BEFORE I DID. IT WAS ON A ‘TRAUMA PLANE’ OF BALANCING OUT ‘IMBALANCES’. VERMILYE HAD HIS OWN JOURNEY OF WOUNDEDNESS [A POLIO DAMAGED RIGHT LEG]. HE HAD MADE A HEROIC PERSONAL JOURNEY OF DIGNITY. HE WAS AN ‘ARTIST CREATIVE MAN’ IN THE WORLD OF ‘BIG MONEY AND ITS’ MANAGEMENT’.

VERMILYE WAS AN ‘ORIGINAL’… A MAN WHO KNEW THE ‘HUSTLERS’ OF WALL STREET AS IN THE POOL GAMES SEEN IN THE MOVIE ‘THE HUSTLER’.HE SAW THE ‘FAST EDDIE’ TYPES THAT EVENTUALLY BEAT THEMSELVES. VERMILYE HAD THE POISE AND PRESENCE OF THE MOVIE IMAGE OF ‘MINNESOTA FATS’ WATCHING ‘FAST EDDIE’ SHOW OFF IN HIS SKILL AND ‘BLINDING AMBITION’.

VERMILYE HAD SEEN THEM COME AND GO. HE SAW ME COME AND GO. I SIMPLY HAD TO MOVE ON INTO MY OWN ‘UNKNOWN’. THE CORPORATE JUNGLE WAS A VALUABLE EXPERIENCE OF SEEING,HEARING,FEELING AND LEARNING HOW TO ‘GO OFF ON MY OWN’.

‘YE’ ALSO A SIGNIFIER FOR ‘SPIDER’

‘YE’ ALSO A SIGNIFIER FOR ‘SPIDER’ AND IS A TERM FOR THE RED POWDER WHICH IS DERIVED FROM THE ‘SOTIN’ TREE IN AFRICA [THE TREE OF ‘THUNDER’ OF THE ‘FON’ TRIBE]. THE RED DUST OF ‘YE’ IS THE TRANSFERRING MEDIUM OF BLOOD, DANGER, LIFE FORCE, DEATH, ETC. THE ‘SPIDERMAN’ GENERATIVITY IS THE STRENGTH OF ‘YE’ AS A ‘SPAN OF CONTROL’ TO ‘STRETCH’ AND ‘LINK’ THE PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE. THE ‘YE’ IS THE ‘YET’ MOMENT OF GOING ON… IT IS A‘LETTING GO OF THE PAST’ IN EXCHANGE FOR A ‘BRIGHTER’ FUTURE. IT IS THE PASSAGE OF ‘ILLUMINATION’ AND SPIRIT RISING. IT IS THE PIVOTAL TIME OF VISION IN A MOMENT OF CLARITY BEFORE THE ONSET OF NEW STORMS.

‘THE CHICAGO KID’

I AM THE ‘40 FOETUS FALL’ ‘CHICAGO KID’ REMEMBERING ECHOES OF MY EX-WIFE’ MARGARET’S IMITATION OF A SMALL TIME CHICAGO POLITICIAN ‘P.J. CULLERTON’, WHO WOULD SAY ‘HIYA KEED’ TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE’.‘KEED’ WAS A SOUND OF ‘KEY’ BLENDED WITH ‘KID’. IT WAS THE ‘PROVINCIAL’ WORLD OF SMALL TIME CHICAGO POLITICS AND ‘P.J.’S NICKNAME WAS ‘PARKY’ WHICH SEEMED TO EPITOMIZE THE ‘TYPE’ OF HEAVY-SET POLITICAL ‘BOYZ’ OF THE MAYOR DALEY MACHINE.

THE ‘MACHINE BOYZ’ WERE LOCAL ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ ‘TRADERS’ OF FAVORS AND ASSOCIATION. THEY WERE THE ‘PARKY’ AND ‘SPARKY’ RESONANCE FOR THE MIDDLE ‘LOOP’ OF THE ‘COUNTRY’. ‘GEORGE HERBERT WALKER BUSH ALWAYS CLAIMED TO BE ‘OUT OF THE LOOP’ WHEN THEY INVESTIGATED THE ‘IRAN-CONTRA’ AFFAIR. IT WAS THE ‘PAST HOLDING ON TO THE ‘AGO’ OF ‘CHI’ ‘CA’ ‘AGO’. THE WIND ‘WARDS’ OF YESTERDAY’S ‘WINDY CITY’ SPORTS HEROES AND THE MYTHOLOGY OF THE ‘1960’ STOLEN ELECTION FOR ‘JACK’ [KENNEDY]

‘PARK, SPARK AND THE SPELLBOUND’

‘CHICAGO’ WAS THE ‘PARK KEY’ AND ‘SPARK KEY’. FOR ME, IT ECHOED A HIGGINS ‘SPARKY DOG’ WAY STATE OF ‘RIVALRY’ FILTERED THROUGH ‘DESIRE’… A MONARCH PLACEMENT AND A PARALLELISM IN MY ‘HIP’ ‘READINESS’ FOR A ‘DOG EAT DOG’ WORLD. THE TRAUMA ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ IN MY HIP JOINT HAD A LONG- TERM‘SPELLBOUND’ AFFECT. THE ‘CHICAGO’ ECHOES OF ‘GANGSTERISM’, ‘GANGWAYS’ AND ‘GANGBANGERS’ ARE VALUED AS MONEY THEMES OF THE EROSTOCRACY AND THE ‘AGO’ DREAMERS.

THE ‘WINDY CITY’ GOT ITS ‘NICK’ NAME FOR ITS MANY ‘LATE ‘19TH’ CENTURY HOT AIR POLITICIANS’ [ORIGINALLY A DEROGATORY DESCRIPTION FROM SOME NEW YORK LEADERS] RATHER THAN AS A DESCRIPTION OF THE ICY ‘HAWK’ WINDS OF THE CHICAGO WINTERS.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

AT THE AGE OF 6 OR 7 MY COUSIN ‘JACK’HIGGINS AND I RECEIVED DUPLICATE RED ‘MONARCH’ BIKES.

AS I SAID BEFORE, I WAS ‘ZAPPED’ AND ‘JAMMED’ IN THE ‘GROIN’ WHEN I TURNED THE ‘2ND’ CORNER WITH MY BRAND NEW BICYCLE. THE ‘21ST’ PLACE AND DAMEN INDENTATION/IMPRINT SET MY ‘WAY’ UNTIL THE EARLY ‘1980’S.THE INDENTED HIP SPACE WAS A REAL AND SYMBOLIC ‘DOG’ SPACE… A SPARKY OR ‘SPARK’ ‘KEY’ PLACE OR A ‘PILLAR’ PLACE FOR STRIKING OR ‘SPARKING’.

THIS TRAUMA LINKS WITH MY FORTY FOETUS FALL TRAUMA IN A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ CREATIVE ENERGIES. IT HAS BEEN THE JOURNEY OF LEARNING ‘PROCREATION’ AND BEING AVAILABLE TO THE OTHERS IN SORT OF A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ EROS WAY…

‘YE’ WAS THE BEGINNING OF FACING THE ‘ADAGE’ THAT ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’. ‘YE’ WAS THE MOMENT OF STARTING TO MOVE BEYOND THE ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’ BEING OF ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’. ‘YE’ WAS THE ‘DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY’ TIME OF THE ‘2001’ …A SPACE ODYSSEY‘ BLACK MONOLITH’ RESONANCE THAT MOVED FROM THE ‘UNHEARD’ TO ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’. ‘YE’ WAS THE ZONING SPACE OF ‘HIYA KEED’ THAT REPRESENTED MY ‘KIDDING MYSELF PLACE’ OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’. ‘YE’ WAS THE ‘SPAR’ AND ‘KING’ EDGE OF ‘SPARKING FATE’ ON THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE.

THE TIME OF ‘YE’ CONVINCED ME THAT SOME OF MY ‘ACCIDENTS’ WERE ‘DESIGN IMPRINTS’ TO ‘FRAME’ AND SUSTAIN THE CAPACITY I WOULD NEED TO SURVIVE THE PRESSURES OF THE TOTAL COMBUSTION OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’.

IT WAS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF W.H. AUDEN’S DESCRIPTION… ‘FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS AS HE CAN BEAR’.

EROS AND REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE PERCOLATION IS DEEP IN AWARENESS AND IS TRIGGERED BY ASSOCIATIONS…

THE ‘JACK’ AND THE ‘JOHN’…THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ AND THE ‘KENNEDY’ TRAUMAS… THE SEXUALITY AND ‘CHARISMA’ [‘AN EXTRAORDINARY SPIRITUAL GRACE THAT BENEFITS OTHERS’]…. THE ‘CAR’ AND THE ‘CHAR’ AS THE ‘ASS’ ‘SASS’ ‘SIN’ ‘NATION’ RELEASED THE SEXUALITY OF THE CULTURE. THE ASH AND THE CASH…

‘LINKING AND LINCOLN’

………. ‘LET IT NOT BE FORGOT, THAT FOR ONE BRIEF SHINING MOMENT THERE WAS A SPOT’…[CAMELOT]

THE DEATH OF THE DREAM CALLED ‘CAMELOT’ ECHOED AS A ‘LINKING’ TRAUMA WITHIN. IT WAS THE ECHO OF THE LINCOLN LIMOUSINE [‘LIMB’ ‘O’ SEEN] AND THE SPIRITUAL IDEA OF THE CAR AS USED IN ADVERTISING AND MEDIA AS A REPRESENTATION OF THE ‘SELF’… IT WAS A ‘GLOBAL’ MOMENT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ THROUGH A CRISIS ‘JACK’ AS A ‘GIANT SPARKING MOMENT’ IN ‘DEAL’ ‘LY’ [DEALY PLAZA].

IT WAS A GREAT ‘SHADOW’ TIME OF ‘GLOBALISATION’ RESONATING OUT OF THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF THE ‘11-22’. IT WAS A DEEP POLITICS MOMENT THAT CONTINUES TO RESONATE ON MEDIA SCREENS ‘40’ YEARS LATER.

IT WAS ‘THE KING IS DEAD

LONG LIVE THE KING’…

‘THE TIME IS NOW,REAGAN AND BUSH’

I REMEMBER THE BIG BLUE BANNER [‘THE TIME IS NOW, REAGAN AND BUSH’] ON THE ‘MIRACLE AMERICANA’ FURNITURE STORE [62ND AND 2ND IN MANHATTAN IN THE FALL OF 1980].

IT WAS A ‘MOTIVATION’ AND AN ‘ANACHRONISTIC INSULT’. THE DREAM FACTORY ILLUSIONISTS WERE CLAIMING ‘YESTERDAYS NOSTALGIA’ FEELINGS AND ‘IMAGING’ THEMSELVES IN IT. I RESENTED THE ‘SUPPLY SIDER’ EXPLOITATION HIDING IN THE ‘AMERICANA’ VALUES AND USING REAGANS DRAMA AGAINST THE EXCESSES OF THE ‘INDIVIDUAL WITHHOLDING INCOME TAX RATES’ TO GENERATE A ‘RICH GET RICHER’ AND POOR GET POORER NEW WAVE OF SELFISHNESS AND GREED'.

REAGAN PREACHED TAX SIMPLIFICATION AND DOING A TAX RETURN ON A POST CARD AND SOON FORGOT ABOUT IT ONCE HE REALIZED WHO REALLY BUTTERED HIS BREAD AND WHO MIGHT HAVE ACTUALLY ARRANGED FOR HIS BEING ‘SHOT’.

THE SIMPLICITY OF A POSTCARD TAX RETURN WOULD HAVE EXPOSED ALL THE ‘PRIVILEGES’ AND ‘SPECIAL PROVISIONS’ AND WOULD HAVE SHOWN THE ‘TAXPAYERS’ THE REAL IMBALANCES OF THE SYSTEM.

IT IS EASY FOR ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS’ TO DO ‘TAX CUTS’ AND PRETEND TO BE ‘SANTA CLAUS’ WHILE RUNNING UP A DEFICIT THAT FEEDS THE BANKS AND THE ELITE INTERESTS.

THE ‘CONTROL OF THE INTEREST’ IS THE ‘CONTROL OF THE COUNTRY’.

‘THE CONTROL OF THE FED CONTROLLING THE INTEREST RATE’ IS THE POWER OF ELITE ‘TRICKLE DOWN ECONOMICS’.

I WAS SEEING THE WINDS OF ‘MIRA’ [WONDER] AND ‘MIRACULA’ [MIRACLES] IN THE DECEPTIONS OF POWER THAT OFFERED PEOPLE ‘COMFORT’ FOR THEIR CIRCUMSTANCES. THEY ALWAYS OFFER A ‘HOPE’ FOR AN ‘AFTERLIFE’… A ‘MIRACLE LOTTERY WINNING’… A ‘HOUDINI-ESCAPE’ .

THERE HAS TO BE SOME WAY TO BE THE ‘ONE’ THAT GETS OUT OF THE ‘GHETTO’ OR THE ‘ORDINARY’. EVERYONE MUST BECOME THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ IN A CULTURE THAT REWARDS THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ [THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’].

‘YE’…A TIME OF ALIENATION AND DISTANCING… FEELING POWERLESS TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE ‘TAKING ADVANTAGE’ WAYS OF THE ELITE WHO ‘CAPITALIZED’ ON THE ‘VULNERABILITIES’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ AND BELIEVED IN VINCE LOMBARDI’S ADAGE ABOUT FOOTBALL ‘WINNING ISN’T EVERYTHING. IT’S THE ONLY THING’.

IT IS THE EQUIVALENT FORCE OF THE KNOWLEDGE THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’.

‘YE’ SPOKE TO ME ON AN UNCONSCIOUS LEVEL.

‘YE’ WAS THE TIME OF REALIZING MY WAY OUT OF ‘DEEP YIN’ RECEPTIVITY AND MOVING THROUGH THE ‘AUDITORY’ OR ‘ACOUSTICAL’ BLINDNESS THAT OCCURRED IN THE MOMENTS OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘BLANKING MOMENTS’ WERE IN THE ULTRASOUND ACCENTUATION OR ‘AIR’ STRENGTHENING OF MY NEWLY STARTING WAYS. ‘YE’ WAS A TIME TO SENSE MY PREVIOUS LIFE THAT WAS ‘JOB’-LIKE IN ‘SUFFERING’ AND ‘LOSS’. ‘YE’ WAS A TIME TO GENERATE THE NEW…

THERE WERE A LOT OF MOMENTS OF ‘CONVULSIVENESS’ IN THE ‘80’S AND ‘90’S AS I STARTED TO USE MY HANDS, ARMS, LEGS, TORSO, EYES, GENITALS AND FEET IN NEW MOTIONS. THE RESTRICTIONS OF PRIOR PAIN HAD TO BE WORKED THROUGH. THE MORE CONSCIOUS I BECAME THE MORE I STUDIED THE MOTIONS OF ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE TO LEARN HOW THE BODY WAS ‘SUPPOSED’ TO WORK’ [IT TOOK ME 2YEARS TO DO A ‘CHIN-UP’ USING A BAR IN MY BEDROOM DOORWAY.IN 1985, I GRADUALLY EXTENDED AND LEARNED TO STRETCH AND DEVELOP THE STRENGTH TO LIFT MY BODY OFF THE FLOOR AND ABOVE THE ‘BAR’].

I LEARNED TO UTILIZE THE ‘GRID’ OF ‘MERIDIANS’ TO HEAL MY DAMAGE THROUGH A MORE COMPLETE FLOW OF INNER ENERGIES. IT IS STILL AN ONGOING QUEST TO FULLY EXPAND BEYOND THE ‘MEDIUM’ AND ‘SAVANTING’ PATTERNS OF ‘SECURITY’ AND ‘FAMILIARITY’ AS WELL AS A ‘STRETCHING’ OF THE ENERGY OPPORTUNITIES OF REINFORCEMENT PAST THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ASSUMPTIONS.

‘POINT BLANK’

‘LEE MARVIN, THE HOLLYWOOD ACTOR, SPOKE OF HIS OWN ENERGY ENCOUNTER WITH SEEING HIMSELF ON SCREEN IN A VIOLENT SCENE…

‘HOW DO I FEEL WHEN I SEE MYSELF ON SCREEN? I FOUND IT VERY UNPLEASANT. RECENTLY, WHEN I SAW A FILM OF MINE CALLED ‘POINT BLANK’, WHICH WAS A VIOLENT FILM. I REMEMBER, WE MADE IT FOR THE VIOLENCE. I WAS SHOCKED AT HOW VIOLENT IT WAS. OF COURSE, THAT WAS TEN, FIFTEEN, EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO. WHEN I SAW THE FILM, I LITERALLY ALMOST COULD NOT STAND UP, I WAS SO WEAK. I DID THAT? I AM CAPABLE OF THAT KIND OF VIOLENCE? SEE THERE IS THE FRIGHT, AND THIS IS WHY I THINK THAT GUYS BACK OFF EVENTUALLY. THEY SAY NO, I‘M NOT GOING TO PUT MYSELF TO THOSE DEMONS AGAIN… THE DEMONS BEING THE SELF’

LEE MARVIN WAS TALKING ABOUT THE ILLUSIONS OF THE HOLLYWOOD DREAM FACTORY. HIS REAL VULNERABILITY WAS THE INNER ‘POINT BLANK’. IT WAS THE ‘TEFLON NON-CHARGED’ CONDUIT SPACE OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE STATE OF ENCOUNTER.

IT IS AN ‘INNER CORRIDORING’ AS A SAVANTING OF ENERGIES INTO A ‘ROLE’… IT IS A ‘NARROWING’ INTO A PERFORMANCE MODE WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM A FULLNESS OF REAL TIME PRESENCE. IT IS A ‘SUSPENSION OF DISBELIEF’ WAY OF BELIEVING AND BEING. IT IS NON-ORDINARY REALITY OF ‘CHANNELLING’ AND ‘SAVANTING’ BY DRAWING THROUGH THE ‘NON-CHARGED’ OR ‘LOSS OF CHARGE’ ZONES.

THE ‘ALTERED STATE’ OF RESONANCE WHERE ONE DRIVES OUT OF THE DEEPEST ‘YIN RECEPTIVITY’ IS A JOURNEY OF ENCOUNTERING INCREASED LEVELS OF ‘ANXIETY AND NOTHINGNESS’ AND THE ‘BLANKNESS’ IS AN ABYSS-LIKE INNER SPACE OF FLUIDITY THAT FUNCTIONS LIKE THE AFFECTS OF ALUMINUM THAT DOES NOT HOLD A ‘CHARGE’.

LEE MARVIN’S EXPERIENCING OF THE SIMULATION OF VIOLENCE [A FANTASY IN HIS OWN MIND] WAS THE INNER ‘POINT BLANK’ MOMENT OF ‘COOL-FIRE’ ACCENTUATION. A REMOTE ‘AMPLIFICATION’ OF A REAL EVENT WHERE ONE BELIEVES ONE IS ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING THE AFFECTS OF THE VISUAL ENERGY PENETRATION. IT IS ‘MAGNIFIED’ BY THE RECEPTIVITY OF THE CHARGED ‘DEEP YIN’ AS ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY.

HIS EXPERIENCE WAS CONSISTENT WITH HIS RECURRENT REINFORCEMENTS OF MANY ‘ZAP’ CHARGES… CHARGES THAT FOSTERED THE DEEP BLANKS… THE ZONINGS… THE INNER BLANK ZONINGS OF LEVERAGINGS… THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ BORROWINGS AND THE TRADINGS THAT DEMAND AN ALTERATION OF THE NORMAL FLOW OF INNER ENERGY. IT IS THE ‘INTENSIFICATION’ AS ‘PASSION’ BEING RELEASED AND FOCUSED INTO A ROLE THAT DRIVES ENERGIES INTO A FORM OF EXPRESSION. SOME PEOPLE NEVER REALIZE AUTHENTICITY OF SELF AND LIVE LIVES IN ‘ZONED-OUT’ WAYS OF ‘BEING CHARGED UP’ AS MEDIUMS AND START TO BELIEVE THAT THAT ‘ROLE’ IS REALLY WHO THEY ‘ACTUALLY ARE’.

THE INNER FIRESTORM OF ‘PASSION’ IS KNOWING HOW TO GUIDE THE FLAME INTO A CHAMBER THAT ‘DISAGGREGATES’ IT INTO THE MOST ELEMENTAL PARTS OF COMBUSTION AND THEN APPLY ITS HEAT TO POWER ‘PRIME MOVERS’…AN ALLIANCE OF ENERGIES IN A CLARITY OF PURPOSE…A CATALYTIC POWER OF FLAME TUNED INTO ONE’S REAL NATURE…

AS FRANCIS BACON SAID ‘NATURE TO BE COMMANDED HAD TO BE OBEYED’…

IT IS THE FORCE OF THE ACOUSTICAL BLINDNESS… THE EFFECTS THAT THE ‘ZAP’ STOPS TIME FOR THE MOMENT OF ITS USE…THE AWARENESS THAT ONE IS LESS THAN THE ‘IMAGE’ OF HOW OTHERS PERCEIVE ONE TO BE. IT DEMANDS THAT THE REAL QUEST OF THE SELF ENCOUNTER FEELINGS OF ‘FRAUD’ AS ONE DOES RECURRENT PERFORMANCES [GETTING BETTER AT IT] AND THEREBY FURTHER SPLITS OFF FROM THE REAL…

IT IS THE ‘ENERGIES’ THAT ARE IN THE ‘SHADOWS’ THAT ARE USEFUL FOR A DEEPER LEVEL OF PERFORMANCE BUT MAY BECOME ‘DEMON’S WHEN THEY ARE BROUGHT INTO THE ‘LIGHT’. IT IS THE POTENTIAL OF ‘RELEASE’ FOR CREATIVE USE THAT IS THE ‘TERRAIN’ OF CONVULSIVENESS GENERATING A NEW LEVEL OF ‘INNER CHAOS’ [‘K’-‘OS’].

‘PASS-THROUGHS’

IF ONE IS INDULGENT ONE MAY GET ‘LOST’ IN THE RAGES OR THE FRAILTY THAT IS OUTSIDE OF THE ‘CHANNELLING’ AND ‘SAVANTING’. THIS IS WHERE THE ‘BLANKING-ZONES’ ARE ‘PASS THROUGHS’ AND NO LONGER HELP ONE TO STAY ‘GROUNDED’.

THIS IS THE DANGER TIME WHEN MEMORY OR ORGANIC FUNCTION MAY SUFFER. THIS IS THE ‘STRAIN TIME’ WHEN TOO MUCH OF ONE’S ENERGIES ARE STREAMING THROUGH TOO LITTLE OF ONE’S BEING.

THIS IS THE TIME WHEN TOO MUCH ‘CORRIDORING OR COPPER CONDUCTING’ MAY USE UP THE ‘PATHING’ AND DRAW TOO MUCH ‘VITAL’ ENERGY FROM ANOTHER PART OF THE BODY.

IN A TEMPORARY OR BRIEF PERFORMANCE MODE ONE MAY ‘SUSTAIN’ A ‘ZAP’ ENCOUNTER IN A ‘SAVANTING/MEDIUM’ WAY AND NOT SUFFER LONG TERM DAMAGE. HOWEVER, THE ADAPTABLE AND FLEXIBLE HUMANNESS HAS LIMITS AND THE EXCESSES OF NEED MAY RESULT IN ONE BECOMING ‘TOO MUCH’ OF A ‘GOOD THING’. THAT IS TO SAY, A ‘GOOD THING’ THAT HAS BEEN ‘REDIRECTED AND AMPLIFIED’. THERE MAY BE TOO MUCH RIGIDITY AS TOO MUCH EROS OR TOO MUCH ‘BLANKING’ IS INCORPORATED INTO A ‘REPETITIVE’ PATTERN.

‘IT IS ‘KIDDING ONESELF’ IN THE TRANCING OF DESIRE’

THE WISE ‘SAVANT’ LEARNS TO FULLY BREATHE AND DISTRIBUTE THE ‘ZAP’ ENERGIES. IT IS NOT ONLY A CONCERN FOR A ‘LOSS’ OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT… IT IS THE REAL POSSIBILITY OF A LOSS OF MOST OF ONE’S MEMORY OR SOME PARTICULAR ‘ORGANIC’ FUNCTION.

THE ‘BLANK ZONINGS’ MADE LEE MARVIN VERY SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE ‘COLLAPSING AFFECTS’ OF TOO MANY PENETRATIONS AND TOO MANY INSTANCES OF ‘LOSING A CHARGE AND ‘GAINING’ A NEW CHARGE. THE PERFORMER ‘ZAP’ MODE IS AN AMPLIFIED STATE OF EXPANSION WITH A POSSIBILITY OF LOSS IF ONE DOES NOT ‘BALANCE’ THE ‘OLD’ AND THE ‘NEW’.

IT IS THE ACROBATICS OF ‘YE’ THAT DETERMINE ‘SUCCESS’ OVER THE LONG TERM.

‘THE PASS THROUGH OF THE BLANKING’

THE ‘SPEED’ AND QUICKNESS OF ASSOCIATIONS AND TRADES FLOWS IN THE ‘ORDERING’. THE MERGINGS ARE THE MEANS OF ‘SYSTEM’ COHESIVENESS AS THE ‘CYCLES’ OF ‘PI’ AND ‘DI’ ARE DEFINED IN RECURRENCE. IT IS ‘CAR’ AND ‘WASHING’ ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’ THAT ARE IN THE ELECTROFLOODS OF ‘CON’ ‘O’ ‘CO’ AND ‘THINK BIG. MOVE FAST’.

THE ‘TIMING’ AND THE ‘TIE’ ‘MING’ ARE THE ONGOING ‘ORDERING OF THE ‘CHOO-CHOO’ OF THE ‘CHI’ OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION. THE ‘CHI’ IS THE VITAL ENERGY THAT STREAMS AS LIFE FORCE IN THE MERIDIANS OF OUR BEING.

IT IS EASY TO SEE THE WAYS OF THE ELITE AS THE COMMERCIAL FOR ‘ALCOA’ EXPLAINS THE REAL REASON THAT ‘ALCOA CAN’T ‘WAIT’’ [BE A ‘CHARGED HOLDING’ ZONE] IS BECAUSE THE ‘PASS THROUGH’ IS THE ‘BLANKING’… ‘AL’ ‘CO’ A IS THE SPEED OF THE INERTIA AND IS UNABLE TO ‘HOLD A CHARGE’ FOR THE ‘OTHER [S]’.

‘THE COPPER TONE’

THE ACTRESS JODIE FOSTER WAS THE ‘ORIGINAL’ LITTLE GIRL BARE BUTT AS ‘BATHING SUIT WAS BEING PULLED OFF BY A DOG’ IN HER IMAGING AS THE ‘COPPERTONE GIRL’. IT IS THE MUSIC OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘PSYCHE CHARGED’ LOCATION… LOCATION… LOCATION THAT TUNES THE COPPER CONDUCTING TONES OF THE PERFORMER SAVANTS AND SOMETIMES TURNS THEM INTO TARGETS FOR POSITIVE [PRODUCT ENDORSEMENT AND ASSOCIATIVE SEXUALITY] AS WELL AS NEGATIVE REACTIVITY [THE MADNESS OF JOHN HINCKLEY WHO SHOT REAGAN AND WAS FIXATED ON JODIE FOSTER].

‘CATCH A FALLING STAR AND PUT IT IN YOUR POCKET… SAVE IT FOR A RAINY DAY’ [PERRY COMO SONG]

‘YOU RESEMBLE THE SPIRIT YOU COMPREHEND’ [GOETHE]

THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ‘CHARGE’ PILLARS/LISTENING POSTS/ANCHORS/ ‘WHEEL SPOKES’ FOR THE WHEEL OF CIRCULARITY ARE THE SERVANTS OF THE ‘NIETSZCHE SUPERMEN’. THE ‘SPOKES’ MEN AND A FEW ‘SPOKES’ WOMEN DO THE MAINTENANCE AND THE GENERATION OF THE ‘RHYTHMS’… THE ‘MUSIC’ OF ‘E’- MOTION AS ‘FOCUSED’ IN THE ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENT SEQUENCES. IT IS THE VIBRATORY RESONANCE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ THAT IMPOSES THE MUSIC OF THE ‘SIGNALS’.IT IS THE SEDUCTION OF SENSAMORA THAT CALLS FORTH THE AGGRESSIONS OF ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’…

THE MEDIUMS DANCE TO THE FLOWS OF THE ‘SILENT SPRINGS’ OF CONDUCTED ENERGY WATERS AND WINDS… THE ‘TALKING SMITHS’ AND ‘RARE AIR’ PERFORMERS MOVE WITH THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘UNHEARD SOUNDS’ IN ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ STREAMS AND ENMESHMENT….IT IS A CONSTANCY OF DIVERSITY AS ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND THE MOMENTUM OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’THAT PLAYS OUT IN EROS CHARGED DRAMAS EVERY DAY.

‘IT IS ALL DONE WITH MIRRORS’

WE SEE THE MAGICIANS OF ‘MISSED TICKS’ [ALTERED STATES OF RESONANCE] IN THE ‘LIGHT BOXES’[TELEVISION] PROJECTING AS CHARGED IMAGES OF TALKING HEAD ‘ELECTRIFIED MIRRORS’ OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY. THEY ARE ‘SAVANTING’ AND ‘DAZZLING’ AS PERFORMER TALENTS AND SURROGATE MEDIUMS… THEY ARE THE ‘EXCEPTIONAL STARS’ THAT LIVE IN OUR DREAMS. THEY ARE THE ‘AMPLIFIED’ MEDIA HEROES THAT SELL PRODUCTS AND PLEASURE TO ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. EXAMPLES LIKE ‘STEPHEN KING, MARK MAGUIRRE, SAMMY SOSA, MADONNA, THE ‘WHIZ KIDS’, THE BUSH PRESIDENTS OR THE CLINTONS’ DISPLAY THE DIVERSITY OF PERFORMER POSSIBILTY. THE ‘AMPLIFICATION’ AND ‘EVOLUTION’ OF A ‘PSYCHIC’ OR A ‘SAVANT/MEDIUM’ TAKES A LOT OF FOCUS, TALENT, AND DISCIPLINE.

THE ‘CHAMPIONS’ HAVE TO HAVE A ‘WILL OF WANTING TO BE GREAT AT WHAT THEY DO’

WE SEE THAT THERE ARE MANY MODES OF COMPLIANCE [AUTOMATON, ROBOTIC, ATHLETIC, REPETITIVE, POLITICIAN WORDSMITHING AND ARTISTIC ‘FORM’ EMULATING]. WE SEE THEM ‘COME’ AND ‘GO’ IN THEIR ‘AMPLIFIED DREAMS AND USEFULNESS’. WE SEE THE ‘CHARLIE HUSTLE’ EXCESSES OF A PETE ROSE AS A GAMBLER RIDING THE DICE OF THE ‘OS’ AND ‘EROS’ AND ‘ROSE’ OF ‘SIN! SIN! AT ‘T’ [CINCINNATI] AND THE ‘REDS’ PERFORMING AS THE CINCINNATI REDS AND THE BASEBALL DREAMS OF THE ISSUES OF ‘FAIR AND FOUL’.IT IS THE RAWNESS AND REDNESS OF ‘O’ ‘HI’ ‘O’[OHIO].

THE ‘PERFORMER TALENTS’ MOVE INTO A ‘SETTLED’ PATTERN OR ROLE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN ORDER TO BE A ‘SUCCESS’

THE REMOTE DIRECTED ‘COOL FIRE’ IS ‘ZAPPED’ INTO THE WAYS OF ‘DOING’ AS ‘RARE AIR’ ACCENTUATIONS OF A SIMPLE OR COMPLEX SET OF ‘MOTIONS’ AND ‘EMOTIONS’. WE ARE ‘PUMPED UP’ AS MEDIUM MESSENGERS FOR THE ‘WAY OF THE DAY’. IT IS ‘ACCENTUATION’ AND RECURRENCE AS ‘SAVANT TALENT PERFORMERS’ BECOME ‘BETTER’ AS THEY ARE ‘MORE SO’ IN THE AMPLIFICATIONS’…

‘ORIGINALITY’

………‘THE CREATIVE ACT, BY CONNECTING PREVIOUSLY UNRELATED DIMENSIONS OF EXPERIENCE, ENABLES HIM TO ATTAIN TO A HIGHER LEVEL OF MENTAL EVOLUTION. IT IS AN ACT OF LIBERATION…THE ‘DEFEAT OF HABIT BY ORIGINALITY’ [ARTHUR KOESTLER-‘THE ACT OF CREATION’].

‘BOKA OR BOCA’… ‘ELDER OR MASTER’

THE ‘ELDER’ OR ‘BOKA’ USES HIS ‘UNBENDING WILL’ TO FOCUS ENERGIES THROUGH ‘HOT POINT’ ENGAGEMENT INTERSECTIONS [THE ‘POINT CHAUD’ OR FIERY ‘POINT OF LIGHT’ MERIDIAN INTERSECTIONS OF INTERNAL NEON STREAMS]. IT IS THE REPETITIVE PATTERNING INTO SAVANT PERFORMANCE THAT ‘MAKES’ A ‘STAR’ OR A ‘TALENT’…

IT IS EASY TO SEE IN ENTERTAINMENT AND SPORTS AS PERORMANCES MAY BE ‘FINELY TUNED’ TO A FREQUENCY OF MAXIMUM ‘GENERATION’…

‘HOT POINTS AND POINTS OF LIGHT’

USING THE TECHNOLOGY AND THE ‘POWER OF SUGGESTION’ THE ‘BOKO/BOKA’ GUIDES AND DIRECTS THE MEDIUMS THROUGH THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF THE INNER ‘MICRO’ WORLD AND THROUGH THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS IN THE ‘MACRO’ WORLD’.

IT IS THE ‘HOT POINT’ LOCATION OR INTERSECT THAT DEFINES THE INNER MERIDIAN DIRECTIONS AND MOTIONS. IT IS THE FLOW PATTERN OR DISTRIBUTION THAT IS ‘HEALTHY’ OR ‘SKEWED’ AS ONE ‘MAXIMIZES’ ACCENTUATIONS AND ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. IT IS THE DEVELOPMENT OF A SOUND ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ HOMEOSTASIS THAT REDUCES ‘STRESS’ WITHIN THE BODY.

‘THOSE WHO DO NOT LEARN FROM THE PAST ARE CONDEMNED TO REPEAT IT’ [GEORGE SANTAYANA]

WHAT GETS CHARGED IN ORDER TO GUIDE, DAM, OR RELEASE? WHAT IS THE QUALITY OF ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’ THAT IS FACILITATED BY THE POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERN?

HOW DOES ONE LEARN TO BE A ‘GOVERNOR OF A STATE’

AS A MEDIUM ONE TENDS TO FUNCTION AS A ‘COMMUNICATOR’ OF A ‘MESSAGE’ AND BE A ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A STATE [A ‘STATE OF RESONANCE OR AWARENESS’ OR PSYCHE’ ZONING]… ONE MAY DRIVE A PLACE ‘STATE’… A ‘LOAN-‘LY’ STATE’ OF ENERGY DIRECTIONALISM.... THE ‘WHETHER VAIN’ OF ENERGY FLOWS ‘STATE’… THE ‘DRAWING OUT’ OF THE ‘POTENCY’ OF THE ‘OTHER’ AS A WAY ‘STATE’.

IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF THE MEDIUM IN REPRESENTING THE ‘TONE’ OF THE STATE EVEN AS THE EXCESS MAY BE UNHEALTHY.

AS A SIGN OR A SYMBOL OF A ‘STATE’ THE MEDIUM PERFORMS IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE ‘CHARGED INTENT’ OF THE ‘SOURCE MASTER’.THE REINFORCED CHARGINGS OF A SAVANT MODE BECOME THE ‘TONE’ THAT CONNECTS TO THE AUDIENCE AND ACTIVATES THEIR REACTIVITY.

THERE IS A DIFFERENCE OF HEALTH CONSEQUENCES AS ONE CENTERS IN PERSONAL GROWTH AND HEALTH OR ONE GOES WITH THE ‘CHARGES’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’.

IT IS THE NATURE OF THE ‘FOOL’…‘HE WHO KNOWS NOTHING’ [‘THAT WHICH IS UNMANIFEST OR TRANSCENDENT’]

THE ‘FOOL’, THE PERSON WHO HAS KNOWLEDGE OF ‘NO’-‘THING’ AND IS THE SPIRIT IN THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ STATE OF DOING ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’… THE ‘FOOL’ SERVES THE ‘ROYALTY’ WINDS OF ‘DIRECTION’ FOLLOWING ‘SUGGESTION’ TEMPOS OF SOMEONE ELSES’ RHYTHMS. THE MEDIUM MUST MOVE THROUGH HIS ‘FOOL’ WAYS OF BEING IN STATES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ INTO A ‘REAL PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY.

THE MEDIUM MUST CLAIM HIS OWN RHYTHMS IN ORDER TO LIVE HIS OWN LIFE.

IT IS A SENSE OF KNOWING WHO ONE REALLY IS

WHEN ALL OF THE PERCOLATION OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ IS FOCUSED IN A HEALTHY AND CONSCIOUS CENTERING ONE MAY OWN ONE’S OWN SOUL. THE AWARENESS OF ‘BALANCING’ ENERGIES AND SUSTAINING A HEALTHY INTENT HAS TO BE IN THE EVERYDAY EXPANSION OF THE ‘REAL SELF’. IT IS A COMMITMENT AS A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ TO BE PRESENT THAT ALTERS THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ WITHIN THE WELL-STEIN CREATIVE STATE .

THE REMOTE ‘SIGNAL MAY BLOCK MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ WHEN IT IS TRANSMITTED ACCENTUATING A PATTERN OF ‘PERFORMANCE’ OR IT MAY BE A TIMING OF ‘PASS THROUGH’ MEDIUM ‘REEDING’ OF EXPRESSION. CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE EXPANSION OF THE FULLNESS OF BEING REAL…IT IS A ‘QUICKNESS’ OF AWARENESS IN SENSING ‘AS SOON AS ONE IS ABLE’ THE ELECTRONIC PENETRATION AND ‘STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’…

IT IS A ‘LONELY’ STRUGGLE HANGING OUT BY ONESELF ‘TWISTING IN THE WINDS’ OF THE COMPETING FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’, THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’…IT IS A DEMAND TO ACHIEVE THE REAL SENSE OF ‘MING’ AS ONE ‘UNITES’ ONE’S BEING WITH THE ‘HEAVENS AND THE EARTH. IT IS BEING IN THE ‘MING’ PRESSURE COOKER OF CONSTANCY IN THE COMPRESSION AFFECTS OF THE RESONANCE YET DRIVING THE CREATIVE INDEPENDENCE OF ONE’S PURPOSE ALWAYS TUNING INTO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ AS CHOICES ARE MADE.

ONE MUST BE PRESENT IN ONE’S OWN ‘HUBKORE’… ONE MUST TUNE INTO THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘MACRO-COLLISIONISM’ AS ONE MANAGES ONE’S INNER –COLLISIONISM’. THE GREATER ONE’S CAPACITY FOR SWINGS AND RANGINGS OF EMOTION THE MORE ONE HAS TO BE HEALTHY AND PRESENT IN THE ‘HUBKORE’.

THE ‘LETTERS’ OF THE ‘WAY’

IT IS THE WAY OF ‘ART LINKLETTER’ AS ‘PEOPLE ARE FUNNY’…. THE ‘LINK LETTER’ WAY OF THINKING THAT IS THE SOLVING OF THE ‘PUZZLE’. IT IS THE ‘PAT’ SAY ‘JACK’ [A PAT SAJAK AND VANNA WHITE ECHO] THAT IS ‘MY’ HEARTACHE OF THE DAMAGE BASIS FOR THE TELEVISION SHOW THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’. THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ THAT IS THE ‘SOLVING’ OF THE ‘MISSING’ [THE ‘NOTHING’ AND THE ‘LOSS’]. THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ WHICH IS THE HOPE OF BEING SELECTED…A DESIRE ‘FAVORITISM’ THAT ‘SOMEONE UP THERE LIKES ME’.

THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ IS THE CONSTANCY OF ‘PAT SAY JACK’ AND THE ‘LEVERAGING’ OF ‘CHANCE’.

IT IS DAVID LETTERMAN DOING THE ‘TOP TEN’ WAYS OF THE DAY. IT IS THE EDGE OF SOUNDNESS AND ‘MOWS IS’ [MOSES]…IT IS THE ‘CARNIVAL OF SOULS’ CULTURE OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ AND TRYING TO ASCERTAIN IF ‘THE PRICE IS RIGHT’…

‘SMALL CHANGES LEAD TO EVOLUTIONARY ADAPTATION’[CHARLES DARWIN]

IT IS THE PROBLEM OF ‘NARCISSUS’ IN BELIEVING THERE IS ‘NOTHING’ THAT I CAN DO ABOUT BEING THE ‘MAN IN THE MIRROR’ AS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ FOR THE ‘MODELLING’ OF ‘MING’. IT IS THE DESIRE TO RELEASE ‘ECHO’ FROM HER FEARS AND FORTRESSING IN THE DEPTHS OF HER ‘CAVE’ KNOWING EVERY ACTION ONLY SENDS HER DEEPER INTO LISTENING TO THE SOUNDS THAT ENVELOP HER.

IT IS THE NATURE OF HER NIGHTMARE THAT IS THE WEBBING OF HER ECHOIC CHAMBERING.ECHO LISTENS AND STAYS IN THE CAVE. IT IS HER WISH TO BE SAFE AND HOLD ON TO HER OWN THAT KEEPS HER IMPRISONED.

NARCISSUS IS BLINDED BY HIS SELF OBSERVATION PROWRESS…

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX’ …LUCE IRAGARAY

‘PAT SAY JACK’

THE CREATIVE DEPTHS ARE THE ‘HELL OF A CIRCULARITY’ AND THE NUMBNESS OF THE ‘AUDIENCE’ FASCINATION AT THE ‘SPINNING’. THE ‘PERFECT SPIN’ IS NEEDED FOR THE ‘PERFECT WAY’ AS THE ‘PERFECT JACK’ DRIVES THROUGH AND ‘WITH’ THE ‘VAN’ ‘NA’ WHITE. IT IS THE ‘CAR’ PRIZE IN A ‘VAN’ [‘NA’] FORMAT. IT IS THE T.V. GAME SHOW STANDARD OF THE ‘CAR’ AND THE ‘SPLITTING’ OF THE ‘MASS’ THAT IS IN THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’. THE AUDIENCE KEEPS PAYING FOR THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AS EACH ONE BELIEVES THAT HE OR SHE WILL BEAT THE SYSTEM… BEAT THE WHEEL. IT IS THE BELIEF THAT ONE IS ‘FATED’ OR ABLE TO BEAT THE ‘ODDS’ AND THE ‘GODS’.

IT IS THE CHARGED ‘AUTO’ AND ‘CAR’ AS THE FOCUS OF MEDIA PRIZE MAKING…THE ‘SPINNING’ AND THE WINNING…

THE ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IS THE NORM AND THE SPIRITUAL WARRIOR MUST BE HEROIC TO MOVE PAST THE MEDIA HAZE OF ‘CAR OBSESSIVENESS’.IT ECHOES IN MY DECADES OF STRUGGLE FOR ‘WHOLISM’.

IT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE RHYTHMS OF THE GIANTS CONTAINING THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ IN THE INERTIA OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

‘PAT SAY JACK’ IS AN ECHO OF AN IMPRINT OUT OF A GREAT IMPOSITION.

IT IS THE ‘ABSOLUTE POWER’ OF THE ‘LIGHTNING BOLTS’ AND ‘ZAPS’ THAT DEFINE THE PATTERN [‘PAT’ ‘TURN’] AND DEMAND AN ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’ TO THE ‘CIRCULARITY’ OF THE ‘PERFECT’ [MING ORDERING].

THE ‘PAT’… ‘SAY’… ‘JACK’ IS THE ‘CONSTANT’…THE ‘MARRY ‘K’’ OF THE ‘WAY’AS THE ‘AMERICAN WAY’. IT IS THE ‘MON’ PARALLELISM OF ‘YIN’ IN THE STATES OF ‘W’ OR DUALITY…

FOR ME IT IS THE ECHOIC ‘JACK’ OF THE RECURRENT BICYCLE RHYTHM [THE ‘POINT’ OF ‘LIGHT’ OR ‘SPARK’ LOCATION OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGY POTENCY]. IT IS THE ZONE OF REDIRECTED FLOW AS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN THE ‘JACK’ WAY

THE SOUNDS OF ‘PAT SAY JACK’ GRINDS INTO THE ‘GROIN IMPACT PLACE’[THE ZONING] WHERE THE BRANDING IN A ‘COLLISIONISM’ MOMENT DEFINED MY ‘ANGUISHED CREATIVITY’ AND MY ‘WOUNDED SEXUALITY’. IT IS WHERE ‘MY’ NAME AS FRAME WAS ‘BRANDED’.

IT IS ‘PATTING’ AND ‘JACKING’ EVERYDAY AS I SEARCH TO BREAK THE PATTERN OF SAVANTING IN MY ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’.

‘PAT SAY JACK’ IS THE ‘3 SIDED COIN’ ‘PRESSURE COOKER OF CONSTANCY’ THAT IS NEVER DONE. IT IS MORE THAN A ‘MOUNT EVEREST’ JOURNEY OF ‘ETERNAL RECURRENCY’ THAT IS ‘TOTALLY’ ISOLATING IN ITS AFFECT. IT IS ONLY AN INNER VICTORY THAT ‘ACCEPTS’ THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ‘ZAP’ BRANDINGS AS THE ‘NOTHING’ THAT ONE CAN DO ‘NOTHING’ ABOUT.

IT IS LETTING GO OF WHAT ONE CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT AS ONE MOVES INTO REALIZATION OF WHAT MIGHT BE POSSIBLE. IT IS ‘DON’T FIGHT FORCES USE THEM’ AS BUCKMINSTER FULLER’S ADVICE THAT SEEKS TO ALTER PATTERNS IN THE MOMENTS OF OPPORTUNITY AND CHANGE.

SECTION TEN.

THE ‘PEOPLE OF THE LIE’ AND THE CHILDREN OF THE ‘DAMNED’ ARE THE ‘FLAWS’ OF THE ‘ALIEN’ CONFUSION AND THE ‘REAL STAR WARS’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’

AS CREATIVE PERFORMER MEDIUM SAVANT CHANNEL TALENTS WE LIVE IN AN ELECTRONIC COLONY FROM CONCEPTION TO GRAVE. WE ARE BEINGS SENSITIVE TO THE ‘FREQUENCIES’ OF TECHNOLOGY TRANSMISSONS IN OUR LIVING ROOMS AS WELL AS IN OUR INNER MERIDIANS. THERE ARE ‘HYPNOTIC’ BRAIN WASHINGS AND BRAIN WAKENINGS… THERE ARE LIFELONG PSYCHOBIOLOGICAL CONSEQUENCES OF THESE EXCESSES AND CHARGES. WE ‘TRANCE’ AND ‘STARE’ AND ARE ‘SPELLBOUND’ IN THE ‘CURRENTS’. WE ARE LIKE DEERS ‘BLINDED’ BY THE ACOUSTICAL ‘HEADLIGHTS’ OF ECHOIC TIMBRE. WE LIVE IN THE ‘SILENCE OF FEAR’ THAT WE MAY BECOME ‘LAMBS’… THE ‘AGNUS DEI’ OF THE ‘LAMB OF GOD WHO TAKEST AWAY THE SINS OF THE WORLD'’…WE ARE THE ‘REAL SILENCE’ OF THE ‘LAMBS’.

‘WE ARE LOST IN DREAMS’ AND ‘PYRAMID SCHEMES’.

MANY SURVIVE IN A ‘DEFINITION’ OF PIERCINGS, TATTOOS, AND BODY BUILDING [A CONTAINERING OR CONTROL OF THE CIRCULARITY IN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE YIN-YANG SWINGS]. THERE IS A PSYCHIC LEVEL OF NERVE PAIN IN A DIONYSIAN WRENCHING IN OUR IMBALANCES OF EBB AND FLOW… THE REVERSALS OF EROS/SORE…

THERE IS AN EMPHASIS ON ‘LOVING CONCERN’ YET THE ONGOING FEELING IS THAT THINGS ARE ‘SLIPPING AWAY’… IT IS YEATS SAYING ‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER DOESN’T HOLD’.

IT IS THE ‘CONSTANCY’ OF STAYING IN TUNE AND HOLDING ONE’S OWN AS THE INERTIA OF THE ‘MING’ AS WELL AS THE ‘SOCIO-ECONOMIC’ FORCES OF ‘CGLOBALIZATION’ ARE PRESSURES OF ‘KEEPING PACE’. IT IS THE FORCE OF THE ‘ECTRONIC HERDING’ THAT COMES THROUGH MEDIA SCREENS EVERYDAY.

IT IS ‘CONTROL’ THAT EVERYONE SEEKS AS THE FEELING OF ENSURING THAT ONE WILL NOT BE ‘HURT’…IT IS ‘CONTROL’ THAT IS A STRENGTH YET MAY BE THE PROBLEM AS WELL.

YOU CANNOT HEAL OR REPAIR CONTROL…YOU HAVE TO ‘LET GO’…YOU HAVE TO ‘RELEASE’…YOU HAVE TO BE PRESENT AS YOU OVERCOME THE ‘TYRANNY OF THE INNER UNREAL’…

IT IS A WAY OF DOING A ‘REVERSAL OF FORTUNE’ OF THE SELF…IT IS THE ‘INEVITABILITY OF GRADUALISM’ AS ONE SHIFTS GEARS AND SHEDS ‘UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE’…IT IS PERSISTENCE YET ‘ONE DAY AT A TIME’ AND ‘ONE STEP AT A TIME’…

IT IS ‘OWNING YOUR OWN INNER TERRAIN’…

WE ABSORB ‘PROJECTIONS’ OF LONELINESS AND LOSS FROM THE REALM OF ABANDONMENT AND CONTEMPT [THE ‘STATES’ OF NEVER FEELING SAFE, A‘CHRONIC WARINESS’, A FORM OF ‘POISON’ IN THE EXCESSIVE ADRENALINES OF ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’, THE IMBALANCES OF HORMONES].

THERE IS ‘EXHAUSTIVENESS’ TO ALWAYS ADAPTING TO THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘OTHERS’. THE FEELING ‘POWERLESS’ TO INFLUENCE THE MOTIONS MEANS ONE IS SIMPLY HOLDING ON TO THE ‘CENTRIFUGAL FORCE AFFECT’ OF THE ‘SPINNING WHEEL’

THERE IS A CONTRADICTION OF THE EFFECTS OF ‘OVERSTIMULATION’ AND THE ‘MISSING’. IT IS THE ANGUISH OF ‘PAT SAY JACK’. IT IS ‘WHEN’ AS A TIME OF ‘NERVOUS ANTICIPATION’ AND THE UNKNOWN..

WE GRADUALLY LEARN TO MOVE BEYOND ‘REACTIVITY’ AND ‘CHART’ OUR OWN COURSE.

‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’

THERE IS UNHEALTHINESS IN FORMER INTEL C.E.O. ANDY GROVE’S DESCRIPTION OF CAPITALISM THAT ‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’.

TOO MUCH INNER ‘SUGAR’ IS GENERATED EMOTIONALLY AND TOO MUCH ‘SUGAR’ IS CONSUMED FROM EXTERNAL SOURCES… THE ‘COPING’ TEMPOS OF ‘OVERCOMING THE BITTERNESS’ OF ‘INJUSTICE’ IS THE LONG TERM CONSEQUENCE OF THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’.

‘PAT SAY JACK’ AND THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ SET THE TONE IN THE CONFRONTATION OF ‘FORTUNA’. WHAT OR WHERE IS ‘FORTUNA’ [THE OCCASION OF POSITIVE OPPORTUNITY IN DEALING WITH THE ‘UNFORESEEABLE CIRCUMSTANCES’]. IT IS THE RECOGNITION OF THE ‘PROTRACTED CONFLICT’ THAT IS IN THE ‘CURRENTS’ AND THE ‘FORCES OF OPPOSITION’. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE DIFFICULTIES ONE ‘FACES’ WITHIN AND THE PROBLEMS ENCOUNTERED IN THE ‘REAL WORLD’.

‘CONTRARIANS’ AND STRATEGY

‘THE MYTH OF TRANSFORMATION COALESCES THROUGH THAT OF THE ‘PRUDENT INDIVIDUAL [SAVIO] WHO KNOWS HOW TO APPLY ‘CONTRARIES’ TO A DETERMINATE END, IN WHICH REASON AND WISDOM, AS OPPOSED TO THE FOLLY OF THE VULGAR, CAN SHINE FORTH. [MACHIAVELLI]

MACHIAVELLI’S ‘ART OF WAR’ IS ABOUT NOTHING OTHER THAN THE ‘UNFORESEEABLE’ [THE ENEMY… THE OPPOSITE… THE ‘STRATEGIST’ ].

‘THE GREATEST REMEDY THAT YOU CAN USE AGAINST THE ENEMY’S DESIGNS, IS TO DO OF YOUR OWN VOLITION WHAT HE ENDEAVORS TO FORCE YOU TO DO, FOR BY DOING IT OF YOUR OWN VOLITION YOU MAY PROCEED WITH ORDER AND TO YOUR OWN ADVANTAGE AND HIS DISADVANTAGE. BUT IF YOU ARE COMPELLED TO DO IT, IT WILL BE YOUR RUIN’

‘THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ ZONE OF AN AMBIVALENCE’

THE INNER ‘CHAOS’ [‘K’ ‘OS’] IS THE POTENTIAL GENERATIVE ‘PARALLEL’ OF ‘YIN/YANG’ THAT IS THE ‘ITCH’ OF ‘WHICH’ DEEP WITHIN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY. IT IS THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ ZONE OF AN ‘AMBIVALENCE’…THE ‘WHICH’ AND THE ‘WITCH’ OF ‘GNAWING RESTLESSNESS’… IT IS THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA IN THE ‘HIP WARS’ AND THE ‘PHALLIC THUNDER’ THAT WRESTLE FOR ‘PRIMACY’. IT IS ‘POWER’ THAT DESTROYS ‘LOVE’ OR THE FULLNESS OF TOTAL LOVE. THERE MAY BE ‘CONFUSION’ ALONG THE EDGE OF THE ‘HARPS’ OF WISHFULNESS AND ANYTHING THAT HELPS ONE TO GET CONTROL IS SUPPOSEDLY ‘FAIR’.

THERE IS ‘THWARTING’ OF MALE DESIRE AND SELF DENIAL OF ‘RELEASE’…THERE IS ‘LOVE THEM AND LEAVE THEM’ AS WELL AS ‘F’ THEM AND ‘FORGET THEM’…THERE IS ‘FORCE’ AS WELL AS WEBBING AS THE CHASE MAY BECOME ENMESHMENT…THERE IS THE ‘GOOD CATCH’ AND THE ‘CONSUMPTION’ OF THE ENERGIES OF THE OTHER…

IT IS THE BELIEF THAT ‘ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR’.

THERE IS ‘STRATEGIC IMITATION AND EMULATION’ IN THE DESIRE OF A QUEST FOR POTENCY. THE MORE ONE IS IN COMPLIANCE OR CONFORMANCE WITH THE ‘IMAGES AND THE MODELS’ THE LESS ONE IS IN ‘AUTHENTICITY’ OF ONE’S OWN RHYTHM. THERE ARE MANY FEELINGS THAT ‘ONE WOULD PREFER TO PARTITION AND DENY’ YET STILL SEE ONESELF AS A ‘SUCCESSFUL’ AND ‘DESIRABLE’ PERSON.

‘TO KID ONESELF’

THE ‘COSMETIC’ AND THE ‘IMITATION’ ARE WAYS TO ‘HIDE’ AND ‘MASK’ AND THEREBY ‘KID ONESELF’.MANY WILL SACRIFICE MUCH AND LIVE A ‘LESS’ THAN FULL LIFE IN ORDER TO FEEL SECURE. THE ‘DISSATISFACTION’ AND WITHHELD RAGE’ MAY BE A BATTERY SOURCE FOR ONE’S ‘FORTRESS POWER’ THAT IS CONCERNED WITH ACCUMULATIONS AND CONTROL AS A MEANS OF ‘SAFETY’. THE ‘ZAP’ PATTERN MAY SET THE ‘SPIN’ OF ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS IN MOTION’ AS THE ‘SAVANT/MEDIUM’ TENDENCY MAY KEEP GOING AND GOING AND GOING….

WHAT IS THE ‘WALL’ WORTH?

THE ‘FENN’ AFFECT OF A ‘FENWAY’ BASEBALL BALL PARK DREAM OF ‘BOSS’ TON FLOWS INTO A ‘WALL’ OF THE ‘STREET’ OR A‘BRR’ LIN [E] WALL OF A ‘COLD WAR’? THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA IS THE ‘WRESTLING SPACE’ OF THE ‘ELECTRA’ DEEP DAUGHTER TRYING TO OVERCOME THE ‘ANALITY’ OF A ‘CONTROL’ THAT ‘LIMITS’ AND ‘INHIBITS’. IT IS THE ‘BACK WALL’ THAT EXEMPLIFIES THAT ‘SHE IS BUILT LIKE A ‘BRICK SHIT HOUSE’. IT IS THE SOLIDITY FORTRESSING AND POSTURAL DEFENSIVENESS THAT ‘WALLS OFF’ MANY ‘FEELINGS’. IT MAY BE A SAFETY WALL, YET IT IS A ‘GUT/BUTT’ PRISON OF RESTRICTIVENESS.

IT IS DEEP NEED OF CONTROL THAT SUCKS ENERGIES FROM OTHER ZONES OF THE BODY INTO SPACES OF ‘SAFENESS’ EVEN AT THE COST OF ‘BODILY INTEGRITY.

THE MORE THAT ‘SHE’ SAVANTS THROUGH THIS ‘WALLED-OFF-CORRIDOR’ THE MORE SHE LEVERAGES HER ‘SEXUALITY’ FOR SOME OTHER ‘GOAL’

THE RESONANCE OF SEXUALITY MUST FIND ‘WHOLENESS’ OF BALANCE AS ONE ALTERS ‘DENSITIES’ AND DEVELOPS NEW SENSITIVITIES. IT IS ABOUT DIFFERENT PACINGS AND DIFFERENT ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENCOUNTERS’. IT IS THE PATH OF THE HEART AS LOVE UNDER WILL.IT IS THE URGE OF DEVELOPING ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’.

WHAT IS A ‘WALL’ WORTH?

WHAT IS THE TRUE PRICE OF ‘KIDDING ONESELF’?

THE ‘CRAZE’ AND ‘CRAVE’ CONFUSE THE ENERGIES ALONG THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA AND FOSTER THE ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF REACTIVITY THAT RESPONDS TO ‘OVEREROTICIZED’ PRODUCTS, LANGUAGE AND OBJECTS. IT IS MONEY ‘CHARGED’ INTO PRODUCTS AND CONSUMPTION FLOWING IN THE ‘DIGESTIVE TRACTS’ AND ‘COLONS’..

THE ECHOES OF CONSUMPTION RESONATE INTO THE BACK WALL OF THE VAGINA AND NO AMOUNT OF ALCOHOL, DRUGS AND DREAMS WILL MAKE IT ‘ONE’S OWN’. ONE MUST FACE ONE’S REAL FEELINGS IN A QUEST OF INTIMATE CLARITY TO KNOW THE REAL RESONANCE THAT IS TRULY ONE’S OWN.

YOU MUST BE ‘KIDDING’ AS A BABY GOAT FLOWS THROUGH ‘SCAPEGOATS’ AND THOSE WHO ARE WILLING TO EAT ANYTHING [GOATS AND ‘GO’ ‘ATS’]. IT IS KNOWLEDGE THAT ‘KIDDING ONESELF’ MAY GET THE BEST OF YOU.

WE ARE BECOMING ‘FORTRESSED’ LIKE THE ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ OF CHINA… THE ‘COUCH POTATOES’ AND ‘GUT/BUTT’ CONVENIENCE PACIFICATIONS ARE LINKING THE ‘ASS’ OF THE ‘MASS’ IN A ‘HORIZONTAL WIDENING’ OF THE FOUNDATION OF THE GLOBAL ‘ANVIL/FRUSTRUM’.

THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IS NOT WHAT IS ON THE OUTSIDE… IT IS WHO WE HAVE BECOME ON THE ‘INSIDE’. WE ARE THE ‘ANVIL/FRUSTRUM’ OF RESONANCE … THE ‘POUNDING PLACE’ FOR THOSE WHO ‘CAPITALIZE’ ON OUR ‘WOUNDEDNESS’.

THE GREAT LOYALTY TO ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ HAS BEEN USED AGAINST US. THE FEW DERIVE POTENCY ON THE BACKS OF THE MANY.

‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ BECOMES ‘OOH’ AND ‘NUMB’…

THE GREAT WALL OF THE INNER ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ IS LIKE THE GREAT EATING ‘DISH WALL’ OF ‘SELF DISCIPLINE’ AND DREAMS. IT IS THE DREAM ZONE OF THE ‘PEONY’ [CHINESE SYMBOL FOR THE WOMAN’S VAGINA] AND THE ‘WOMAN’S GENITALS THAT GETS PARALLEL BALANCING IN THE RESONANCE OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ MASCULINE VIBRATORY RESONANCE.

THE ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ AGGRESSION COMPELS … A GREAT ‘CHINA WALL’ TO ‘FORTRESS’ AGAINST THE ‘ASSAULTS’ OF THE OTHERS. IN A MEDIA OVERLOADED CULTURE WE ALL ABSORB THE ‘VIBRATORY EXCESSES’ OF ‘EROTICIZED PRODUCTS’…

WE ECHO MACHIAVELLI IN OUR IMMERSIONS IN A CULTURE OF EROS OVERLOADS… ‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT, AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’.

WHAT IS THE ‘W’ AND KEEP IT UNDER YOUR HAT AS ‘W’ HAT?

WHAT IS THE ‘W’ AND ‘ALL’ OF THE ‘DOUBLE’ MOMENTUM AS THE ‘WAY OF THE WALL’ BECOMING THE MOTION OF ‘ALL’ ?.

WHAT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘LING’ [THE ‘WAY’ ‘LING’] AND THE ‘WAILING’ WALL OF THE ‘STATE’ OF A SPIRITUAL ‘WAY’. IT IS CULTURAL DEFINITION AND AN AGREED UPON ‘INVISIBLE LANGUAGE’ OF UNDERCURRENTS THAT ENGENDERS ‘GOOD FENCES’ THAT MAKE FOR ‘GOOD NEIGHBORS’.

IT IS YOUR ‘WAY’, OUR ‘WAY’, AND FRANK SINATRA SINGING ‘MY WAY’. IT IS THE ‘NEW’ AS ‘KNEW’ YOUR ‘K’. THE ‘MAN’ ‘HAT’ ‘TAN’ OF THE WAY OF THE DAY IS THE ‘MANHATTAN’ OF THE ‘TOP HAT’ MAN BEING COSMOPOLITAN AS THE ‘W’ HAT.IT IS ‘WHAT IS NEW’ AND ‘BRAND NEW’ THAT IS NEW YORK[THE ‘EMPIRE STATE’] AND THE PRIMACY OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’…THE ‘I DID IT MY WAY’..

IT IS THE GREAT SYMBOL OF CLASS AND FERTILITY THAT FRANKLIN DELANO ROOSEVELT DREW AS A LITTLE CHILD… ‘ONE OF THE EARLIEST OF FRANKLIN’S BOYHOOD DRAWINGS TO HAVE SURVIVED SHOWS A MAN WITH A TOP HAT AT THE REINS OF A ‘SULKY’ [‘ A FIRST CLASS TEMPERAMENT…THE EMERGENCE OF FRANKLIN ROOSEVELT’ BY GEOFFREY C. WARD].

THE SEATED MAN IN THE SULKY CHAIR WITH THE TOP HAT SEEMS TO MIRROR THE WHEEL CHAIR ‘CLASSINESS’ OF THE ‘HYDE PARK’ PATRICIAN WHO KEPT THE SYSTEM GOING DURING THE GREAT DEPRESSION. HE HELD THE SOPHISTICATED AND PRIVILEGED ‘WAY’ AS ‘TOP DOWN’ SOCIAL PROGRAMS MAINTAINED THE ‘ORDER’ WHEN HUGE NUMBERS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ WERE STRUGGLING TO SURVIVE AND REBEL LEADERS WERE SURFACING ALL AROUND.

THE ROOSEVELT FAMILY HAD PRIMED FRANKLIN TO BE A ‘HORSEMAN’ AND RIDE THE GROOMED HORSES WITH THE SILVER INCISED ‘THREE FEATHERS’ OF THE ROOSEVELT CREST ON THE HARNESSES.

FRANKLIN DELANO ROOSEVELT FELT THE DEEP LOSS OF HIS NAMESAKE SON ‘FRANKLIN JR’ OF A ‘WEAK HEART’ AT 71/2 MONTHS IN 1909. FDR BECAME THE HEART OF AMERICA IN THE DEPRESSION AND WORLD WAR 11… THE NECESSITY PATH OF THE HEART THAT HE REPRESENTED WAS THE SULKINESS OF THE ‘NEVER TO BE SEEN IN HIS TRUE CRIPPLED STATE’.

FDR PERFORMED THE ALMOST JEKYLL-LIKE PUBLIC STATES AND THEN PRIVATELY REVERTED TO THE COMPRESSED AND PARALYZED STATE OF THE MR.HYDE… THE ‘PRIDE’ PRESENTATION WAS THE ILLUSION OF WHO ‘WE’ WANTED TO SEE.

THE ‘PRIDE’ IS THE OPIATE OF THE MASSES THAT KEPT EVERYONE GOING EVEN IN THE DARKEST DAYS OF THE DEPRESSION. IT WAS HOLLYWOOD ROMANCES AND MIRACLE MUSICALS DISPLAYING THE POWER OF WILLPOWER AND DETERMINATION. IT WAS THE PERFECTION OF THE ROMANTIC FANTASIES OF DANCERS AND GEORGE GERSHWIN MUSIC… ‘MANHATTAN’ AND THE DREAMS OF DUKE ELLINGTON’S ‘SOPHISTICATED LADY’. IT WAS THE RADIO ‘TONES’ AND HEARTLAND ‘TUNES’… IT WAS THE DISPLAYS OF HOLLYWOOD GLAMORIZING THE HOPE’ [THE ROAD PICTURES OF BING CROSBY AND BOB HOPE’] THAT ‘ANYONE’ COULD BE THE EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE. THE 1930’S WAS THE TIME OF PUTTING THE PYRAMID OF THE GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION WITH ITS ‘ALL SEEING EYE’ ON THE CURRENCY EVEN AS JOHN STEINBECK TOLD PEOPLE ABOUT THE GREAT DUSTBOWL IN THE ‘GRAPES OF WRATH’..

IT WAS AN AFFIRMATION OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ EVEN WHEN ’25 MILLION CITIZENS WERE LOOKING FOR SURVIVAL JOBS’.

THE ‘TOP DOWN’ CODE SIMPLY REINFORCED THE ‘GIANTS’ CONSENSUS… THE SHARED ‘WAY’ THAT ‘CASUALTIES’ ARE THE NORM IN A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME. IT IS SYSTEMIC THAT ‘PEOPLE ARE ‘PLAYED OFF’ AGAINST ONE ANOTHER AND ‘COMMON GOOD’ OR ‘GROUP ORGANIZING’ IS GIVEN LIP SERVICE BUT NOT JUSTICE.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

THE SEXUAL PRESENCE IS WHERE DENY ‘AL’ AND DENIAL ARE VYING FOR POWER AND CONTROL YET WISHING FOR THE RELEASE ‘OF/FROM’ THE ‘PRINCE’ WHO SLAYS THE ‘DRAGON’ OF ‘INNER RAGE’. IT IS THE LIBERATION OF EROS WHEN EROS IS CENTERED IN AN AUTHENTIC FREEDOM OF BEING. IT IS THE ‘CATCH’ AND COLLECT ZONE OF THE ‘CAT’ DEFINING WHAT IS ‘HELD’ AND ACCUMULATED AND WHAT MAY BE RELEASED.

IT IS ‘CAT’ AND ‘KATDOLOGO’ THAT REVERBERATES FOR MONEY. IT IS CONFUSION AS THE EXTERNALIZED AND REDIRECTED SEXUALITY IS USED TO OBSCURE, CONTROL AND MANIPULATE THE ‘TRUE EROS’ WITHIN.

IT IS THE ZONE WHERE THE QUEST TO TRY TO HAVE ENOUGH POWER TENDS TO DESTROY LOVE… THE AREA OF CONQUESTS AND DISSATISFACTION… THE ‘ANVIL’ LIKE INNER FRUSTRUM EMPTINESS OF A VAGINA THAT ECHOES IN INTIMATE WEIGHS MUST BE ‘KNOWN’ AS ONE’S OWN… YET ONE MUST LET GO OF THE ‘CONTROL’ AND MOVE AS A FULLY PRESENT LOVER RESPONDING AND GENERATING IN ‘INTEGRITY’ OF EMOTIONAL HONESTY. IT IS NOT A POWER STRUGGLE OF ‘MUTUAL RECIPROCITY’ WHERE THE ‘INNER MONITOR’ ASSESSES THE ‘BALANCES’ AND THE ‘BENEFITS’. IT IS A FEELING OF BEING TRUE IN ONE’S MOTIONS AND FLOWS. IT IS AN ‘INTEGRATION’ OF ‘ZAP’ ENERGIES INTO ‘PRESENCE’ AND THE REAL DESIRE OF ‘HONEST’ MOTION.

IT IS THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ AS ‘PRESENCE’ IN INTIMACY AS ONE ‘CONNECTS’ AS FULLY AS DESIRED. IT IS BEING WITH EACH OTHER BECAUSE ONE WANTS TO CONNECT IN ‘REAL WAYS’ AND HEALTHY SPIRIT.

REAL POWER MUST SERVE LOVE IN THE GROWTH OF LIFE AND AUTHENTICITY. POWER IS THE WILL OF THE REAL ‘KNOWING’ THAT IS BEYOND THE ‘ILLUSIONS’ OF DESIRE. IT IS A ‘PRIMAL’ URGE THAT IS THE ‘HEART AND SOUL’ DRIVING TOWARD A ‘PURITY’ OF INTIMATE ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS THE FIRE FUSION BIRTHING OF ‘ESSENCES’ [THE ‘PURITY’ OF ‘WILL’ AND THE HEALTHINESS OF PHYSIOLOGY THAT ENHANCES THE ‘INTEGRATION’ OF THE MOMENT OF ‘3’].

WHEN ONE IS ‘TRAPPED’ OR ‘BLOCKED UP’ OR LOST IN THE IMBALANCES OF ‘WITHHELD BREATH’ AND SUPPRESSED EMOTION THERE IS ANGER AND INNER DANGER. IT MAY BE MASKED OR A WAY OF BEING ‘MANIPULATIVE’. IT IS THE BATTLE ALONG THE PELVIC FLOOR AS ONE WRESTLES WITH THE ‘CROSS-CURRENTS’ AND ‘UNDERCURRENTS’ THAT MAY COMPEL OR KEEP ONE IN A MODE WHERE ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’.

‘THE BUSTLINE’

IT IS THE RAGE OF ‘I’M GONNA BUST HIS BALLS’ THAT ASSOCIATES THE ‘BUST’ AND THE ‘BUSTLINE’ AS THE AUTHORITY OF LAW ENFORCEMENT ‘MAKING A BUST’. IT IS THE FIRE POWER OF THE STATE AS IT MAKES THE ‘BUST’. IT IS THE EDGE OF ‘BUSSING’ [KISSING] AND THE ‘ORALITY’ [SUCKING] OF THE BUST THAT CHARGES THE WAYS AND THE ‘WORDS’.

THE ‘WORDS’ ARE THE CUING OF AWARENESS AND DIRECTION FOR A JOURNEY OF SPIRITUAL SELF DISCOVERY…IT IS THE PLAYFULNESS OF A VARIETY OF MEANINGS AS WORDS HAVE DIFFERENT TONES AND SUGGESTIONS DEPENDING UPON THE CONTEXT OR THE INTENT…THE ‘BALL GAME’ AND ‘TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME’ MAY BE PERCEIVED IN EROTIC WAYS AS WELL AS SIMPLY AN INVITATION TO A BASEBALL GAME.

THE ‘BUST’ LINE IS THE EDGE OF GENDER ACTION WHETHER IT IS MOVING DOWN OR UP OR ACROSS…IT IS THE ZONE OF THE MATERNAL REFERENCE OF PRESENTATION, WITHDRAWAL, OR DENIAL. CONFIDENCE IS EXPERIENCED IN THE ‘BUST LINE’ THROUGH A HEALTHY DESIRE OF RECEIVING OR GIVING SUSTENANCE…THUS BLOOD FLOW AND TISSUE ERECTION ARE STIMULATED IN TRUE WAYS…

‘COLDER THAN A WITCHES TIT’ IS THE EXPRESSION OF THE VIOLENCE OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES AS THEY ARE WITHDRAWN FROM REAL EROS PRESENCE… THE USE OF COSMETICS AND IMPLANTS OF FALSENESS ARE ECONOMICALLY AND SEEMINGLY SOCIALLY VALUED YET ARE REALLY WITHDRAWALS FROM THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’.

IT IS VULNERABILITY AND THE REAL DESIRE TO CONNECT THAT IS ABLE TO RELEASE AND FLOW IN A TRUE ‘SPONTANEITY OF HEART’. IT IS THE FACING OF THE SELF THAT ‘LET’S GO’ OF THE UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE AND ACCUMULATIONS OF DEFENSIVENESS. IT IS A DESIRE TO CONNECT IN THE PRIMORDIAL FLUIDS OF ‘LE PETIT MORT’ [THE LITTLE DEATH] AND TO START ALL OVER AGAIN.

‘ECONOMIC TRANSFERRENCE’

THE ‘MOTHER OF INVENTION’… THE ‘GREAT MOTHER OF CREATIVITY’... THE CHALLENGE TO CREATE SOME THING THAT ‘OUTLIVES’ A HUMAN LIFE IS THE ECONOMIC EVOLVING OUT OF THE PROCREATIVE. THIS IS THE REALM OF ‘ELEMENTS’ WHERE THE ‘OBJECTIFICATION’ AND ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM THE ACTUAL SEXUALITY IS THE BASIS FOR AN ‘ORDERING’. IT IS THE GREAT ‘O’ OF THE DEEP DAUGHTER ‘YIN’ RESONANCE’ IN MEN AND WOMEN.

IT IS THE ‘ACTIVE RECEPTIVITY’ OF BEING READY TO MOVE IN ONE’S FULLNESS OF POTENCY.IT IS ‘KATDOLOGO’ AS ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ CONSTANTLY RUSHING IN FRONT OF OUR EYES AND THROUGH OUR BEING.

‘THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER’S SEXUAL ENERGIES BY RESERVING THEM FOR HIMSELF’ [SIGMUND FREUD]

IN THE DEEP ‘YIN’ THERE ARE THE ‘PARENTAL STRUGGLES’ OF CONVULSIVE GROWTH THAT REPRESENT THE ACCOMPLISHMENT OF ‘OWNING’ ONE’S OWN ‘WILL AND DESIRE’. IT IS WHEN ONE IS BEYOND THE ‘ELECTRA’ AND THE ‘OEDIPAL’ THAT ONE MAY DEVELOP REAL CREATIVITY AND MOVE INTO REAL LOVE…

THERE IS NO MORE TREACHEROUS BATTLE THAN THE ONE BETWEEN THE ‘GREAT MOTHER’ AND THE ‘ARTIST SON’ [GEORGE BERNARD SHAW]

‘IT IS BEST TO DO TO ANOTHER WHAT WILL STRENGTHEN YOU EVEN AS IT WILL STRENGTHEN HIM, THAT IS, THAT WILL DEVELOP HIS BEST POTENTIALITIES EVEN AS IT DEVELOPS YOUR OWN’. IT IS TO ‘BECOME DEEPLY AND INTENSELY ACTIVE AND ALIVE IN A PROCESS OF MUTUAL INTERACTION… TO ‘STRENGTHEN’ THE ‘DOER’ AS IT ‘STRENGTHENS THE OTHER’. [ERIK ERIKSON]

‘VIRTU’

THE QUESTION OF ‘VIRTU’ IS THE EVERY MOMENT CHOOSING OF A WAY OF BEING. ‘VIRTU’ IS A MODE OF ACTION THAT ‘PATTERNS’ AFTER A SUCCESSFUL ACHIEVER. ‘VIRTU’ IS IMITATION YET AN EVOLVING INTO AN INDEPENDENT FORCE. ‘VIRTU’ IS THE ‘PURITY’ OF ‘SELF GENERATIVITY’ AS ONE EXPRESSES THE TRUTH OF ‘ACTUALIZATION’… THE ACTUAL ENCOUNTER ‘AFFECT’ AS EMOTIONAL TRUTH.

‘QIA.’ [TIMELINESS, THE RIGHT ACTION AT THE RIGHT TIME…ACTING IN A WAY THAT IS HARMONIOUS TO CIRCUMSTANCES AND IN ACCORD WITH ONES HEART].

‘QIA’IS THE SENSE OF ‘TIMING IS EVERYTHING’ [THE ‘TIE-MING’ CONSCIOUSNESS]. ONE DOES WHAT ONE HAS TO DO…THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ PRESSURE OF SPIRIT AND PHYSIOLOGY INTERSECTING WITH THE NEED TO PROTECT ONESELF AND GENERATE

‘NEW ORDER OF THE AGES’

THE DOLLAR BILL PROCLAIMS ‘NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM’ [‘THE NEW ORDER OF THE AGES’]. WE SEE THE ‘ELITE’ NEW GLOBAL ORDER FOSTERED RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IN THE ‘PSYCHE’ WALLING OF SEQUENTIAL LINKAGES OF ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS AND THE ACCEPTANCE OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ AS IT FLOWS IN THE NORMALCY OF ‘COLLISIONISM’.

IT IS THE ‘MING’ ORDERING AS WE ARE IN ACCORD WITH THE ‘LAW’ OF HUMAN RHYTHMS AND THE ‘DEITY’ [‘ANNUIT COEPTIS’… ‘HE FAVORS OUR UNDERTAKING’ AND ‘IN GOD WE TRUST’]. IT IS THE ‘MING’ UNITING OF HEAVEN AND EARTH ON THE CURRENCY. THERE ARE MANY CONTRADICTIONS IN THE DENIALS OF ‘THE STATE’ AS IT MAKES ‘REASONABLE ACCOMODATION’ TO THE DIVERSE RELIGIONS OF THE PEOPLE. THE SUBTLETY OF SAYING ‘IN GOD WE TRUST’ REPRESENTS A UNIVERSAL GROUNDING THAT ALMOST ALL CAN AGREE UPON. THE SPECIFIC GROUP INTENTIONS TO IMPOSE THEIR TENETS THROUGH GOVERNMENT SPONSORSHIP AND ENDORSEMENT IS APPROPRIATELY SEPARATED FROM THE ‘LAW OF THE LAND’.

THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ IS ACCEPTED IN THE ‘IN GOD WE TRUST’ AS A BELIEF IN A UNIVERSAL FORCE THAT IS CALLED MANY NAMES BY MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLES.

‘WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT?’…THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’…

‘THERE IS A POISON IN THE COURT THAT WILL KILL US ALL.’ [‘CAMELOT’]

AT THE HEART OF ‘POISON LIES REMEDY’…THE PRESSURE AND HEAT THAT CAUSES ‘RISE’… THE WAY TO PRESSURIZE THE POISON IN THE BOTTLE UNTIL IT TRANSFORMS INTO REMEDY…

IT IS THE HOMEOPATHIC STIMULATION OF ‘CELLULAR GROWTH’.

THE SOUL GRASPS THE NATURE OF THE ‘ILLNESS’ AND MARSHALS THE ‘RESOURCES’ TO MEET THE CHALLENGE…

ARE THE ‘FUELS’ AND ENERGIES AVAILABLE?

THE CULTURE EITHER HAS A COLLECTIVE WILL OR SENSE OF THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ OR IT WILL CONTINUE ON THE PATH OF EXPENDABILITY, DISPOSABLENESS AND TRIVIALITY. [THE SLOW ACTING POISON OF CALLOUSNESS, NOVELTY AND ‘IMAGE MAKING’ EATS AWAY AT THE ‘COMPASSION’ AND THE ‘RESOLVE’ TO ACHIEVE ‘JUSTICE’].

THE IMBALANCES IN THE AMERICAN CULTURE…THE GAPS AND DIVISIONS MAY FEED CREATIVE POTENCY BUT THEY ALSO CONTRIBUTE TO A GROWING SENSE OF ‘UNFAIRNESS AND INJUSTICE’. THE LEVEL OF POWER AND MONEY BECOMES MORE AND MORE OF A DETERMINANT OF THE QUALITY OF JUSTICE AND POSSIBLE GROWTH.

WORKING PEOPLE HAVE TO EXPEND EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING PERCENTAGES OF THEIR ‘EARNED INCOME’ TO TAKE CARE OF BASICS LIKE HEALTH, HOUSING, EDUCATION AND TRANSPORT. THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS CREATION OF ELITE WEALTH SEEMS TO ‘TRICKLE DOWN INTO ‘POCKETS’ OF ‘MIDDLEMAN’ DEALERS AND TRADERS…IT DOES NOT CREATE MORE MONEY FOR THE ORDINARY WORKING FAMILIES.

‘IN DEBT’ IS A NORM AS ‘TAXPAYERS’ HAVE TO BORROW AND LEVERAGE’ FOR BASICS AND PAY TAXES AT HIGHER LEVELS TO PAY THE ‘INTEREST OFF OF THE GOVERNMENT DEBT…A DEBT THAT HAS BENEFITTED THE ‘CORPORATIONS’ WHOSE LOBBYISTS HAVE GOTTEN SPECIAL FUNDING AND TREATMENT.

‘CONQUEST, MOMENTUM AND EXPANSION’

THE FREQUENCY OF AN ‘ELITE’ CALL FOR A ‘WAR’ SOLUTION SIMPLY FOLLOWS THE ROYALTY AND CRUSADE WARS OF HISTORY. THE ‘MASSIFICATION’ CALL TO ARMS USING A THEME OR DREAM TO FOSTER ‘COMMUNITY COHESIVENESS’ IS A LEVERAGED PERVERSION OF THE ‘UNITY OF DESIRE’ THAT SPIRITUAL WARRIORS DEVELOP BEFORE THEY ACT.

THE ‘CRISIS’ IS THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ WHERE THE ‘ELITE’ REINFORCE ‘MORES’ AND MYTHOLOGY OF ‘THEIR MOMENTUM’. IT IS A TIME WHEN ‘FALSE INFORMATION’ OR ‘FOSTERED INCIDENTS’ MAY BE PUT FORTH AS THE ‘RATIONALE’ TO GENERATE A NEW WAVE OF ‘TERRITORIAL CONTROL’ ACHIEVING COMPLIANCE FROM A OPPOSITIONAL REGION OR STATE. IT IS THE SENSE OF AMBIGUITY OF CIRCUMSTANCES THAT A REALITY MIGHT HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT IF THE ‘WARNINGS’ WERE HEEDED. IT IS THE ‘UNIFICATION POWER OF THE SPIRIT OF BEING ATTACKED’ THAT IS THE REACTIVE SPIRIT RISING OUT OF ‘PEARL HARBOR’…A ‘GULF OF TONKIN’…A ‘9/11’…

THERE MAY BE A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ OPERATIVE THAT DOES NOT ACT TO PREVENT THE ATTACK…IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF A CRISIS IN AFFORDING AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ‘VESTED INTERESTS’ TO MAINTAIN OR ENHANCE THE INERTIA OF THEIR WAY…

THE ‘MAKING IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER SIDE DID IT’ IS ALWAYS A CONSIDERATION…THE AVAILABILITY OF A THEME LIKE ‘WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION’ CHANNELS THE ‘RAGE AND REVENGE’ ENERGIES INTO THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ PURPOSE…THE SACRIFICES OF ‘REALPOLITIQUE’ FEED ON THE ‘BELIEF VALUES’ OF IDENTITY OF THE ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG OF ‘OLD GLORY’…THE SERVANTS OF THE SYSTEM…

IT IS THE MOVIE HERO ‘ROCKY’ AS THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘COMMON MAN’ PORTRAYED BY THE ‘DREAM FACTORY’…IT IS THE ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ AND THE FEELING OF ‘INFERIORITY’ THAT GETS MARSHALLED IN THE ‘PIERCING’ AND IS CONVERTED INTO THE AGGRESSIONS OF THE ‘STATE’.

IT IS LIKE THE ‘EROS’ ENERGIES FOSTERED BY ‘SENSAMORA’ WHO CALLS FORTH A REACTIVITY OF ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’.

FORMER SECRETARY OF STATE COLIN POWELL HAD A PLATE ON HIS DESK WHEN HE WAS CHIEF OF STAFF… ‘OF ALL THE MANIFESTATIONS OF POWER… IT IS RESTRAINT THAT IMPRESSES MEN MOST’-THUCYDES.

IT IS A KNOWING OF THE ‘STUPIDITY’ OF ‘AMBITION’ AS A ‘MACHIAVELLIAN’ MADNESS OF ‘RUTHLESSNESS’ AND ‘BY WHATEVER MEANS’ PLAYS OUT WHERE CONSEQUENCES ARE TRANSFERRED INTO THE ‘MANY’ AS THE FEW BENEFIT…SOLDIERS AND CHESS PIECES ARE SACRIFICED FOR THE ‘CONTROLS’ AND ‘CONQUESTS’ ESTABLISH NEW MARKETS OF ‘MONEYMAKING’ IN TRAGEDY AS WELL AS IN VICTORY.

THERE IS A ‘MONSTER/DRAGON/EVIL ENEMY TO BE SLAIN’

IT IS THE WAY OF ‘UNIFICATION’ OF THE MILLIONS AS ‘INDIVIDUATED’… THE ‘GLUING’ AND ‘BONDING’ OF THE ‘REACTIVITY’ DERIVED FROM ‘COLLISIONISM’…THE ‘TEMPORARY’ DOING THE FUELING OF THE EXPANSIONISM.

IT ‘UNFORTUNATELY’ IS THE VIOLENCE OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ RATHER THAN A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ WAY OF UNIFICATION FOR HARMONY AND HEALTHY WHOLISM. WHAT PRODUCES THE ‘JUICES’ OF A CULTURE? WHAT ‘BLINDS’ AND ‘BINDS’ ?. IT IS A QUESTION OF IDENTITY IN THE MIDST OF A ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS ‘COLLISIONISM’ TEMPO OF ‘CRISIS/RISK/OPPORTUNITY’

WHAT IS THE ‘MEASURED RESPONSE’ THAT IS ‘APPROPRIATE’ FOR ONE’S REAL NEEDS?

‘WHAT DYNAMISM DRAMA IS WILLING TO TAKE THE ‘ATTACKS’?

IF YOU ARE ‘EMPIRE’ THEN YOU SEIZE EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO REPOSITION AND GRASP THE ‘CONTROL’ OF THE ‘TERRAIN’ THAT MIGHT OTHERWISE MAKE YOU FEEL INSECURE. IT IS THE ‘CONQUEST’ IMPULSE OF POWER INSTEAD OF LOVE. THE ‘MOAT’ MAY BE EXTENDED ALL OF THE WAY TO ‘CHINA’ OR THE ‘PSYCHOLOGICAL’ GREAT WALL.

AS A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ ONE DOES ONLY WHAT IS ESSENTIAL FOR THE DEEP EXPANSION OF ONE’S INNER POTENCY AND GROWTH. IT IS NOT ABOUT THE CONTROL OF THE ‘OTHER’… IT IS ‘LOVE UNDER WILL’ IN THE ‘DO WHAT THOU WILT’ THAT DOES NO HARM TO THE OTHER.

‘MEDIUM/ELECTRONIC SURROGATES MUST ALWAYS TEMPER THEIR CREATIVE FLUIDITY BY SEEING THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE. IT IS A SELF PROTECTION AWARENESS THAT HELPS ONE TO STAY ‘ALERT’ AND ‘READY’ TO ‘ACTIVELY FOCUS’ IN ANY ‘CRISIS’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ RECOGNIZES THE TENDENCIES OF ‘MARSHALLED RAGE’ AND LEARNS TO GENERATE THE ‘FUTURE’ IN A ‘UNITY’ OF DESIRE. IT IS THE RESOLVE TO GET OUT OF THE ‘SPINNING’ OUR WHEELS AND MOVE ON A NEW PATHING. IT IS HOW ONE GETS OVER THE WAYS OF REVENGE AND CREATES THE ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ THAT IS A HEALTHY WAY TO MOVE ON. THE SPIRITUAL WARRIOR DOES WHAT IS NECESSARY TO PROTECT AND DEFEND YET FINDS A CREATIVE PATHING FOR NEW GROWTH.

A SPIRITUAL WARRIOR UNDERSTANDS ‘HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED’ AND ‘KNOWS’ THAT ‘REVENGE TIME’ MAY BE ‘CENTURIES’ FOR ‘OPPRESSED PEOPLES’. IT IS ALWAYS IN THE UNDERCURRENTS AND SHOWS UP IN ‘OUTBREAKS’ WHEN A ‘TRIGGERING INCIDENT’ OF OPPORTUNITY PROVIDES THE ‘PLACE AND SPACE’ OF A ‘FURY RELEASE’

WE SEE THE POISON THAT IS IN THE SUPPRESSED RAGE AND POWERLESSNESS THAT SHOWS UP IN THE EXCESSES OF OBESITY, TEEN SUICIDES, DIABETES, WOMAN CANCERS AND HEART DISEASES, MALE ALCOHOLISM AND PROSTATE CANCERS AND DRUG DEPENDENCIES OF LEGAL AS WELL AS ILLEGAL TYPES. IT IS THE ONGOING ASSAULT ON THE INNER ‘PSYCHE’ BY THE FORCES OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ [‘WHAT WILL COME NEXT WILL ONLY OCCUR IF WHAT IS THERE NOW IS ELIMINATED’].

‘YOU CAN’T FOOL ALL OF THE PEOPLE ALL OF THE TIME’

‘HONEST ABE’ LINCOLN MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN THE SOURCE OF THIS FAMOUS PHRASE ABOUT DECEPTION AND INTEGRITY YET HE KNEW THE DIVISIONS OF THE ‘HAVE’S AND ‘HAVE NOTS’ ‘WELL’ ENOUGH TO WARN THAT THE ‘CORPORATIONS’ WERE GOING TO BE THE BENEFICIARIES OF THE OUTCOME OF THE CIVIL WAR.

IT IS STILL THE RULE OF ‘THE KING IS DEAD, LONG LIVE THE KING’ EVEN IF IT IS DEPENDENT ON THE POWERS OF MISDIRECTION AND THE USE OF ‘RED HERRING DISTRACTIONS’.

THE POWER OF SILENCE

IT IS THE DEATH OF STANLEY KUBRICK AS HIS FILM ‘EYES WIDE SHUT’ WAS RELEASED [A MOVIE ABOUT FIDELITY, TEMPTATION AND ‘ELITE’ CULT SEXUALITY] THAT ‘REINFORCES THE ‘WARNING’ THAT HE PORTRAYED IN THE FILM. IT IS ‘MUM’ IS THE WORD AND ‘SILENCE’ IS ‘GOLDEN’ AND THE FACT IN THE SHERLOCK HOLMES STORY THAT THE ‘SIGNIFICANCE’ IS THAT ‘THE DOG DID NOT BARK’.

STANLEY KUBRICK WAS KNOWN FOR HIS SOMEWHAT ‘STARTLED’ WIDE OPEN EYES… THE ‘WIND IN ‘HIS’ EYES…

IN SOME WAYS, HIS ‘CLOCKWORK ORANGE’ FILM WITH ITS’ PAVLOVIAN BEHAVIORAL MODIFICATION IMAGERY OF THE CHARACTER ‘ALEX’ HAVING HIS EYES ‘FORCED OPEN’ ALSO DISPLAYED THE REALITY OF STANLEY KUBRICK’S ‘CREATIVE PHYSIOLOGY’.

‘MUM IS THE WORD’

IT IS ‘MUM’ AND THE EDDIE MURPHY ‘BEVERLY HILLS COP’ CHARACTER WEARING A ‘MUMFORD’ SWEATSHIRT DASHING ACROSS THE MOVIE SCREENS. IT IS ‘SILENCE’ ON THE SCREEN AS THE ‘WIZARD OF OZ’ DOES THE SOUND AND THE FURY OF SMOKE AND MIRRORS. IT IS THE THEATRICALITY OF MAGICIANS FUNCTIONING AS GOSSIP STREAMS AND DREAM TEAM OPERA CLOCKS OF ECHOIC TIMBRE. IT IS THE PLEASURE AND LEARNING ASSOCIATED WITH THE ‘TRICKSTER’ OF THE ‘COYOTE’. IT IS GROWTH SPARKING OF CURIOSITY IN RESPONSE TO THE ‘QUICKER THAN THE EYE’ MAGIC.

THERE IS A GREAT DISTANCE IN THE PLEASURE AND SPONTANEITY OF MAGIC TRICKS’ AND THE POTENTIAL ‘MANIPULATION, VIOLENCE, ABUSE’ THAT MAY BE USED TO ‘RULE OR CONTROL’ ORDINARY PEOPLE.

SILENCE

IT IS THE ‘TIGHT LIPPED’ UNDERSTANDING OF THE ‘SKULL AND BONES’ SECRET SOCIETY THAT NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO ‘TALK ABOUT THEIR WAYS TO ANY OUTSIDER’. IT IS PRIVILEGE AND ‘CUSTOM’ THAT MAKES FOR THE ‘INTONATION’ AND THE RHYTHMS OF A ‘SOUND SOCIAL ORDERING’. IT IS THE ‘SOUND’ SENSE OF THE ‘RHYTHMS’ AND RESONANCE THAT IS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ THAT SETS THE ‘TONE’ OF THE ‘AGREED-UPON STATE’ EVERYDAY. IT IS ‘MEDIUMS’ FUNCTIONING AS ‘INDENTURED SERVANTS’ THAT SET THE TONE AND MAINTAIN THE ‘MING’ LEVELS OF ‘PERFECTION’.

ANY ‘ECHO’ THAT COMPELS THE ‘MOTION’ TO THE NEXT EDGE’ IS OF VALUE TO THE ‘VIBRATORY ELITE’

IKKYU A 15TH CENTURY ZEN TEACHER WROTE ‘ATTENTION’ AS THE ANSWER TO AN INQUIRY OF ‘WHAT IS THE HIGHEST WISDOM’?

WHEN ASKED A FOLLOW UP QUESTION ‘IS THAT ALL’? IKKYU WROTE TWO WORDS…

‘ATTENTION. ATTENTION’.

IT IS THE WAY OF BEING IN CONNECTION WITH THE UNIVERSE…THE LINKING OF THE EARTH AND THE HEAVENS IN A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘AS ABOVE, SO BELOW’…

THE WISDOM IS THAT OF SEEING A ‘RUNAWAY TRAIN’ IN THE INERTIA OF THE ‘DEMANDING’ AND ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ ENERGIES OF ‘MEISM’ FOSTERED IN THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ DREAMS OF ‘THE EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’. THE EXTREME FRAGMENTATION…THE SPLINTERING OF RELATIONSHIPS NEEDS ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS TO BOND AND SUSTAIN OR THE CULTURE WILL ‘DISINTEGRATE’ INTO THE DESTRUCTIVENESS OF TOO MUCH ‘SELF ABSORPTION’.

THE SYSTEM FEEDS ON THE ENERGIES OF ‘EROS AND MADNESS’. THERE IS A STRUGGLE OF THE ‘WARRING FORCES TO ‘CONTROL’ BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY OR BY WHATEVER ‘LEVER’ AVAILABLE.

‘DON’T FIGHT FORCES USE THEM’ [BUCKMINSTER FULLER]

IT IS EASY TO SEE THE ‘BLOWN ALL OUT OF PROPORTION’ AFFECTS OF THE ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENT MONICA ‘MOUTHING’ AS AN ANGRY EROS OF A ‘PRESIDENT CLINTON IMPEACHMENT DRAMA’. THE HYSTERIA AND AMBITION MADE IT THE BASIS FOR A ‘STUPIDITY’ OPERA OF REVENGE AND PERCOLATING FURY. IT IS THIS ‘CUING’ OF THE EROS ENERGIES THAT SURFACE THAT REFLECTS THE ‘POISONS’ IN THE COURT THAT WILL KILL US ALL’ [‘CAMELOT’].

THE IMBALANCES AND EXCESSIVELY LEVERAGED ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ IS THE ‘STORY’ OF THE ‘SAVANT DAMAGINGS’. JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE ‘ZONINGS AND THE NAMES’ AND ONE WILL SEE THE ‘FLAW’ OR ‘NICK’ THAT DEFINES THE MEDIUM IN THE ‘MING PERFECTIONISM’.

THE KEN ‘STARR’ INVESTIGATION WAS THE MEDIUM AND MEDIA STREAM OF WHITEWATER RAPIDS IN THE EROS OF THE ONGOING ‘RAP’ ‘IDS’ OF ‘REPRESSION’. THE ‘WITHHELD RAGE’ STARTS TO SURFACE THE ‘POISONS’ OF ‘EXCESS BAGGAGE’ AND ‘IDIOCY FORTRESSING’. THE ‘POISON’ OF POLITICS AND REVENGE MADE A ‘BLOWJOB’ INTO A MEDIA CIRCUS.

THE ‘SHAME’ OF THE ‘FRATERNITY BOY’ GETTING CAUGHT AND THE HUMILIATED WIFE BEING ‘CHANNELLED’ INTO THE ‘SENATE’ IS THE ‘LEGACY’ OF THE ‘MADNESS’ [‘BEWARE, THE SENATORS ARE WARY OF THE ‘FURY OF POTENTIAL HELLFIRE’]. IT IS THE ‘HILARY STEP’ CLIMBING UP TO THE ‘RARE AIR’ AT THE TOP OF MOUNT ‘EVER’ ‘REST’.

IT IS THE CONVULSIVENESS OF THE ‘LIGHTNING’ IN THE BLOOD THAT RESONATES AS AN ERA OF ‘AIDS’ AND BREAKDOWNS IN ‘IMMUNE SYSTEMS’ PLAYS OUT IN CHINA AS ‘CLINTON ‘ ARRANGES FOR ‘AIDS’ DRUGS AT ‘LOW COST’ FOR CHILDREN IN IMPOVERISHED AREAS.

IT IS THE MEDIUM ‘STEAM’ OF AN APPLAUSE DREAM.

THE ‘INDISCRETION’ AND ‘STUPIDITY’ OF ‘STARR’Y EYED SHARKS FEEDING ON ‘SOUND BITES’ LOOKING FOR ‘SPOTLIGHTS’ SERVED THE ‘ORDERING’. THE ANGER TURNED INWARD WAS ‘FOCUSED’ ON SEXUALITY. THE LEVERAGED ‘SEXINESS AURA’ OF JACK KENNEDY WAS GIVEN A FINAL ‘BLOW’ BY THE INTERN ‘MONICA’.

THE ARKANSAS KENNEDY ‘WANNABE’ WAS DONE IN BY HIS OWN DREAMS.

CLINTON’S ‘INNER UNREAL SYSTEM’ GOT THE BEST OF HIM…

IT IS THE POTENCY OF THE ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER’ AS EVENTS THAT ARE ‘COMMON TO ALL’ DEFINE THE RHYTHM OF THE COMMUNITY. IN THIS TIME OF ‘SHARED CURRENCY’ AND ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’ WE ARE ALL VULNERABLE TO THE RHYTHMS OF ‘322’ TIME THAT IS 5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’…

MAINTENANCE AND SELF GENERATIVITY IS DIFFICULT FOR ORDINAREY PEOPLE AS THE LOCAL AND THE FOREIGN HAVE TO GET IN ‘TUNE’ WITH THE ‘GLOBALIZATION’ WAYS OF THE ‘W.T.O.’ AND THE POWERFUL ELITES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’…

THE ‘ROAD OF EXCESS LEADS TO THE PALACE OF WISDOM’… WILLIAM BLAKE

FOR MEDIUMS AND SAVANT PERFORMERS IT IS A QUEST TO BE A ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A ‘STATE’. IT IS THE ‘MARK OR BRAND’ OF ‘SPACING’ THAT MAKES A PERSON THE ‘CHARGED NAME’ THAT ‘SERVES’ AS THE REPRESENTATION OF THAT ‘STATE’ [OF BEING]… THE ‘STATE’ OF AN ‘EMOTIONAL’ OR ‘PSYCHE’/ ‘MEDIUM’ CHARGING. IT IS ‘WELL-STEIN’ MARSHALLING INTO AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ FORM AS ONE BECOMES THE ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A ‘STATE’.

IT IS THE PROJECTION OF ENERGIES ‘AT’ THE MEDIUM OR THE ‘GOVERNOR OF A STATE’. THE ENERGIES ARE CALLED FORTH AND DIRECTED AS THE RESONANCE OF THAT STATE.

‘CAUTION’

ONE MUST TEMPER ONE’S VERTICALITY DRIVES WITH A RESPECT FOR THE ‘HORIZONTAL NESTINGS’ OF THE OTHERS … THE CALL OF THE ‘PYRAMID’ VERTICALITY MAY MAKE ONE MORE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE ‘SEDUCTIONS’ OF ‘ZAP’ ACCENTUATIONS. THE ‘JOLTS’ OR ‘BLACKOUTS’ ARE ‘DARKNESS MOMENTS’/TIMES OF ACCESSING THE TRANSITIONAL STATES OF ONE’S INNER SHADOWS. THESE ‘BLACKOUTS’ ARE THE INNER PLACES WHERE ONE IS ALTERING AND SHIFTING THROUGH THE ‘CHAOS’ OF RELEASED ENERGIES.

IN GOOD FAITH, IT IS A SENSE OF DOING UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE THEM TO DO UNTO YOU. IT IS A ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ CANDOR THAT IS THE BASIS FOR ONE’S INTENTION OF INTERCONNECTIVITY TO ANOTHER. IT IS A RESPECT FOR BOUNDARIES AND ‘GOOD FENCES’ THAT MAKE ‘GOOD NEIGHBORS’.

THE ‘WIND IN MY EYES’

‘MY EYES CRY OUT IN PAIN’… AN OEDIPAL STRAIN OF DEEP PASSAGING AS I MOVE THROUGH THE ‘YIN’ OF MY MOTHER AND THE ‘YANG OF MY FATHER’… THERE IS ‘REBELLIOUSNESS’ IN THE WILL TO BREAK THROUGH THE ‘IMPRINTS’OR ‘BRANDINGS OF PSYCHE IMPRISONMENT’. I FEEL A ‘SITE’ FOR ‘SORE EYES…

I FEEL THE SPIRIT OF ‘ME’ FIGHTING AND EVOLVING IN MY OWN CONVULSIVENESS. I FEEL THE ‘BURNING EYES OF THE ‘KIN’ETIC SENSES OF KIN AS MY SISTER COLLEEN BURNETTE [BURN-NET] IS REFLECTED IN MY OWN ‘DEEP YIN’ WAY. I HEAR AN ECHO OF CAROL BURNETT DOING THE SOAP SPOOF ‘AS THE STOMACH TURNS’ AND KNOW THE DEEP COMPLEXITY OF ‘YIN TO YANG’ ENERGY RANGINGS. I FEEL THE BURNING EYES… FIERY EYES… THE ‘40’ FOETAL TRAUMA IMPRINT EYES OF ‘I’.

I REEXPERIENCE THE TRAUMAS… I FEEL THE IMPACTS AND INDENTATIONS AS ‘DEEP ECHOES’. I STRUGGLE FOR PRESENCE THAT BREATHES THROUGH THE ‘WOUNDED ZONINGS’. IT IS THE PHILOSOPHY THAT SOMEHOW ONE MAY BECOME ‘STRONGER’ IN GETTING THROUGH THIS ‘SCARIFICATION’ [‘IF IT DOESN’T KILL YOU IT WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER’].

IT IS KNOWING THAT ‘MEDICINE’ THAT IS AT THE HEART OF POISON CAN BECOME REMEDY. IT IS EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL SCARIFICATION AS MUCH AS PHYSICAL’. IT IS THE STIMULATION OF THE ‘NATURAL’ HORMONES IN THE BODY…IT IS THE POTENCY OF LOVE IN ‘ENCOUNTER’ THAT CALLS FORTH ADRENALINES AND ‘HEALTHY INNER JUICES’…

TRANSFORMATION IS CONVULSIVE AND THERE ARE MANY ‘GROWTH SPURTS’

I REMEMBER THE BURNING EDGES OF TOUCH AND ‘T’ OUCH… THE ‘EVOLVING DISTRIBUTION’ RESONANCE OF THE 1990’S AS I EXPERIENCED THE ASH EDGES OF BEING. IT WAS ‘OUCH’ AS I SAW THE BURNING SKIN ON THE EDGES OF MY FINGERS. IT WAS AN ‘OVERHEATED’ CREATIVE WAY AS I MOVED THROUGH THE ‘DEEP YIN’ WHEN I PAINTED OR SCULPTED OR ‘HAD SEXUAL HEALING’ INTIMACY’. IT WAS A VERY PAINFUL ‘DRYING/BURNING’ CONSEQUENCE OF THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ JOURNEYING.

THERE ARE ‘FLIPS’ AS WELL AS TWISTS AND TURNS. THE INTENTION OF BECOMING ‘WHOLE’ MEANS ONE MUST TRAVERSE THE DIFFICULT TERRAIN OF INNER FRAGMENTATION. ONE MUST FACE A ‘TURNING POINT’ TIMING STRUGGLE TO ACHIEVE NEW BALANCES IN THE ‘YE’ ACROBATICS OF MOVING INTO THE FUTURE.ONE MUST DEAL WITH THE IMBALANCES AS WELL AS ACHIEVE HEALTHY NEW CENTERING.

IT IS THE ‘YE’ OF DISCOVERY AND THE BEAUTY OF THE TRIANGULATION OF THE ‘BANG’ THROUGH THE ‘BUSHY’ PUBIC ZONINGS OF ‘TRUE EROS’.

IT IS A ‘SEMINAL’ AWARENESS OF BEING AN ECHOIC TIMBRE ‘MESSENGER MEDIUM’ SERVING AS AN ‘ANNUNCIATOR’ OF ‘3’…

IT IS A ‘MUSE’ FLOW FROM A ‘MUSE’ ‘E’ ‘UM’ FALL OF THE BIRTHING SEQUENCE THAT IS MY ‘WAY’ OF ‘EVERYDAY’… INCORPORATING THE ALTERED RHYTHMS OF ‘LOAN-LY’ POSITIONINGS TO CONNECT TO ‘WHERE ONE NEEDS GUIDANCE’ FOR ‘WHERE ONE DESIRES TO BE’.

IT IS THE EFFORT TO BE FULLY PRESENT WORKING THROUGH THE ‘LEVERAGED’ OF ANXIETY AS ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’?

IT IS MY ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT ‘WORKS’ FOR ‘MING’ AND THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’. IT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘BOTTOM’ LINE AS A ‘BOTTOM’ LION THAT KNOWS THE ‘TIE’ ‘MING’ OF UNITING ONE’S ENERGIES INTO THE SPIRIT FORM OF A COURAGEOUS LION. IT IS THE CONSTANCY OF CREATIVELY FACING AN ‘INNER MUSE’ AND THEREBY GENERATING A NEW WAY TO GROW ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

I REMEMBER A FRIDAY NIGHT IN ‘1972’ WATCHING THE ‘COLLEGE ALLSTARS’ VS.THE ‘PROS’ FOOTBALL GAME WITH MY BEST FRIEND BOB. WE WERE DRINKING BEER AND GETTING EXCITED ABOUT THE ‘FOOTBALL’ [WHICH AT THE TIME ‘FOCUSED’ MY ‘DREAMLIFE’ OR ‘FANTASY WORLD’. I SURVIVED FOR MANY YEARS IN MY PRETEND/WANNABEE VISION OF ‘ACTING OUT’ AS A ‘SATURDAYS HERO’]. MY DREAM STATES KEPT ME GOING AS I ‘LEARNED’ THE ‘WAY’ OF THE SYSTEM. IT WAS THE COMPETITIVENESS AND DYNAMISM OF THE SPORTS WORLD THAT ‘FASCINATED’ ME AS A CHILD AND AN ADOLESCENT.

I WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THAT FRIDAY NIGHT [EARLY SATURDAY MORNING] WITH EXTREME PAIN IN MY EYES. I FELT AN OEDIPAL ‘MUNCH SCREAM’ LEVEL OF PAIN… I PUT MY EYES UNDER THE FAUCETS TO TRY TO COOL OFF THE ‘FIRE’ AND NOTHING WORKED. I SAW AN EYE DOCTOR SEVERAL HOURS LATER WHO SAW THAT THE ‘CORNEAL ABRASIONS’ [CAUSED BY ‘LACK OF FLUIDS FOR MY CONTACT LENS’] NEEDED SOME ‘CURATIVE FLUIDS’.

WITHIN A FEW MOMENTS, THE PAIN WAS REDUCED MORE THAN ‘90%’ ALTHOUGH BOTH EYES WERE COVERED WITH PATCHES FOR THE DAY AND ONE OF THE PATCHES WAS TO STAY ON FOR TWO DAYS. THE EYES HAD BECOME DRY PARTIALLY DUE TO THE ALCOHOL, THE EXCESSES OF ‘AMPLIFICATION’, THE ‘BLINDNESS’ OF MY DREAM/WISHFULNESS AND THE REALITY TENSIONS OF ENERGY AS I WAS IN A DEEP ‘YIN’ STATE OF IMBALANCE’.

‘CONTACT’ LENDS AND ‘LOAN LY’ STATES OF ENERGY WAYS

THE ECHOES OF ‘CONTACT LENS’ PLAYS OUT THROUGH MY SENSES OF ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ AS THE WAY OF CONNECTING TO ANOTHER AS A ‘CONTACT’ OR SPARKING THAT ‘LENDS’. IT IS THE ASSOCIATIVE ‘SEEING’ AS A ‘CONTACT LEN ‘D’ S’ MOVING THROUGH MY EYES THAT CAUSED THE ‘CORE’ ‘KNEEL’ ABRASIONS.

IT WAS THE ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ AS A LIMIT OF WHERE THE ‘KNEES’ ARE BOTH THE BENT AND THE ‘BOWING’ PLACE OF THE DEPTH OF THE ‘FOETALIZED CURL’ DREAM.

IT IS THE ECHO OF ‘JOHN LENDING’ AS ‘JOHN LENNON’ AND ‘JAY LENO’ AS AN ELBOW ROOM STATE OF ‘NO LEND’ AND ‘LEND OWE’ OR ‘O’. IT IS THE ‘MONKEY’ ON THE BACK OF A ‘HUNCHBACK’ STATE HEALING THE ‘DEEP YIN’ WHILE BEING IN A ‘CONTACT LENDS’ STATE.

IT IS A PARALLELISM TO THE DEPTHS OF THE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ FEMININE ‘O’ STATE OF YIN RECEPTIVITY AND HOLDING…IT IS THE DEEP ‘INTERIORITY’ OF THE MOTHER-DAUGHTER PLATEAU OF FAMILIARITY AND DIFFERENCE.

THE ‘PATCHED EYE’ STATE

ON SUNDAY [WITH ONE EYE PATCHED] I WENT TO A WEDDING FOR ‘CARRIE’ AND ‘MICHAEL’ IT WAS A TOUGH DAY … A BLUR IN MY MEMORY [THE LATER ‘TRAGEDY’ OF ‘CARRIE’ LOSING ‘MICHAEL’ IN A DROWNING ACCIDENT ECHOES SOME OF MY OWN DEEP FEARS THAT WERE EXPERIENCED IN PANIC MOMENTS WHERE I HAD TO BE HELPED BECAUSE IT SEEMED THAT I MIGHT ‘DROWN’.

THE MADNESS ECHOED SOME MORE WHEN I MET ‘JIM DROWN’ WHO WAS AN ARTIST WORKING AS A ‘DOORMAN’ IN CHICAGO. JIM DROWN SEEMED DEEP WITHIN HIS OWN UNCONSCIOUS WATERS TRYING TO DEAL WITH A HISTORY OF FAMILY TRAGEDY AND HIS MANY ‘GAY’ SEXUALITY EXPLORATIONS. IT ALSO REMINDED ME THAT MY MOTHER, WHO WAS A REASONABLY GOOD SWIMMER, HAD ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD AN ‘ALMOST DROWNING’ EXPERIENCE WHEN SHE WAS A LITTLE GIRL.

THESE ‘WATERS’ OF ‘UNCONSCIOUS’ SYMBOLISM ASSOCIATIONS SEEM TO CONNECT ON SOME COMPLEX INNER PLANE… MY ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ YIN STATE OF BEING

THE ‘LOST CHILD’ SENSES CONNECTED ME SPIRITUALLY TO A DEEP ‘LOSS’ THEME IN MY FAMILY. I WAS WITH MY FATHER IN SHARING A ‘THREAD’ OR A CORRIDOR DEEP WITHIN…AS A REPLACEMENT CHILD.

IT IS A DEEP INNER ABYSS OF EMPTINESS WHERE ‘VULNERABILITY’ IS AS IF ONE TOOK A ‘BLOW BELOW THE BELT’… A ‘BLOW INTO THE MASCULINE’ SUCH THAT THE FEMININE OR DEEP YIN BECAME THE TOTALITY OF ‘FORTRESSED DEFENSIVENESS’. THIS IS MY ‘CRYING OUT FOR UNCLE’ AND SENSING THE LOSS OF ‘MARRY ‘K’. IT IS THE CRYING OUT IN A ‘WOUNDEDNESS AND A POWERLESSNESS’.

‘CLUSTERINGS OF SOUNDS’

THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ AND THE ‘DEEP PHYSIOLOGY’ OF ‘PSYCHE’ SURROGATES FLOWS THROUGH THE UNDERCURRENTS OF ‘KEY’ PHONETICS OF ‘REDIRECTION’. THERE IS A ‘CLUSTERING’ AROUND SOME ‘SOUNDS’ OR ‘WORDS’ MORE THAN OTHERS.

THE EGYPTIAN NAME ‘MAU’ MEANS BOTH FEMALE ‘CAT’ AND ‘TO SEE’.

IT IS THE ECHO OF A NEVERENDING SENSE OF ‘AMPLIFIED’ SENSITIVITY IN MY EYES. IT IS THE ACCENTUATION AS ‘THE WIND IN MY EYES’. IT IS AN OEDIPAL RESONANCE OF SIGHTING AND SEEING [‘MAU’ IS AN ECHO OF MY EX WIFE’S INITIALS ‘MAU’ [BEFORE SHE MARRIED ME. ‘MAU’ IS ALSO IN THE NAMES OF SOME OTHER MIRROR ‘REFLECTIONS’OF MY LIFE.].

IT IS A SOUND OF ‘MAW’ IN THE ‘DEEP THROAT’ AWARENESS… ‘MAW’ IS THE EDGE OF EATING [JAWS AND ‘CASTRATION’] AND THE DAY OF THE ‘LAST SUPPER’ AS IN ‘MAU’ NDY THURSDAY. IT IS THE MAUSOLEUM SPACE OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT IS THE TERRAIN OF THE ‘GRIM REAPER’. IT IS THE ‘ETHERIC’ ENERGIES OF THE ‘MAUVE’ ZONE SENSED AS THE ‘PURPLISH ROSE’ ENMESHED AND THE INTERCONNECTEDNESS OF THE DEEP ‘YIN’ FEMININE ‘O’.

THE ‘MAUVE’ ZONE IS THE ‘UNSEEN AND THE UNHEARD’ AREA OF BOUNDARY ISSUES AND ‘OVERLAPPING’ WAYS OF MOTHER/DAUGHTER AS WELL AS THE NORMAL ‘SHARING’ OF THE FEMININE ‘NATURAL EROTICISM’. IT IS THE REALM OF ‘8’ AND FIGURE ‘8’ AND THE INFINITE ‘8’ THAT IS THE MAGICIAN’S LEMNISCATE [00]… [THE ‘8’ ON ITS SIDE].

IT IS THE PLANE OF MAGIC AND POSSIBILITY WHERE DREAMS, FEARS, SPIRIT AND WILL SEEK TO CONNECT TO THE UNIVERSE ALL AROUND. THERE ARE MANY VEHICLES OF TRANSITTING THE COMPLEXITIES OF THE SOUL. THERE ARE MANY TOOLS TO FOCUS THROUGH AND TRANSFORM ONE’S BEING AND CONSCIOUSNESS.

A ‘MAUMET’ IS A ‘DOLL’, A ‘PUPPET’, A ‘SCARECROW’ OR ANY OTHER FIGURE BUILT TO RESEMBLE A HUMAN BEING. IN OUR STATES OF BEING AS MEDIUMS OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATE PERFORMERS WE FUNCTION AND SERVE LIKE ‘MAUMETS’. WE MOVE IN AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF REMOTE ACTIVATED CHARGINGS. WE BECOME LIKE ‘AUTOMATONS’ AS WE TEND TO BECOME ‘MORE SO’ IN OUR WAYS.

WE SAY THAT ‘SOMEONE HAS PASSED AWAY’ BECAUSE THE LIVING ‘WAY’ IS THE PATH OF PRESENCE WHETHER IT IS THE ‘JOHN WAYNE WAY’ OR THE ‘WAY OF THE CROSS’. WE ‘WAY’ OUR EXPRESSIONS WITHIN THE ‘LIMITS OF INNER NECESSITY’ AS WE FIND OUR ‘OWN WAY…’

THE ‘CAT’ AND THE ‘CANARIES’

THE COMPRESSIONS OF DEEP FEMININE INTERACTION IS AN AWARENESS OF THE ‘NORMALCY STRAIN’ AND ‘OVEREROTICIZED’ STATES OF ‘CHARGED ‘ORIFICES’. IT IS THE SENSITIVITY TO THE PRESSURES OF ‘SPHINCTERS’ AND ON ‘SPHINCTERS’ [THE SPHINX OF OEDIPUS]. THE MAUVE ZONE OF THE ‘MAU’ IS FELT IN A SENSING OF ‘QUICKNESS OF TRADES AND EXCHANGES’. IT IS A ‘CAT DANCING’ BASE OF ‘FAMILIAR’ RHYTHMS WHERE ‘SYNCHRONIZATION’ WITHIN AN ‘ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE’ IS MAINTAINED THROUGH ‘MALL ‘TEASINGS’ AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ TERROR. IT IS LIKE A PLATEAU OF ALL SHARING THE PSYCHE’ WOMENS ‘ROOM’.

WHO IS ‘SAFE’ ENOUGH TO BE IN HIS/HER OWN MOTIONS IN A ‘THREATENED’ ENVIRONMENT? HOW MUCH OF ONE IS ‘DENIED’ AS A NECESSITY OF ‘COPING’ WITH THE ONGOING DEMANDS OF THE OTHERS?

JACKIE KENNEDY ONASSIS LAST SIGNIFICANT RELATIONSHIP WAS WITH A ‘MAURICE TEMPELSMAN’… THE ‘MAU’ AND THE FERTILITY OF RICE[MAU RICE] PARALLELS THE FERTILITY OF WOMEN AND THE TEMPLES OF MAN…IT WAS A ‘GROUNDING’ FOR A WOMAN WHO HAD TO DO THE ASS-SASS-SIN-NATION ‘GROUND ZERO’ ‘JACKING’ OF A GLOBAL VILLAGE’.

THE COMPLEXITY OF CREATIVE PEOPLE DEMANDS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ECHOIC TIMBRE THAT IS ALL AROUND. THE ONGOING SHADOWS AND VALUES OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND THE ROYALTY WAYS AFFECT US ALL AS WE ARE COMPELLED TO DIGEST THE EVENT PENETRATIONS OR ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF THE COMPETING FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’.

IT IS ALWAYS A QUESTION OF DEGREE AS THE PRIVILEGED WOMEN AND MEN LIVE ‘OUTSIDE’ OF THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF ‘CATCALLS’,’CATWALKS’ AND ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS. ‘THEY’ ARE THE RHYTHMS OF THE TOP DOWN’PYRAMIDISM’AND ARE FAR LESS ‘COMPRESSED’ THAN THOSE IN THE FRUSTRUM…

IN SOME INSTANCES THEY MAY BE THE EDGE THAT IS THE ‘322’ TIME [THE ‘5’ MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD ‘TIME’]. THEY LIVE IN MORE ‘EASE’ AND SPACE ‘KNOWING’ THE KEYS AND QUINGS PRIOR TO THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ PACINGS

ATE AND ‘8’

IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘ATE’ AND ‘8’… IT IS THE ‘BREAST REDIRECTION’ OF ORALITY THAT IS IN THE ‘HUNGER’ AND THE COSMETIC MASKINGS’. THE MORE THE TOP DOWN COMPRESSIONS SQUEEZE THE WOMEN THE MORE THERE IS A NECESSITY OF ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. THE IDEA OF THE ‘GLASS CEILING’ IS THE ‘CONTROL’ MECHANISM OF ‘SELECTING’ A FEW WILLING TO BE SILENT TO MAINTAIN THE ‘SAME GAME’…THE ‘BUST LINE’ ZONING OF THE ECHOIC TIMBRE INERTIA. THE ‘BUST’ LINE OF AUTHORITY AND MOTHER-DAUGHTER COMPRESSION…

ONE OF THE BIOGRAPHICAL FACTS OF EXCESSIVE ‘ORALITY’ IS THE TEEN AGE TIME OF ‘ADOLF HITLER’ EATING TONS OF SWEETS WHILE GETTING REJECTED FOR ART SCHOOL AND TAKING CARE OF HIS MOTHER WHO WAS DYING OF BREAST CANCER. HIS ‘REACTIVITY’ AND ‘RAGE’ FED A LIFETIME OF HUNGER AND DESTRUCTIVENESS…

A CHALLENGE TO THE ASSUMPTIONS

IT IS THE QUESTIONING OF THE ASSUMPTIONS THAT REALLY MATTERS. THE ‘PIGEON HOLING’ OF WOMAN INTO ECONOMIC VERSIONS OF ‘WHAT MEN DO’ IS THE ‘PRICE’ OF SUSTAINING THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’. MORE ENTERTAINERS, ATHLETES OR MORE C.E.O.’S THAT ARE FEMALE DOES NOT CHALLENGE THE PROBLEM OF WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT?

THE PYRAMID IS THE SACRED REALITY OF MARKET PLACE ECONOMICS THAT FUELS ON THE BELIEF THAT THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’.

MEN AND WOMEN ARE ‘PULLED APART’ BY THE DEMANDS OF THE ‘HIP WARS’ THAT DERIVE FROM THE INCREASED ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES…THE INCREASING DEMANDS TO KEEP PACE AND LEVERAGE TAKES ITS TOLL IN THE BOARDROOM AS WELL AS THE BEDROOM.THE ACCENTUATION OF EROS AS WELL AS THE DEMAND TO REDIRECT EROS INTO A SAVANT OR TALENT WAY CONTRIBUTES TO THE INSTABILITY OF MARRIAGES AND RELATIONSHIPS. THE ROYALTY STANDARD IN A HIGH SPEED IMPOSITION ON THE ORDINARY DESTROYS ‘INTIMACY’ AS MORE AND MORE OF EACH PERSON’S ENERGIES ARE PRESSURED INTO ‘INCOME’ AS MONEY INSTEAD OF ‘IN’ AND ‘COME’ IN CONNECTION.

THE SKEW IS ‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER WON’T HOLD’ AS THE POWER OF EXTERNALS IS STRONGER AND MORE DEMANDING THAN THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’. THE POWER OF ‘VEILING AND IMAGE’ IS VALUED MORE THAN INTEGRITY OF BEING. MONEY AND POWER REWARD SERVICE TO THE SYSTEM ‘AS IS’ AND DO NOT COMPENSATE FAMILY OR NEIGHBORHOOD SERVICES THAT ARE ‘OUTSIDE OF THE ECONOMIC’ YET ESSENTIAL TO THE FUNCTIONING OF THE COMMUNITY.

DENIAL AND DENY ‘AL’

THE HUNGER AND ORALITY IS TRANSFERRED INTO THE ‘HIP WARS’ OF EVER WIDENING NEED FOR CONTROL. THE ‘REPRODUCTIVE RELATED ILLNESSES’ AND MEDICAL/SURGICAL SOLUTIONS DRIVE THE ‘PROBLEMS’ DEEPER INTO DEFENSIVENESS. THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA ‘MANAGES’ TO SIT/SIGHT/SITE AS A ‘ZONE’ OF ‘HORIZONTAL’ CONSENSUS… IT IS THE ‘GROUNDING’ FOR THE ‘HIP WARS’ AND THE ‘HEN HOUSE RESONANCE’ OF GOSSIP AND PECKING ORDER ALONG THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’. IT IS THE SPACE OF PACE FOR THE RACE AGAINST ‘BREAST CANCER’ THAT ‘ALL’ THINK THEY CAN ‘OUTRUN’.

IT IS THE ‘SOUNDS OF THE SYSTEM’ THAT SEEM TO BE ‘UNSOUND’ AS THE CONTRADICTIONS OF WHAT IS VALUED CONFLICT WITH WHAT REALLY MATTERS…IT IS ‘FOLLOW THE MONEY’ OR THE ‘LACK OF MONEY’ IN SEEING WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY IS…

IT IS THE FULLNESS OF BREATH AND DISTRIBUTION WITH A COMPLETE CIRCULATION THAT IS REALLY NEEDED TO FOR A HEALTHY ‘SOUNDNESS’…A NEW BALANCE BEYOND ‘COSMETICS’, DENIALS AND VEILS. WE ALL MUST LEARN TO SEE OURSELVES IN A NEW WAY. THE STRAINS AND STRESSES OF SAVANT ‘SKEWING’ ESTABLISHING ‘ELITE’ MODELS THAT MAY BE ‘THIN AND CURVACEOUS’ YET ‘DYSFUNCTIONAL’ MUST BE FACED.

THE UNHEALTHY PERVASIVENESS OF ‘CORPORATE PACIFIERS’ AND ‘TOILET COLLISIONISM’ MUST BE SEEN. THE ONE PILL MAKES YOU SMALLER AND THE OTHER ONE MAKES YOU TALLER IS THE MONEY TRAIL OF MAIN STREET ‘NEUROSIS’.

‘IT IS YOUR ‘NEW ROSE SIS’! [NEUROSIS]

THE ROLLERCOASTER CIRCULARITY OF THE ‘8’ IS PLAYED OUT IN CHESS [NEAR TO CHEST] AND ON THE CHESSBOARD OF ‘8’ TIMES ‘8’ OR ‘64’ SQUARES. IT IS THE ROYALTY IN OUR GAMES AND WAYS OF THINKING.

‘EVEN THE KING GOES INTO THE ‘BOX’ WHEN THE GAME IS OVER’. [AN ITALIAN SAYING]

‘SEX IS THE MAIN EXPRESSION OF A PERSON; GREAT NATURES ARE SEXUALLY STRONG; AND THE HEALTH OF ANY PERSON WILL DEPEND UPON THE FREEDOM OF THAT FUNCTION. ONE MUST DISCOVER, BY EXPERIENCE OF INSTINCTS AND INTENTIONS ONE’S OWN SEXUALITY… ONE’S TRUE NATURE. THE SEXUAL ACT, EVEN TO THE GROSSEST OF MANKIND, IS THE AGENT WHICH DISSIPATES THE FOG OF SELF FOR ONE ECSTATIC MOMENT.’ [‘THE BOOK OF THE LAW’]

THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ IS IN THE TRUTH OF ONE’S LOVE… A MUTUAL RECIPROCITY WHERE LOVE MAKES ‘1’ INTO ‘2’ [‘2’ INTO ‘1’]. ONE SEEKS NATURAL CONNECTION IN THE REAL SENSES OF SPONTANEOUS AND IRRESISTABLE ATTRACTION… THE FULLNESS OF TOTALITY… THE ENTHUSIASM OF ALL STRENGTH… A PASSION THAT CAN BLEND INTO AND BE WITH ONE’S OWN. SPIRIT PERMEATES THE ACT OF WILL… IT MUST DO AND IT MUST DIE… THE ACT IS ALL WILL… ‘LE PETIT MORT’ [FROM THE ‘LITTLE DEATH’… IT MUST RISE AGAIN.

‘HANDSOME IS AS HANDSOME DOES’… THE TOUCH OF TENDERNESS IS IN THE HANDS… THE JOURNEY OF SUMMATION, SUMMING, THE SUM OF THE HANDS… A HAND/SUM OF THE ‘MING’ ‘SUM’… THE ‘PERFECTION’ AND ‘ORDERING’ IN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ SUM GAME… A ‘KNOWING’ OF THE ‘PAT’AND THE ‘TRICK’ OF ‘PA TRICK’. THE ‘FLIP’ OR THE ‘TOSS’… THE CHANCE AND THE DANCE OF THE ‘3’ SIDED COIN OF ‘TRIANGULATION’… THE ‘FLIP’ AND THE ‘TRICK’ OF THE ‘TAP AND THE PAT’

‘HOLLOW AND EMPTY’

IT IS THE TRICK OF THE ‘COYOTE’ AS ‘TRICKSTER’ AND THE HAND IS ‘QUICKER’ THAN THE EYE. IT IS THE ‘TRICK OR TREAT’ OF ALL HALLOWS EVE… THE EDGE OF THE FEMININE ‘EVE’ WITH THE ‘ADD’ DAM [ADAM] FORCE OF ‘YANG’ DRIVING THROUGH THE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS OF NECESSITY AND BECOMING THE MASCULINE.

IT IS ‘PATRIA’ AS COUNTRY AND ‘TRI’ OF ‘3’ WITHIN. IT IS THE CREATIVE POTENTIAL OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ AS THE SHELL OF THE HOLLOW KNOWING THE EMPTINESS OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’. IT IS THE ‘LEGEND OF SLEEPY HOLLOW’ AND ARTIST DREAMS OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’

‘ADD DAMS AND EVE’S DROPPINGS’

‘FRANKLY MY DEAR, I DON’T GIVE A DAM’ RUSHES OUT OF THE DREAMS OF ‘GONE WITH THE WIND’… RHETT BUTLER [THE MAINTENANCE OF THE DAMS] LEAVES HER TO HER OWN SELFISH FRUSTRATION. IT IS THE REMOVAL OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENERGY/FORCE’ AND THE ‘RESTLESSNESS STATES’ OF WISHFULNESS DREAMS. IT IS ‘NOTHINGNESS’ AS ONE’ FACES’ ONE’S SELF ‘DEEP WITHIN’.

‘WHO IS ‘JOHN GALT?’

THE QUESTION POSED IN AYN RAND’S ‘ATLAS SHRUGGED’ ECHOES THE SOUND ASSOCIATIONS IN THE HEROICS OF THE ‘JOHN’ AS A ‘TOILET’ FUNCTION OR A ‘PROSTITUTES ‘TRICK’ IN A COMBINING AT ‘GALT’ SPEED. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE DESIRE RHYTHM MATCHED IN AN ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ AGGRESSION IN AN ATTRACTIVE SEXUAL PARTNER.

‘GALT SPEED’ IS THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE RIDING THE WAVES OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. ‘GALT’ IS THE ‘G’ AND THE ‘T’ ENVELOPING THE ‘AL’… THE ‘EROS SIGNIFIER’ OF THE WOMAN SATISFIED.

IT IS THE SEXUAL POLITICS OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ BECAUSE THE ‘INDIVIDUAL’ DRIVES IT TO BE. IT IS ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ AND THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ FRAGMENTATION THAT NEEDS A CRISIS IN ORDER TO ‘UNIFY’ IN A ‘UNITY’ OF DESIRE.

‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE DESIRED MALE ENERGY THAT THE ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE GODDESS ‘SENSAMORA’ IS DRAWING INTO A ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ OUTCOME.

DOES ‘JOHN GALT PROVIDE SENSAMORA’ WITH THE ‘HEARTFIRE’ SHE NEEDS TO GENERATE THE FUTURE? DOES JOHN GALT ‘THUD’ THE WAY INTO A NEW DESTROY AND CREATE? DOES JOHN GALT DO THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT RELEASES THE ‘FORTRESSED’ SENSAMORA?

‘LIVE AND LET LIVE’ HAS BEEN MOSTLY A ‘LOOKING THE OTHER WAY’ WHEN THE EXCESSES OF VIOLENCE ARE DONE TO SOME OTHER GROUP. THERE ARE NO ACCOUNTABILITIES IN THE ENERGY WIND WARS… IT IS ‘DUST IN THE WIND’ AND ‘SOMEONE ELSE’S PROBLEM’.

‘JOHN GALT’ IS NOT THE CORRUPT AND GREEDY ‘CEO’ THAT PAYS HIMSELF MORE AND MORE AND FEEDS OFF THE ‘FLAWS’ OF THE SYSTEM. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE ‘ID’ OF ‘FANTASY YANG’ DRIVING ‘CHARLES FOSTER KANE’ TO MAKE UP FOR THE LOSS OF INNOCENCE REPRESENTED AS ‘ROSEBUD’. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE FORCE OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ HAVING THE MONEY TO DO WHATEVER ONE WANTS. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS ‘ENLIGHTENED SELF INTEREST’ IN A RAWNESS OF DARWINIAN ‘CREATIVITY’ AND ‘ADAPTATION’ KNOWING THE ‘MANY MAY BE SACRIFICED FOR THE FEW’. IT IS THE POWER OF THE UNCHECKED ‘NIETZSCHE SUPERMEN’ TO ACHIEVE THE ‘GENIUS’ OF ‘INDIVIDUALISM’.

IT IS JACKIE KENNEDY’S FATHER AS THE NICKNAMED ‘BLACK JACK’ THAT PLAYED OUT IN HER ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. ‘JACK’ SAY ‘JACKIE’ IS THE DRAMA OF HER FATHER’S SHADOW [‘THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER’S SEXUAL ENERGY BY RESERVING IT FOR HIMSELF’-FREUD] AS ‘BLACK JACK BOUVIER’.

HOW DEEP THE COMPLEXITY OF JACKIE KENNEDY’S CONNECTION TO ‘ARISTOTLE ONASSIS’ ECHOING AS ‘AIR’ IS ‘TOT’ ‘L’ [ARISTOTLE] AND ‘ON’ ‘ASS’ ‘IS’. THE MISSION STATE OF BEING THE HORSE RIDER AS HE IS ‘ON ASS IS’.

IT IS THE ECHO OF THE MOVIE ‘BACK TO THE FUTURE’ WHEN THE DAUGHTER SAYS ‘YOU ARE MY DENSITY INSTEAD OF MY ‘DESTINY’. IT IS A DENSITY OF SIMILAR ‘WELL-STEIN’ WEIGHTINESS AND MOTIONS. SHE AND HE HAVE COMPARABLE DENSITIES AND ENERGIES.IT IS THE FORCE OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL POLARITIES’ THAT DRAWS AND ASSERTS DESIRE FOR THE ‘OTHER’.

‘BLACKJACKING’ THE ‘21’ AND THE CARDS OF ‘VEILS’ AND ‘UNVEILINGS’ IS THE PROCESS OF BECOMING AND OVERCOMING AS ONE ‘BEATS THE DEALER’ OR LOSES THE GAME. IT IS THE GAMBLING OF ‘BLACK’ AND BEING ‘IN THE BLACK’ THAT IS THE WINNING ‘BOTTOM LINE’. IT IS THE ‘BLACK JACK’ FROM THE SHADOWS OF DEEP YIN THAT IS THE POWER TO ‘GOVERN’ THE ‘BLACK JACK’ STATE.IT IS THE SYMBOL OF THE RIDERLESS HORSE NAMED ‘BLACKJACK’ THAT MARCHED ALL ALONE IN JOHN FITZGERALD KENNEDY’S FUNERAL.

‘THE METAMORPHOSIS OF SENSAMORA’

‘JOHN GALT’ IS AYN RAND’S FANTASY LOVER WITH THE POWER TO RELEASE HER FROM THE THROES OF ‘MATERIALISTIC WEBBING’. HE IS THE SOLUTION AT IMPACT AND THE OVERPOWERING VIBRATION OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ FACILITATING THE ‘METAMORPHOSIS’ OF ‘SENSAMORA’. HE IS THE STRIKING FORCE OF COMPELLING AND BREAKING THAT IS THE IMPRINT BEYOND THE ‘WAITING FOR RESCUE AND RELEASE’ STATE OF RECEPTIVITY. ‘BLACK JACK’ IS THE NEW TIMING THAT REDEFINES THE INNER REALM OF ‘SENSAMORA’ AND PROVIDES ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ SOLUTION TO THE ‘BLOCKED, FORTRESSED AND WITHHELD’.

‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE ‘COLLISIONISM’… THE END OR ‘DESTROY’ OF ANNIHILATION THAT IS THE EXTREME ‘MAD THUD’ THAT WAS THE NUCLEAR ATTACK OF HIROSHIMA AND NAGASAKI. IT IS THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ AS A SYMBOL OF NOTHINGNESS AND MUSHROOM ‘DEATH TIME’. IT IS THE PROJECTION OF THE INNER OUT INTO THE WORLD CAUSING MORE CONVULSIVENESS AND ‘OPPORTUNITY’ FOR NEW GENERATIONS

‘ANYBODY CAN SIT. AN OLD WOMAN CAN SIT… IT TAKES A MAN TO STAND.’ [MALCOLM X… TRYING TO PROVOKE THE ‘TRUE ANGERS’ TO BE RELEASED RATHER THAN DIGESTED?]

THE ALBERT EINSTEIN [‘EYE’ N ‘STEIN’] SENSE OF THE ‘ATOMIC’ AND THE ‘NUCLEAR’ IS THE ‘ESSENCE’ OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT REFLECTS THE EVOLUTIONARY SEARCH FOR THE ‘TRUE MAN’ OVERCOMING ALL OF ‘HER BLOCKS AND OBSTACLES’ TO ACHIEVE ‘AL’. IT IS THE ‘SEMINAL’ DRIVING IN A FORCE THROUGH THE ‘HAZING’ OR THE ‘HARRIED’ TO BECOME ‘HARRY TRUMAN’.

IT IS ‘THE BUCK STOPS HERE’ BLACK HOLE VORTEX REPRESENTATION AFTER THE ‘WHEEL CHAIR’ CYCLE OF F.D.R. IT IS THE ‘HARRIED’ AND ‘TRUE-MAN’ THAT SEEKS TO EXPRESS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE EDGE.

DOUBLE TALK AND DOUBLE TIME

TO ‘KNOW’ THE ‘KNOWLEDGE’ OF ‘KNOW’ ‘L’ ‘EDGE’…THE ‘K’ OF NOW…WITH THE ‘L’ ON THE ‘EDGE’ OF THE ‘LEDGE’. THE EDGE OF THE ‘AL’ AS THE DRIVE OF THE ‘L’ IN THE POTENCY OF THE ‘L’ THAT IS THE ‘VENUS’ AS THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’. IT IS ‘VENUS DI MILO’ AS A STATUE DISPLAY OF WHAT THE ‘OVERCOMING’ STATE OF THE ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OR ‘DEEP MALE YIN’ LOOKS LIKE. IT IS THE SUSTAINED INVERSION STATE OF YIN FEMININE PARALLELISM AND MIRRORING WHERE ART MATCHES THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE DESIRED REPRODUCTIVITY.

WHO HAS THE CREATIVE POWER TO ACHIEVE THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF THE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ FEMININE VERSION OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ HOW IMPORTANT IS IT FOR THE CREATIVE MALE TO ACHIEVE THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY OF THE ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’?

THE ‘TRUE-MAN’ SEES THE QUICKNESS OF THE UNSAID AND THE ‘SILENT’ AND TUNES IN TO THE ‘HARE’ OF FERTILITY OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ WHERE THE ONGOING MOMENTUM OF THE ‘NUCLEAR’ [THAT IS THE ‘INNER ENERGY’ COMBUSTION] THAT GETS FOCUSED IN ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS.

IT IS THE ‘WHITE RABBIT’ PROCLAIMING THAT ‘I’M LATE… ‘I’ M LATE FOR A VERY IMPORTANT DATE’ AS HE GOES THROUGH THE HOLE AND INTO THE REALM OF ‘DOUBLETALK AND DOUBLETIME’. IT IS THE CHESHIRE CAT OF ‘ALICE IN WONDERLAND’ DISAPPEARING AND ‘RONALD REAGAN’ ASKING ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’

IT IS HIDE AND SEEK AND DO NOT PEEK AS A WAY TO MAINTAIN THE PATH OF THE OTHERS TO THE PEAK. THE CHESHIRE CAT DISAPPEARS AND REAPPEARS TO DELIGHT THE CHILD IN ALL OF US AND REMINDS US TO TEMPER OUR TIMES WHEN WE ‘KID OURSELF’.

THE TIME FOR THE NEW PYRAMID SCHEME

THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE ONGOING MUSICAL CHAIRS MOMENTUM OF CONVULSIVENESS THAT PROVIDES THE OPPORTUNITY OF ‘CHAOTIC TIME’ FOR THE PREDATORY POWER TO MOVE INTO A VACUUM. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ‘FRUCTIFYING AND FRYING’… A TIME TO ‘TAKE’ AND ‘TAKE OVER’…THE TIME OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’ OF ‘FRIGHT OR FEAR’ WHEN ‘POWER ABHORS A VACUUM’

IT IS THE ‘CONTROL’ THAT OCCURS IN A ‘NOTHING’ MOMENT… A ‘CHAOS’ WHEN THE INERTIA OF MONEY AND POWER SEIZE THE ‘AUTHORITY’ TO DEFINE A ‘NEW ORDER’. IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY TIME FOR ‘CAPITALIZING’ AND TAKING ADVANTAGE.

IT IS SACRIFICE TIME… THE TIME OF CONSUMING THE ENERGIES OF THE CONFUSED AND THE FEARFUL…

‘THE SACRIFICE IS A GIFT, A GIFT TO THE GODS WHICH IS DIRECTED TO THE FLOW OF POWER, TO KEEPING THE LIFE FORCE MOVING THERE WHERE IT HAS BEEN BLOCKED BY SIN. WITH THE SACRIFICE MAN FEEDS THE GODS TO GIVE THEM MORE POWER SO THAT HE MAY HAVE MORE.

THE SACRED FOOD HAS THE STRENGTH OF LIFE; THE MORE LIVING THINGS SACRIFICED, THE MORE EXTRAVAGANT RELEASE OF POWER. [ERNEST BECKER ‘ESCAPE FROM EVIL’, 1975]

THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS ARE THE MANIFESTATION AND TRANSFORMATION TIMES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’. DEEP POLITICS IS ‘THE HORROR… THE HORROR’… AS IN THE JOSEPH CONRAD ‘HEART OF DARKNESS’ JOURNEY. IT IS THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ COMPREHENSION OF ‘VIET NAM’ IN ‘APOCALYPSE NOW’ AS DONE BY ‘FRANCIS FORD COPPOLA’.

‘THE ‘UNDISCLOSED REALM OF DARKNESS’ BEYOND OUR CONSCIOUSNESS’ [HEGEL] IS RESISTANT TO THE ILLUMINATION OF THOUGHT, AND BEYOND THE REACH OF GOOD… IT IS THE SHADED SOCIAL WORLD OF CONCRETE EVIL… WHERE ‘HIDDEN CONTROLLERS MANIPULATE CHAINED PRISONERS WITH A SHOW OF PUPPETS AND STREAKS OF FIRE’. THE SUNLIT TOWERS OF THE WORLD TRADE CENTER ON THE MORNING OF TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11 STOOD IN SUCH TERRIFYING DARKNESS’ [DAVID MACGREGOR…THE ‘DEEP POLITICS OF SEPTEMBER 11’ A PAPER IN ‘CONFRONTING 9-11, IDEOLOGIES OF RACE, AND EMINENT ECONOMISTS, RESEARCH IN POLITICAL ECONOMY, VOLUME 20.]

‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS DESCRIBED AS ‘POLITICAL PRACTICES AND ARRANGEMENTS THAT ARE USUALLY REPRESSED RATHER THAN ACKNOWLEDGED’… ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS DESCRIBED AS THE ABYSS OF ‘DEPRAVITY’ [PETER DALE SCOTT].

THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ ERUPTS DURING AND BECOMES VISIBLE IN TIMES OF CRISIS. IT IS AN EXPOSURE OF THE ‘INTERACTIVE’ AND DETERMINING FORCES THAT ARE USUALLY BEHIND THE SCENES’. SOMETIMES THERE IS AN ALLIANCE OF THE ‘ELITE’ RICH AND THE ‘CORRUPT CRIMINAL’ WHO PROTECT THE CORPORATIONS AND ENSURE A LACK OF ENFORCEMENT OF LAWS THAT ARE DETRIMENTAL TO THEIR INTERESTS. ‘PUBLIC POWER’ IS THEN SUBORDINATED TO ‘ELITE’ AND SPECIAL INTERESTS.

ONE SIMPLY HAS TO TAKE A LOOK AT THE ‘COLLAPSE’ OF THE ‘SOVIET UNION’ TO SEE ‘WHO’ BENEFITTED IN THE GENERATION OF THE NEW ORDERING. IT WAS THE ‘GOLDEN ARCHES’… THE OIL… THE GOLD… THE DIAMONDS… AND THE ‘UNDERWORLD’ OF ‘BAD GUYS’ [SO CALLED ‘REDFELLAS’ OR RUSSIAN ‘GOODFELLAS’].

THE ‘BEAUTY’ OF THE RESOURCE AS IT IS

‘THEY’ ARE UNABLE TO ENJOY THE ‘BEAUTY’ OF THE RESOURCE AS IT IS. THE PROBLEM IS THE EXCESSIVE ‘USEFULNESS’ OF THE ‘MATERIALS’ IN ‘MONETARY’ TERMS [THE FORESTS BECOME PAPER MILLS AND THE STREAMS ARE FOR DAMS AND ELECTRIC POWER]. IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT THE ‘NATURAL’ MUST BE CONQUERED AND USED FOR SOMETHING ELSE.

ENERGY IS NOT ‘ENRON’. ENERGY IS THE ‘NATURAL’ THAT MAN SUCCESSFULLY MAXIMIZES BY ‘ADAPTING TO IT’. ‘ENERGY WISDOM IS TUNING INTO THE NATURAL ‘GROUNDING’ OF THE PLANET… THE FLOWS OF GRAVITY AND THE ROTATIONS OF THE EARTH [THE ‘NATURAL’ FLOWS OF THE ‘TIDES’ AND THE ‘WINDS’]

‘WHEN THE BODY OF A PERSON IS SUBJECTED TO THE RAPIDLY ALTERNATING PRESSURE OF AN ELECTRICAL OSCILLATOR OF TWO AND ONE HALF MILLION VOLTS THIS PRESENTS A SIGHT MARVELLOUS AND UNFORGETTABLE. ONE SEES THE EXPERIMENTER STANDING ON A BIG SHEET OF FIERCE, BLINDING FLAME, HIS WHOLE BODY ENVELOPED IN A MASS OF PHOSPHORESCENT STREAMERS, LIKE THE TENTACLES OF AN OCTOPUS. BUNDLES OF LIGHT STICK OUT FROM HIS SPINE. AS HE STRETCHES OUT THE ARMS, ROARING TONGUES OF FIRE LEAP FROM HIS FINGERTIPS AS MYRIADS OF MINUTE PROJECTILES ARE SHOT OFF FROM HIM AT SUCH VELOCITIES AS TO PASS THROUGH ADJOINING WALLS. HE IS IN TURN BEING VIOLENTLY BOMBARDED BY THE SURROUNDING AIR AND DUST.[NICKOLAS TESLA, THE BIOGRAPHY OF A GENIUS… QUOTE FROM 1907 ARTICLE ‘TUNED LIGHTNING, ENGLISH MECHANICS AND THE WORLD OF SCIENCE’].

WE ARE CONDUCTORS AND MEDIUMS OF THE NATURAL EARTH ELEMENTS. WE MAY SERVE A MORE GENERAL EXPRESSION WHEN WE SERVE AS ‘CHANNELS OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ SAVANTS OR PERFORMER TALENTS.

WE HAVE TO LEARN WHAT IS HEALTHY FOR US AND WE MUST DETERMINE WHEN TO SAY ‘WHEN’.

IT IS QUITE A HARD LESSON TO LEARN THAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO CAN RUN OVER YOU. ONE MUST LET THEM KNOW THAT YOU WILL TRY TO STAY OUT OF THEIR WAY YET IF THEY ATTEMPT TO HARM YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS YOU WILL EXTRACT A SERIOUS PRICE FOR THEM TO PAY. THEY MAY BE BIGGER AND STRONGER BUT THEY DO NOT WANT TO GO AROUND WITH A ‘WOUND’ THAT WOULD LIMIT THEIR ‘PREDATORY’ BEHAVIORS OR MAKE THEM VULNERABLE TO SOME OTHER PREDATOR. THE ‘STRENGTH OF SELF ASSERTION’ MUST ALWAYS BE TEMPERED WITH A MEASURED RESPONSE ‘REALITY CHECK’. WHAT IS THE BEST AND REALISTIC COURSE OF ACTION GIVEN THE FACTS THAT THEY ARE ‘BIGGER OR STRONGER’ THAN YOU ARE?

THE ‘BULLY’ HAS TO KNOW THAT HARMING YOU IS NOT WORTH THE PRICE THAT HE MIGHT HAVE TO PAY

THE MEDIUMS AND ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ LIVE IN A NON-ORDINARY REALITY. WE SEE THE BREAKDOWN OF THE ‘SOCIAL CONTRACT’ AS THE ‘ELITE’ MOVE MORE OF THEIR ‘PRODUCTION AND FOUNDATION’ OUTSIDE OF OUR COUNTRY’S ‘GOVERNANCE’. THERE IS AN EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING GAP BETWEEN THE ‘HAVES’ AND THE REST OF US. IT IS ‘EXCESS’ OF ACCUMULATION POUNDING ON THE ‘ANVIL/FRUSTRUM’ AND A SIMULTANEOUS UNDERCUTTING AND SABOTAGE OF ‘PUBLIC SERVICES’.

‘PRIVATISATION’ HAS BEEN A WAY TO FEED OFF THE GLOBALISATION ‘WITHDRAWAL’ FROM ‘COMMUNITY’

THE ‘LACK’ OF COMMUNITY COMMITMENT EVOLVES INTO A ‘MONEY MAKING’ AND AN ADVERTISING OPPORTUNITY. THE ‘FRONT LAWNS’ OF SCHOOLS DISPLAY THE ‘PUBLIC RELATIONS CHARITY’ AS ‘SIGNS’ REPRESENTING THE ‘SPECIAL’ NECESSITY OF ‘CORPORATE CARING’. IT IS A ‘DEAL’ OF THE ‘WEAK’ THAT FLOWS OUT OF THE TOP DOWN ‘ATTITUDE/GRATITUDE’ WAY OF ‘PYRAMIDISM’. THE PUBLIC SERVICES DO WHATEVER THEY HAVE TO DO AS CORPORATE PURPOSE USES THEIR ‘NEEDINESS’ FOR ‘SPECIAL INTEREST GAIN’.

THE ‘ECONOMIC DISLOCATION’ OF ‘GLOBALIZATION’ LEAVES MANY ‘HOLDING’ THE BAG FOR THE FEW. ELIMINATING JOBS AND CLOSING DOWN COMMUNITY SERVICES IS AN ‘ITS’ JUST BUSINESS’ ATTITUDE CONSISTENT WITH THE ‘PARTITIONING’ THAT DISTANCES WHAT IS CONSIDERED ‘ECONOMIC’ FROM WHAT IS REALLY VALUED. THE ‘TALKING SMITHS’ DO ‘LIP SERVICE’ IN PRAISE OF ‘MOTHERHOOD AND FAMILIES’ YET THE CORPORATIONS ARE UNWILLING TO PAY ‘EQUITABLE OR LIVING WAGES’ FOR THE ‘COMMUNITY WORKERS’.

PHILIP MORRIS SPENDS MORE MONEY TELLING US ABOUT IT’S CHARITABLE GOOD CITIZENSHIP THAN IT ACTUALLY ‘SPENT’ ON THOSE ‘CONTRIBUTIONS’.

THE ‘COMPANY STORE’ AND THE ‘COMPANY TOWN’ HAVE BECOME NATIONALIZED AS ‘CORPORATE AMERICA’. THE SCALE AND AFFECTS ARE SEEN IN THE POLITICAL FUNDRAISING AND THE EXAMPLE THAT ‘A.O.L./TIME WARNER’ LOST NEARLY ‘100 BILLION DOLLARS IN ‘2002’ [WHICH WAS MORE THAN THE ‘COMBINED INCOMES OF MORE THAN ‘173’ COUNTRIES]. THE REALITY OF THE ELITE CORPORATE WORLD IS THAT THE TOP CORPORATIONS ‘EARN’ MORE THAN $200 DOLLARS EVERY SECOND AND A LOW INCOME WAGE WORKER HAS TO WORK A WEEK TO TAKE HOME THAT MUCH MONEY.

ACCOUNTABILITY AND LOYALTY

IT IS DIFFICULT FOR ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ TO TRACK THE ‘ALTERED STATES OF CHANGING CORPORATE NAMES AND LOGOS’. THE ‘WALL STREET’ FINANCIAL PEOPLE DO IT EVERY DAY. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ DO NOT.

THE ONLY ‘ACCOUNTABILITY’ IS IN THE MONEY GIVEN TO THE SHAREHOLDERS. THE EMPLOYEES MUST BE GIVEN A ‘PIECE OF THE ACTION’ TO COUNTER THE IMBALANCES OF ‘SHORT TERM DECISIONMAKING TO MANIPULATE THE NUMBERS.IT IS LIKE THE PHILOSOPHY OF A HEALTHY ‘REPRESENTATIVE GOVERNMENT’ WHERE ‘REPRESENTATIVES’ REALLY DO ENSURE THE REPRESENTATION OF THE VITAL NEEDS AND INTERESTS OF THEIR CONSTITUENTS.THE ‘POWERS THAT BE’ DO NOT SEE PEOPLE AS ‘CONSTITUENTS’ OF A HEALTHY COMMUNITY…IT IS STILL THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ AND ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’…

WE ARE EXPENDABLE IN THE VISIONS OF ‘CHEAP LABOR’ AND ‘AVAILABILITY’ OF TALENT…THE WORLD IS BECOMING MORE ‘FLAT’ EVERYDAY…

THERE IS A ‘STRIVING DESPERATENESS’ IN ‘SPOTLIGHT’ SELECTIONS OF THE ‘ONE OUT OF THE MANY’…THE ‘HAZING’ FRATERNITY MENTALITY DEMANDS ‘JOINING’ BECAUSE YOU CANNOT BEAT THEM…

SUGAR AND SPICE AND AREN’T WE ALL NICE

WE LIVE IN THE NECESSITY OF THE EXCESSES OF COPING AND KEEPING PACE. THE NEED FOR A ‘RUSH’ CAUSED ‘SUGAR CONSUMPTION’ TO GO UP ‘28%’ IN THE LAST 20 YEARS [A CULTURE ALREADY AVERAGING ‘130 POUNDS OF SUGAR PER PERSON PER YEAR’ FOR MOST OF THE ‘20TH’ CENTURY]… IT’S NO WONDER WE ARE ALL LOST IN A GIANT ‘TATE’ [A SUGAR NODULE… A SHARING AND SWEET ‘TATE’… A SHARON AND ‘SHARING’ TATE ECHO OF THE ‘MANSON FAMILY MURDERS’ IN ‘1969’]. NOW THE CAFFEINE DRINKS ARE MOVING INTO THE ‘BAR’ SCENES AND ‘SCHOOL’ LUNCH ROOM TO ENABLE A ‘KEEPING PACE’ OR A SHORT TERM LEVERAGE OR ‘GAINING AN ADVANTAGE’ WAY.

IT IS THE BRITISH SUGAR GIANT ‘TATE AND LYLE’ ECHOING IN OUR DREAMS AS IT TOOK OVER THE AMERICAN ‘DOMINO’. IT IS THE ‘TOPPLING DOMINOES’ OF SUGAR CRYSTALS WRANGLING THROUGH OUR DIGESTIVE SYSTEMS AND BLOOD STREAMS. IT IS OUR ATTEMPT TO DEAL WITH THE DEEP FEELINGS OF INJUSTICE BY TRYING TO

SWEETEN UP THE DENSE FEELINGS OF ‘BITTERNESS’.

THE ‘SPIN’ IS THE SPEED OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC’ RUSHES, ALCOHOLIC SPARKINGS, CORN SYRUP SWEETENINGS AND ‘CAFFEINE’ PACINGS OF ‘CORPORATE PACIFIERS’ THAT DIRECTS THE ‘SLEEPING AUDIENCE’ INTO ALL KINDS OF ‘PACIFIERS’.

IT IS AS GOLFER JACK NICKLAUS SAID ‘DON’T THINK IT HASN’T BEEN SWEET’…AN AWARENESS OF THE REALITY OF HIS REPLACEMENT HIPS IN THE EXCESSES OF BEING ‘OVERSWEETENED’ IN CHARGES OF TALENT AND PERFORMANCE…THE PRICE OF GREATNESS IN THE EXCESSES OF ‘REPRODUCTIVE REDIRECTION’…THE ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ IS THE WAY OF SPOTLIGHTING AND CHARGED PERFORMANCE.

IT IS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF TECHNOLOGY MOVING FASTER THAN ‘REAL’ TIME THAT IS THE WAY OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF EMPIRE [A ‘WRESTLING OF BEING’ THROUGH THE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ ‘TATE’ GLAND… THE ‘MUSE’ ‘E’ ‘UM’ OF THE ‘TATE’ [THE BRITISH ‘TATE’ MUSEUM] BEING THE ‘BOTTOM LINE’ OF THE EDGE IN THE ‘YIN/YANG’ SWINGS’.

I HEAR ECHOES OF THE ‘GIULIANI’ [‘JEWEL’ ‘LY’ ‘ON KNEE’] OF A WORLD TRADE CENTER POLITICAL ‘TALKING SMITH’. I HEAR ECHOES OF THE CENTER ‘PROSTATE WOUNDEDNESS’ OF ‘RUDY GIULANI’ AND THE BURDEN PRESSURE OF A ‘TRADING SPACE’ OF THE ‘GIANT TATE’ PLAYED OUT IN THE ‘POST’ ‘9/11’ WAY.

THERE IS MUSIC IN THE MADNESS… IT IS IN THE UNDERCURRENTS AS THEY FLOW THROUGH ‘MING’ ORDERINGS. THE ‘SOUND CENTERING’ OF THE ‘FAMILY JEWELS’ AND ‘GENITALS’ ECHO IN THE PARALLELISM OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE DEVELOPMENT.

WE MOVE IN VIBRATORY ‘PARITY’ TRYING TO GAIN AN ADVANTAGE THROUGH THE VARIETY OF ‘DRINKS, DRUGS, AND DREAMS THAT ARE AVAILABLE. THERE IS A NEVER ENDING SERIES OF CONFLICTS AFFECTING ALL OF US ALONG THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’.

THERE IS THE NORMALCY OF THE ‘SECRETARY OF STATE’ GOING INTO SURGERY TO REMOVE HIS PROSTATE… THE PERFECT ‘WELL-STEIN’ EXCESS OF LEVERAGING AS ‘COLIN POWELL’ [‘CALL IN POL…WELL]…IT IS TOO MUCH ‘CONTROL’ THAT BECOMES EXCESS…

IT IS THE REMINDER OF THE QUOTATION HE KEPT ON HIS DESK…‘OF ALL THE MANIFESTATIONS OF POWER… IT IS RESTRAINT THAT IMPRESSES MEN MOST’-THUCYDES….IT IS THE ‘EXCESS’ OF ‘CONTROL’ THAT CAN HARM ESPECIALLY IN THE REALM OF MING ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES…

THE REALM OF ‘POWER CONQUERS LOVE’ GRADUALLY USES UP THE ‘REPRODUCTIVE HEALTH’ IN A ‘LEVERAGING’ TO GET ‘SOMETHING’ TO ESTABLISH ONE’S NICHE IN THE MOMENTUM OF ‘MING’ AND HE INERTIA OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

‘TOO MUCH IS NEVER LEARNED SOON ENOUGH’

WE SEE THE ‘LEVERAGING’ IN THE PERMANENTLY WOUNDED MEDIUMS WHO HAVE EXCEEDED THEIR ‘TRUE NATURE’ IN THE ‘SAVANTING’ AMBITIONS THAT CAUSE INTERNAL DAMAGE.

‘TOO MUCH’ IS NEVER LEARNED ‘SOON ENOUGH’. THE ‘KA’ OR ‘DOUBLE SOUL MODE’ IS THE EXPANSIVE COMPLEXITY OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ THAT MAY BE RESONATING AT THE EXPENSE OF VITAL ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’.

IT IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF YIN TO YANG PARALLELISM PRESSURES…THE COMPLEXITY OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL MALE/FEMALE’ SHIFTS…THE CHANGING RHYTHMS OF RELATIONSHIPS AS ‘ALTERED DENSITIES’ AND ‘BIO-CHEMISTRIES’ MOVE OUT OF HARMONY AND BALANCINGS…THE POTENCY OF ATTRACTIONS MAY WANE AS THE BASIS OF THE ORIGINAL CONNECTION NO LONGER HOLDS ‘TRUE’…

WHAT IS ‘CHARGED’ AND ‘REINFORCED’ AS AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’…WHICH ZONES OF ‘ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE’ SERVE AS ECHOIC TIMBRE?

‘TOYS ARE US AS TOILET COLLISIONISM’

THE ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’ BECOMES THE QUEST FOR ‘CONTROL’ AND ‘FORTRESSING’ AS ONE MAY ‘HIDE BEHIND’ [LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY] THE ACTUAL ‘SEXUAL AUTHENTICITY’. THE ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES OF ‘MEDIUM/SAVANTING’ MAY BECOME ‘PERMANENT’ AS A RESULT OF ‘OVER AMBITIOUS LEVERAGING’ AND ONE’S ‘WELL-STEIN’ MAY ONLY FUNCTION IN A ROLE PLAYING ‘AUDIENCE PERFORMANCE’ MODE.

THE MALE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ TATE IS THE REVERSAL ‘ZONE’ WHERE THE ENERGIES OF ‘WITHHOLDING AND RELEASING’ARE PSYCHICALLY MAINTAINED TO DIRECT THE ‘FLUIDITY’ TRAFFIC ACROSS THE ‘BOTTOM LINE’ [‘P’ ‘EAR’] OF THE SELF. IT IS THE ‘TIME’ OF ‘SWITCHING’ FROM THE DEEP YIN OF RECEPTIVITY INTO THE ‘PRO’ OR POSITIVE CHARGING AS ONE BECOMES ‘GENITALLY YANG’. FOR ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ TYPES IT IS A ‘DANGER PASSAGE AS THE EXCESSES OF ‘EROS/SORE’ ARE IN ‘CONTRADICTION’ AND THE ‘CLOUDINESS OF DESIRE’. TOO MUCH HEARING RESONANCE AND NOT ENOUGH VISUAL ACUITY MAY MAKE ONE FEEL MORE AS ONE SEES LESS…

THE CONFUSIONS AND EXCESSIVE LEVERAGINGS ARE IN THE FEELINGS OF ‘USEFULNESS’ AS WE INDEED ARE SERVANTS OF A ‘TOYS ARE US COLLISIONISM’ ECHOING ‘TOILET’ FUNCTIONS RATHER THAN GENITAL PRIMACY.

‘THE ‘S’ OF THE NIETZSCHE SUPERMAN’

THE REALITY OF A CULTURE OUT OF BALANCE IS IN THE EXCESSES OF THIS ‘PRO’ ‘S’ TATE ‘ZONE’ OF CONTROL. IT IS AN EXCESS OF ‘YIN’ IN MALES AND TOO MUCH ‘YANG’ IN FEMALES. IT IS THE ‘HIP WAR TERRAIN AND THE PELVIC FLOOR BATTLE GROUND’ THAT DISPLAYS THE STRAIN IN THE OBESITY, THE ‘DIABETES’ AND THE ‘PADDING IN THE ‘HIPS’. WE SEE PEOPLE UNABLE TO REGULATE THEIR ‘BLOODSUGARS’ IN HEALTHY NORMAL WAYS. THE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ ‘TATE’ IS ON THE PLANE OF THE ‘ANALITY’ WRESTLING IN OPPOSITION WITH THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA FOR ‘DOMINANCE’ AND CONTROL IN THE ‘ONGOING RESONANCE’ OF ‘OPPOSITES’.

THE BATTLE FOR POWER EVOLVES AS THE RISING FEW THAT ARE ‘AMPLIFIED’ DO IT IN A ‘COOPTATION’ QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE

IT IS THE EXAGGERATED AND AMPLIFIED ‘YIN’ THAT HAS BECOME THE ‘EMOTIONAL MASTER’ OF ‘PSYCHE’ HUNGER’. THE STOMACH CRIES OUT IN THE ‘ANGRY DIGESTION’ OF ‘OVERCONSUMPTION’ OR ‘THIN DENIAL’ VIOLENCE. ONE MUST FIND A NEW BALANCE BEYOND THE DEMANDS OF SOCIAL STATUS SEEKING ‘THAT IS ONE’S OWN’ AND THAT FACILITATES ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’ OVER THE ‘LEVERAGINGS OF ‘WITHHELD BREATH’ AND COSMETIC IMAGERY.

THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SELF DECEPTIVE ‘EASY SOLUTIONS’ LIKE DRUGS AND ‘MECHANICAL TOOLS’ TO VIBRATE YOU TO A NEW ‘MOMENT’. THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ SEEKING ‘AUTHENTICITY’ REALLY KNOWS THAT THE ‘IMBALANCES’ OF A POWER QUEST REALLY DOES DESTROY LOVE. IT IS THE LESSON OF ‘CITIZEN KANE’ AND THE MISSING THAT IS ‘ROSEBUD’. IT IS A DESIRE FOR ‘INTEGRITY’ OF ACTION, A ‘PURITY OF INTENTION’ THAT DRIVES HEALTHY CHOICES IN A PATH OF THE HEART ‘WILL TO CONNECT’.IT IS THE IMAGE OF ‘ROSEBUD’ AS A CLOUDY GLASS ‘STEIN’…A ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF TRANSPARENCY…THE ‘TREASURED LOSS’ OF A LIFETIME FALLING FROM THE GRASP OF CHARLES FOSTER KANE AS THE PARALLEL YIN CREATIVE QUEST ENDS.

ROSEBUD AS THE CLOUDY GLASS OF FEMININE RECEPTIVITY

‘THE COMPENSATORY CONSUMPTIONS NEVER FILL UP THE EMPTINESS.’ IT IS EMOTIONAL ‘VULNERABILITY’ AS WELL AS ‘SENSUALIZED PSYCHE’ HYSTERIA’ THAT ARE IN THE ‘EXCESSIVENESS’ OF ‘WELL- STEIN’ ELECTROFLOOD OVERLOADS. THERE IS A VALUE OF THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ IN THE CREATIVITY TO ACCESS AND GENERATE OUT OF THIS ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF CHAOS WITHIN. THE GREATER THE ‘SILENCE’ THE MORE ONE IS ABLE TO BE PRESENT IN THE CREATIVE DEPTHS OF YIN AND YANG. THE ‘INNER CAULDRON’ OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ IS THE SOURCE OF ‘PERCOLATION’ AND THE ‘SURFACING OF EXPRESSION’. ONE MUST LEARN DISCIPLINE TO FILTER THE ENERGIES AND THE IDEAS…KNOW THE REAL OF THE EMOTIONS AND TEMPER ONE’S ‘RELEASES’ IN LIGHT OF THE NEEDS OF THE HEART AND ‘WELL- BEING’.

THE ‘MERIDIAN’ STREAMS OF ONE’S EXPANSIONARY CREATIVE PRESENCE MAY BECOME BLINDING IN INTENSITY AND MAY ‘KNOCK ONE’ OFF BALANCE…THERE MUST BE AN EXPANSION OF BREATHING AND HEALTHY SPIRIT IN ORDER TO MANAGE SO MUCH INNER ‘K’ ‘OS’.

ONE MUST ASK ONE’S SELF THE QUESTION…

‘WHY DO WE EAT AND DRINK THE ‘FOODS’ AND ‘DRINKS’ THAT WE DO?

ONE MUST ALTER ONE’S FUELS AS ONE STREAMLINES THE LIQUIDITY OF THE DISTRIBUTIONS OF ‘COOL FIRE’ CREATIVE PERCOLATION.

‘INTENSITIES’ AND THE ‘ELEMENTS’

WHAT LEVELS OF FIRE, AIR, EARTH, METALS, AND WATER ARE NEEDED TO ACHIEVE THE HEALTHINESS OF ‘ALCHEMICAL INNER TRANSFORMATION’? WHAT DO WE DO TO ONE ANOTHER TO ‘GET WHAT WE NEED’? WHO HAS THE AIR OR FIRE OR WATER OR EARTHINESS TO GET US CHARGED UP SO THAT WE ARE ABLE TO TAKE A NEW STEP OR DISCARD UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE? WHO HAS THE EARTH GROUNDING OF ASH OR THE CALM AND CURATIVE WATERS FOR OUR SELF ESTEEM EVOLUTIONS. TIMES CHANGE AND ENCOUNTERS TAKE US INTO OUR INNER CAULDRON OF WOUNDS AND DESIRE.

YESTERDAY’S LOSSES HAVE TO BE WORKED THROUGH AND THE FRUSTRATIONS OF TODAY MUST BE BREATHED INTO… ‘WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY’.

‘WHAT IS IN OUR ‘CIRCULATORY’ SYSTEM?

THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF MEDIUMS MAY BECOME ‘TOO MUCH’… ‘TOO MUCH CONDUCTIVITY’ IN THE MIDST OF AN ‘OCEAN’ OF ‘EXCESSIVELY’ SWEETENED WATERS AND THEREFORE POTENTIALLY DAMAGING TO THEMSELVES.

THE ACROBATICS OF YIN/YANG ENERGY RANGINGS MAY MAKE IMMUNE SYSTEMS MORE VULNERABLE TO THE EXCESSIVE PRODUCTION OF ADRENALINES AND HORMONES.

‘WHAT IS IN THE ‘BLOODSTREAM’…WHAT IS IN THE WATER ? WHAT IS THE ‘GROUND’ WATER THAT WE ARE MOVING AROUND IN?

THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ WRESTLES WITH THE ‘9-LIVES’ OF DUALITY… A BLACK CAT OVER A BROWN BOTTOM OF A ‘V-8’ ENGINE…A FANTASY/DESIRE PLACE OF BEING AS IF ONE WERE IN A ‘DREAM DRAMA’ WITH ‘CATHERINE DENEUVE’ [‘9TH DEN’OF THE ‘CAT-THERE IN’]. IT IS ‘EROS’ AND ‘SORE’ AS A DIONYSIAN SENSE THAT ELICITS THE PRIMACY OF ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ DRAMAS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’.

WE LIVE AND CREATE FROM THE SPACES OF ‘NOTHING’ AND ‘NEVERLAND’…

WE SEE FROM A ‘CAT-BIRD’ SEAT KNOWING THE POWER OF LANGUAGE… A ‘CAT-O’ NINE TAILS’ BEING A WHIP WITH NINE LASHES… ‘CAT-GUT’… A CORD FROM THE INTESTINES OF SHEEP USED FOR VIOLIN STRINGS… ‘CAT-WALKS AND CATCALLS’…CATACLYSMS AND CATAPULTS…CATEGORIES AND THE CATCH.

‘KATDOLOGO’ IS THE ‘HUNGER’ PRESSURE COOKER OF ‘CONSTANCY’ RIDING THE WINDS ALONG THE ‘RIDGE’ OF ‘HOMELAND’…THE RIDGE LINE OF ‘BUSHY EYEBROWS’ AND THE ‘MELISSA ETHERIDGE’ SONGS OF SEDUCTIONS.

THERE IS A GREAT SENSE OF THE ‘ETHERIC’ ALONG THIS EDGE OF THE ‘YIN’…AN ACCESSING TO THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ OF THE WELL-STEIN FOR ‘PERFORMANCE’ AND CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS THE SENSE ALONG THE ‘BUST LINE’ AND THE EDGE OF THE ‘MONS’ WHERE RECEPTIVITY AND REPRODUCTION MAY BECOME ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ACTIONS.

‘KATDOLOGO’ IS THE BLENDING OF ‘RAWAR’ ENERGIES OF ‘SENSAMORA’ [THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE] AND THE CONQUESTS OF THE ‘MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/ MEDIA’ COLLECTIVE. IT IS THE ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ CORPORATE PERVASIVENESS IN ‘TECHNOLOGY, MEDIA, AND DEFENSE’ THAT WAS LED BY THE MEDIUM WAY OF ‘JACK WELCH’ [THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CUING OF THE ‘WELL’ ‘CH’].

ONE MUST ALWAYS BEAR IN MIND THE POWER OF ‘TIMING IS EVERYTHING’ AS MANY PERFORMERS SHIFT FROM ‘MEDIUM’ AND ZONING SERVICE STATES TO THE REALITY OF THEIR DAILY LIVES WITHOUT GIVING IT A ‘SECOND’ THOUGHT…IT BEING THE ‘ACOUSTICAL BLINDNESS’ OF A ‘LOSS OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ AS ONE IS ‘CHARGED’ WITH REMOTE DIRECTED ‘AMPLIFICATION’ OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE ENERGIES.

SOMETHING GNAWS AT US

IT IS THE ECHOES OF ‘DI’ A ‘BEE’ TEASE…THE ‘BEAT TEASE’ OF ‘DI’ [THE DOUBLE]LIKE A ‘BUZZ’ OF A ‘BEE’ AND THE ‘BLANKING OUT’ WAYS OF ‘ZAP’ LOBOTOMY-LIKE MOMENTS WHERE ‘LOSS OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ OCCURS.

IT IS THE ‘BLANKING OUT’ AND THE ‘DIZZINESS’ LIKE AN ECHO OF ‘DIZZY DEAN’ THAT SURFACES WHEN ONE SEES THE ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ AS A ‘CHARGED’ ATHLETIC PERFORMANCE. IT IS IN THE ‘PASSAGE’ PROCESSING OF TRANSITIONS FROM ‘YIN TO YANG’ THAT ‘ELDER GUIDANCE’ SUGGESTION LEADS ONE TO A NEW BALANCING.

IT IS ‘YE’ IN THE ‘ACROBATICS’ OF NEW MOTIONS THAT ENABLES ONE TO MOVE INTO A NEW PATH OF THE HEART WAY.

THE ‘MAGIC’ HAS BECOME ‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’ AND THE IMBALANCES OF AN ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ STATE. THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ DEMANDS ‘DEEP THROATS’. THE WATERS ARE ‘SUGARED/SWEETENED’ TO MAKE THE ‘ELITE MEDICINE’ GO DOWN. THERE IS ‘NO ESCAPE’ AS THE ‘EXCESSES ARE ALL AROUND AND THE ‘WHEN IN ROME DO AS THE ROMANS DO’ IS THE STANDARD OF CONSUMPTION.

THE OCEAN OF SUGARS IS THE ‘BATHWATER’ FOR THE ‘GIANTS’ AND THEIR ‘‘WOULD’ PECKERS’ OF GENERATIVITY.

THE EXCESSES OF ‘SUGAR’ ESPECIALLY AS ‘BLOODSUGAR’ IS SEEN IN THE EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING RATE OF DIABETES…ONE IN EIGHT NEW YORKERS IS DIABETIC AND THE AFFECTS ARE BEING SEEN IN YOUNGER AND YOUNGER PEOPLE. IT IS NO LONGER JUST A DISEASE OF THE AGED AND THE SEDENTARY.

IT IS LIKE ‘DIE A BEAT TEASE’ AS THE SPEED AND THE STRESS ARE COMPELLING AND PEOPLE CAN’T GET ENOUGH ‘SUGAR’ WITHIN TO ADAPT. IT IS THE CONSEQUENCE OF THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ IN GLOBALISATION AND THE AVAILABILITY OF SWEETENERS TO MAKE THE ‘MEDICINE GO DOWN’…

WE ARE MERE ‘CANDLES IN THE WINDS’

WE LEARN TO DEVELOP IN THE ‘SHADOWS’ LIKE ‘MUSHROOOMS’ OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION CARRYING THE SEEDS OF NEW DREAMS. WE FIND OUR OWN CREATIVITY IN THE VISION AND GUIDANCE IN THE DEPTHS OF THE FOREST ALONG THE ‘NEW FRONTIER’ AND THE NEW EDGE.

THE NEED TO BE ‘HEALTHY’ IS THE CONSCIOUS ‘INTENT’ THAT OCCURS WHEN THE ‘REBEL’ TUNES INTO HIS HEART AND STARTS TO GENERATE HIS OR HER OWN ORBITS.

WHEN I WOULD RETURN TO CHICAGO FOR A BRIEF VISIT MY MOTHER AND I WOULD FIND SOME TIME TO GO TO LUNCH AT THE ‘BRANDING IRON’… AN ECHO FEELING OF THE DEEP ‘YIN’ OF A ‘NAME FRAMING’ AS THE ‘COYNTE’ PLACE OF 19TH CENTURY SLANG [‘VAGINA’].

THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ FELT LIKE A REMINDER OF THE BEEF AND CATTLE WORLD WE WERE LIVING IN. THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ WAS ABOUT ‘OWNERSHIP’ AND IT NOW OCCURS TO ME THAT IN SOME WAYS ‘YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT’ DEFINED WHO AND WHAT YOU ACTUALLY ARE.

WE WERE LIKE ‘CATTLE’ ON A DRIVE OF REACTIVITY RESPONDING TO THE WAYS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC ‘HERD’ [HEARD]. WE WERE THE ‘STRIVING’ AND ‘HUSTLING’ TRYING TO LIFT UP OURSELVES BY OUR ‘BOOTSTRAPS’ YET LIVING IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’

AT THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ WE WOULD EAT POWDERED SUGAR DONUT HOLES UNTIL OUR FOOD ARRIVED [THE EXCESSES OF ‘BEING SWEETENED’ AS FOOD FOR THE GODS]. AS I BECAME MORE AWARE THE ‘SWALLOWINGS’ SEEM TO GET MORE DIFFICULT. IN THE ‘80’S AND 90’S’ I GRADUALLY AND CONTINUOUSLY SEPARATED MYSELF FROM THE ‘SUGAR MASS’ CULTURE OF SWEETENERS AND ALCOHOLISM [THE REALITY OF THE WORLD AS CONTROLLED BY THE ‘GREAT ‘TATE’’].

IT IS THE POWER OF THE ‘S’ TATE OF ‘ESTATE’ AND THE POWER OF THE ‘STATE’ AS ‘S’ ‘TATE’ RECOGNIZED IN THE HISTORY OF ‘PACIFIERS’ FOR SOCIAL ORDERINGS]. THE FIRST ‘IN HOUSE’ CORPORATE LAW DEPARTMENT IN THE UNITED STATES WAS IN THE ‘AMERICAN SUGAR REFINING COMPANY’ [‘DOMINO’ AND ‘SPRECKLES’ BRAND NAMES]. IT WAS THE ‘SUGAR ACT’, FOREIGN POLICY AND THE POWER OF SUGAR BEING USED IN SO MANY PRODUCTS THAT GENERATED THE NECESSITY OF THE ‘LAW’.

IN THE LAST GENERATION THE ‘CORPORATIONS ALTERED THE ‘SWEET’ INGREDIENTS’ AND MOVED OUT OF THE CARRIBEAN ‘SLAVE PLANTATION’ HISTORY. MOST PEOPLE JUST KEEP CONSUMING ‘CORN SYRUPS’ AND CHEMICALS TO ACHIEVE ‘SYSTEMIC HOMEOSTASIS’. IT IS THE ‘DAY TO DAY’ ‘CO’ ‘CA’ AND ‘CO’ ‘LA’ THAT BRINGS ‘CAR’ ‘BUN’ ‘NATION’ INTO ‘COMMON GROUND’.

THE ‘SEW DA’ [SODA] AND THE CAR BUN NATION [CARBONATION] ARE THE PERCOLATION OF THE ANVIL/FRUSTRUM. THE ‘SWEET-MASS’ OF A ‘TATE’ STATE IS THE ‘GIANT TATE’ ENVIRONMENT THAT WE LIVE IN.A WORLD THAT NOW INCLUDES 93 POUNDS OF CORN SYRUP PER PERSON EACH YEAR IN ADDITION TO THE SUGARS…

IT IS THE AWARENESS THAT THE SECRETARY OF DEFENSE, DONALD RUMSFELD, WAS THE C.E.O. OF A SWEETENER COMPANY WITH A NAME THAT ECHOES ‘RUMS’ AND ‘FELD’ [CLOSE TO ‘FELDSPAR’…THE CRYSTALLITE MATERIALS LARGELY MADE UP OF SILICATES OF ALUMINUM …DONALD RUMSFELD BECOMES LIKE A ‘PASS THROUGH’ ALUMINUM SERVING AS ‘FELDS’ PAR FOR THE COURSE…]

PAR FOR THE COURSE

IT IS ‘CO- CA’ AND THE ‘CO- LA’ OF SWEET ‘SHARED INTENT’ OF THE HAVE TO HAVE ‘CON’ GAME OF MUTUAL GAIN…THE RHYTHMS OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND ACCENTUATION FLOWING IN AN ‘AL-CO-HAUL-LICK’ WAY… THE ‘NASH EQUILIBRIUM’ OF EXCHANGES IN A ‘TIE-MING’ WAY OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ UNITING THE ENERGIES OF THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH…IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ FOCUSING ON THE ‘GENIUS OF THE EYE OF INDIVIDUATION’ ON THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID…THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ AND ‘THE NEW ORDER OF THE AGES’

‘MASS-TRANSFERRENCE’

ONE MUST BE CONSCIOUS OF THE ONGOING AFFECTS OF ‘MASS TRANSFERRENCE’. THE ‘INGREDIENTS’ [‘IN’ ‘GREED’ GENTS] OF ‘PACIFICATION’ THAT ARE THE NECESSARY FUELS FOR THE ‘RACING’ ‘MEGABUCKS’ THAT MOVE AT THE ‘SPEED OF ELECTRONIC LIGHT’. ‘GETTING A BUZZ’ AND BEING ‘HYPERACTIVE’ IS THE ‘NORMAL’ THAT VIBRATES ON THE EXCESSES OF TOO MUCH SWEETNESS AND THE SPARK TRANSFERS OF ALCOHOL.

AMBITION AND ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’ ARE INGREDIENTS OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT FACILITATE [FACILI ‘TATE’] ACCEPTANCE OF ‘SUGGESTIONS’ WHEN ONE IS BEING ‘ZAPPED’.

‘LAWRENCE WELK’ AND HIS ‘CHAMPAGNE MUSIC MAKERS’ [‘SHAM PAIN’] SEEMED TO CALL FORTH THE DESIRE TO MAKE IT STOP… ‘TURN OFF THE BUBBLE MACHINE’

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‘BRANDINGS’

WE LIVE IN THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ OF ‘MING’ DRAMAS OF ‘GOSSIP’ AND ‘CELEBRITY’ [WHICH IS A ‘BUFFER’ CLASS OF ‘AMAZING ENERGIES’]. THE ‘AMPLIFIED PERFORMERS’ MESMERIZE MANY PEOPLE AND SET UP ‘ILLUSIONS’ AS STANDARDS FOR ACHIEVEMENT AND CONSUMPTION. THE ‘PRODUCT ENDORSEMENT HOAX’ IS DOING MUCH HARM AS THE ‘AMPLIFIED MEDIUM’ SUGGESTS THAT ‘IMITATION’ WILL LEAD TO ‘PARITY’. IT IS THE FOSTERING OF ‘INNER UNREAL WAYS’ AS SUPPORTED BY AN ADVERTISING STRATEGY OF ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ THAT MAKES ‘PAR FOR THE COURSE’ A FALSENESS PATHING INSTEAD OF A ‘HEART PATHING’…

IT IS NOT THE PRODUCT IT IS THE ‘AIR’ DRIVE THAT IS ‘AMPLIFIED OR ACCENTUATED’ THAT MAXIMIZES THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘CHANNELLING’ AND THE ‘SAVANTING’

THE SUCCESS IS NOT IN IMITATION IT IS IN A REAL SURFACING OF A TRUE ‘WILL’ TO GO FORWARD. THE ‘CHARGED PERFORMERS’ ARE ENTERTAINMENT NOT ‘IMAGES’ OF ‘POWER RELICS’ THAT CAN MAKE YOU JUST LIKE THEM.

ONE MUST LEARN TO GRASP THE MEANING OF WHAT ONE REALLY FEELS WHEN ONE IS ‘FASCINATED’ OR ‘MESMERIZED’ BY A ‘SAVANT PERFORMANCE’. THE ‘AWE’ OR THE ‘WISH TO BE JUST LIKE ‘X’ IS A ‘MOTIVATOR’ THAT HAS TO BE ‘INTERNALIZED’ IN ‘HEALTHY WAYS’ OR ONE WILL STILL LOSE ONE’S INNER INTEGRITY TO THE FORCES OF ‘SHAME, LOSS, HUNGER AND FANTASY’.

DEVELOPING ‘PRIDE’ IN ONE’S REALNESS IS THE ‘RHYTHM’ OF ‘AUTHENTICITY’. IT IS HOW ONE STARTS TO FUNCTION AS A TRUE ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’. THE ‘UNITY’ IS THE WORKING THROUGH OF THE ‘WOUNDS’ AND THE STRENGTHENING OF ONE’S EARNED WAY AS ONE MASTERS ‘INTENTION’ AND ‘WILL’.

USING ‘ROLE MODELS’ SERVES A PURPOSE AS ONE DOES ONE’S HOMEWORK…IT IS ESSENTIAL THAT ONE PRACTICE ONE’S TALENT AS ONE’S OWN DEVELOPING A STRENGTH THAT IS NOT IMITATIVE…IT IS BUILDING THE REAL THAT ‘ACHIEVES’ BEYOND ‘ROLE’…

‘INDIVIDUALITY IS INHERENT IN ILLNESS’

‘COMMON TO ALL WORLDS OF DISEASE IS THE SENSE OF PRESSURE OR FORCE OR COERCION; THE LOSS OF REAL SPACIOUSNESS, FREEDOM AND EASE; THE LOSS OF POISE, OF READINESS AND THE CONTRACTIONS, CONTORTIONS AND POSTURES OF ILLNESS, THE DEVELOPMENT OF PATHOLOGICAL RIGIDITY AND INSISTENCE’.

‘INDIVIDUALITY IS INHERENT IN ILLNESS… ONE MUST WORK THROUGH THE SOURCES OF SICKNESS AND UNDERSTAND THE NATURE OF THE OBSTACLES TO REMOVE THEM’

-OLIVER SACHS-‘AWAKENINGS’

‘THOSE WHO DO NOT LEARN FROM THE PAST ARE CONDEMNED TO REPEAT IT’ [GEORGE SANTAYANA]

THE ‘EDGE’ OF CREATIVE EXCELLENCE IS ‘KNOWING’ HOW MUCH YOU ENJOY THE ACTION IN AND OF ‘ITSELF’…

IF THE ACTION IS A ‘MEANS’ TO AN ‘END’ YOU WILL PAY A PRICE IN THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE INNER ‘TRADES AND EXCHANGES’. THE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ ‘TATE’ WILL EVENTUALLY ‘GET THE ‘BEST’ OF THE REAL YOU AND THE WORLD WILL GET WHAT YOU WERE WILLING TO GIVE UP IN ORDER TO GET THE ‘APPLAUSE’ OR THE REWARDS.

IF YOU ARE TRYING TO GET OUT OF UNHEALTHY WAYS AND BAD CIRCUMSTANCES THEN ‘WHATEVER MEANS NECESSARY’ IS A WAY TO GO UNTIL YOU GET INTO A ‘GOOD PLACE’.

THE ‘MEDIA’ PORTRAY THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF THE ‘ECHO’ OF THE DAY.

WE SEE THE HORROR THAT THE ‘UNMASKING’ OF THE ‘DREAM TEAM’ ILLUSIONS MIGHT DO AS THE INERTIA OF CREATE AND DESTROY ‘PYRAMIDISM’ COULD USE THIS INFORMATION TO GENERATE A ‘PYRAMID SCHEME COLLAPSE’. WE EXPERIENCE THE AFFECTS OF THE AMPLIFIED ‘IMPLOSIONS’ IN OUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM. SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE A HOUSE BEING EATEN AWAY BY TERMITES AS THE ‘INVISIBLE FEEDING’ COMPELS MORE FORTRESSING RATHER THAN MORE PERSONAL GROWTH. THE INVISIBLE PRESSURES EVENTUALLY EXHAUST ONE’S ‘ILLUSIONS’ AND SELF DECEPTIONS.

‘EXTRAORDINARY POPULAR DELUSIONS AND THE MADNESS OF CROWDS’ [CHARLES MACKAY]

WE FEEL LIKE THE WALL STREET STANDARD OF THE CHARLES MACKAY BOOK [‘EXTRAORDINARY POPULAR DELUSIONS AND THE MADNESS OF CROWDS’] THAT FOCUSES ON PEOPLE BEING TRAPPED IN PYRAMID SCHEMES UNTIL THEY ARE ‘ABLE TO COME TO THEIR SENSES SLOWLY AND ONE BY ONE’ IS THE REALITY OF TODAY.

THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT THE SCOPE IS NOW GLOBAL AND THE AFFECTS ARE NOW AMPLIFIED BY ‘MEDIA’.

SHOCK

SHOCK IS ‘THE IMPACT AT A CELLULAR AND SPIRITUAL LEVEL… THE MOLECULAR DISORDER PRODUCING METABOLIC DERANGEMENTS REVOLVING AROUND AEROBIC GLUCOSE METABOLISM RESULTING IN INCREASED AMOUNTS OF LACTIC ACID WHICH GREATLY CONTRIBUTES TO ANXIETY AND THE PRODUCTION OF AMINO ACIDS, PHOSPHORIC ACIDS AND FATTY ACIDS. THE DEFFICIENT METABOLISM OF ACIDS PRODUCES DISRUPTIONS IN THE MEMBRANES OF THE SACS OF THE DIGESTIVE AND LYTIC ENZYMES KNOWN AS LYSOSOMES, WITH THE RESULT OF ‘DEATH IN THE CELL.’

THERE IS A DERANGEMENT OF PROTEIN SYNTHESIS AND CELL MEMBRANE PUMP FUNCTION… THE DERANGEMENT IN PROTEIN SYNTHESIS INTERFERES WITH GROWTH AND THE ABILITY TO WITHSTAND ‘SHOCK’ AND THE DERANGEMENT IN CELL PUMP FUNCTIONING RESULTS IN ‘SWELLING’.’

WITH SHOCK, CIRCULATION TENDS TO SLOW DOWN AS BLOOD PRESSURE FALLS… A PANIC STATE OCCURS AS ONE IS COMPELLED TO SEEK SUSTENANCE, NURTURING, SKIN CONTACT…IN ORDER TO ENHANCE RECOVERY. IN CASES OF EXTREME ‘UNRELIEVED SHOCK’ OXYGEN SUPPLY TO THE TISSUES IS REDUCED, RED BLOOD CELLS TEND TO AGGLUTINATE. THERE IS A WASTING AWAY AFFECT UNTIL THE HEART STOPS AND THE BRAIN IS NO LONGER EXCITED.[CHI GONG HEALING]

IT IS ‘BLOOD PRESSURE’ AS A SILENT KILLER MAKING US WARY AS WE KNOW THE LIFE THREATENING ‘POTENTIAL’ DESTRUCTIVENESS OF THE EXCESSES OF ‘AMPLIFIED SAVANTING’ AND ‘ENERGY ACCENTUATION SKEWING’. THE REMOTE ENHANCEMENT MAY VIBRATE ONE BEYOND ONE’S HEALTHY WELL-STEIN CAPACITY. THE HIGHER FREQUENCY RHYTHMS MAY CAUSE INCREASED BLOOD PRESSURES EVEN AS ONE IS ‘SAVANTING’ IN SEEMINGLY SUCCESSFUL WAYS.

IT IS TUNING AND TONING AS ONE EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSIOLOGICALLY DIGESTS THE CONVULSIVENESS OF ACCENTUATION, AMPLIFICATION AND THE DESIRES TO GROW AND TRANSFORM.

‘CAT’S EYES AND KATDOLOGO INERTIA’

WE SURVIVE BY ‘KEEPING ONE EYE ON THE ‘CAT CONSCIOUSNESS’ THAT IS REAL AND THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ EROTICISM OF PRODUCTS.

‘THE CAT’S EYES ARE A MIRROR ‘TAPETUM’… BEHIND THE RETINA THERE IS A REFLECTION OF THE INCOMING LIGHT… THE INCOMING LIGHT IS REFLECTED BACK INTO THE PHOTO PIGMENT OF THE RETINAL RECEPTORS [RODS] GIVING A SECOND CHANCE OF CAPTURING PHOTONS [LIKE SOAP FILM REFLECTING AS A RESULT OF THE SEPARATION OF THE SURFACES.]

THERE IS AN AMAZED AND GLAZED ‘GAZING’ THAT OCCURS IN THE DEPTHS OF THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVELY DISCONTENTED’ CONSUMERS AS THEY FASCINATE ON THE IMAGERY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’

IT IS ALL DONE WITH MIRRORS. THE TRANSFERS AND ASSOCIATIONS ARE IN THE DESIRE OF WANTING TO BE ‘SOMEONE’ MORE THAN ONE IS.

MAYBE IT REALLY IS ‘BETTER NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’.

‘THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN’

WE SEE THE WITHHELD RAGE AND ANGER ACCUMULATED THAT IS DESCRIBED AS THE ‘FURY’ OF ‘HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A SCORNED WOMAN’. WE SEE THE ‘ZAP’ AFFECTS ACCENTUATING AN ENVIRONMENT OF SENSORY OVERLOAD. THE ‘ZAP’ IS AT THE HEART OF ‘IDENTITY’ DRIVING ONE TO RUN WITH THE ‘DEER’ LIKE ‘BAMBI’ IN THE MIDDLE OF A ‘FOREST FIRE’.

‘CHEN’

‘CHEN’ IS THE CHINESE SYMBOL FOR ‘DUST’ AS DISPLAYED AS ‘WHEN THE DEER RUN… DUST IS RAISED’.

‘A MAN’S WOUND IS WHERE HIS GENIUS WILL BE’. [ROBERT BLY]

‘WHERE FEAR RULES’…A STORY FROM THE NEW YORKER, 2001. ‘THE PITTSBURGH PIRATES HALL OF FAME SLUGGER WILLIE STARGELL HAD A UNIQUE WAY OF TWIRLING HIS BASEBALL BAT… WHEN HE WAS AT HIS BEST, HE WOULD JUST NICK THE DIRT’ [WITH THE BAT TIP]… AND THE ‘DUST WOULD FLY… HE HAD TO GET IT JUST RIGHT’].

THIS IS A RITUAL OF THE ‘STAR’ AND THE ‘GELLING’ [WILLIE STARGELL] AS THE WILL IGNITES A ‘SPARK’ LEAVING AN ASH… THE FIRING LINE… THE ‘COLLISION’ OF ‘MARSHALLING’ IN A ‘STARDUST’ MELODY… A REMINDER OF THE POINTS OF LIGHT ‘FIRINGS’ IN THE ‘INTERSECTIONS’OF MERIDIAN GENERATION… THE ‘WILL’ TO ‘STAR’ ‘GEL’ [A MICRO ‘SHOCK’ OF ‘ZAP’… AN ‘ACTIVATION’ WHERE ‘ECSTASY, TERROR AND POSSIBILITY’ MOVE AT THE SAME TIME, DEEP BELOW THE SURFACE]. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ENERGY AMPLIFICATION AND POTENTIAL ACCENTUATION.

IT IS MAGIC IN RECURRENCY SOMEWHERE OVER THE ‘RAINBOW’

‘THERE ARE SOME THINGS WHICH CANNOT BE LEARNED QUICKLY, AND TIME WHICH IS ALL WE HAVE MUST BE PAID HEAVILY FOR THEIR ACQUIRING. THEY ARE THE SIMPLE THINGS AND BECAUSE IT TAKES A MAN’S LIFE TO KNOW THEM, THE LITTLE NEW THAT EACH MAN GETS FROM LIFE IS VERY COSTLY… AND THE ONLY HERITAGE HE HAS TO LEAVE’ [‘ERNEST HEMINGWAY, ‘DEATH IN THE AFTERNOON’].

THE ‘HEM’ EDGE OF RISING AND FALLING ‘MING’ IN THE ‘WAY’ OF THE CREATIVE AND THE ORDERING… THE SOUND ANCHORING OF THE ONGOING INERTIA IN THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’… IT IS HEMMING AND HAWING AS WELL AS HEMLINES AND HIP LINES.

WE BEND AND STRETCH IN THE RESONANCE AS MEDIUM SOUNDS PLAY OUT AGAINST THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ NOISE. THE PERFORMERS MAY SEARCH FOR THE ‘RAINBOW’ WHEN THE PATH OF THE HEART IS IN THE PRESENCE OF TRUTH IN EVERY MOMENT OF EXISTENCE.

‘IT IS ESSENTIAL TO CORRECT NAMES… IF NAMES ARE NOT CORRECT…THEN WORDS WILL NOT FOLLOW’ [CONFUCIUS].

IT IS THE ONGOING MUSIC OF THE STATE… THE ANCIENT CHINESE SOURCE OF ‘T’IEN, THE ‘GUIDING OF POTENTIAL’… WE HEAR ECHOES IN THE ‘T’IENAMAN SQUARE ‘PRO DEMOCRACY WINDS IN 1989…. WE SEE THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS COME AND GO AS MERE ‘BLIPS’ IN HISTORY AS THE SPEED OF THE GREED MOVED THROUGH ‘TIENAMAN’ AND KEPT GOING.

IT IS THE ‘ITS’ JUST BUSINESS’ WAY… A LEAST COMMON DENOMINATOR OF WHAT IS THE ‘AGREED UPON GAME’… THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME. IT IS THE POWER OF ‘IT IS GOOD TO BE RICH IN CHINA’ AND THE ‘LINKING OF THE ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ TO THE NEW GLOBAL ORDER IN THE ‘HONG KONG’ TAKEOVER OF ‘1997’.

THE CURRENT ‘MADE IN CHINA’ ECHOES THE ‘1950’S ‘MADE IN JAPAN’ AS THE GLOBAL ‘ELITE’ ESTABLISH THE ‘PYRAMIDISM’ IN EACH COUNTRY. THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ GETS FOCUSED ON ‘MEDIA SCREENS’ RESONATING WITH THE TIMINGS OF ‘TIE-MING’ AND THE EROS DREAMS OF ‘HEMMINGS’ ‘HEMMINGWAY’ AND ‘HEMISPHERES’. IT IS THE EROS EDGE OF HEMS THAT DEMANDS ‘AHEM’ THROAT CLEARINGS AND THE SOURCING OF WORDS AS ONE MOVES THROUGH ‘DAATH’ [THE REGION OF THE THROAT WHERE MOISTURE, BREATH, AND WORDS RESONATE.]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

I REMEMBER A FREON BLAST INTO MY EYES… A CLEANING OUT THE FREEZER ‘ICE PICK’ SPIKING THAT MISSED THE ICE AND PUNCTURED THE ‘TUBING COILS’… IT WAS AN ARCTIC COLD ‘SUDDEN SHOCK’ BLAST INTO MY EYES. IT OCCURRED SOMETIME BEFORE MY ‘PATCHED EYES’ OEDIPAL EXPERIENCE IN THE EARLY ‘70’S’ WHEN WE LIVED ON ‘ALDINE’. IT WAS A TIME OF THE ‘ALL’ ‘DEAN’ ECHO OF ‘JAMES DEAN’ AND THE WATERGATE WHITE HOUSE COUNSEL SILENCE BREAKER ‘JOHN DEAN’. IT WAS A NEW SHOCK AFFECT TO MY VISION AND MY CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM… ANOTHER ‘TRAUMA’ LAYERING ON THE ‘EMBEDDED THUMB EYESIGHT INDENTATION ZONE OF MY ‘MUSE’ ‘E’ UM FALL OF SOME 12 TO 15 YEARS BEFORE.IT WAS ANOTHER ‘FRIGID’ AND ‘SPELLBOUND LAYERING’ IN MY PHYSIOLOGY. IT WAS A ‘NUMBING’ IN THE ‘WINDS’ MOVING THROUGH MY EYES… ‘OOH NUMB’…

THE ‘ALL’ ‘DI’ NE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ WAS A ‘DEEP RECEPTIVITY OF DUALITY’ DURING THE EDGES OF THE ‘WATERGATE’ DRAMAS. THERE WAS AN AWFUL LOT OF DISCONNECTION GOING ON AS MY ‘SPLIT OFF’ SENSE OF SELF FELT MORE ‘VULNERABLE’ AND I ACTED IN MY ‘MASKING’ WANTING ‘TO BE LIKED BY EVERYONE’ YET DOING WHAT I HAD TO DO FOR MYSELF.

‘WATERGATE’

I WORKED AS AN EMPLOYMENT MANAGER AT THE ‘CHICAGO SUN TIMES/DAILY NEWS’ DURING THE DRAMAS OF WATERGATE. IN HINDSIGHT I SEE THE DEPTHS OF ‘DAATH’ IN THE GENERIC SYMBOLISM OF ‘DEEP THROAT’ AND THE PACINGS AT THE WATER ‘GAIT’. IT IS THE CURRENCY IN THE ‘COURTING FERTILITY’ OF THE CULTURE. IT IS HOW WE MAINTAIN OUR PURPOSE AND DIRECTION. THE MEDIUMS AND SAVANTS BECOME THE MESSENGERS OF THE TUNES OF THE TIMES. THE ‘EVENT’ BECOMES THE ‘ISSUE’ OR THE ‘IS SHOO’ OF THE PACINGS.

THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ BLENDS WITH THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE AS ‘OPERA CLOCK DRAMAS’ SIGN THE DIRECTIONAL CUINGS THROUGH MEDIUMS OF POLITICS AND PRINCIPLE. THE ‘WATERGATE’ TEMPERS THE ADAGE OF LORD ACTON AS IT APPLIES TO PERFORMERS IN ‘STATES’ OF ‘SAVANTING’… ‘POWER CORRUPTS AND ABSOLUTE POWER CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY’.

‘ALIENATION’… THE DISAGREEMENT WITH THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE

IT IS ONLY WHEN THE LEVEL OF ALIENATION [THE DISAGREEMENT WITH THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE] OVERWHELMS… THAT THE MOMENTUM OR INERTIA OF ‘WHAT IS’ ENCOUNTERS TOO MUCH ‘RESISTANCE’.

THE JOURNEY OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS THE STUMBLING AND TRIPPING OF THE ‘FOOL’ SEARCHING FOR THE KNOWLEDGE TO OVERCOME THE FEELINGS OF VULNERABILITY AND LACK. IT IS THE DARKNESS OF THE ‘SHADOWS’ THAT PLAY ‘TRICKS’ ON ONE’S WAYS. IT IS THE PROBLEM OF LEARNING THE VALUE OF ‘IMPULSE’ AND HOW TO ‘DISCIPLINE’ IT. IT IS A REALIZATION OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ AND THE IMPORTANCE OF SOMEHOW GETTING PAST THE DECEPTIONS OF ‘AMPLIFICATIONS AND EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATIONS’.

CHAPTER ELEVEN.

‘EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALISATIONS’

THE ECONOMIC TRANSFERRENCE OF EROS ENERGIES INTO MANY OTHER ‘ACTIVITIES’ IN ORDER TO SELL PEOPLE A FANTASY OF ACHIEVING ‘SECURITY, CALM, AND CONTROL’ EXHAUSTS THE TRUE PATH OF HEALTHY EROS.

THIS ‘EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OVERLOADING IS ‘NORMAL FOR ‘MEDIUMS, CHANNELS, ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ AS ‘REMOTE ELECTROMAGNETIC CHARGES’ ARE STREAMING INTO AND THROUGH THEIR BEING.

THE IMBALANCES HAVE TO BE DEALT WITH ONE WAY OR ANOTHER…LAWRENCE WELK SAID ‘TURN OFF THE BUBBLE MACHINE’ AND MANY OTHER MEDIUM SAVANTS SIMPLY LEARNED TO ‘SUPPRESS’ THE ‘ZAP’ ENERGIES THROUGH ‘DRUGS AND DREAMS’ RATHER THAN FACE THE DESTRUCTIVE AFFECT ON LONG TERM HEALTH.

THE STRUGGLE WITHIN IS AN INNER NECESSITY TO ‘TEMPER IMPULSES’ AND LEARN TO MOVE IN NEW WAYS. IT IS ENCOUNTERING THE CHAOS WITHIN…THE INNER ‘K’ ‘OS’ THAT IS THE INNER ‘FIELD OF DREAMS’ THAT IS IN THE IMAGINARY REALM OF THE CORNFIELDS OF IOWA.

UNFORTUNATELY THE REAL AUDIENCE HAS BECOME ‘DRUNK’ IN ITS’CONSUMPTION OF THE EXCESSES OF CORN SYRUP FROM THE CORNFIELDS OF DREAMS. IT IS THE ‘TOO MUCH OF A ‘GOOD THING’ MAY CAUSE HARM’ AWARENESS THAT MUST BECOME CENTER STAGE AS THE DISTILLED CORN SYRUP PERVADES AN ENORMOUS ARRAY OF BEVERAGES.

THE HEALTHY CORN GETS USED UP AS THE SWEETENED SYRUP IS EXTRACTED AND THE SLEEPING CONSUMERS ‘NUMB OUT’ ON IT.THE 93 POUNDS/PER PERSON EACH YEAR OF CORN SYRUP ‘PACIFIES’ THE MASS AUDIENCE AS THE ‘CONSTANCY’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR MOMENTS COMPELS ‘COPING’ AND ADAPTATION. ECHOES OF ‘THE PAUSE THAT REFRESHES’ BECOMES ‘OOH NUMB’ IN THE LAND OF ‘CO’ ‘CA’ AND ‘CO’ ‘LA’.

‘JOHN’ ‘WAYING’ PATTERNS

IF ONE IS STUCK IN ‘JOHN’ ‘WAYING’ PATTERNS ONE WILL ENCOUNTER ‘EROTIC FATIGUE’ CONSTANTLY.

THE ‘PATH OUT’ IS THE WISDOM OF ALTERING ONE’S FUELS AND MOTIONS IN HEALTHY WAYS. IF YOU ARE ‘COPING’ RATHER THAN ‘WISELY’ USING THE RELEASED EROS ENERGIES YOU WILL EXPERIENCE ‘EROTIC FATIGUE’ AND ‘SHUT DOWN’ YOUR ‘TRUE EROS SOUL’.

THE ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’ MAY BRING CONTROL MASQUERADING AS ‘CALMNESS’ AT A COST OF ‘ETERNAL VIGILANCE’.

THE CIRCULARITY OF THE ‘UROBOROS’

IT IS THE FAUST REALM OF MEPHISTOPHELES WHERE THE DRIVE TO BE SOMEBODY MEETS ‘JOB’ IN THE DEPTHS OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE CAPACITY. THE ‘CREATIVE’ IS THE ‘UROBOROS’ SYMBOL OF THE SNAKE CHASING AND SWALLOWING ITS OWN TAIL IN A REPRESENTATION OF CIRCULARITY THAT ‘ALL ACTIONS CIRCLE BACK TO ORIGINS’. IT IS A HEROIC QUEST TO OVERCOME SELF-DELUSION AND DENIAL TO GENERATE THE TRUTH OF ONE’S LIFE EXPERIENCE.

WE KNOW THE TRUTH OF A HEALING IS THE PATH OF THE HEART. WE KNOW THE ‘DISTANCING IN REBELLIOUSNESS’ MUST NEVER LOSE SIGHT OF ONE’S ORIGINS. WE KNOW THE ROOTS ARE THE SOURCE OF ‘GROUNDING’ IN A WORLD WHERE THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’, ‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’ AND THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ RHYTHMS ARE THE ‘MONEY WINDS’ THAT SUCK THE ‘LIFE FORCE’ OUT OF A LOT OF PEOPLE. WE KNOW THAT THE ‘CREATIVE DIALECTIC’ IS THE EVOLUTION TO A ‘FEATHERLIGHT’ SPIRITUAL STATE OF HONEST PRESENCE EVEN AS WE WRESTLE WITH OUR ‘ORDINARY HUNGERS’.

‘HOW FAR CAN SHE FEEL IT COMING?’

‘HOW MUCH IS SHUT DOWN IN ANTICIPATION?’

THERE IS AN ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ AND A ‘SOMETIMES I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES’ WAY OF THE DEEP ‘YIN’. IT IS ‘REFLECTED IN THE ‘HYPNO-BLIND GIRL STATES’ OF BEING THAT ARE SIMILAR TO THE ‘MAU’ ‘CAT DANCING’ STATES OF ‘HOLDING AND CLENCHING’. THERE IS A ‘PRESSURE’ FOR CONTROL AGAINST ‘LOSING IT’ THAT FREQUENTLY LEADS TO ‘TRANCING’ AND BEING SUSCEPTIBLE TO ‘SUGGESTIONS’.

THE ADVERTISING PROVIDES A ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ SOLUTION… IT IS AN ‘ORALITY’ OF ‘LICKING’, ‘SLEEPING’ AND ‘HUNTING’ [SHOPPING]. IT IS THE REALM OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ BASED IN THE EROS/SORE RHYTHMS OF ‘MAU’ [THE EGYPTIAN CAT CURIOSITY OF DUALITY] AND THE DESIRE FOR ‘SLINKY OUTFITS FOR CAT DANCING’ TRIPS ON CATWALKS OF DEFINED POTENCY.

THE ‘INDIVIDUATION OF THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ FOSTERS AND AMPLIFIES THE ‘WISH’ TO HAVE AN IDENTITY THAT IS UNIQUELY ONE’S OWN ’. THE ‘ROCKY’ FIGHT AGAINST THE ‘APOLONIAN’ IS AN INNER STRUGGLE…A ‘CIRCUITOUS RESTLESSNESS’ OF SOUL SEARCHING’. IT IS THE OVERCOMING OF THE ‘BLINDNESS TOWARD ONESELF’. IT IS THE QUEST TO HAVE AN ‘IDENTITY’ THAT IS WHATEVER ‘ONE WAS MEANT TO BE’.

THE ‘ROCKY’ SYMBOL OF THE ‘APOLLO-CREED’ FIGHT AGAINST DARKNESS IS THE ‘SHADOW BATTLE’ THAT THE ‘STREET-HUSTLER’ HAS TO EVENTUALLY ENCOUNTER. THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ ANONYMOUS HERO HAS TO FACE THE ‘DRAMA DREAM’ OF ‘WHY’ HE IS ALWAYS READY TO DO ‘SOMETHING’ FOR ‘NOTHING’. THE ‘BLINDSPOT’ REALLY IS THE HEART OF THE DREAM.

THE ENDLESS SEARCHING MAY CAUSE GUILT, BELIEVING ONE’S REAL SELF IS SOMEHOW LESS THAN IT ‘OUGHT TO BE’. IT IS THE ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ OF ‘AL’ ‘CO’ HAUL’ AND THE ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ ‘GRANDIOSITY’ OF BLINDING NARCISSISM. IT IS THE FANTASY AND ONE’S IDEALIZED SENSES ‘WANTING’ TO HAVE ONESELF AS UNIQUE OR ON A PATH OF ‘UNLIMITED’ SUCCESS. IT IS A STRUGGLE FOR ‘SELF-IMPORTANCE’ AND OVERIDEALIZATION… A SPLIT-OFF REALITY THAT MAY BE NECESSARY TO GET THROUGH THE CONSEQUENCES OF ‘TRAUMAS’AND ‘HELP ONE TO BUY TIME UNTIL ONE IS READY ENOUGH TO BE ‘PRESENT’ AND FULLY INTEGRATED.

‘ALL IMPULSES HAVE THEIR SOURCE’

‘CAMERON PARSONS WROTE OF A WELL WHICH SHE BELIEVED TO BE THE ‘HOLE TO HELL’… THE DARK GATE OF THE ‘MAUVE ZONE’…NEAR A LAKE…THE WELL OF SPIRIT AND ENERGY ‘HOLDING’…

THE MORE SENSITIVE, PSYCHICALLY TUNED, MYSTIC, SAVANT, MEDIUM, CHANNELS, ETC… THE MORE ONE IS ACTIVATED AS SPOKEN BY CAMERON PARSONS…

‘FOR SOME MONTHS NOW I HAVE BEEN AWARE OF THE HEIGHTENING INTENSITY OF WHAT I CALL A THIRD BEAM OF HEARING… THE SOUND OF A RADIO BEAM THAT ONE PICKS UP ON SHORT WAVE… THERE ARE MOMENTS WHEN IT IS SO INTENSE THAT I CAN ACTUALLY ‘TUNE IT IN’--- BY TURNING MY BODY. IT SEEMS TO BE HEIGHTENED IN POWER BY THE PRESENCE OF SOME OTHER HUMANS… I HAVE THE FEELING THAT THERE IS SOMEONE ON THE OTHER END… THAT THE BEAM TRANSCENDS TIME AND SPACE AND THAT I AM HEARING THE SOUND OF MY TRANSMITTER ECHOED IN INCREDIBLE PLACES’.

‘IT IS THE ‘MA-ION’ WORD OF A VIBRATION ON AN INNER PLANE…THE MUSIC OF THE ‘MARKS’ OF THE DEEP DAUGHTER CYCLE… A DEEP ‘BUZZ’ OR ‘HUMMING’ SOUND…

‘THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN’

THE CONSEQUENCES OF TRAUMA MUST BE RELEASED. IF THERE IS ‘MUSCULAR TENSION INHIBITION’ AND DISTORTED BEHAVIOR THEN THE ‘CONFLICT’ IS STILL ALIVE IN THE FIBERS AND PULSES. ‘ABREACTION’ IS THE PRECISE MOMENT OF REEXPERIENCING THE TRAUMA. THIS IS THE OPPORTUNITY MOMENT OF BEGINNING TO HEAL AND TRANSFORM.

THE DEPTH OF EXCAVATION AND THE RESONANCE OF THE INNER ENERGY DRILL RELEASING INNER OBSTACLES AND BLOCKS IS LIKE A ‘FIREFLY’ WITHIN… TUNING AND TONING…‘TEMPERING’ BY MOVING IN A DANCE OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE TRANSMISSIONS.

ALL GROWTH IS THE INTEGRATION OF SEEMINGLY OPPOSITE VALUES… A ‘LACK’ OF PHYSICAL GRACE MAY BE DUE TO CHRONIC MUSCULAR TENSIONS THAT BLOCK THE ‘INVOLUNTARY’ RHYTHMIC MOVEMENTS OF THE BODY.

‘IDENTITY WILL BE CONVULSIVE OR IT WILL DIE’ [MAX ERNST]

‘THE SHADOW GROWS MOST WHEN IGNORED OR AVOIDED…IT BECOMES A REPOSITORY OF HEAT AND ENERGY… THE GAP BETWEEN ‘OUGHT’ AND WHAT ACTUALLY IS… THERE IS AN INCREASING AMOUNT OF INNER ENERGY REQUIRED TO‘CONTAIN OR SUSTAIN’ THE ‘FORTRESSING’.

‘THE PERSON WHO CAN HELP YOU FEEL VERY CAPABLE AND COMPETENT MAY APPEAR TO BE INCAPABLE’…

ONE MUST LEARN TO RESPECT ONE’S OWN NEEDS… ‘FEAR OF PLEASURE IS FEAR OF THE PAIN THAT INEVITABLY DEVELOPS WHEN AN OUTWARD FLOWING EXPANSIVE IMPULSE MEETS A CONTRACTED AND BOUND AREA OF THE BODY’… TO GO ON MEANS ONE WILL EXPERIENCE ‘DIFFICULT VIBRATIONS’… AWKWARDNESS, RIGIDITY, INNER CONSTRUCTIONS, TREMBLING, SHAKING… PROBLEMS OF DIRECTIONS AND DISTRIBUTION… ‘SYNAPSE’ AND TRAFFIC CONGESTIONS, PROBLEMS OF BLOOD FLOWS… MUSCLE FIRINGS.

‘FEARS OF HUMILIATION PRODUCE A FEAR OF SEXUAL ENCOUNTER…AN ‘INHIBITION’ OF ‘MOTION’. THE DEEP BATTLES AFFECT THE ‘NATURALNESS’ IN THE ONGOING ‘HIP WARS’. EVERYONE BELIEVES THAT SOMEONE ELSE POSSESSES THE SELF THAT HE WANTS TO ACQUIRE…

EVERY DESIRE SEEKS SELF SUFFICIENCY YET IT IS ‘IMITATIVE’ [‘SELON SOI’]… ONE MUST MOVE TO THE TRUTH OF ‘INHERENT WANTS’…

‘BUT WHERE THERE IS DANGER THERE GROWS ALSO WHAT SAVES’ [FRIEDRICH HOLDERLIN]

‘A SEVERE SPIRITUAL EMERGENCY’

DURING FEBRUARY 2004 I ENCOUNTERED A MOMENT OF ‘ONENESS WITH THE UNIVERSE’ WHERE MY STATE OF FEATHERY LIGHTNESS WAS AS IF I WAS ‘NON-EXISTENT’…THERE SEEMED TO BE NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND EVERYTHING ELSE…I WAS ON TOP OF ‘WASSON PEAK’ IN TUCSON ARIZONA AFTER A 2 HOUR CLIMB…THE WINDS OF THE WORLD SEEMED TO PASS THROUGH ME…IT WAS ONLY A MOMENT…MAYBE TEN TO FIFTEEN SECONDS.

I FELT A SENSE OF THE UNIVERSAL…MAYBE THE AWARENESS OF THE BLENDING…I WAS ‘MATTER’ AS ALL ELSE YET I WAS CONSCIOUS OF BEING A SPIRIT AS WELL AS A BODY…I FOUND MYSELF AWARE THAT I WAS RISING TOWARD THE SKY AS I REALIZED THAT I CONSCIOUSLY HAD TO BRING MY RIGHT FOOT DOWN TO EARTH. I GROUNDED MYSELF YET I FELT A SENSE OF A DESIRE TO SIMPLY ASCEND.

AH… ‘PRIDE GOETH BEFORE A FALL’…

I BOASTED TO A FEW FRIENDS ABOUT THE NATURE OF MY EXPERIENCE…I FELT A SENSE OF BEING SPECIAL…LITTLE DID I ANTICIPATE THAT I WAS MOVING INTO A DEEPER CRISIS AS MY EGO WAS GETTING THE BEST OF ME…

A WEEK LATER I EXPERIENCED THE ANTITHESIS OF MY ‘ECSTACY’ OF THE TOP OF WASSON…I EXPERIENCED A BLINDSIDING…A DISINTEGRATION OF ‘WAYS’…A CRISIS OF A SOUL FRIGHT TIME OF VULNERABILITY…A SWEATY CHILL AND A DEEP LUNG CONTRACTIVENESS…A SUDDENNESS OF SPIRALLING INWARD…I WAS HAVING A VERY DIFFICULT TIME BREATHING AND TRYING TO STAY WARM…I FELT COLD, CLAMMY, WET, UNABLE TO RETAIN/GENERATE BODY HEAT …IT WAS WINDY AND SUNNY YET I WAS TROUBLED AND IN DEEP PAIN.

IT TOOK 100% OF MY CONCENTRATION AND ABOUT THREE TIMES THE USUAL TIME TO CLIMB DOWN THE BLACKETTS TRAIL TO THE PARKING LOT AND DRIVE HOME…

THE ‘FORCES WERE BEYOND MY CONTROL’…I WAS HAVING DIFFICULTY IN CIRCULATION, DISTRIBUTION, AND BEING CONFIDENT IN PHYSICAL MOTIONS…THERE WAS MOURNING AND LOSS IN A DEEP DEBILITATING GRIEF OF WOUNDEDNESS…I WAS SOMEWHERE ON A PLANE OF ‘LABOR INTENSIVE REPRODUCTIVE’ AND CREATIVE FORCE PRESENCE… I BELIEVED THAT THE PSYCHOLOGICAL CRISIS WAS DRIVING THE PHYSIOLOGICAL BREAKTHROUGHS INTO AN OPPORTUNITY FOR TRANSFORMATION…A TIME TO NEWLY INTEGRATE AND HARMONIZE ‘YIN TO YANG RANGE DEPTHS OF BEING…THE HABITS AND PATTERNS OF THE PAST GROUNDED IN CHRONIC WOUNDEDNESS WERE EXCESS BAGGAGE…

I COULD NOT BREATHE…I FELT THAT MY LUNGS WERE COLLAPSING…I COULD NOT GET COMFORTABLE…THE FIRST 24 HOURS WERE INTENSELY PAINFUL…I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING…

I WAS IN A STATE OF BEING AND BEING NOTHING…I TRIED TO LAY DOWN AND WAS UNABLE TO REST BECAUSE I WAS UNABLE TO SUSTAIN ANY BREATH…I COULD NOT EAT OR DRINK ANYTHING WITHOUT THE LEVEL OF ‘FRIGHT’ BLOCKING ME FROM A SENSE OF SAFETY…

AFTER THE FIRST 24 HOURS I BEGAN TO REGAIN MY ABILITY TO FOCUS AND CONCENTRATE…I WAS ABLE TO REST…EVEN SLEEP FOR ‘CATNAPS’ OF TEN OR TWENTY MINUTES AT A TIME…THIS PATTERN OF NON SLEEP AND FEAR WENT ON FOR TEN DAYS OR SO AS I WAS ESSENTIALLY AWAKE FOR A 24/7 SCHEDULE FEELING WEAK AND WARY.

‘ONE LOOKS DEATH IN THE FACE AND SEES ILLNESS RESULTING FROM INNER IMBALANCES…THE INNER DIVISIONS OF A ‘SPLIT HEART’ AND A ‘SPLIT SOUL’…A ‘WOUNDED HOUSE OF DREAMS’…

IT WAS A CRISIS TIME OF MARSHALLING RESOURCES TO BATTLE INNER HABITS OF ‘SELF PREOCCUPATION’ AND THE EGOCENTRIC HABITS OF ‘SELF ADDICTION’…

‘SELF ADDICTION’ BEING A FORM OF DEATH AS IT CUTS US OFF FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD… ‘CIRCLING THE SACRED MONTAIN’-THURMAN /WEISE

‘IT IS THE LONGING THAT DOES ALL THE WORK’-RUMI

THE STORY THAT ONE HAS BEEN LIVING IS TOO SMALL.

ONE MUST KEEP WALKING AND WEEPING…LAMENTING AND BREATHING DEEPER INTO REAL REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES…GENITAL PRIMACY OF PRESENCE…

THEN TO A STRENGTH OF SPIRIT THAT IS BEYOND GENITAL ORGASMIC SPASMS TO ACHIEVE A FULLNESS OF TRUTHFUL PRESENCE…THE INTEGRITY OF HEART.

TRANSFORMATION IS ALWAYS ‘GREAT DIFFICULTY’ AS ‘PEOPLE ONLY PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT THEY DISCOVER FOR THEMSELVES’

TRANSFORMATION DEMANDS UNWINDING, DISINTEGRATING, DISMEMBERING… A TOUGHNESS IN LETTING GO OF ‘HARD EARNED BEHAVIORS’ EARNED OVER MANY YEARS…THE FRIGHT EXPERIENCED TOOK SEVERAL MONTHS TO WORK THROUGH AND I HAD A MEDICAL CHECKUP THAT POSITED THE QUESTION THAT I MIGHT HAVE EXPERIENCED A HEART ATTACK…

I RECLIMBED BLACKETTS RIDGE TRAIL A FEW TIMES AND THEN DID A TREADMILL TEST IN A CARDIOLOGIST’S OFFICE TO DETERMINE IF THERE WAS ANYTHING THERE THAT WAS DAMAGED…

I WAS GENERALLY HEALTHY AND KNEW THAT I HAD BEEN IN A SPIRITUAL CRISIS THAT WAS ALSO PHYSIOLOGICAL IN ITS EFFECTS…I WAS TRANSFORMING AND LETTING GO OF THE PAST AND ‘WALKING AND WEEPING MY WAY TOWARDS THE FUTURE’…

‘NO MIND CAN ENGENDER UNTIL DIVIDED INTO TWO…THE QUARREL WITH OURSELVES BECOMES POETRY… AN ARTIST MUST DIE EVERYDAY AND BE REBORN… DRIVEN BY THE SELF NECESSITY TO TRANSFORM’… W.B. YEATS

IT IS THE INTEGRATION OF THE SHAMAN WILL TO POWER…A WILL TO EAGLE FLIGHT AND EAGLE POWER BEING ABLE TO SEE FURTHER AND GO BEYOND THE OTHERS… A STRENGTH OF MOVING THROUGH THE DANGERS OF ‘SOUL LOSS’ IN STATES OF DISINTEGRATION AND REINTEGRATION…

‘A REALISTIC DANGER OF DESTRUCTION WHICH WOULD MOBILIZE ‘FEAR OF DEATH’ AND CASTRATION ANXIETY’… A ‘SIGMUND FREUD DESCRIPTION OF THE IMPACT OF ‘TRAUMA’

DURING THIS SAME PERIOD I EXPERIENCED A ‘REALITY’ CRISIS AS A MODERN DAY ‘POSSE’ OF PIMA COUNTY, ARIZONA SHERIFFS CORRALLED ME IN AN OSCO PARKING LOT BELIEVING THAT I WAS THE SUSPECT IN A LOCAL BANK ROBBERY…

I WAS THE ‘WRONG MAN’ KNEELING WITH MY HANDS CUFFED BEHIND MY BACK LOOKING INTO A POLICE OFFICERS GUN POINTED AT ME FROM 8-10 FEET AWAY…THERE WERE TEN POLICE CARS AND I KEPT THINKING OF ALL THE THINGS THAT CAN GO WRONG AS I SAID ‘YOU HAVE THE WRONG GUY’ AND DISCUSSED THIS AS WELL AS THE FACT THAT I THOUGHT THIS ‘WORK’ HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE EVENT AS WELL WITH THE LIEUTENANT FOR THE HALF HOUR THAT I WAS ‘HELD’ IN THE OSCO LOT…

IT WAS VERY REAL AND MY ‘HEART’ WAS DEFINITELY PUMPING BLOOD IN SOME COMBINATION OF ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ RHYTHM…I WAS ‘COOL’ YET HAD SOME CONVULSIVE TEARS AND VULNERABILITY AN HOUR OR SO LATER WHILE HAVING COFFEE WITH A FRIEND.

‘DESIRE IS THE MASTER OF GHOSTS AND DESIRE TURNS US INTO GHOSTS’…OCTAVIO PAZ

SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A ‘PATSY’ WHEN I KNOW HOW ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND MY EARLY ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’AND GOLF CADDY NATURE WAS AVAILABLE FOR SERVICING THE ‘OTHERS’. IT IS A QUESTION OF ‘BRANDINGS, IMPRINTINGS, AND REINFORCEMENTS’. THE INERTIA AND PATTERNING SEEMS SO NORMAL UNTIL THE EMOTIONAL AWARENESS OF ‘REAL LOSS’ STARTS TO BREAKTHROUGH THE ‘WALLED/PARTITIONED’ SPELLINGS.

THERE IS A LIMIT TO ‘ADAPTABILITY’ AND ‘REACTIVITY TO IMPOSITIONS’ AND IT CAN ‘DESTROY’ OR CAUSE ONE TO STAND UP FOR WHAT IS A NON-NEGOTIABLE CHOICE OF CLAIMING ONE’S OWN WAY.

THE RECOVERY FROM THE AFFECTS OF A TRAUMA IS IN AN ‘INNER NECESSITY’ THAT KNOWS THAT ‘I’ WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THE PAST AND MUST GO FORWARD INTO THE FUTURE.

‘PATSIES’.

THE ‘GIANTS’ GAME DEMANDS ‘PATSIES’ THAT ARE LIKE THE ROUNDISH TOYS [NOT ‘COINS’] THAT ARE USED IN YOUNG GIRLS GAMES IN PATTERNS OF TOSSING AND RETRIEVING…

THE ‘PATSIES’ WERE GAMES BETWEEN THE LEGS… THE ‘PATSIES’ WERE USED FOR GATHERING AND COLLECTING… THE ‘BALL’ AND THE ‘JACKS’...THE ‘GIRL TO GIRL’ PASSING THE BALL BACK AND FORTH IN A RHYTHM OF A MUTUALITY OF CONTROL. THE ‘PATSY’ IS THE ‘SURROGATE’ TO ‘PREOCCUPY’ THE ‘DEEP YIN’ AUDIENCE IN ITS ‘AMAZEMENT AND FASCINATION’ WHILE THE ‘PREDATORS’ GET AWAY WITH THE ‘LOOT’.

THE PATSY IS THE ‘CON’ OF THE ‘AGREED UPON’ GAME

THIS ‘JACK’ GAME IS THE BLINDING HYSTERIA OF THE AUDIENCE THAT STARES AT THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ AND THE ‘GAME SHOWS’. THERE IS A ‘CONTEMPT’ IN ALL OF THIS AS THE ‘ARTIFICIAL’ IS MADE TO SEEM REAL IN ORDER TO PROVIDE RELIEF FOR THE ‘COPING’ FEELINGS ENGENDERED AS A RESULT OF THE REACTIVITY TO THE REAL.

IT IS ENTERTAINMENT FEEDING ON THE FEELINGS OF AUDIENCE ‘ALIENATION’… THE DIFFERENCES AND THE ANGERS OF PEOPLE DISAGREEING WITH ‘THE REASONABLENESS OF THE SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’ AND STILL MAINTAINING THE ‘INNER UNREAL SYSTEMS’ OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ ORDERING.

WE ARE USEFUL IN THE LIQUIDITY AND FLOW OF THE ‘K’ ‘OS’…THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ RESONANCE…THE ENERGY ‘CHAOS’ THAT IS THE ‘FIELD’ OF DREAMS OF THE IMAGINATION. WE ARE ‘BALLS AND JACKS’ OF ACOUSTICAL TIMBRE IN THE ‘ETHERIC’ AREA IN BETWEEN WOMEN [THE DEEP YIN/DEEP DAUGHTER PLATEAU OF ENMESHMENT] AS WELL AS MEN TO MEN AND MEN TO WOMEN. THE ‘SPACE PLACE FOR THE PACE RACE’ IS THE ‘PATSIE’ GAMES OF ENCOUNTER IN THE OPPOSITIONAL LEGS ‘ZONE OF CONTROL’ IN BETWEEN ONE ANOTHER.IT IS THE ‘INVISIBLE’ YET SENSED TERRAIN OF THE ‘DEW’ DANCERS…

‘IF YOU ARE IN A POKER GAME MORE THAN 20MINUTES AND YOU DON’T KNOW WHO THE PATSY IS, YOU’RE IT.

‘OOT AND ABOOT’…

IN IRELAND, IT IS THE COLD THAT ONE FEELS DURING AN ASTRAL PROJECTION… ONE ‘AIRS OUT’… ONE TRANSCENDS SPACE AND ALTERS ONE’S SENSE OF TIME. IN 1984, I HAD AN ‘OOT AND ABOUT’ ASTRAL PROJECTION WHILE ‘WRITING’ AND TRAVELLING IN GLENDALE, CALIFORNIA. I EXPERIENCED A VIVID ENCOUNTER WITH A PROJECTED ENERGY IMAGE. IT WAS AN ‘IMAGE’ THAT LOOKED LIKE MY FATHER AND MYSELF AT THE ‘FOOT’ OF THE BED. IT WAS AN IMAGE OF ‘LIGHT ENERGY’ OUTLINING THE SHAPES OF A MAN AND A BOY. IT ONLY LASTED A FEW SECONDS. I FELT THE COLD AND CONTRACTED.

THE IMAGERY DISAPPEARED IN A MOMENT. I FELT IT WAS AN ENCOUNTER WITH AN ‘ECHO’ OF MY FATHER’S DECISION TO STAY IN CHICAGO AFTER WORLD WAR II BECAUSE MY MOTHER DID NOT WANT TO MOVE TO SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA. MY MOTHER WROTE A NOTE IN THE EARLY ‘1980’S ‘MUSING’ ABOUT HER ‘WILLFULNESS’ THAT ‘SEEMED TO RATIONALIZE’ HER GUILT THAT MY FATHER’S WISH MIGHT HAVE BEEN A ‘BETTER PATH’.

SHE SAID THAT IT FELT LIKE THE BEST DECISION AT THE TIME.

THE ENCOUNTER ALSO HAD A DEEP CONNECTEDNESS TO THE ‘THEME DRAMA’ OF MY FATHER AND I BOTH BEING ‘REPLACEMENT CHILDREN’.

IT WAS THE ‘OOT AND ABOOT’ OF DEEP SPIRITUAL CONVULSIVENESS ALONG THE ‘COYNTE’ YIN PLANE. IT WAS A ‘WILL’ FIGHT IN THE DEPTHS. IT WAS A DISPLAY OF MY VULNERABILITY IN MY SPIRITUAL QUEST FOR HEALING THE ‘HEREDITARY WOUNDEDNESS’.

THE ASTRAL PROJECTION WAS AN EXTERNALIZATION OF AN INNER BLOCK THAT NEEDED TO BE REMOVED. THE ‘SOUL WRESTLING’ TOOK TIME AND DEEP ALTERATIONS OF EMOTIONAL STATES TO REMOVE THE EXCESS BAGGAGE

IT IS ONLY THE PERSON WHO CHOOSES THAT ‘KNOWS’ THE STRENGTH OF THE RIGHT CHOICE

I HAD SOME OTHER CLEANSING, REGENERATING, REABSORBING AND REDEFINING PARTIAL ASTRAL PROJECTIONS IN THE 1980’S. I LEARNED TO GET BEYOND THE ‘DIZZINESS’, ‘BLANKING’ AND ‘BLACKING’ TIMES WHERE ‘CRITICALNESS’ GAVE WAY TO ‘KAIROS’ [THE ‘WINGED YOUTH GOD’ OF THE MEANINGFUL COINCIDENCE AS AN EMBODIMENT OF THE GREEK SENSE OF THE ‘FAVORABLE OPPORTUNITY’]. I LIVED ON THE EDGE OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND USED SUGGESTED WAYS TO MOVE THROUGH ‘TRANSFORMATIVE COINCIDENCES’ TO BECOME ‘MINTING’ MOMENTS OF CONVULSIVE GROWTH. THESE TIMES WERE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ TIMES TO REINTEGRATE AS NEW CHARGES OF ‘ACCENTUATING THE POSITIVE’ REPLACED MY TRAUMA STATES.

‘WE USE OUR CAPACITIES TO THE UTMOST WHEN WE ARE FULLY AWARE OF OUR CIRCUMSTANCES’. [JOSE ORTEGA Y GASSETT]

‘DO YOU HAVE THE PATIENCE TO WAIT UNTIL YOUR MUD SETTLES AND YOUR WATER IS CLEAR’. [LAO TZU]

‘THE SCRIMMAGE OF APPETITE IS EVERYWHERE.’[DELMORE SCHWARTZ]

IT IS A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘PERFECTION’

THERE IS A ‘PERFECTION’ OF INTERLOCKING SHARED WAYS. IT IS A GAME DEFINING ‘MONEY VALUED TRAITS’ AS EVOLUTION, MANAGED SCARCITY AS NATURAL SELECTION, FUNDING AND DEVELOPMENT AS FREE MARKET FORCES.

IT IS THE INTERLOCKING AND ENMESHMENT OF THE ‘MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL / GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/ MEDIA COLLECTIVE. IT IS THE ‘REVOLVING DOOR’ OF REWARDS FOR ‘POLITICAL’ INSIDERS AND ‘ELITE’ REPRESENTATIVES OF ‘VESTED INTERESTS’. IT IS ‘LOBBY’ AND ‘PENSION’ AND ‘OPTIONS’ AND ‘GOLDEN HANDCUFFS’AND ‘GOLDEN PARACHUTES’. IT IS REWARD FOR BEING ‘WITH US INSTEAD OF AGAINST US’.

JUST FOLLOW THE MONEY TO SEE THE ‘MILLIONAIRE’ POLITICIANS AND THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF THE ‘MING’ LAW OF FLAWS’’.. IT IS AN AGREED UPON ‘CREATIVE DESTRUCTION’ AND GENERATION OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAY....

‘NOTHING MATTERS SO MUCH AS WHAT WILL COME NEXT AND WHAT WILL COME NEXT WILL ONLY ARRIVE IF WHAT IS HERE NOW GETS OVERTURNED’. THOMAS FRIEDMAN].

IT IS THE ‘THE HERD AND THE HEARD’ OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ THAT ‘IMPOSES’ THE ORDERING. IT IS A ‘NIETZSCHE’ WILLINGNESS TO SACRIFICE THE NEEDS OF THE MANY FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE FEW. IT IS THE BINDING STANDARD OF THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’.

THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD IS CONSTANTLY ‘LEFT BEHIND’ IN THE MOMENTUMS OF THE ‘322 TIME’ THAT IS ‘5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD.

‘THERE IS ONLY FORCE AND BECOMING, NEW CENTERS OF FORCE ARE CONTINUALLY FORMING AND CONSTANTLY FALLING APART OR BEING INCORPORATED INTO NEW CONSTELLATIONS… IN ALL THIS THERE IS NOTHING TO PRAISE OR BLAME… ALL BECOMING IS INNOCENT, THE THROW OF THE DICE OF THE DIVINE CHILD… BECOMING MUST APPEAR JUSTIFIED AT EVERY MOMENT OR BE INCAPABLE OF BEING EVALUATED’. [‘NIETSZCHE’S VOICE’…HENRY STATEN]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

I REMEMBER AN INCIDENT FROM A ‘CHICAGO PLUMBERS UNION PICNIC’… WE WENT BECAUSE THE ‘HIGGINS’ FAMILY HAD A PLUMBING BUSINESS… WE WERE LITTLE KIDS AT THE TIME… I WAS PROBABLY 8-9 AND MY BROTHER DAN WAS PROBABLY 7. MY COUSIN JACK HIGGINS [MY MONARCH BIKE PARALLEL ECHO] AND I GOT UP FROM A PICNIC BENCH [WE WERE WATCHING THE MEN’S SOFTBALL GAME] AND WENT TO GO GET SOME SODA AND HOT DOGS. A MOMENT LATER… MY BROTHER DAN [WHO HAD TAKEN OUR PLACE… [THE SEAT ON THE ‘PICNIC’ BENCH] WAS SMACKED IN THE FOREHEAD BY A ‘FLYING BROKEN BAT’… IT WAS NOT EVEN ENOUGH TIME FOR MY COUSIN AND I TO GET THE ‘FOOD’.

IT WAS A ‘FLASH’ MOMENT OF A ‘BAT OUT OF HELL’. IT WAS A ‘JACK’ MOMENT OF ‘PITCH’ THAT BROKE THE HITCH AND TURNED INTO A ‘STITCH’ IN TIME SAVES ‘NINE’’. IT MADE US FEEL VULNERABLE. IT WAS A MOMENT OF FEAR AND ‘THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD GO I’ THAT SPLIT THROUGH ALL OF US. IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN MERE COINCIDENCE BUT THE ‘ASSOCIATIVE TIMINGS’ ECHO DEEPLY IN MY SOUL. HIS ‘FOREHEAD STITCHES’ WERE THE ECHO OF THE EXPRESSION OF ‘SPLITTING HIS HEAD OPEN’ THAT REPLAYED IN FAMILY CONVERSATIONS

‘THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN’

WE EXPERIENCE THE SILENCINGS OF EXPRESSION… THE ‘BURKING’ [THE IRISH ‘BURK’ WAS TO SUFFOCATE THE LIFE OUT OF SOMEONE]. THERE IS A CHRONIC WARINESS THAT SEEMS SIMILAR TO THE DISCUSSION OF EARLY TRAUMA AS IN THE LEONARD SHENGOLD BOOK ABOUT ‘SOUL MURDER’ [THE OPPRESSIVE AFFECTS OF ‘SUPPRESSION’ AND TERROR OF AN EARLY CHILDHOOD TRAUMA].

‘GELASSENHEIT’

ONE MUST LEARN ‘GELASSENHEIT’… A STATE OF ACTIVE RECEPTIVITY TO ATTAIN NEW ‘HARMONY’… IT IS THE INTEGRATION OF BEING ACTED UPON AND STILL BEING ABLE TO ACT…TO MOVE FORWARD. IT IS A PSYCHIC BALANCE WHERE THE EVOLUTION IS FOLLOWED GRADUALLY… AS THE COURSE IS REVEALED STEP BY STEP… IT IS THE ADVENTURE OF POSSIBILITY

‘ANGER OR REVOLT THAT DOES NOT GET INTO THE MUSCLES REMAINS A FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION’. [SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR]

‘DON’T INSIST ON GOING WHERE YOU THINK YOU WANT TO GO, ASK THE WAY TO THE SPRING… YOUR LIVING PIECES WILL FORM A HARMONY’. [RUMI]

‘SELF TRANSFORMATION’

‘SELF TRANSFORMATION’ IMPLIES CONTROL OVER TECHNIQUES AND SPELLS. THIS IS QUITE THE OPPOSITE OF A MEDIUM WHO IS FORCED INTO TRANCE BY THE ‘GODS’ INSISTENCE, STRUGGLING AND VOMITING [‘TAOIST RITUAL AND POPULAR CULTS IN CHINA’].

MEDIUM AS A ‘TEMPORARY’ VEHICLE

THE FOLLOWING QUOTATION IS REPEATED FROM THE BEGINNING OF THIS BOOK BECAUSE THE AWARENESS OF ‘SERVICE’ CONFLICTS WITH THE ‘INTEGRITY’ OF SPIRIT…

ONE MUST FIGHT FOR ‘DOING’ ONLY THAT WHICH IS ON ONE’S PATH OF THE HEART WAY OF BECOMING…THERE ARE TOO MANY INSTANCES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ WHERE ONE BELIEVES ONE IS ‘GAINING POWER’. THIS IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF OWNING ONE’S OWN SOUL.

‘ONE CANNOT HELP THINKING OF HIM AS A MEDIUM FOR MOST OF THE TIME, MEDIUMS ARE INSIGNIFICANT PEOPLE. SUDDENLY THEY ARE ENDOWED WITH WHAT SEEMS TO BE SUPERNATURAL POWERS WHICH SET THEM APART FROM THE REST OF HUMANITY… THE MEDIUM IS ‘POSSESSED’. ONCE THE CRISIS IS PASSED, THEY FALL BACK AGAIN INTO MEDIOCRITY.

IT WAS IN THIS WAY, BEYOND ANY DOUBT THAT HITLER WAS ONLY THE ‘TEMPORARY’ VEHICLE. THE MIXTURE OF THE BANAL AND THE SUPERNATURAL CREATED THAT INSUPPORTABLE DUALITY OF WHICH ONE WAS CONSCIOUS IN HIS PRESENCE… IT WAS LIKE LOOKING AT A BIZARRE FACE WHOSE EXPRESSION SEEMED TO REFLECT AN UNBALANCED STATE OF MIND COUPLED WITH A DISQUIETING COMPRESSION OF HIDDEN POWER’ [HERMAN RAUSCHING… ‘HITLER SPEAKS’].

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

A CANDOR… A ‘SPELL’ AND A DESIRE TO STAY IN A STATE… THE ‘REPRESENTATIVE’ OF A ‘STATE’… THE ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A ‘WAY’… THE ‘MEDIUM’ THAT IS AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ OF THE ELDER… THE ‘SAVANT’ OR ‘CHANNEL’ THAT IS THE ENTERTAINER OR PERFORMER… THE ‘POLITICIAN’ IS FREQUENTLY A ‘MEDIUM’ EVEN IF ONLY IN A ‘TEMPORARY’ WAY.

A ‘TEMPORARY WAY’

PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH WAS SUPPOSEDLY NICKNAMED ‘TEMPORARY’ WHEN HE WAS INITIATED IN THE ELITE YALE UNIVERSITY ‘SECRET SOCIETY’ CULT ‘SKULL AND BONES’. THE ‘TEMPORARY VEHICLE’ IS THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ AS THE ‘MEDIUM IS THE MESSAGE’. IT IS THE FERTILITY ECHO AS THE ‘MOTION’ CUING [‘Q’] ACROSS THE ‘GIANT’ POOL TABLE OF ‘MEDIUM DYNAMISM’ THAT SETS THE ‘STATE’ AS IT ‘IS’.

IT DEPENDS UPON WHAT IS ‘IS’… THE AGREED UPON ‘WAY’… ‘IS’ ‘IS’ THE ‘STATE’ OF A CONSENSUS…THE ‘STATE’ OF MUTUALITY WHERE ‘COMMON GROUND’ IS RARELY ABOUT THE INTERESTS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’…‘IS’ IS THE AGREED UPON ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF EXCHANGES AND TRADES.

‘AT ‘40’, I WAS NO LONGER OF TWO MINDS’ [CONFUCIUS]

IT WAS AS IF A FLASH OF ‘LIGHTNING’ HAD SPLIT THE DARKNESS OF MY MIND… IT WAS NOT A ‘BEAUTIFUL MIND’ [BIOGRAPHY OF JOHN NASH-SYLVIA NASSAR] OR A ‘PERFECT MIND’ AS PORTRAYED IN THE MOVIE VERSION OF ‘GAME THEORY CREATOR ‘JOHN NASH. I WAS FIGHTING FOR MY OWN INNER TERRAIN TRYING TO ASCERTAIN THE REALITY OF WHO I WAS AND WHAT I HAD LEARNED. I FELT LIKE A ‘THIN-SKINNED’ MAN… A SENSITIVE, CREATIVE MAN WHO BELIEVED IN THE ‘GOLDEN RULE’ OF DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU’ AND WAS ‘TELLING’ AGAINST THE ‘INERTIA’ OF ‘SILENCE’. I FELT THAT ONE SHOULD DO UNTO OTHERS AS ONE WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU.

SILENCE IS GOLDEN…TELLING IS THE INNER NECESSITY THAT CALLS FROM THE DEPTHS OF INJUSTICE…CHANGE IS NECESSITY.

‘NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO ‘SLEEP WELL’ IN CASABLANCA’ SAYS ‘RICK’ [HUMPHREY BOGART].

THE ‘EROS’ AND THE ‘SORE’ IS IN THE TRIANGULATION OF DESIRE. IT IS THE ‘WOO’ AND ‘WOUND’… IT IS THE ‘HYSTERIA’ RESULTING FROM AN EXCESSIVELY ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVITY’… IT IS ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’ AND A LOSS OF ‘CRITICALNESS’ DURING THE ‘ZAP’ FLUIDITY. IT IS MY ‘3’ SIDED ANXIOUSNESS THAT GENERATES IN A DESIRE TO EXPRESS THE ‘STATE’ OF ENCOUNTER… IT IS MY ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’ PANIC DEMANDING AN ‘ANAESTHETIZING’ OR ‘NUMBING’ OPPORTUNITY OR A ‘MEDIUM/SAVANTING’ ROLE TO PERFORM.

‘DOWN TIME’ IS DANGEROUS FOR AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ SINCE SO MUCH ENERGY IS IN ‘COMBUSTION’ INSTEAD OF PERFORMANCE

THE ‘AMPLIFIED’ TIME OF NON-MEDIUM PERFORMANCE IS A TIME ‘WHEN’ ‘SUBSTITUTIONS’ ARE SOUGHT… ANYTHING FROM SWEETS TO ALCOHOL…DRUGS TO ESCAPISM OF MANY FORMS. IT IS A ‘PRESSURE COOKER’ OF MANY ECHOES OF ‘ZAP’ THAT ONE IS CONTINUOUSLY BUILDING UP OR ‘CHANNELLING’ INTO A MORE COMPLEX DISTRIBUTION.

WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO ‘NEUTRALIZE’ THE EXCESSIVE ‘CHARGES’ THAT ARE ALWAYS ‘RESONATING’ WHETHER ONE IS ‘ON STAGE’ OR ‘OFF’.

‘A BASEBALL PITCHER MUST OVERCOME PAIN AND DEFEAT IMMEDIATELY AFTER SERVING UP A HOME RUN. ATHLETES MUST GO AGAINST INSTINCTS BY ABSORBING FAILURES AND BECOMING STRONGER. THE PITCHER MUST NOT WITHDRAW BUT GO INTO THE SAME SITUATION AND RISK THAT HE MIGHT DO THE SAME THING OVER AGAIN.’

‘SHAME’

IT IS THE INNER CONTEST OF ‘SHAME’ THAT THE REAL SELF MAY BE ENCUMBERED IN… IT IS THE ‘VEILING’ AND THE IMAGE THAT ONE PROTECTS AGAINST ‘EXPOSURE’… IT IS THE ‘DEFENSIVE FORTRESS’ THAT ONE GUARDS. IT IS THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ SYSTEM OF ADAPTATION , COMPLIANCE AND POWER…

‘SHAME’ MAY BE THE MASTER EMOTION THAT PROTECTS AGAINST ‘ACUTE SELF CONSCIOUSNESS’ [THE ‘FEAR OF THE SHUDDER OF IMMEDIACY’]. ‘SHAME’ PRECLUDES SPONTANEITY [THE ESSENCE OF PLEASURE] AND THE NORMAL FUNCTIONING OF ONE’S BODY. THIS IS PARTICULARLY DIFFICULT WITH COMPLEX ENERGY BEINGS WHO MAY ‘STRUT’ WHILE IN ROLE YET BE VERY VULNERABLE THE REST OF THE TIME AS THEY SEEK TO MAINTAIN THEIR ‘IMAGE’.

‘THE ‘BITE’ OF ‘SHAME’’

THERE IS A VULNERABILITY TO THE ‘BITE’ OF ‘SHAME’… THE THREAT OF REJECTION OR RIDICULE… HUMILIATION… THAT ONE WILL BE CAUGHT IN THE ACT… ‘AGAIN’. IT IS A MOMENT OF ‘CRISIS CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF DECIDING TO FACE THE ‘ANGRY BARRIER’ OF PERSONAL STEAM… IT IS THE EDGE OF ‘REAL’ OR FORTRESSED ‘SELF ESTEEM’.

‘SHAME’ IS IN THE SUPPRESSION OF REAL EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION…THE ZONES OF EMOTIONAL PSYCHE’ SCARS WHERE THEFTS OF DIGNITY HAVE OCCURRED… IT IS WHERE THE FEELINGS OF ‘SELF DOUBT’ REMAIN LONG AFTER THE ‘ORIGINAL TRAUMA’ [EVEN IF ONE WAS INNOCENT AND NOT AT FAULT THERE MAY BE ‘INADEQUACY’ AND ‘ECHOES’ THAT LIMIT ONE’S ACTIONS IN THE PRESENT]. SHAME IS BEING VULNERABLE TO THE ‘PENETRATION’ OF THE WORLD. SHAME IS A FEELING OF ‘HOLDING ON TO WHAT ONE HAS AS ONE IS WILLING TO ‘FORTRESS’ TO KEEP WHAT ONE HAS BECAUSE IT IS LEVERAGED AND DEPENDENT UPON PERCEIVED ‘PRESENCE’ RATHER THAN THE REAL.

ONE MAY DO BATTLE WITH THE POWERS OF THE SELF AND THE OTHERS ON A PLANE OF SHAME OUT OF THE CONSTANT FEELINGS OF ‘INFERIORITY’ OR ‘NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH’

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THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES TO THE AFFECTS OF ‘ACCENTUATING’ AND ‘REDIRECTING’ ALL OF ONE’S ENERGIES…THE MORE SHAME DRIVES ONES ACTIONS THE LESS ONE ACHIEVES REAL PERSONAL POWER OF PRESENCE. THE SURFACING OF THE REAL TRUTH OF PRESENCE MEANS LETTING GO OF THE SHAME ILLUSIONS OF POWER AND ACCEPTING ONESELF SEPARATE FROM THE VALUES OF ORDINARY RIVALRIES AND COMPETITIONS.

SHAME IS DISSOLVED BY MOVING FORWARD ON A PATH OF THE HEART PURPOSE IN A TRUTH OF REALLY HAVING A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’.

THE ‘FENN’ AFFECT IS WHEN THE BODY MAY LOSE FITNESS OR FUNCTION DUE TO A LACK OF OXYGEN AND CHRONIC TENSION.

‘THE AMOUNTS OF OXYGEN AND OTHER ‘NUTRIENTS’ CONSUMED BY THE MUSCLES INCREASES GREATLY WHEN THE MUSCLES PERFORM WORK. HOWEVER, IN SITUATIONS OF ‘CHRONIC TENSION’ THE BODY WORKS IN LIMITED WAYS-THE ‘NEEDIEST CELLS’ GET THE LEAST OF WHAT IS ACTUALLY NEEDED [WHEN THE MUSCLES MOVE WITHOUT WORK THERE IS A LACK OF CIRCULATION, THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH NUTRIENTS AND OXYGEN AVAILABLE’]. THERE IS ‘ISCHEMIA’…A LACK OF CIRCULATION TO AN AREA AND A BLOCKING OF THE LOCAL BLOOD SUPPLY.

IT IS THE ECHO OF ‘FEN[N] WAY’ PARK AND THE MONSTER WALL THAT CALLS OUT MEMORIES OF ‘JIMMIE PIERSALL’ GETTING ‘CRAZED’ AND ‘TED’ WILLIAMS BEING THE SPLENDID ‘SPITTER’.

IT IS THE ‘BOSS’ ‘TONS’ WAY OF INNER KNOWING OF THE ‘GREAT WALL’ OF THE DEEP FEMININE…THE ‘BARRIER WALL’ OF THE ‘DEMAND’ TO HIT ONE ‘OVER THE FENCE’. IT IS ASSOCIATION AND SUGGESTION IN THE ‘TESTING RHYTHMS OF WHY THE ‘TEMPORARY’ MEDIUM WHO WANTED TO BE ‘BASEBALL COMMISIONER WAS GUIDED INTO THE ‘WHITE HOUSE’.

‘CONFUSION’

THE ‘9/11 MADMEN’ FLYING OUT OF ‘BOSS’ ‘TON’ SEEMED TO ECHO THE 1988 BUSH FATHER’S DEMAND OF ‘CLEANING UP ‘BOSTON HARBOR’’. IT IS ECHO AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT DEMAND THAT ONE FOCUS AND DISCIPLINE ONE’S AWARENESS AS THE ‘ONGOING RESONANCE’ IS PART OF THE CONFUSION OF ‘HEARING’ THE ‘CURRENTS, CROSS CURRENTS, UNDERCURRENTS, AND THE AFFECTS OF THE FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’.

THERE IS ALWAYS ‘MISDIRECTION’ OR DECEPTION OR CONFUSION… IT IS FREQUENTLY MAKING IT LOOK LIKE AN ‘ACCIDENT’ OR THAT THE ‘OTHER ONE’ DID IT. IT IS THE GAME OF TRICKERY THAT INCLUDES THE POWER OF ‘FEIGNING IGNORANCE’ AND APPEARING TO BE ‘CLUMSY’ OR ‘BEING VULNERABLE’.

WATCHING FOOTBALL IS A GOOD WAY TO OBSERVE THE POWER OF ‘MISDIRECTION’… THE ‘SURPRISE’ IS ALWAYS EFFECTIVE IN MANEUVERING AROUND CRAFTED EXPECTATIONS… THERE IS THE POWER OF SEDUCTION AND THE WAR BETWEEN THE SEXES AS PORTRAYED IN THE HOLLYWOOD FILM ‘DANGEROUS LIAISONS’.

THE SOFT AND THE HARD…THE HOT AND THE COLD…THE TYRANNY OF THE WEEK AND THE TERROR OF THE TERRORIST…

THE BOSTON [BOSS-TON] RED SOX ‘CURSE’ FINALLY IS OVERCOME IN A WORLD SERIES VICTORY IN 2004

THERE IS THE ‘UNDERDOG’ HERO OF THE OPPRESSED AND THE ‘DAVID’ WHO GETS ‘GOLIATH’.

THERE IS PENETRATION AND ENVELOPING…A STRUGGLE OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ TEMPERED BY THE WISDOM OF THE SUMO WRESTLER WHO LEARNS TO USE HIS ENEMY’S WAYS AGAINST HIS ENEMY…FEEDING OFF THE EXCESSES…USING THE CONTROL OF THE MARTIAL ARTS TO CAUSE IMBALANCE AND ERROR. IT IS ANCIENT AND ONGOING AS WELL AS NEVERENDING.

‘KNOWLEDGE’ IS POWER…INFORMATION ACCESS, MANAGEMENT AND JUDGEMENT…WHETHER IN ‘NANO’ TIME OR RELATIONSHIP TIME.

THE SHADOWY WAYS OF THE DARK FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ SHOW UP IN TIMES OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS AS EFFECTS AND THE RESULTANT ‘REACTIVITY’…THE ‘CONTROL OF OUTCOMES’ IS QUITE A STRATEGY OF ‘POWER’ AS A WAY OF ‘FEAR’ AND CAUSING ‘HURT’.

‘SINCE OUR BODIES WILL NOT TOLERATE ‘SHOCK’ FOR VERY LONG, WE MOVE INTO DENIAL’.

IT IS THE OUT OF BALANCE AND THE INNER SWINGS OF ‘NECESSITY’ THAT COMPELS ‘ADAPTATION’TO THE ‘GIANT WAVES’ AND THE ‘GIANT ECHOES’. WE ARE ALL SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT ‘GNAWS’ AT OUR BEING. WE ARE ALL VULNERABLE TO THE ‘REPLACEMENT’ PHILOSOPHY OF ‘YOU ARE ONLY AS GOOD AS YOUR LAST PERFORMANCE’ AND ‘WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY’.

‘COMPLIANCE’… A QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE EATS AWAY AT ‘INTEGRITY’ OF SPIRIT…AN ACCEPTABILITY OF BEING CHARGED INTO A ‘ROLE’…A ‘WAY OF BEING’.

‘GENERATIVITY’… WHETHER NOVELTY OR NOVEL, TALENT OR SKILL, PERFORMANCE OR MERE ‘BATTERY STATE’… IT IS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN SERVICE TO THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ AND THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘STATE’.

IT IS AN OLD ECHO OF JACK KENNEDY TO ‘ASK NOT WHAT YOUR COUNTRY CAN DO FOR YOU AND ASK WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR YOUR COUNTRY’

THE VALUE THAT WAS EXPRESSED WAS NOT ‘SOLDIERING’ BUT A CALL TO SERVICE… THE ‘SERVICE’ OF COMMUNITY AND ONE’S FELLOW AMERICANS.

HOW DOES ONE GENERATE ONE’S REAL ‘WAY’?

‘THE HYSTERICS’ EROTIC FANTASY OR HYSTERICAL SEXUALITY IS DISAVOWED BY SENSUALIZATION. THERE SEEMS TO BE A PRESUMED ASPIRATION TO ENDLESS PLEASURE… AN ‘UNLIMITED SENSORY AND EMOTIONAL EXCITABILITY’ THAT IS SENSUAL NOT ‘SEXUAL’.

THE OVERALL SENSUALIZATION ‘BLINDS’ AS IN THE ECHOES OF ‘ECHO’ AND THE ‘MIRRORINGS’ OF NARCISSUS.

THE ‘MEDIUMS’ ARE ‘SEDUCED’ BY THE GRADUAL SENSUALIZATION CAUSED BY THE CONSTANT TRANSFERRENCE OF ‘REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES’ INTO STATES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’.

THE ‘HEART’ MAY BE WOUNDED BY THE ‘ALCOHOLIC’ MENTALITY OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ AND THE FEELINGS OF ‘NEVER BEING GOOD ENOUGH’. THERE IS A ‘WILLINGNESS’ TO FOLLOW ‘SUGGESTION’ RATHER THAN GENERATE A NEW WAY.

THE PERFORMERS ARE ‘HIGH STRUNG’ OR ‘HYSTERICS UNDER CONTROL’ [THE EXCESSIVELY ‘CHARGED’ AND ALL ‘PERVASIVENESS’ OF ‘ZAP’ EXCITEMENT BEING DIRECTED FOR A MEDIUM ‘STATE’].

THE INTELLIGENCE LEVEL EXPANDS IN NON VERBAL WAYS AS THE ‘SENSUALIZATION’ AND ‘ATTRACTION’ OF ‘CHARGED USEFULNESS’ COMPELS ‘EDGE’ SENSITIVITIES…THE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ ARE BEST IN THE ‘ROLE’ THAT IS SUGGESTED. IT IS THE POWER AND PLACE OF CONTROL WHEN ONE IS IN A ‘TEMPORARY’ STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’.

‘OTHERWISE’…

‘THEY TRY TOO HARD, MAKE BELIEVE, ALLAY SUSPICIONS AND FAIL… THEY MAKE THE ENCOUNTER OF THE OTHERS THE OPPORTUNITY TO USE DESIRE TO OBTAIN KNOWLEDGE OF THE OTHER… IT IS A SPIRAL OF UNAPPEASED DESIRE’…DESIRE WHICH FURTHER DRAWS THEM INTO THEIR SECRET GARDEN…THE SECRET GARDEN OF AN ‘AUTO-SENSUAL’ DOUBLE.’

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PARTNER OF THE ‘OPPOSITE SEX’-JULIA KRISTEVA

THE SENSUALIZATION IS A FORM OF ‘MASKING’ AS THE ‘REAL’ CONTENDS WITH FINDING ONE’S NEEDS AND SOMEHOW MANAGING TO ACHIEVE A FORM OF RELEASE WITHOUT BEING FULLY PRESENT.

IT IS THE AWARENESS OF KNOWING THAT IN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ ONES’ EROS MAY BE USED AGAINST ONE…AS IN THE FILM THE GREEN MILE…IT IS ‘DEY USE DEY LOVE AGAINST DEM’…

‘COLLISIONISM’ TENDS TO FOSTER FRAGMENTATION AND THE BREAKDOWNS OF A SYSTEM IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE SECOND LAW OF THERMODYNAMICS.

THE ‘IMMEDIACY’ OF ‘UNIFICATION’ IN RESPONSE TO THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT BEGINS TO SPLINTER AS SOON AS EACH PERSON SEES THEIR OWN ‘NECESSITY’.

THE ‘LEADERSHIP’ DEVELOPS NEW ALLEGIANCES AND FOCUSES DRIVES IN NEW WAYS OR IS OVERWHELMED BY THE‘ CONFUSION’ LEADING TO MORE ‘K’ ‘OS’.

THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS KEEP ‘OCCURING’ AND THE ACCUMULATIONS OF NEGATIVE ENERGIES STARTS TO POISON. THE ‘FATIGUE’ AND SENSE OF POWERLESSNESS TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE ‘COOL FIRE’ THAT INTRUDES INTO ONE’S LIVING ROOM AND ONE’S BEING IS AN ‘ALIENATION’ THAT IS ‘PERMANENT’. THERE IS A HUGE GAP BETWEEN THE WAYS OF THE MEDIA BUFFER CLASS AND THE AUDIENCE IN THE ANVIL FRUSTRUM.

FORMS WILL EVOLVE OUT OF REAL FUNCTIONAL NEEDS AND ONE MUST CONSTANTLY BE OBSERVANT OF THE ‘WINDS’ THAT ARE RISING.

DOUBT BECOMES A ‘GNAWING’ INTO THE CONFIDENCE IN THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE.

AS JUDGEMENTS ARE SHOWN ‘TO BE’ MISTAKEN OR MISINFORMED THE FOLLOWERS CHOOSE INDEPENDENT PATHS TO SOLVE THE CRISIS OF ‘MISTRUST’.

THE PATH OF THE HEART IS GENERALLY THE HEALTHY WAY OUT OF CONFUSION EVEN THOUGH ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ AGGRESSIONS ARE THE INERTIA OF THE ‘MASS’.

WHEN ONE SEES ‘RAGE’ AND ‘ANGER’ BREWING IT IS BEST TO GET OUT OF THE WAY. THE ‘CHASING’ OF ‘MONSTERS’ SUCKS UP THE ENERGIES OF THE INNOCENT AS WELL AS THE AGGRESSIVE.

‘MEASURED RESPONSE’ IS THE INTELLIGENT JUDGEMENT THAT AVOIDS THE GRANDIOSITY OF A ‘NARCISSISTIC SELF INFLATION’ BELIEVING IN A ‘CRUSADE’ TO ACHIEVE ‘GLORY’.

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‘THERE IS A SECRET TO EVERYTHING’

THE SEED WORKS UNDERGROUND, SOMETIMES FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME, BEFORE IT PUTS FORTH ITS GREEN LEAF; AND THROUGHOUT ITS GROWTH ITS LABORATORY IS MOST SECRET. IN THE WORKS OF MEN, THE MECHANISM THAT PRODUCES THE FAIR SHOWING IS INVARIABLY HIDDEN: THE WORKS OF A WATCH, THE KITCHEN THAT PRODUCES A BANQUET, THE LONG HOURS OF [PERFORMANCE AND] PRACTICE THAT PRODUCES A VIRTUOSO PERFORMANCE. THERE IS ALWAYS A SECRET REGION OF CAUSATION’. [ERIC BUTTERWORTH, ‘DISCOVER THE POWER WITHIN YOU’].

CRYING UNCLE

THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN… THE ‘NAPOLEON’ OF THE ‘NAPOLEON SOLO’… THE MAN FROM U.N.C.L.E. IS THE 1960’S TELEVISION SERIES THAT HAD AN ‘ILYA KURAKIN’ [‘ILL YA CURE ‘E’ AH KIN] AS A PARTNER WRESTLING WITH THE ‘MENTAL ILLNESS’ STEREOTYPE OF ‘NAPOLEON’ IN THE ‘SEW LOW’ OF THE SEW ‘DA’ WAY. IT IS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF ‘SOUL’ AND ‘SOLE ‘O’’ SOUNDING LIKE THE ITALIAN SINGING EDGE OF ‘O SOLO MEO’.

THE MAN FROM ‘UNCLE SAM’ OR ‘U.N.C.L.E.’ IS THE ‘YIN’ ZONE OF I WILL BE A ‘MONKEY’S UNCLE’ THAT IS PARALLEL TO THE DEEP DAUGHTER STATE OF REDIRECTED EROS THAT IN THE ‘20TH’ CENTURY GOT SOME PEOPLE ‘LOBOTOMIES’ TO ESTABLISH ‘NOTHING TIME’ FOR THE ‘OTHERS’.

I REMEMBER BEING HARMED AS A CHILD BY MY OLDER BROTHER PLAYING AND WRENCHING MY ARM ALL THE WAY BACK AND DEMANDING THAT I SAY ‘UNCLE’. THE ‘CRYING’ FOR UNCLE WAS THE DEEP YIN DAMAGE LIMIT OF ‘SORE’ RANGING INTO ‘EROS’. IT WAS A PAIN PLACE SET UP AS THE PLACE TO OVERCOME [THE ‘TARGET’ FOR MY ‘INNER NECESSITY’ OF A JOURNEY TO DO THE ‘CONQUEST OF PAIN’].

IT WAS A ‘COYNTE’ [‘YIN /RECEPTIVE /VAGINA /PEONY’] ZONING SPACE OF INNER PHYSIOLOGY ECHOIC PARALLELISM DEFINITION. IT WAS A ‘PRECURSOR’ WOUNDING THAT LAID THE GROUNDWORK FOR THE TRAUMA OF THE 1958 FALL BETWEEN THE ‘PARALLEL BARS’ IN FRONT OF THE ‘40’ FOETUSES AT THE ‘MUSEUM OF SCIENCE AND INDUSTRY IN CHICAGO.

THE ‘UNCLE’ SPACE WITHIN BECOMES THE ‘NOTHING’ OR THE ‘NEVERLAND’ SPACE OF VULNERABILITY, GENERATIVITY, ESCAPE, AND SOUL PRIVACY.

THE ‘NOTHING’ AS THE DEFINING…

MY ‘UNCLE SAM’ SPACE WAS DERIVED FROM A HIGHER AUTHORITY. MY ‘UNCLE SAM’ CRYING ‘UNCLE’ WAS THE ‘PAIN THRESHOLD OF THE ‘MAN’S INHUMANITY TO MAN’…THE NORMALCY OF THE ‘CREATIVE RANGING’ OF CONTROL THROUGH A GENERATIONAL TIME SPAN.

THERE SEEMED TO BE ECHOES OF TERROR IN THE GROUND WARS OF ‘MADMEN’ ACTING OUT ABERRANT PERFORMANCES LIKE THE SERIAL KILLER ‘SON OF SAM’ WHO SHOT ‘EROS’ STATE ‘PARKED COUPLES IN LOVERS LANES’ IN THE 1970’S IN NEW YORK.

‘ORANGE SPAN’

MOST OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN A NECESSITY OF ‘TRAILING’ THE ‘TIMINGS’ OF THE INERTIA OF SEQUENTIAL ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF COMBUSTION. IT IS THE ‘RIDING OF THE CURRENTS’ OF THE ‘322’ TIME AND THEIR PACINGS OF BEING IN

‘5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’ TIME. THE FATIGUE IS THE CONSTANCY THAT DEMANDS AN ‘ORANGE’ SPAN… A ‘CLOCKWORK ORANGE’ OF CONSCIOUSNESS SPAN… THAT IS ‘TO RUN TWICE AS FAST’ JUST TO STAY IN THE SAME ‘PLACE’.

IT IS THE ‘BIG O’ WISHFULNESS OF ‘CON’ ‘O’ ‘CO’ TO ‘THINK BIG’ AND ‘MOVE FAST’ GENERATING THE WORLD AS A MONEY ORDERING FROM A PROCREATIVE PROJECTION. IT IS THE ‘O’ OF THE ‘ORANGE’ THAT ‘SPLITS THE PSYCHE’ IN AN INNER ‘COLLISIONISM’ OR ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ WHICH IS THE ‘PROCREATIVE RESONANCE’ OF WHAT IS THE DIRECTION OF THE DAY.

IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE AVAILABILITY OF YEATS INSIGHTS ON INNER ‘DUALITY’ AND INNER FORCES OF CONTRADICTIONS…

THE ‘COINCIDENTIA OPPOSITORUM’…

… ‘TIS BEYOND THE COINCIDENCE OF CONTRADICTORIES THAT THOU MAYEST BE SEEN … A MOVEMENT OUT OF THE SUSPENSION OF THE OPPOSITES… A LIVING BIRTH THAT LEADS TO A NEW LEVEL OF BEING… THE NEW BIRTH OR THE NEW CREATION IS ALWAYS AT A DIFFERENT LEVEL OF EXISTENCE FROM THE OPPOSITES THEMSELVES… [‘TERTIUM NON DATURI’]

AS OPPOSITES NEVER UNITE AT THEIR OWN LEVEL… A SUPRAORDINATE ‘THIRD’ IS ALWAYS REQUIRED, IN WHICH THE TWO PARTS CAN COME TOGETHER.

IT IS ‘ANTITHESIS’ COMPELLING ‘SYNTHESIS’…

IT IS THE LIFE FORCE OF ‘EROS’ BEING A MEANS FOR FRAGMENTED OPPOSITES TO CONNECT… INTERPENETRATING CONES IN A DIALECTIC SWINGING THROUGH RANGES OF YIN TO YANG…A PERPETUAL FLUX.

IT IS A RESPECT FOR THE UNIQUENESS AND INNER NECESSITY OF THE PATH OF THE OTHER[S]...THE UNKNOWN IS WHERE THE CREATIVE FORCE IS ACCESSED THROUGH THE INNER TRIALS OF BECOMING.

THE USEFULNESS OF THE LEVELS OF RELEASED ENERGIES AND CREATIVE POTENTIAL THAT IS CONTAINED IN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ IS ALWAYS MOVING TOWARDS THE NEXT CONVULSIVENESS OF BEING AND THE ‘REINTEGRATION’ INTO A ‘CLARITY’ OF ‘NEW VISION AND PURPOSE’. THUS THE NEW SYNTHESIS ASSERTION BECOMES THE NEW FOUNDATION OF GROWTH AND TRANSFORMATION.

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I STILL HEAR MY MOTHER’S INFLECTION AS SHE WRYLY STATED THAT ‘MY CHILDREN WERE ‘SEW ABUSED’. IT WAS A ‘BRANDING IRON AWARENESS’ OF OUR ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ FOR ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ TRADES AND EXCHANGES. THE WRENCHING AND VIOLENCE OF A ‘CRY UNCLE’ INCIDENT PROVIDES THE POSSIBILITY OF ‘RECURRENCY’ USING THE THEMES AND SIBLINGS OVER AND OVER, AGAIN AND AGAIN. IT IS A WAY OF ‘DISTANCING’ YET ‘BINDING’ AND ‘BONDING’ FOR MORE ‘ACCENTUATED USEFULNESS’. IT IS A WAY TO ‘BRAND’ AND CHARGE MORE THAN ONE SURROGATE SIMULTANEOUSLY. THE ‘AGGRESSOR’ AND THE ‘VICTIM’ MAY BOTH BE CONDEMNED TO HAVE TO REVISIT THIS PLACE IN THE NEVERENDING WINDS OF ‘ETERNAL RECURRENCE’ AS A MANAGED NIGHTMARE.

‘ALL ACTIONS CIRCLE BACK TO ORIGINS’

THE QUESTING OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ DRIVES THROUGH ECHOES OF THE DAILY ONGOING ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS A FIGHT FOR ‘TRUE REALITY’ IN THE MIDST OF ILLUSIONS AND ‘ALLUSIONS’. MY PAIN FRAMING ‘VISION PLANTED IN MY BRAIN’ SENSITIVITY THRESHOLD IS A FOUNDATIONAL SOURCE OF AN ECSTATIC DIONYSIAN PLEASURE/PAIN ZONING… IT IS A ‘CRYING OUT FOR ‘UNCLE’ FOUNDATION OF ‘EROS’ AND ‘SORE’.

THE DEEP DAUGHTER ‘YIN’ ECHO IS A PARALLEL OF THE ‘UNCLE’ EROS LOCALE… IT IS THE OPPOSITE PLACE FROM ‘A’ [AIR] AND ‘L’ [VENUS AND THE WOMAN SATISFIED]. IT IS THE SOURCE OF A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WISHFULNESS TO TRY TO BECOME ‘WHOLE’ AND OF ‘VALUE’. IT IS THE ECHO FROM THE MOVIE ‘KING’S ROW’ KNOWING RONALD REAGAN’S USEFULNESS AS ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’?

IT IS THE PARALLELISM OF THE ‘WELL-STONE’ AND THE ‘MARRY ‘K’’ IN THE ‘CAT’ DAUGHTER TERRAIN OF THE ‘O’ RANGE… THE ‘SHADOW RISING’ THAT BECOMES THE PHALLUS… THE GENERATIVITY THAT BECOMES A CYCLE OF COMPLETION AS ‘LE PETIT MORT’ [THE LITTLE DEATH… AN ORGASMIC ‘FINALITY’ IF ONLY IN AN INSTANT]

THE MASONS AND THE DIXON LINE

MEREDITH WILSON WROTE ‘THE MUSIC MAN’ ABOUT HIS HOMETOWN OF ‘MASON’ CITY IOWA… YET IT WAS ‘FICTIONALLY SET’ IN ‘RIVER CITY’… ‘WE HAVE GOT TROUBLE RIGHT HERE IN RIVER CITY AND IT IS ‘POOL’ [THE PERFECT SYMBOL OF THE INNER NUCLEAR COLLISIONISM].

THE ‘RIVER’ AND THE ‘CURRENTS’…THE ‘MASONS’ AND THE MASON DIXON LINE… THE ‘MASONS’ AND THE REAGAN FROM ‘DIXON’, A ‘WHISTLING DIXIE’ PRESIDENT OUT OF THE ‘B’ MOVE ‘V’ DREAM FACTORY. THERE WAS A ‘GOSSIP CHANNEL’ BY THE NAME OF ‘LOUELLA PARSONS’ WHO ARRIVED IN HOLLYWOOD ABOUT THE SAME TIME AS RONALD REAGAN. SHE WAS ALSO FROM ‘DIXON’ ILLINOIS.

LOUELLA PARSONS DID A LOT OF ‘DIRT DISHING’ FOR WILLIAM RANDOLPH HEARST [THE ‘CITIZEN KANE’ AND ‘ROSEBUD’ CHARACTER] AND CONTRIBUTED TO THE ‘RISING TABLOIDISM’ OF ELECTRONIC CANNIBALISM THAT FEEDS CELEBRITY HOGWASH’ INTO THE DESPERATE LIVES OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE. THE MORE THE ‘MEDIUMS’ WERE PROTECTED BY THE ‘GIANTS’ THE LESS THE ‘BAD STORIES’ GOT INTO THE PRESS. THE MORE THAT A CELEBRITY WAS FAVORED THE MORE THEY GOT ‘GOOD PRESS’.

‘THE HOUSE THAT FEAR BUILT’

HEDDA HOPPER, ANOTHER FAMOUS CELEBRITY SHEEP DOG HERDER OR ‘GOSSIP DISHER’ REFERRED TO HER ‘MANSION HOME’ AS THE ‘HOUSE THAT FEAR BUILT’.

THE ‘CHANNELLING’ AND CHARGING UP USING ‘GOSSIP HEADLINING’ HAS BEEN A WAY TO ‘HERD’ THE ‘MASS’ THROUGH ‘HYSTERIA RUSHES AND SCARE EPIDEMICS’ FOR MORE THAN 100 YEARS. IT IS A COMPETITIVE FORCE WITH THE ‘MEDIA INTERNATIONAL’ EVENTS PROCLAMATION LIKE THE HEARST NEWSPAPERS CAMPAIGN TO ‘REMEMBER THE MAINE’. THE PRIVATE AND INTIMATE LIVES OF ‘CELEBRITIES’, PARTICULARLY THOSE WITH ‘CONTRARIAN’ WAYS OR VIEWS/POLITICS ARE ‘VEHICLES’ FOR ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MAINTENANCE OF THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE.

‘GOSSIP’ BECOMES ‘FUEL’ AS IT ‘CANALIZES’ THE ‘EMOTIONAL STATES AND STREAMS OF THE ‘DAY TO DAY’. THE HYSTERIA OF THE WITHHELD AND REPRESSED IS PLAYED UPON AND THE TRANSFERS OF ‘WISHFULNESS’ IS REDIRECTED INTO CONSUMPTION AND ‘LEGITIMATE’ WAYS OF THE SOCIAL.

ENVY AND GREED ARE TEMPERED AS ‘MEDIA PUNISHMENT’ IS INFLICTED ON THE ‘BUFFER CLASS’ OF ‘MEDIUMS, ELECTRONIC SURROGATES AND SAVANT PERFORMERS’. THE TUNES AND TONINGS TEMPER THE TIMINGS AS THE ‘322 PACE OF THE 5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’ BEINGS ARE MAINTAINED.

‘FIND A LEVER LONG ENOUGH AND YOU CAN MOVE THE WORLD

HOW MUCH ENERGY AND AWARENESS IS IN THE SINGER/PERFORMER ‘MICHAEL JACKSON’ GOSSIP IN THE LAST TEN TO THIRTY YEARS? IT IS THE POWER OF THE ‘MICROPHONE’[THE ‘MIKE’] THAT WILL JACK ‘SON’THAT IS PLAYED OUT AS ‘MIKE’ ‘L’ JACK ‘SON’ AS YOUNG CHILDREN SHARE THE SAME BEDROOM WITH HIM.

THERE IS A ‘KIN’ ‘NET’ ‘TICK’ ENERGY IN ALL OF THIS ‘HYSTERIA’ AS VALUES AND ANGERS GET ‘CHANNELLED’ INTO ‘MEDIA FEEDING FRENZIES’.

IT IS A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘FOOLISHNESS’ AND A ‘MEANS’ TO AN END. IT IS WALTER WRISTON OF CITICORP SAYING ‘FIND A LEVER LONG ENOUGH AND YOU CAN MOVE THE WORLD’.

IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ TO SET THE TONES OF THE WAY…THE JACK OF THE DAZE.

‘WHO DOES THE MIKE ‘L’ ‘JACK’ ‘SON’ FOR THE HYSTERICAL MEDIA?

‘IS IT POSSIBLE FOR MEN TO MAKE ENORMOUS CHANGES AT THE LAST MOMENT? [GRACE PALEY]

‘YOU STUDY WHAT YOU DESIRE OR WHAT YOU FEAR.’ [ROLAND BARTHES]

‘MOON BEAMS… SHEARS… SHEAR LUNACY… WHO SETS THE MOON WHEN THE TIDES OF CONTRADICTION ARE OVERWHELMING… MOON SHINE AND THE MOVIE ‘SHINE’ ABOUT A DESTRUCTIVE NIGHTMARE ‘SAVANTING’ OF DAVID HELFGOTT.

‘TOO MUCH’ IS LEARNED TOO LATE WHEN ‘INTENSITY’ IS SOUGHT TO OVERCOME ‘TRAUMA’ OR ‘DEEP BRANDS’ OR ‘DEEP IMPRINTS’…

‘SHINE’ IS THE LUSTRE OF THE EXCESSES THAT LEFT DAVID HELFGOTT WITH A VERY LIMITED WAY OF BEING EVEN AS HE WAS ABLE TO ‘PERFORM’ AS A SAVANT FOR THE AUDIENCES.

DESIRE MAY BE SELF DECEPTIVE AS IT ACTS STRATEGICALLY IN ORDER TO TRICK A CENTER OF CONSCIOUSNESS WITH WHICH IT SHARES SOME BELIEFS BUT NOT OTHERS.

THE ‘CANALIZING’ OF THE ‘GOSSIP’ CHILLS AND DEFINES THE ECHOES OF THE ‘TEMPOS’ OF THE ‘MING’ TIMBRE BATTLES. THE EDGES OF ‘CASTRATION THEATER’ PLAY OUT IN THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ [THE MING DEFINING ‘NAMES’, ‘BRANDS’ AND ‘NICKS’ THAT KEEP THE ‘PUZZLE’ IN ORDER]. IT IS THE ‘ENIGMA’ OF FLUIDITY THAT MOVES IN ECHOIC TIMBRE AS CHARGED. IT IS ALL ABOUT ‘RESONANCE’ AND ‘TIMING’ THAT MAKES FOR A ‘SOUND SYSTEM’.

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THE ‘THREADS’ OF DESIRE BECOME THE ‘ROLE’ AS THE FIBERS OF ONE’S BEING ‘GALVANIZE’ TO ‘PERFORM’ AND GET ‘COMPENSATION’ FOR THE SUFFERING AND THE INNER LOSSES. THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ MAKES THE PERFORMER MORE AVAILABLE TO BE WHAT THE ROLE DEMANDS. THE ‘YIN’ TEFLON NON-STICK OF REAGAN THE ‘TEFLON PRESIDENT’ WAS THE ‘FLUID NON-CHARGED’ OF ‘BLANKING AND BLACKOUTS’. THE MEANING WAS EXCHANGED FOR THE ROLE.

IT WAS ‘BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE’ AS A DESIRE EXCHANGED FOR REAL PHYSIOLOGICAL VITALITY. THE ‘PASS THROUGH’ BECAME MORE AND MORE AS REAGAN BECAME MORE ‘ROLE’ THAN REAL…

‘THE MEANING IS EXCHANGED FOR THE ROLE’ WHEN A ‘MEDIUM’ IS IN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THIS ‘BORROWING’ WITHIN ‘VULNERABILITY’ OF ‘ROBBING PETER TO PAY PAUL’ EVENTUALLY TAKES ITS TOLL ON SOME PART OR ZONING OF THE BODY.

‘OH HOW ONE DESIRES TO BE OF VALUE’

IT IS ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WILLING TO DO ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’. IT IS THE AUTHORITY OF ‘ABSOLUTE POWER’ OF LIFE AND DEATH GUIDING THE ‘MEDIUM’ INTO PERFORMANCE DURING A ‘SOUNDBLIND MOMENT’.IT IS THE EASE OF FOLLOWING ‘SUGGESTION’ WHICH SEEMS TO BE ‘SERVICE’

WHERE IS YOUR WOUND AND HOW MAY IT BE MADE INTO A PERFORMANCE OR A STRENGTH? IT WAS THE ‘INNER SPACE’ OF ‘YIN’ DEEP RECEPTIVITY WHERE THE ‘MOON AND THE SHINE’ ARE TEMPERED BY DRINKS, DRUGS AND DREAMS THAT WAS MY ZONE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’.

IT WAS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ PLACE DERIVED FROM MY GROIN INDENTATION IN AGE ‘6-7’ BICYCLE/CAR ACCIDENT OF ‘21ST’ PLACE AND DAMEN. IT WAS AN INDENTATION INTO MY GROIN BENDING ME AND ACCENTUATING MY ‘CURLING’ AND ALTERING MY BREATHING… THEREBY PUSHING ME INTO THE ENERGY CONTROLS OF MY BACKSIDE…THE ‘MOON SIDE’ OF MY HIPS [THE ‘COYNTE’ EMPHASIS]…THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY SPACE OF ‘YIN’.

HOW MUCH AMBITION AND WHAT IS THE PRICE OF A MOONBEAM?

I WRESTLED WITH THE ‘COLLAPSED’ FORWARD POSTURE AS MY ‘VIRGO’ LUNAR SIGN DEMANDED TO BE BALANCED WITH THE EQUINOX SENSITIVITIES OF THE LOST CHILD OF THE ‘SPRING OF 1943’. MY ‘CRY UNCLE’ WOUNDEDNESS AND MY ‘DAMEN DOOR’ HIPS STRAINED FOR A SECURITY THAT MIGHT ONLY BE ACHIEVED BY REACHING SOME LEVEL OF PARALLELISM TO THE FEMININE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ STATE THAT WAS SOMEWHERE IN THE ‘40’ FOETUS FALL ‘BRANDING’.

I HAD TO ‘REFEEL’ MY WAY THROUGH THE ‘CRY UNCLE’ ZAP ZONE AND KNOW THE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ PARALLEL RESONANCE IN ORDER TO BEGIN TO MOVE INTO GENITAL PRIMACY.

THERE WAS A DEEP ECHO OF MY FATHER IN THE LUNAR ‘VIRGO’ AND IN HIS ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ NATURE EVOLVING THROUGH THE ‘SHARED ‘REPLACEMENT CHILD’ ECHOES IN OUR BEING. HE BORE THE BURDEN OF A DEEP FEMININE WAY AS AN ECHO OF ‘COYNTE’ AND COYNE AND COINING. THE ECHOES WITHIN BECAME THE SOURCING OF WHAT HAD OCCURRED.

IT HAS COST A GREAT DEAL OF TIME AND EFFORT.

SECTION TWELVE

I STILL FEEL THAT GETTING THIS TRUTH UNDERSTOOD IS ALMOST ‘IMPOSSIBLE’ AS THE ‘INSTITUTIONALISATION’ OF ‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’ IS GROUNDED IN MYTHOLOGY AND DREAMS RATHER THAN ‘DAY TO DAY REALITY’.

THE SIGNS AND SYMBOLS OF ‘ZONING’ AND ‘MONEY MAKING’ ARE ALL AROUND. THERE IS A ‘DEEP TRADE-OFF’ IN THE ACCEPTANCE AND A QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE IN THE ‘IMPOSITION’. WE BECOME ‘REEDS’ AND ‘WIND-WOULD’ MESSENGERS OF RESONANCE AS WELL AS ‘SURROGATES’ FOR EXCHANGES AND BARTER. IN SOME WAYS OUR ‘CONTEMPT’ AND RESENTMENT BECOMES ‘IT IS JUST BUSINESS’ AND OUR FEELINGS OF HUMILIATION ARE REPRESENTED AS ‘TOYS ARE US’ OR ‘TOYS ‘R’ ‘US’ WITH A REVERSED ‘R’ FOR RECEPTIVITY.

THE FANTASY VISION OF ‘STAR WARS’ SHOWS UP IN TRIVIAL TRINKETS AS WELL AS ON THE FACE OF A THREE DOLLAR ARIZONA LOTTERY TICKET. IT FEELS LIKE THE ‘EMPIRE’ OWNS THE ‘PRODUCT RIGHTS’ OF THE ILLUSION OF A ‘MYTH OF A QUEST FOR JUSTICE’.

THE ‘SILENCE’ IS THE ‘AGREEMENT’ OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME

THE ‘BRANDING’ BECOMES A ‘MANAGE THE DAMAGE’ WAY OF LIFE. WE BECOME ‘WARDS’ OF THE ‘STATE’ AS ‘INDENTURED SERVANTS’ WHO ARE PERCOLATING EXCESSIVE ADRENALINES IN A RAGE OF FRUSTRATION. THE ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ NON-STOP FORCEFULNESS OF THE ‘CURRENTS’ AFFECTS OUR HEARTS AND EVERY BREATH. THE CIRCULATIONS AND MERIDIAN FLOWS ARE ‘IMPOSED’ YET ‘AGREED UPON’ LIKE A ‘KAFKAESQUE’ ‘POLICE TERROR INDUCED’ CONFESSION FOR A CRIME ONE DID NOT COMMIT.

MERIDIAN POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERNS MAY HAVE ADVERSE AFFECTS IF THE ‘MEDIUM’ OR ‘SAVANT PERFORMER’ IS UNABLE TO ACCESS HEALTHY ZONINGS OF ‘HEART AND SPIRIT’…

‘A SHIP IN HARBOR IS SAFE BUT THAT IS NOT WHAT SHIPS ARE FOR’ [SHEDD]

‘IT IS A SAD HOUSE WHERE THE HEN CROWS LOUDER THAN THE COCK’[SCOTTISH PROVERB]

‘HE THAT FALLS BY HIMSELF NEVER CRIES’ [A TURKISH PROVERB]

THE ‘RECOVERY PROCESS’ IS NOT A ‘WAY OF LIFE’… THE ‘GRIEF AND MOURNING’ ARE ‘EMOTIONAL WEAKENINGS’ THAT KEEP ONE IN THE ‘ZONE’ OF DEEP YIN. I AM TIRED OF ‘CRYING UNCLE’ AND BEING THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. ‘TOYS ARE INDEED ‘US’ AS WE ARE ‘FORCED’ TO BE MESSENGERS IN MOMENTS OF ‘ZAP’. WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ‘REWARDED WARDS’ OF THE EXPRESSION OR THE CONSCIOUS ‘STATE’ OF THE ‘COMMUNITY’. THERE ARE TOO MANY DESPERATE ‘MEDIUMS OF AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ SUFFERING IN PROBLEMS OF ‘CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM’ ALTERATIONS AND OVERSTIMULATION.

GETTING BEYOND THE ‘WEARINESS’ OF ‘CHASING AFTER FALSE PRIZES’

THERE IS A QUESTION OF GETTING BEYOND THE ‘WEARINESS’ OF ‘CHASING AFTER FALSE PRIZES’ [THE SUN TZU ‘ART OF WAR’-CHINESE TREATISE…500 B.C.] THAT SURFACES WHEN ONE IS DOING THE SUGGESTED PATHING OF THE ‘WISE ELDER’. THE ‘PRIZE’ SEEMS ALL IMPORTANT WHEN ONE IS BEING CHARGED… THE SOUND BLINDNESS COMPELS COMPLIANCE TO A ‘SAVANTING/MEDIUM PERFORMANCE PATTERN’ AND ONE DOES WHAT ONE HAS TO DO.

‘HEALTH LITERACY’ MUST BE THE SIGN AND PATH OF PRESENCE AS ONE ‘LEARNS TO CHOOSE WISELY’…THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART AND THE WILL TO CONNECT’ FLOWING IN A ‘HEALTHY LITERACY’ WAY OF BEING.

‘ALL GROWTH IS THE INTEGRATION OF SEEMINGLY OPPOSITE VALUES’…

THE ELIZA DOOLITTLE QUESTING FOR THE LESSONS OF A ‘HIGGINS WORDSMITH’ IS ‘THE STUFF THAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF’. ‘HIGGINS’ IS THE SOUND OF MY ‘HUBKORE PIVOT’ OF THE ‘INDENTED GROIN’ WHERE THE ‘MONARCH’ BUTTERFLY AND THE ‘ROYAL WAY’ ARE IN SIMILAR TRANSFORMATION. IT IS THE FEELING IN THE SOUND OF ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ IN A WOMAN FRIEND BY THE NAME OF HIGGINS WHO LOST ONE OF HER BREASTS TO CANCER.

SHE AND HER SIBLING IRISH SISTERS WERE ‘NUNS’ LIVING IN A WAY OF ‘IMPOSED LIMITS’.

HER ‘WILL’ TO ESCAPE THE ‘CONFINEMENT’ SEEMED TO COST HER PART OF HER ‘CHEST’.

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THERE IS THE PARALLELISM OF FEELING AN IDENTIFICATION WITH A ‘FILM’ CHARACTER AS IN ‘3’ DAYS OF THE CONDOR’…THE ‘CONDOR’ AS PLAYED BY ROBERT REDFORD IS A BROWNSTONE RESEARCHER FOR THE ‘C.I.A.’ WHO RETURNS FROM LUNCH TO FIND ALL OF HIS ASSOCIATES KILLED’. ‘HIGGINS’[CLIFF ROBERTSON] IS THE ‘C.I.A.’ SECTION CHIEF THAT TELLS REDFORD [CONDOR] THAT HE WOULD NEVER GET THE TRUTH TOLD.

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IN MYTHOLOGY ‘CHARON’ WOULD CHARGE A ‘COIN’ TO TRANSPORT THE DEAD CUSTOMERS ACROSS THE MARSHES AND SWAMPS OF THE UNDERWORLD… ‘CHARON’ IS THE CONFIDENCE OF ‘FIERCE BRIGHTNESS’ GUIDING SOULS TO REACH HADES [ACROSS THE RIVER OF WOE AND PAIN]…THOSE WHO DID NOT HAVE A ‘COIN’ TO PLACE ON THE EYELIDS, UNDER THE TONGUE OR BETWEEN THE TEETH WERE LEFT ABANDONED AND LANGUISHING…THE LOST SOULS ON THE RIVERS EDGE.

‘CHARON’ GUIDED SOULS ACROSS THE RIVER STYX, THE RIVER OF GROANS [COCYTUS], THE RIVER OF FIRE [PHLEGETHON] AND THE RIVER OF FORGETFULNESS [LETHE]. IT IS ALWAYS A STORY OF THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY OF GETTING THROUGH THE ‘PASSAGES’. THE ‘CHARON’ GUIDE IS THE ‘FOCUSING’ THAT ONE IS ABLE TO DO TO GET BEYOND THE ‘IMITATION MODELS OF DESIRE’. [‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’. MACHIAVELLI]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

IT IS THE POTENCY OF OPPOSITIONAL ENERGIES…THE ENCOUNTER OF AUTHENTIC ‘WILL TO CONNECT’… IT IS HEART FACING HEART…IT IS LEARNING THE WAYS OF BREATHING THROUGH WOUNDEDNESS WHETHER ONE BECOMES A ‘WOUNDED HEALER’ OR A SHAMAN OR SIMPLY A CENTERED HEALTHY PERSON.IT IS THE RESPECT FOR THE COMPLEXITY OF THE REAL OF SOMEONE BEYOND ‘ONESELF’.

‘SHE IS LOOKING FOR… TRYING TO PROVOKE… THE FLAW THAT WILL GIVE HER PERMISSION TO ERUPT… TO BRING HER METAPHORICAL FATHER BACK…

IN THE PROCESS…SHE MAY DRIVE HER PARTNERS AWAY…’

‘SHE IS PUT TO SLEEP WITHIN A WALL OF FIRE… TO BE AWAKENED BY THE ONLY HERO BRAVE ENOUGH TO PASS THROUGH TO HER… SHE SIZZLES, STEAMS AND STRUGGLES TO PREVENT THE FIRES OF HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING… THE FLAMING BARRIER IS THE FEAR… A DEFENSIVE WARDING OFF… THE FEAR MUST BE BREATHED THROUGH AND EXPERIENCED…’

THE SOURCE OF THIS PASSAGE DERIVES FROM THE LEGEND OF ‘SIEGFRIED’

THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN

‘LOVE IS THE ILLUMINATION OF THE WILL TO CONNECT… IT IS AN INTIMACY OF A COMPLEX HEALING MOMENT OF ‘SHE’ AS ‘SHE DRIVES HER VICTORY AND ACHIEVEMENT…A MEMORY OF REBIRTHING IN A ‘PASSAGE TIME’ THROUGH HER ‘DRAGON FIRE’ STATE.

IT IS THE ‘FIERCE BRIGHTNESS’ OF THE ‘URGING’ AND THE ‘VERGE-IN’ THAT IS THE ‘URGE’ IN AND THE ‘VIRGIN’. IT IS THE ‘IMMACULATE CONCEPTION’ AND THE ‘ANNUNCIATION’ THAT CALLS FROM ‘VIRGINIA’ [THE ‘VERGE’ ‘IN’ ‘YA’ THAT ERUPTS IN THE PRESENCE OF THE VOLCANIC ‘REAL’]. IT IS THE WASHING ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’ AT THE EDGE OF THE ‘VIRGIN’ ‘YA’ STATE OF ‘PARALLELISM’. IT IS ‘CRYING UNCLE’ AND BEING IN THE ‘DEEP-DAUGHTER’ STATE.

‘NOTWENDIGKEIT’…

THE ‘KANTIAN’ WAY OF EXPRESSING IN GERMAN ‘THAT WHICH COULD NOT BE OTHERWISE’ [‘KNOT’ ‘WHEN’ ‘DIG’ ‘KEIT’… THE ECHOES OF THE WINDS OF FATE… THE SAILING OF THE SOULS IN THE CURRENTS OF THE TIMES…] THE HUMAN EXCHANGES ARE THE WORDS ON THE WINDS. IT IS ‘A SAILING AND A KITING WISDOM’ AS IT ECHOES ACROSS CULTURES AND LANGUAGES. THERE IS A PHONETIC ‘BABY TALK’ OF ‘QUICKNESS’ AND ASSOCIATIONS. IT IS THE ‘FLOW’ OF THE BALANCE OF MOISTURE AND BREATH THAT IS LIKE UNSEEN LIGHTNING. IT IS THE ‘DAATH’ NECK PASSAGE WHERE ‘MOISTURE AND BREATH’ BECOME WORDS. THERE IS A ‘DEEP THROAT’ CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE POWER OF ‘SILENCE’ KNOWING THE VALUE OF ‘YIN RECEPTIVITY’ AND ‘DISCIPLINED ESSENTIAL VERBAL EXPRESSION’.

THE EMPTY STANDS

IT IS LEARNING THE IMPORTANCE OF ‘ELIMINATING THE ‘INNER POLITICIAN’ AS A WAY TO BECOME ‘HEALTHY BALANCED’. THE DEATH OF THE INNER POLITICIAN IS LIKE THE OEDIPAL ENCOUNTER IN MOVING BEYOND THE CONSTRAINTS OF EROS ‘PARENTAL’ WEBBINGS. THE PURPOSE OF KNOWING ONE’S OWN ‘WORK’ IS THE VICTORY OF ‘SELF RESPECT’ THAT DOES NOT NEED ‘APPLAUSE’. THE CREATIVE EDGE IS THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘WORK IN AND OF ITSELF’. THE ‘ARTIST’ EVOLVES THROUGH THE ‘POLITICIAN’ CONSCIOUSNESS WHILE SEEKING TO SOMEHOW COMPEL THE COMMUNITY TO CHANGE ITS WAYS. THE ARTIST LEARNS TO GENERATE IN PRIVATE KNOWING THAT THE ‘INNER POLITICIAN’ DIES IN FRONT OF THE ‘EMPTY STANDS’.

THE CREATIVE PERSON LEARNS THE POTENCY OF THE EMPTINESS OR INNER ‘HOLLOWNESS’… THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT IS THE ‘ECHO CHAMBER’ OF THE SOUL WHEN ONE IS TRULY ‘ALONE’ AND NOT IN A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ STATE OR ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ DEALMAKER WAY.

IT IS THE ‘UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING’ THAT BECOMES THE ‘AIR’ WISDOM OF THE ‘WIND IN ONE’S EYE’. IT IS THE ‘EMPTY’ OR ‘EMPTINESS’ AS ONE ‘STANDS’.IT IS THE EMPTINESS OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ AS A CREATIVE MODE. AS GERTRUDE STEIN SAID ABOUT PICASSO… ‘HE HAS TO EMPTY HIMSELF EVERYDAY’.

‘FEATHER OF TRUTH’

THERE IS A FEATHER OF TRUTH MOVING AS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF TRUTH OF BEING AND THERE IS THE LEGACY OF THE ‘WHITE MAN SPEAKS WITH FORKED TONGUE’ AS AN ECHO OF DECEPTION. IT IS THE SPEED OF ‘BEN FRANKLIN’ ‘KITING’ HIS WAY AND ‘DISCOVERING’ ELECTRICITY IN THE ‘LIGHTNING’. IT IS THE ‘WIND’ OF ONE’S NATURE AND THE MATURITY OF DIGESTION LEARNING WHAT IS TRULY ESSENTIAL.

IT IS THE AWARENESS OF EXPERIENCING ‘NON-EXISTENCE’ AS WELL AS THE ‘ONENESS OF BEING WITH THE UNIVERSE’… IT IS MATTER AND WHAT IS THE MATTER AND THE CONQUEST OF IT JUST DOESN’T MATTER…

THE CREATIVE GENERATOR…THE ARTIST SENDS OUT THE BEST THAT REPRESENTS THE REACTIONS AND FORMS OF CONTRIBUTING TO THE WORLD. THE ARTIST/SHAMAN MOVES WITH THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND ‘INVENTIVENESS’… TRUSTING IN THE WISDOM PERCOLATING FROM WITHIN… THE INSTINCTS AND INTUITION.

THE ‘S’ ‘TATE’ OF THE ‘STATE’

THE ‘ZAP’ IS THE UNHEARD AND THE UNSEEN AS ‘COOL-FIRE’ RECEIVED FROM REMOTE SOURCES. THERE IS A ‘SILENCE’ THAT KNOWS THE PRIMACY OF THE ‘SUPERMAN’ OF ‘NIETZSCHE’.

IT IS THE ‘S’ OF THE GENERATIVE AND THE ‘S’ OF WANDERING AND SEXUALITY… THE ‘S’ OF THE ‘SNAKE’ OF THE GARDEN IN THE ENMESHMENT OF THE ‘ORDERINGS’… THE ‘S’ IN THE TEMPTATION OF THE ‘EVE’ [OF THE NIGHT BEFORE] MEETING THE ESSENCE OF THE ‘ADD’ DAM OF ‘ADAM’ AS A CONNECTEDNESS.

IT IS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ BASIS FOR CUSTOMS AND EXCHANGES.

IT IS THE PLACE OF THE ‘INTERCONNECTEDNESS’ AND THE ‘CROSSING’. IT IS THE ‘S’ ‘TATE’ OF THE POWER OF THE STATE.IT IS THE ‘S’ OF CIRCULARITY AS IT IS FULLY CYCLED. IT IS THE ‘S’ OF THE ‘OS’ AS A PASSAGE SPACE OF ‘OSMOSIS’ AND FERTILITY.

IT IS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF THE LARGEST CHURCH IN THE LAND…THE CHURCH OF TELEVISION EVANGELIST ‘JOEL OSTEEN’ OUT OF LAKEWOOD NEAR HOUSTON TEXAS…IT IS ‘OS’ ‘TEEN’ AS THE CUING OF THE PATHING OF CHRISTIAN FUNDAMENTALISM…

‘THINGS WHICH MATTER MOST MUST NOT BE AT THE MERCY OF THINGS WHICH MATTER LEAST’ [GOETHE]

FLOW AND FLUIDITY…IT IS POSSIBLE TO CHANGE.

FIRST ONE HAS TO KNOW ONE’S NATURE. IT IS THEN POSSIBLE TO RECLAIM ‘LOST PARTS’ OF ONE’S SELF. IT IS THEN POSSIBLE TO WORK THROUGH THE REPRESSED STRUCTURES OF EMOTIONAL ‘BLOCKADES’… ‘ARMORING’… ‘TRAPPED LIFE’… ‘PARTITIONINGS’ [‘ANGER OR REVOLT THAT DOES NOT GET INTO THE MUSCLES REMAINS A FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION’ …SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR]

IT IS IN THE POSSIBLE THAT WE MOVE TO GRASP THAT WHICH WAS DENIAL [‘IF I DO NOT GO FOR IT I DO NOT MISS IT’]. ‘FEAR MAY BE ‘FAMILIAR’ AND ‘COMFORTABLE’… THE MANAGED ‘PATTERN’ OF ‘WAYS’ THAT ONE KNOWS AND RELATES. OUR ‘INHIBITIONS’ MAY BECOME OUR SECURE FORTRESSES.

WE MUST FIND THE ‘WAYS’ TO TRANSFORM BEYOND THE ‘PAINS, CONFLICTS AND WOUNDEDNESS’.

‘SOLVE ET COAGULO’…‘SEPARATION AND COAGULATION’

‘THE ALCHEMIST SAW THE ESSENCE OF HIS ART IN SEPARATION AND ANALYSIS… SYNTHESIS AND CONSOLIDATION… AN INITIAL STATE IN WHICH OPPOSITE TENDENCIES OR FORCES WERE IN CONFLICT EVOLVING INTO A BRINGING TOGETHER OF THE HOSTILE ELEMENTS AND QUALITIES ONCE THEY WERE SEPARATED BACK TOGETHER AGAIN' [CARL JUNG]

THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ IS FREQUENTLY ‘SMOTHERED’ IN LAYERINGS OF ‘SELF PROTECTION’ [‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’]. THIS IS WHERE THE ‘SOLVE ET COAGULO’ MUST GO… IT IS A DETERMINATION TO KEEP GOING AND NOT LOOK BACK… ONE USES THE INGREDIENTS OF THE PAST TO GROW INTO THE FUTURE… IT IS THE ‘CONSERVING OF THE ESSENTIAL’ AS ONE MOVES THROUGH THE ‘YE’ OF AWARENESS.

‘THE SURER YOU ARE THAT YOU LIKE WHAT YOU ARE DOING… THE MORE COMPLETELY YOUR OTHER AMBITIONS ARE BEING SUPPRESSED’ [MARVIN MINSKY-‘THE SOCIETY OF MIND’]

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‘BLOCKING THE COURSE OF THOUGHT’

‘MINDING ONE’S OWN BUSINESS’…‘MIND YOU’…‘OWNING YOUR OWN MIND…

THE INNER MONITOR… THE CENSOR OR ‘NEGATIVE RECOGNIZER’ IS THE EARLY DETECTOR/DEFLECTOR THAT RECOGNIZES THE SIGNALS THAT MIGHT EMANATE IN ‘SUCH A CONSEQUENCE’ AND THEREFORE INTERCEDES BEFORE THEY OCCUR…

‘BLOCKING THE COURSE OF THOUGHT’...THE INNER CENSOR CAN MERELY ‘DEFLECT’ THE ENERGIES INTO AN ACCEPTABLE DIRECTION…

‘A TRANCE NEED NOT BE MERELY ONE’S PASSIVE STUPIDITY, BUT CAN INCLUDE AN ACTIVE, ORGANIZED PURSUIT OF THE WRONG THINGS’ [CHARLES TART].

THE MEDIUMS AND CHANNELS FUNCTION IN ‘FORMS’ OF TRANCE… ‘FORMS OF HYSTERIA’… THEY ‘REDIRECT’ IN A COMPLIANCE OF ‘PERFECTION’ THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES ORDERING’ OF THE ‘MING’.

THE ‘WILLINGNESS’ TO BE AN ‘AMPLIFIED MEDIUM’ MAY COST TOO MUCH IN MEMORY LOSS AND ‘HEARING’.

THE SOUND FUNCTIONS[HEARING MODES] OF NORMAN MAILER AND RUSH LIMBAUGH ARE ‘PERFECT’ EXAMPLES OF ‘SAVANTS’ SUFFERING THE AFFECTS OF TOO MUCH RESONANCE THAT WAS WHILE THEY WERE IN ‘CONCENTRATED STATES’ OF CHANNELLING’ ENERGY AND SIMULTANEOUSLY BEING ‘ACCENTUATED’ AND ‘AMPLIFIED’.

‘BETRAYAL’

‘BETRAYAL’ IS A SURFACING OF CONSCIOUSNESS THAT ‘I’ WAS NOT THE PERSON ‘I’ SEEMED TO BE. ‘I’ WAS NOT ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ AND ‘I’ WAS NOT THE GOLF CADDY. ‘I’ WAS NOT THE VICE PRESIDENT AND ‘I’ WAS NOT THE MARRIED MAN. YEAH I DID IT YET I WAS NOT REALLY PRESENT.IT IS AN ALIENATION OF THE SELF.

I STILL FEEL THE SHUDDERS AND THE ANGER OF DOING WHATEVER I HAD TO DO [A HUSTLING TO TRY TO GET PAST THE NECESSITY OF AN INNER ‘BETRAYAL’]. THE ANGER IS STILL IN THE FEELING THAT ‘NO ONE WAS ABLE TO PROTECT ME’ FROM THE ‘ANNIHILATION THREAT’ THAT WAS ALWAYS THERE. THE ‘ZAPS’ STILL ARE IN MY BEING EVEN AS I TRY TO BE WRY LIKE ‘STANLEY KUBRICK’…HOW I LEARNED TO STOP WORRYING AND LOVE THE BOMB’…THE DOCTOR STRANGELOVE WAY OF ARTISTIC GENERATIVITY OUT OF DEEP ENERGY INNER COLLISIONISM.

THE BETRAYAL IS A METAPHOR FOR DEATH [THE DEATH OF A CHILD IN US… ‘THAT WHICH IS COMING INTO BEING’]

THE ‘BETRAYAL’ IS THE FACT THAT ‘I’ DID NOT EXPERIENCE MY LIFE THE WAY THAT ‘I’ THOUGHT THAT ‘I’ DID. THE ‘BETRAYAL’ IS A ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM FAMILY AND A ‘BARRIER’ IN FORMING RELATIONSHIPS.

IT IS ONLY IN THE ‘TRANSCENDENCE’ AND A WORKING THROUGH OF THE GRIEF… THE MOURNING… THAT ‘THE LOSS OF WHAT WAS GOING TO BE’… IS RELEASED AND RESOLVED. IT IS THE ‘INNOCENCE’ AS ‘ROSEBUD’ THAT WILL ‘NEVER BE’ [THE ‘CITIZEN KANE ROSEBUD SLED’ WAS AUCTIONED OFF TO STEVEN SPIELBERG IN THE ‘1980’S FOR ‘$65,000.’ IT CERTAINLY WAS A ‘RELIC’ OF ‘IMAGINATION’ AS EXEMPLIFIED IN THE ‘MEDIUM/ SAVANT’ GENERATIVITY OF ‘ORSON WELLES’. ONE ALMOST HEARS ‘ORWELL’ IN THE STREAM OF THE MISSING ‘SON’ OF ‘ORSON’].

THE ‘BIG BROTHER’ IS WATCHING YOU IS THE ‘ZAP’ THREAT OF ANNIHILATION IN THE ELECTROMAGNETIC REMOTE CONTROL RADIO WAVE ‘CHARGED’ AMPLIFICATION OF ‘PERFORMANCE’. IT IS ‘FREEDOM AS SLAVERY’ AND THE REALITY OF LIFE IN THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’. IT IS THE ETERNAL RECURRENCE AS A ‘MANAGED NIGHTMARE’ OF CIRCUMSTANTIAL REPETITIONS LIKE THE ONES IN THE MOVIE ‘GROUNDHOG DAY’.

IT IS THE INNER JOURNEY OF THE ‘GRAIL’

… AN ACHIEVEMENT OF TRANSFORMATION THROUGH ‘STONE’, ‘PLATTER’, ‘SPEAR’, ‘CUP’ AND FINALLY TO ‘DIVINE CHILD’ [ONCE AGAIN THE ‘KUBRICK’ IMAGE OF THE ‘CHILD’ AT THE END OF THE MOVIE ‘2001, A SPACE ODYSSEY’].

IT IS THE ‘WILL’ TO ‘LIVE’ LETTING GO OF EVERYTHING THAT ISN’T YOU AND THE ‘CLARITY’ OF A BRIEF’ MOMENT IN TIME WHEN THE VISION OF THE TRUTH OF THE GRAIL IS PRESENT IN ONE’S BEING.

THE POLISHED ‘STONE’ OF THE ‘GRAIL’ REPRESENTS THAT WHICH MUST BE SHAPED FOR ONE’S DESTINY. THE ‘PLATTER’ IS THAT WHICH MUST BE BORNE OR CARRIED. THE ‘SPEAR’ IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ‘PIERCE’ [THE BLEEDING AND SUFFERING] IN ORDER TO EXERCISE JUDGEMENT OF WHEN TO ‘PIERCE’. THE ‘CUP’ IS THE COLLECTING OF THE ‘SUFFERING’ WHICH LEADS TO A GIVING OF THE SELF TO THE OTHERS EVEN AS THE GIVER ABSTAINS.

THE ACCOMPLISHMENT OF GIVING SELFLESSLY IS THE ACHIEVEMENT OF THE ‘DIVINE CHILD’. IT IS THE ‘KING’ THAT RULES OVER ONE’S OWN BEING.

‘YIELDING REQUIRES STRENGTH’

‘ONE ISSUES FORTH FROM ONE’S SELF, THE ESSENTIAL THING IS TO SPRING FORTH, TO EXPRESS THE BOLT OF LIGHTNING ONE SENSES UPON CONTACT WITH A THING. THE FUNCTION OF AN ARTIST IS NOT TO TRANSLATE AN OBSERVATION BUT TO EXPRESS THE SHOCK OF THE OBJECT ON HIS OWN NATURE; THE SHOCK WITH THE ORIGINAL REACTION’ [HENRI MATISSE]

‘ONE GOES THROUGH ENSUING PERIODS OF SILENT UNINTENDED REHEARSALS IN THE BODY… FIXING WHAT HAS BEEN LEARNED.’[WILLIAM JAMES]

‘A SEXUALITY CHARGED MOMENT’

SOMETIME AT ABOUT THE SAME TIME AS THE ‘MONARCH BIKE ACCIDENT IMPRINT’ THERE WAS ANOTHER ‘SEXUALITY’ CHARGED MOMENT OF A ‘SYMBOLIC’ OBJECT AND A ‘SPACE/PLACE’… I FOUND A ‘JAMMED’ GUN AT THE FRONT OF OUR HOUSE ON ‘22ND STREET’. OUR ‘GROUND FLOOR’ WAS BELOW THE SIDEWALK LEVEL AND THERE WAS AN ENTRANCE DOOR TO THIS CELLAR THAT HAD A LOCK ON THE OUTSIDE [A PADLOCK TYPE]. I REMEMBER USING THIS GUN [WHICH HAD APPARENTLY BEEN USED IN A LOCAL ‘HOLD UP’ AND DUMPED WHEN IT ‘JAMMED’] TO HIT THE LOCK TO GET IT TO OPEN. SOMEHOW MY FATHER MUST HAVE HEARD THE ‘POUNDING’ AND TOOK ME AND ‘THE GUN’ TO THE LOCAL ‘DAMEN’ POLICE STATION. IT WAS A ‘GUN’ ENCOUNTER THAT WAS POTENTIALLY LETHAL. I WAS A ‘STUPID’ AND ‘INNOCENT’ 6 OR 7 YEAR OLD KID ACTING IN SOME KIND OF ‘TRANCE’ TO MAKE ‘USE’ OF A ‘GUN’. IT WAS A WOUNDED ‘PHALLIC SYMBOL’ DRAMA OF ‘TRYING TO GO INTO’ THE FRONT… THE LITTLE BOY AND THE ‘GUN’… AN ‘ECHO’ OF ‘HAND GUNS’ AND ASSOCIATIONS INCLUDING MEMORIES OF ‘SIRHAN SIRHAN’ AS ‘SIR HAND’…THE ASSASSIN OF ROBERT F. KENNEDY…

ILYA PRIGOGINE WRITES OF A THEORY OF ‘DISSIPATIVE STRUCTURES’

‘IF THE FLUCTUATIONS AND DISTURBANCES EXCEED LIMITS THEN THE SYSTEM WILL BE DRIVEN INTO A STATE OF ‘CREATIVE CHAOS’…

‘WHAT HAS BEEN THERE BEFORE, AND WHAT HAS PREVIOUSLY WORKED, CAN NO LONGER CONTINUE IN THE SAME WAY. THE SYSTEM IS FORCED TO ASSIMILATE OR ACCOMMODATE TOO GREAT A DISRUPTIVE INFLUENCE TO SURVIVE IN ITS OLD FORMAT AND A CRISIS OCCURS: IF THE SYSTEM IS GOING TO FUNCTION AT ALL SOME NEW ORDER OF THINGS MUST BE ESTABLISHED.’

A ‘BREAKDOWN… A BREAKTHROUGH… AN ‘UPHEAVAL’… THE ESTABLISHMENT OF A NEW GLOBAL ORDER… A NEW ‘SOCIAL CONTRACT’…A NEW CONSENSUS.

‘THE GOAL OF THE DRIVE IS TO RELEASE ITSELF… THE TENSION ACCUMULATES AND THE REACH IS FORWARD

‘HE WOULD TAKE HER TO PLACES INSIDE HERSELF SHE HAD NEVER BEEN WITH HER SELF… SHE KNEW THE PRICE OF PLAYING WOULD ENDANGER HER BARRIERS, SMASH UP THE SELF CONTAINMENT AND SELF CONTENTMENT.’ [‘TRINITY’ BY LEON URIS]

IT IS ‘AL’ CALLING TO THE ‘URGE TO BE’… A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ AND THE ‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND THE SPIRIT OF ‘VENUS’ TO THE LETTER ‘L’… IT IS THE HEART AND VISION OF ‘SOUL MATING’ AND INSTINCTIVE AUTHENTICITY.

THE PERSON OF ‘KNOWLEDGE’ MOVES BEYOND THE HORSE TRADER ‘POLITICIAN’ STATE AND THE STATE OF THE ‘CREATIVE ARTIST’ TO MOVE INTO THE REALM OF BEING AS A ‘HEALER/SHAMAN’.

IT IS THE FLUIDITY OF CAPACITY THAT HE/SHE IS CAPABLE OF BEING ANY OF THE TEMPERAMENTS AS CIRCUMSTANCES DEMAND. IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY OF BEING IN THE STATE OF THE ‘SHAMAN’ WHEN ONE USES ‘POESIS’ [WORDS AS MEDICINE…‘POESIS’ MEANS ‘TO MAKE’ AS IN TO BRING UNDERSTANDING AND DEVELOPMENT].

POESIS

‘POESIS’ IS THE LANGUAGE THE ‘SHAMAN’ SPEAKS FOR THE ‘PATIENT’ AS AN INTERPRETATION OF HIS/HER CONDITION. THE ‘POESIS’ IS AN ‘INCANTATION’ [POSSIBLY EXPRESSING WHAT MIGHT BE UNEXPRESSIBLE]. THE SHAMAN GUIDES THE PERSON THROUGH A TRANSITION VIA VERBAL EXPRESSION THAT ENABLES THE ‘PATIENT’ TO UNDERGO [IN AN INTELLIGIBLE AND AN ORDERED FORM] A REAL EXPERIENCE THAT MIGHT OTHERWISE BE CHAOTIC AND INEXPRESSIBLE—THIS INDUCES THE RELEASE OF THE PHYSIOLOGICAL PROCESS…THE GROWTH AND ORGANIZATION IN A FAVORABLE DIRECTION’.

‘SHAMANS ARE ‘ANNUNCIATORS’… SPIRITUAL GUIDES FOR TROUBLED INDIVIDUALS AS WELL AS INTERPRETERS OF THE COMMUNITY’S MAIN VALUES… THEY ARE OUTSIDERS AND ‘ULTIMATE’ INSIDERS [AN ANSWERING OF THE ‘CALL’ TO WORK IN THE ‘TWILIGHT’].

AS ENERGY BEINGS OF HEALING AND HEALTH, THE SHAMAN LEARNS TO MOVE THROUGH THE ‘PARALLEL WORLD OF THE OTHER… THEY SEARCH FOR ‘ORIGINS’ AND WAYS TO FACILITATE ‘FLOWS’…[‘HEALING AND LEARNING REQUIRE ONE TO DRAW CLOSE TO THE SOURCE OF THE PROBLEM AND THE SOURCE OF THE CURE.’] THE SHAMANS WORK ‘BETWIXT’ AND ‘BETWEEN’ [THE REALM LIKE NATURE’S MIXES AND BLENDS OF OPPOSITES… ‘MIST’ IS AIR AND WATER… WARM WIND IS AIR AND FIRE… FLOWER IS AIR, FIRE, WATER AND EARTH].

….. ‘A WEB OF FIRE HUNG BETWEEN US…EVERY EDGE BURNING…FLAMING ANGERS OF ABSENCE AND THE MISSING… WHEREVER ONE COULD ‘KNOW’, THERE WAS A LIFE FORCE AFLAME… BURNING LIKE A CANDLE IN THE WIND… RAGING AGAINST THE ‘WAY IT IS’.

THE ‘CAR’, THE ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ AND THE ‘AUTO DA FE’

WE SEE THE VALUE OF ‘TUNING’ INTO THE ‘KA’ AND THE SOUL AS THE ‘AUTO’ AND THE ‘CAR’… THE SPIRITUAL RESONANCE OF ENERGY CONTAINMENT AND ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS REPRESENTED IN THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF THE ‘CAR’ [IT IS IN THE ECHOES OF THE ‘INQUISITION’ AND THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ [THE PUBLIC CEREMONY ACCOMPANYING THE PASSING OF SENTENCE BY THE SPANISH INQUISITION… THE ACT OF BURNING A HERETIC THAT CALLS FORTH THE AWARENESS OF THE POWERFUL USES AND ABUSES OF THIS METHODOLOGY.] THE ‘AUTO’ OR ‘CAR’ IS THE ‘NAME’ OF THE VEHICLE OF ‘ELECTRONIC’ DEFINITION… A ‘ZONING’ OF MERIDIAN PATTERNS AND RECURRENT WAYS…A SYMBOLIC REPRESENTATION OF INDIVIDUATION IN MEDIA AND SPIRITUAL EXPRESSION…

THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ AND THE ‘AUTOMATON’

ONE FEELS THE ‘ALIEN’ATED STATE OF BEING ‘CHARGED’ AND ‘SKEWED’ FOR USE AS AN ELECTRONIC SURROGATE. THE MORE ONE REBELS THE MORE ONE IS ‘BURNED’ BY THE ‘COOL FIRE’ OF THE ‘ZAP’. THE ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ THAT DRIVES ONE TO ‘RECOIL’ OR SEEK OUT OPPOSITIONAL ENERGIES IS THE DEEP SENSE OF POWERLESSNESS. THE MORE ONE FEELS ‘OUT OF SYNC’ WITH THE MAIN STREAM… THE MORE ONE ‘BURNS’ IN THE ‘ALTERED STATES OF ‘DIONYSIAN’ CONTRARINESS. THE MORE ONE EXPANDS OUTSIDE OF THE ‘ACCEPTABLE’ YIN/YANG AND ‘WELL-STEIN’ WAYS THE MORE ONE ‘BURNS’. IT IS A QUEST FOR A NEW BALANCE… IT IS A ‘JUSTICE’ THAT I ‘OUGHT’ TO BE IN A DIFFERENT SPACE/PLACE.

THERE IS A WRENCHING AND A TEARING IN THE FIBERS AND FILTRATION OF THIS ‘PENETRATION’ AND ‘CHARGING UP’. THERE IS AN ABSORPTION OF THE ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ OR ‘PARALLEL’ PATTERNS IN THE DUALITY OF ‘STRENGTHENING ONE’S BEING. ONE USES THE MIRRORING MOTIONS OF REFLECTING THE OTHER AS THE MEANS OF KNOWING THE ‘KA’ OR ‘DOUBLE’ DIMENSION OF THE SELF.

ONE MUST LEARN TO BREATHE AND MOVE BEYOND THE ‘KA CONTAINEERING’…THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ PATTERNING BY IDENTIFYING THE ‘WAYS’ THAT ONE ‘HITS’ OR ‘SUPPRESSES ONESELF’.

ONE MUST MOVE THROUGH THE ‘MARKS’ OF THE ‘DUALITY’ AND ANY HABITS OF INWARD FOETALIZATION OF BODY RHYTHMS IN ORDER TO RECOGNIZE THE DIGNITY OF ACHIEVING A HEALTHY HARMONIZATION OF ‘RISING CREATIVE POTENCY’. THE SPIRIT OF VERTICALITY MUST BE TEMPERED IN THE AWARENESS OF THE HORIZONTALISM OF THE SOCIAL EVEN AS ONE SEES THE INJUSTICE OF THE INERTIA OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’…

‘JUST IS’ IS NOT ‘JUSTICE’

IT IS A SEARCH FOR ‘EQUITY’ IN THE ACTUAL. THE ‘ACT’ ‘YOU’ ‘AL’ IS A REFLECTION OF THE REPRODUCTIVE AS DISPLAYED… ‘IF IT IS ON THE ‘OUTSIDE IT IS NOT ON THE INSIDE’. THE ‘AL’ QUEST FOR ‘THE WOMAN SATISFIED’ DRAWS ALL OF THE EXTERNALIZATION AND ‘KA’/’CAR’ CUING INTO AN INNER INTEGRITY OF ‘CONFIDENCE’ OF SOUL. IT IS THE POTENCY OF TRANSFORMING FROM ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ INTO ‘TRUE’ ‘LY’.

IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ESSENCES OF ‘LOS ALAMOS’…

THE NUCLEAR RESEARCH AND DEVELOPMENT ‘LOS ALAMOS, NEW MEXICO’ IS THE REPRESENTATION OF THE POWER OF ‘AL’ AND ‘OS’. IT IS THE RHYTHMIC RESONANCE OF KNOWING THE VALUE OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION RANGE OF YIN/YANG ‘CREATIVE COMBUSTION’ AS FOCUSED THROUGH THE ‘AM’, ‘MOS’, AND ‘OS’ STATES. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF MOHS LAW OF HARDNESS AND THE EDGE PENETRATION POWER OF MOWS AND STRENGTH PENETRATION POWER OF MOST.

THE QUEST FOR THE FORCE OF THE NECESSARY ‘A’ ‘L’ TO ACHIEVE THE SUCCESS OF THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’ IS IN THE DESIRE TO MAXIMIZE ‘ENERGY’.

IT IS A ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT MUST BE TEMPERED ON A PATH OF THE HEART TONING OR IT WILL SIMPLY BECOME ANOTHER INSTANCE OF ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’.

THE ‘ZAP’ IS THE ‘OVERSEER’ OF LIFE ITSELF

IT IS A LIFE AND DEATH CONSCIOUSNESS THAT ‘WEARS’ ON OUR RESOLVE. IT IS THE NEVER ENDING THREAT OF ‘LOSS’ OR ‘EROTIC FATIGUE’ AS THE REDIRECTION OF REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES TAKES ITS’ TOLL. IT IS THE VISION OF ‘OPPORTUNITY’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘ZAP COLLISIONISM CRISIS’ THAT AFFORDS THE GENERATIVE A TIME TO MARSHALL ANG CREATE.

THE ‘AUTO’ AND THE ‘DA’ ARE PRESENT TODAY IN AN INVISIBLE THEATER OF PAIN AND SUFFERING DOING THE ENFORCEMENT OF THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ [THE ‘IRON’ [‘FE’] AND THE ‘IRON CURTAIN’ OF THE CERTAIN… IT WAS SAID THAT FORMER SOVIET PRESIDENT MIKHAIL GORBACHEV HAD ‘IRON TEETH’’]. THE ENERGIES AND ACTORS ARE ‘ALL THE WORLD IS A STAGE’ AS THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL MOVES THROUGH THE ECHOES AND IMAGES OF ‘KA’ TIMINGS IN THE ‘WONDER’ AND FASCINATION OF ‘KATDOLOGO’

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THE ‘FE’ IRON OF THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ SEEMS TO LEAD INTO THE ‘FE’LINE AND THE ‘MEOW’ OR ‘ME’ ‘OW’ OF THE CAT…THE FELINE FEMININE MOMENTUM IN REACTIVITY TO THE ‘DA’ REFERENT OF DIRECTION OR THE ROYALTY INERTIA OF THE EMPIRE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’.

‘J.P.MORGAN’

‘HE HAD A VERY FEMININE STREAK IN HIS NATURE’, RECALLED ANNETTE WETMORE MARKOE: ‘HIS TENDERNESS AND SYMPATHY, HIS EMOTIONAL NATURE, HIS LOVE FOR BEAUTIFUL THINGS AND PRETTY CLOTHES WERE AS INTENSE AS A WOMAN’S’. ACCORDING TO THE MARKOES DAUGHTER ‘HE LOVED TO TRADE STORIES AND MAKE EVERYONE LAUGH, BUT HAD NO PATIENCE WITH PEOPLE WHO BORED HIM, AND COULD BE WICKEDLY FUNNY ABOUT ANYONE HE FOUND PURITANICAL OR POMPOUS.’ [J.P.MORGAN BY JEANE STROUSE]

J.P. MORGAN ONCE TESTIFIED BEFORE A CONGRESSIONAL COMMITTEE AND DENIED HIS FINANCIAL SPAN OF CONTROL BY DECLARING ‘I WANT TO CONTROL NOTHING’. IT IS THE DEEP FEMININE EMPTINESS OF THE CREATIVE YIN THAT IS ‘NOTHING’. IT IS THE RECEPTIVITY AND POTENCY OF BEING ABLE TO FUNCTION IN A STATE OF ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ AND SENSE THAT, IN FACT, ‘NOTHING IS TRULY THE MATTER’.

‘THE MELODY OF THE UNCOMMON’

THE ‘HYPNO-CIRCUS’ DRAMA OF PREDATORS ‘FEEDING’ AND ‘CAPITALIZING’ ON THE ‘CONFUSIONS’ THAT ARE IN THE CENTER OF THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS A ‘MELODY OF THE UNCOMMON’. THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ AUDIENCE IS ‘AMAZED’ BY THE ‘STAR WARS’ THAT MOVES THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OR ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ INTO ‘MARK-IT’ SHARE FRAGMENTATION UNTIL THE NEXT ‘UNIFYING’ ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT.

IT IS THE ‘MELODY OF THE UNCOMMON’ THAT UNITES THE COMMON IN A DIRECTION OF THE ‘HUNGERS OF THE COMMUNITY’. IT IS THE POWER OF A RITUAL SACRIFICE [RANDOM OR’BY DESIGN’] WHICH RESTORES THE UNITY OF COMMUNITY AND DIRECTS THE ‘YEARNING’ OF THE PEOPLE. THE MEDIUMS ARE THE MESSENGERS IN THE MIDST OF THE MADNESS. THEY ARE THE ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ AND ONCE IN A WHILE THE ‘VISION’ OF CHANGE OR HOPE.

MOST OF THE TIME THEY ARE MERELY ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS’, TALKING ‘P.R.’ SMITHS OR DREAM TEAM ‘OPERA CLOCKS’ THAT INDICATE THE TEMPO OF THE CREATIVE REALM OF SOMEWHERE OVER THE ‘RAINBOW’

WE NEED THE ‘JAZZ’ OF ALTERED FREQUENCIES… THE ‘BROADBANDING’ HUMAN FREQUENCY RESONANCE AS A BALANCING ACT OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND THE ‘COMMUNITY’. IT IS A PUSHING AND PULLING STRUGGLE FOR DIRECTION AND THE ACTUALIZATION OF NEEDS. IT IS INDIVIDUAL ASSERTION AND COMMON GOOD. WE NEED A ‘GROUND FLOOR’ OF DECENCY AND INTEGRITY FOSTERING A ‘COMMITMENT’ TO HEALTH CARE, JUSTICE AND EDUCATION FOR ALL.

‘ELECTRIFYING AND ELECTRI-FRYING’

THE ‘DEEPLY FELT’ AND ‘COMMONLY SHARED’ STATES OF ‘MASS REACTIVITY’ ARE LIKE ‘CELL’ WEBBING STATES THAT INTERCONNECT ALL IN THE COMMUNITY. IT IS THE ELECTRIFYING AND ELECTRI-‘FRYING’ THAT MOVES IN AND THROUGH US AND CAUSES ‘KNEE JERK’ REFLEXES OF AUTOMATIC SUPPORT FOR LEADERS IN A TIME ‘DEMANDING’ A UNITY OF RESPONSE TO A CRISIS. LEARNING RESTRAINT IS VERY DIFFICULT WHEN ONE IS ‘CHARGED’. THE RELEASES OF WORDS MAY STREAM OUT OF ONE’S BEING. THE MORE ONE IS ‘REINFORCED’… THE MORE THE ‘PULSINGS’ GO WITH THE ‘SIGNAL’.

THE ‘MEASURED RESPONSE’ REQUIRES A GREAT DISCIPLINE OF ACTION TEMPERED WITHIN A ‘VISION’.

EVERY IMPULSE HAS ITS ORIGIN

‘THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER’S SEXUAL ENERGY RESERVING IT FOR HIMSELF’ ECHOES THE SEXUAL DRIVINGS OF ‘JACK KENNEDY’ AND ‘JACKIE’S FATHER’…‘BLACK JACK BOUVIER’. IT IS THE INNER TERRAIN OF ‘WAITING’ THAT ‘IMPRISONS’ AS WELL AS THE ‘CONSUMPTION’ THAT ‘ACTS OUT’. THE ‘PRESENCE’ IS THE GOAL OF THE HEALING AND THE SUCCESS OF ANY REAL INTIMACY. TOO MUCH HOLDING LEADS TO ACCUMULATIONS AND DECAY…EXCESSIVE STORAGE.

WE LEARN TO ‘TRACK’ OUR FORMER SELVES BY ENCOUNTERING OUR ‘WOUNDS OF ORIGIN’ AND MOVING THROUGH THEM IN NEW AND HEALTHY WAYS. WE FACE THE BETRAYAL OF THE SELF AS WE COME FORTH IN A PRESENCE OF BEING.

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND AN OBJECT OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.’ [JULIA KRISTEVA]

‘WE DON’T SEE WHAT WE ARE LOOKING AT AS MUCH AS WE SEE WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR’

‘IF MOST OF US REMAIN IGNORANT OF OURSELVES, IT IS BECAUSE SELF KNOWLEDGE IS PAINFUL AND WE PREFER THE PLEASURES OF ILLUSION’.[ALDUOUS HUXLEY]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

‘DIET… EXERCISE… CLEAN AIR… FULL MOTION OF BEING… THE INGREDIENTS ARE THE WAYS OF TRANSFORMING… SUGAR AND SALT CONTAIN AND RETAIN…THE SALT BINDS MOISTURE TO ITSELF [WITHOUT SALT EVERYTHING EVAPORATES]. ONE MUST TRAVERSE THE SWEATS OF NOSTALGIA AND BITTERNESS TO REACH BLAND… ONLY THEN MAY ONE FIND ONE’S WAY IN THE REALM OF SPICES.

WE SEEK ‘GLASS KEYS’ AND ‘CRYSTAL TUNING FORKS’. WE SEEK A CLARITY OF INSIGHT ON THE EDGES…THE ‘PLANE’ OF SEEING VULNERABILITY AND YET THE POWER OF ‘MARSHALLED ENERGY’.

THE STEPS BEYOND ‘MEDIUM’ AND ‘SURROGATE’ ARE THE ‘GREAT UNKNOWN’ OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’. IT IS THE ‘FORCE FIELD RECEPTIVITY’ OF THE ‘GREAT CREATORS’ THAT KNOWS THE ‘PIERCINGS AND PENETRATIONS’ YET IS STRONG ENOUGH TO MOVE THROUGH THE ‘O’ RANGE AND BE ‘YANG’ IN A FULLNESS OF PRESENCE. ONE MOVES BEYOND THE ‘JOB’ LEVEL OF ‘SUFFERING’ IN AN ACCESSING OF ALL TISSUES AND FIBERS [A RELEASING OF BLOCKS TO PERSONAL GROWTH AND A REDIRECTION OF THE INNER ‘TENSIONAL FORCE’ OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY]. IT IS THE HEALTHY CENTERING AND DISTRIBUTION OF ‘GRAVITATIONAL FORCE’ THROUGHOUT THE BODY. IT IS FULL ALERTNESS. IT IS RESILIENCE AND VITALITY. IT IS A NEURAL STIMULATION IN THE STRENGTHENING AND LENGTHENING…CONTRACTING AND RETAINING. IT IS AN ‘ELASTICITY’ OF BEING

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‘ONE’ MOVES PAST ‘KIDDING ONESELF’ INTO THE POTENTIAL OF THE REAL ‘REPRODUCTIVE’ CENTERING OF GENITAL PRIMACY….

‘SOUND IS LIKE A NUTRIENT’ [DR. ALFRED TOMAITIS].

‘MOVEMENT IS LIKE A NUTRIENT’ [DAVID GRAHAM… ELECTRONICS ENGINEER].

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY

EROS AND THE REVERSAL OF SORE IS THE WAY OF THE ‘HURTS’… THE ‘WILLIAM HURT’ OF THE ‘BIG CHILL’ AND ‘BODY HEAT’… IT IS THE ‘HERTZ’ OF ‘O.J.SIMPSON’ IN THE ‘CAR’ RENTALS AND ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAYS. IT IS THE ‘JOHN HURT OF ‘1984’’ AND HIS PERFORMANCE AS ‘CALIGULA’ IN THE SERIES ‘I CLAUDIUS’. THE ‘JOHN’ OF ‘PROSTITUTE’ NECESSITY AND ‘EXCRETION’… THE ‘JOHN HURT’… THE ‘JOHN Q PUBLIC’ STANDARD OF EVERYMAN. THE ‘WILLIAM HURT IN THE ‘BIG CHILL’ LOST IN THE DREAMS OF ‘THE KISS OF THE SPIDERWOMAN’...

THE ‘JOHN’ ‘WAY’ OF ‘HURTING’ LIKE THE WAY THAT ‘ELVIS DIED ON THE ‘TOILET’… A PERFECT ‘JOHN WAYING’.

IT IS THE SENSE OF THE THREAT OF ‘FEAR’ AS A STATE OF NOT WANTING TO BE HURT’…

THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’ OF THE ‘SOUND GROUND’…THE PLANE PLATEAU OF HIP WARS AND JOHN ‘WAYING’

THE ILLUSIONS ARE AS POWERFUL AS REALITY. THE ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER’ IS MAINTAINED THROUGH THE EFFECTS OF ‘EXCLUSION’… THE ‘CUTTING OFF’…THE ‘CASTRATION’ OF ONE PART OF THE WHOLE SO THAT THE WHOLE AS SUCH MAY BE CONSTITUTED AS AN ALLIANCE OF ‘HOMOGENEOUS’ PARTS. IT IS THE CONSTANCY OF FEELING ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ WHICH IS THE RESULT OF THE ‘SKEWING AFFECT’ OF THE EXCESSES OF ‘KA’…THE TOO MUCH ‘KA’…THE ‘KA-KA’ BOOGIE AND THE DOOM OF ‘KA-BOOM’.

IT IS THE SAFE SOUND ALONG THE PELVIC FLOOR AS A ‘GROUNDING’ OF WHAT IS ‘FAIR AND FOUL’. IT IS THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ INERTIA OF DOING ‘SOUND MANAGEMENT IN MAINTAINING THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’.

EROS IS APHRODITE’S SON

‘EROS IS APHRODITE’S SON AND APHRODITE WORKS TO KEEP HIM APART FROM PSYCHE’. SHE IMPRISONS HER SON TO KEEP HIM BY HER SIDE. FOR EROS TO BREAK OUT OF THIS ROLE OF ‘MOTHER SERVANT’…HE MUST BE HURT, INJURED, REVEALED, AND BURNED BY PSYCHE’… BY SOUL…BY A CONSCIOUSNESS… THAT IS ‘DIFFERENT’ FROM APHRODITE.

IT IS EROS BURNED AND SEEN THAT BREAKS AWAY FROM APHRODITE’S CONTROL.

EROS MOVES TO MASCULINITY ‘BEYOND SERVICE’ TO THE EROTIC MOTHER… EROS KNOWS THE REVERSALS OF SORE [‘EROS/SORE’] AND IS BIRTHED FROM THE ‘WIND EGG’. EROS MOVES ‘BEYOND THE LIMITS OF THE STORED AND THE WITHHELD’ AND GOES INTO THE DEPTHS OF ‘IMMEDIATE PRESENCE’.

THE SON’S FUTURE IS THE MOTHER’S PAST

THE ‘YIN’ IS THE REALM OF THE ‘GREAT MOTHER’ WHO DOES NOT WANT HER SON TO GROW AWAY FROM HER.

HER STRENGTH CREATES RESISTANCE TO HIS GROWTH [‘THE SON’S FUTURE IS THE MOTHER’S PAST’].

IT IS THE TIME FOR THE SON TO ‘BURY’ HIS MOTHER FOR THE MOTHER WANTS TO DESTROY HIS SUN ‘HORSE’ AND THEREFORE THE SON’S FUTURE.

‘THE HERO MUST DISTINGUISH HIMSELF PSYCHOLOGICALLY FROM OTHERS. THE DANGER IS ‘ISOLATION’ IN HIMSELF.

HE SEES THINGS THAT THE OTHERS DO NOT SEE. HE DOES NOT FALL FOR THE THINGS THEY FALL FOR---BUT THAT MEANS HE IS A DIFFERENT TYPE OF HUMAN BEING AND THEREFORE NECESSARILY ALONE.’[CARL JUNG]

‘HABIT KILLS DESIRE’

‘THE TRANSFORMATIVE RHYTHMS MUST COME FROM THE DEPTHS TO BREAK THROUGH THE HABITS AND CERTAINTIES’[‘HABIT KILLS DESIRE’…SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR].

THERE IS A ‘BALANCING’…AN ACROBATIC WAY OF CENTERING THAT IS ‘DIONYSIAN’ YET HEALTHY. IT IS THE ‘DIONYSIAN’ DYNAMIC WHICH ASSISTS IN RELEASING THE TANGLES AND FIBERS [THE WAYS OF ‘INSTINCTUAL FRENZY’]. IT IS THE DRIVE TO REMOVE BLOCKS AND RECONCILE OPPOSITES.

MEN IN POWER REACT TO DIONYSUS AS A FOREIGN INFLUENCE THAT SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED INTO THEIR CULTURE OR THEIR PSYCHE’… WHILE WOMEN AND THE ‘FEMININE ASPECT OF MEN’ [‘YIN’] ARE OPEN TO HIS INFLUENCE.

‘IN THE GOVERNMENT OF THE SAGE HE EMPTIES THEIR MINDS, AND FILLS THEIR BELLIES WEAKENS THEIR AMBITION AND STRENGTHENS THEIR BONES.’ HE CONSTANTLY CAUSES THE PEOPLE TO BE WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE AND WITHOUT DESIRES. IF HE CAN BRING IT ABOUT THAT THOSE WITH KNOWLEDGE SIMPLY DO NOT DARE TO ACT, THEN THERE IS NOTHING THAT WILL NOT BE IN ORDER.’[LAO TZU]

THE MANAGEMENT OF ENERGY PERFORMERS IS THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL

IT IS A REALM OF ‘CONTRARIANS’ AND ANGELS ON THE EDGES OF AN UNJUST SOCIAL ORDER.

THIS ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ WORLD DEMANDS AN ADHERENCE TO ‘ELECTRONIC REDLINING’ ALONG THE BURNING EDGES OF THE DAY TO DAY AS AN ‘AUTO DA FE’. WE SEE THE ‘SWITCHES’ AND ‘WHICH IS’ AS A ‘CHILLING AFFECT ON CANDID EXPRESSION AS FEARS OF BEING TREATED AS ‘WITCH’ ‘IS’ CAUSES ‘MISDIRECTION, REDIRECTION, CONFUSION AND DENIAL.

THERE ARE SIGNIFICANT CASUALTY RATES IN THE ILLNESSES OF ‘COPING’ AND THE ACROBATIC QUESTS OF REBALANCINGS/ADJUSTMENTS TO A DYNAMIC THAT SERVES A ‘MONEY’ KINGDOM AND IS BUILT ON ‘SECRECY’ AND ‘FEAR’.

THERE IS SO MUCH THAT IS ‘UNSAID’ OR EXPRESSED IN VERY INDIRECT WAYS.

THERE IS A ‘GAP’ OF ‘UNLIVED FEELING’OR ‘TRAPPED LIFE’ [FEELINGS THAT ARE NOT YET AVAILABLE OR HAVE NOT ‘ARRIVED’]…POTENTIAL FEELINGS THAT ARE REDIRECTED FROM ‘SHADOWLAND’ INTO A ‘COMPLIANCE WITH THE ‘ZAP’ ENERGY ‘CHARGES’.

PEINE FORTE ET DURE

A ‘PENALTY HARSH AND SEVERE’…ONE WAS GRADUALLY CRUSHED TO DEATH FOR REFUSING TO PLEAD GUILTY OR INNOCENT…

HEAVY WEIGHTS OF IRON AND STONE WERE PILED ON A FULLY EXTENDED[LAYING ON ONE’S BACK] BODY UNTIL THE PERSON WAS ‘CRUSHED’ TO DEATH…

GILES CORY[SALEM WITCH TRIALS,1692] WAS CRUSHED TO DEATH WITHOUT SPEAKING…THE EXCESSES OF A ‘SOCIAL ORDERING’ FEEDING ON THE ENERGIES OF COMPRESSION AND HORROR…AN ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ AS ‘FORCED CHOICE’…THE IMPACT ON THE ‘CORE’ VIA ‘SHOCK’ AND THERE BUT FOR THE ‘GRACE’ OF ‘GOD’ OR ‘COMPLIANCE’ AS ONE ‘CONFESSES’ OR ‘SUBMITS’ TO THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘WAY’…

‘GILES CORY’…THE EXCEPTION AS THE BASIS OF THE ORDER…

IT IS THE POWER OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS AS EVENTS ‘CHARGE’ THE COMMUNITY INTO THE RHYTHMS…IT IS THE ‘NAME’ AND THE PAIN THAT ECHOES IN THE TERRAIN OF HEART AND SOUL…

THE ‘TORTURE’ EVENT GENERATES ‘LINKAGE’ AND SEPARATION AT THE SAME TIME…IT IS THE FOUNDATION OF THE SYSTEM AS A BLENDING OF THE WRENCHING VIOLENCE OF EXECUTIONS AND THE ‘RELEASE’ OF COMMUNITY ENERGIES.

THE ‘CLOWNS OF THE ‘HYPNO-CIRCUS’

ANN AND BARRY ULANOV WRITE ABOUT THE ‘EMOTIONAL IMAGERY’ OF THE ‘CLOWN’ [‘DISPLAY OF EMOTIONS THAT ARE NEVER DELIVERED INTO PERSONAL EXPERIENCE’]. ‘CLOWNING’ DEFLECTS PENETRATION… THERE IS A LACK OF INTIMACY… A SPLITTING, ALIENATION, AND DISTANCING… IT IS A START TO ESCAPE THROUGH A STRONG ‘YANG’ BUT MORE IS NEEDED TO TRULY CONNECT TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. IT IS ‘TURNING A TRICK’… ACTING A ROLE… BEING A DREAM… BEING A MIRROR… THE ‘TRICKSTERISM’ OF GETTING WHAT YOU WANT’… IT IS A MANIPULATION AND FILTERING TO KEEP THE OTHER AT A DISTANCE AND DEFEND THE ‘VULNERABLE’ REAL SELF.

IT IS THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ THAT NEVER BECOMES REAL…

‘TRICKSTERISM IS THE NORM’

THE ‘SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL’… LEARNING TO ADAPT TO THE ‘TRICKERSTERISM’ THAT SETS UP THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’…THE INNER ‘WELL-STEIN’ COMBUSTION OF CREATIVE PERCOLATION… THE ‘WAYS’ OF KINETIC POTENTIAL TRANSFORMING INTO GENERATION…IT IS A ‘MISTRUST’ OF THE ‘CON’…A BELIEF THAT ‘ILLUSION’ AND ‘DECEPTION’ IS THE NORM.

THE TRICKSTERISM TEACHES AND IT COMPELS A SEARCH FOR‘CONTROL’… A ‘POWER SEEKING’ THAT IS AN ATTEMPT TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE… BEING ABLE TO OVERCOME THE ‘ZAP’ BY FORTRESSING OR ‘ARMORING’ OR BY ‘PERFORMANCE’.

FOR PERFORMERS…THE ‘SAVANTING’ THROUGH THE ‘ARMORING’ MAY PROVIDE ‘REWARDS’ AS THE ‘INTENSITY’ AND ‘PURITY’ OF THE EXPRESSION ‘RINGS’ TRUE. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ WHO HAVE AN ACCENTUATED TALENT RIDE THE BENEFITS OF ‘MONEY AND POWER. AS ELECTRONIC SURROGATES THEY ARE ‘REWARD WARDS’.

THE ‘CHARGINGS’ SKEW THE SPIRIT AND TRIANGULATE ALL RELATIONSHIPS. THE ‘CHRONIC WARINESS’ AND ‘MISTRUST’ IS ALWAYS PRESENT AS ALL ENCOUNTERS ARE THE POSSIBILITY OF A ‘REINFORCEMENT’ OF A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ STATE.

THERE IS THE ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ OF OVERREACTING OR UNDERREACTING TO ANOTHER.

THE PATH OF THE HEART ‘WAY’

THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS…BEING OPTIMALLY RECEPTIVE AND ALERT IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE ‘SPONTANEITY’ IN MOVING FORWARD…THE ‘UNCERTAINTY’ REPRESENTING AN ‘OPPORTUNITY FOR GROWTH’AS ONE STEPS INTO A STATE OF PRESENCE. THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS ABOUT MOTION AND ‘GOING FORTH’ TOWARD A FREEDOM BEYOND WHAT MAKES ONE FEEL ‘BLOCKED OR OBSTRUCTED’, ‘ANAESTHETIZED’ OR ‘LOST IN DREAMS’

THE JOURNEY IS ABOUT AFFIRMATION OF THE REAL SELF THROUGH A PROCESS OF ‘UNVEILING,CONFRONTATION, REBELLION, RELEASING, DEVELOPING AND ESTABLISHING’ A PRESENCE OF WHO ONE IS…IT IS GETTING BEYOND THE DIFFERENCES OF ‘WILFULLNESS’ AND DEFIANCE AND CHALLENGE IN ANGERS OF FEELING HURT…IT IS THE ACCESSING OF REAL GROWTH IN A CONVULSIVENESS OF ‘BECOMING’ AND DOING ONE’S TRUE ‘WILL’.

‘TRUST ONLY MOVEMENT. LIFE HAPPENS AT THE LEVEL OF EVENTS, NOT OF WORDS. TRUST MOVEMENT’

-ALFRED ADLER

THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL

THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL IS THE ONGOING CONTROL AND MANAGEMENT OF THE ‘ACHIEVERS AND MEDIUMS’ TO MAXIMIZE THEIR CONTRIBUTIONS AND GUIDE THEM THROUGH THE MADNESS OF THE NEVERENDING TURBULENCE AND CONVULSIVENESS OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. THEY ARE WATCHED OVER AND DIRECTED INTO ‘SUGGESTED ROLES’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘MEDIUMS ARE THE MESSAGES AND THE MESSENGERS OF THE ‘VALUES’ OF THE COMMUNITY. THERE IS A LOT OF CONTRADICTION IN THIS WORLD OF SOUND ORDERING AND HYPNOTIC PERFORMANCE. THERE IS ‘AMBIVALENCE’ IN ‘TRUSTING’ AND RESENTMENT. THERE IS MUCH ANXIETY AND INNER CONFLICT EVEN THOUGH ONE GOES FORWARD ‘WALKING AND WEEPING’…LAMENTING AND STILL MANAGING TO BELIEVE THAT ‘SOMEONE UP THERE ‘LIKES ME’…

DOUBT AND DISCOVERY COLLIDE IN A QUEST FOR ACTUALIZATION…LAUGHTER IS EASIER AND BREATH FINDS ITS NATURAL CENTERING…IT IS TUNING INTO ‘THE PATH OF THE HEART’ WHENEVER THERE IS A ‘CRISIS’ OR AN ‘ENCOUNTER’ THAT SEEMS TO CALL FORTH ECHOES OF ‘YESTERDAZE’.

ONE LEARNS ONE’S TRUE TIMING TO ‘RAISE WAVES WHERE THERE IS NO WIND’…

‘KNOWING OTHERS IS UNDERSTANDING

KNOWING SELF IS WISDOM’

‘FORCE CAN MASTER OTHERS

BUT ONLY STRENGTH CAN MASTER SELF’

-LAO TZU

I WISH TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE ‘GUIDANCE OF THE WISE’ WHETHER THEY WERE WELL EDUCATED OR DEVELOPMENTALLY DISABLED. THE SPIRIT AND INSTINCT OF THE PATH OF THE HEART IS WHAT REALLY ‘IS’.

THE ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ IS MY ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY TO CLARIFY THE COMPLEXITIES OF MY STRUGGLE. IT IS A LIFETIME JOURNEY OF CONVULSIVENESS AND LEARNING TO SEEK REAL TIME BREATHING AND EMOTIONAL INTEGRITY.

THE GENERATION OF THIS WORK IS MY BEGINNING TO LIVE A FULL LIFE. I AM MOVING PAST THE HISTORY OF ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ INTO A MORE ‘SPONTANEOUS’ WAY OF BEING.

TIME AND THE STRENGTHENING OF MY INNER FIBERS IS THE ‘WILL’ OF ‘CELLING’ INTO HEALTHIER PRESENCE. I SEEK A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY OF A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ AND TRY TO MEET THE OTHER[S] IN ‘INTEGRITY OF PRESENCE’ EVEN IF IN A ‘MEDIUM STATE’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’.

WE LIVE IN A ‘SPECIAL SENSITIVITY’ AND LEARN TO TUNE TO A STATE OF PERSPECTIVE RATHER THAN RESISTANCE. WE RECOGNIZE THE WAY OF CRISIS AS A TIME OF ‘RISK’ AS WELL AS ‘OPPORTUNITY’.

ONE LEARNS THAT THERE IS SOMETHING THAT ONE IS ABLE TO DO EVERYDAY. IT IS LISTENING IN COMPASSION AND DOING AS ‘GOETHE’ SAID ‘DO YOUR NEAREST DUTY’.

THE SPIRIT OF ‘WILL’ IS BEING PRESENT AS A ZEN VISION OF MOVING ‘AS THE SITUATION ARISES’…

WIND IN MY EYE 2009

Saturday, November 21, 2009

SOUND ADVICE

Monday, November 16, 2009

EVERY MAN LEAVES A LEGACY

1931 FIRE TUNNEL GAS EXPLOSION...HERITAGE

Sunday, October 18, 2009

WIND IN MY EYE 2009-TO DISTILL ESSENCES OF MY PSYCHE BIOGRAPHY OF 2001-2005

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